maybe i'm a little bit in love with you

"To be precise, I don't know if I love him or not."

When Meng Luo said these words, her eyes were a little confused.

love?How could it be possible not to love, the more than ten years of getting along day and night and good memories are indelible, but at the same time it is also hate, no matter how much I give, I still can't get a little sincerity.And he was like a wild beast caught in a swamp, he could only watch himself sink a little bit, but there was nothing he could do.

"I know where Bai Siqi is, let him get out of here! Please give him the money, but don't say I gave it to him, otherwise he won't accept it." Meng Luo found Bai Siqi's confidant.Secretly asked him to meet.

"You should know that all of this is because of you!" Seeing the other party wanting to kill herself, Meng Luo felt a little helpless, as if no matter what she did, she couldn't satisfy everyone.

"If he thinks the same way, it doesn't matter, just tell him that we don't need to see each other again!" Now that we have reached this point, we should just be unfeeling.We are inseparable from now on.

The moment he turned to leave, Meng Luo still couldn't help crying. This time, he was really the only one left in his world.

Afterwards, Meng Luo seemed to have disappeared from the world, and there was no news of him. Despite Meng Xuan's many inquiries, he still couldn't find him. Meng Xuan knew that his brother was really disappointed in him this time.But everything I did was for him, why couldn't he forgive?

Five years later, in a dilapidated rental house that could no longer be dilapidated.

The mottled and fallen walls, crumbling tables and chairs, and almost nothing else in the empty room, the whole room is full of musty smell.

After five years, Bai Siqi finally saw this person again, the person he loved the most but also caused him the most pain.

He lost weight and his face became paler.It was obviously warm to hold his hand before.It was cold to hold his hand now.What has he experienced in the past five years?no one knows.Bai Siqi found out about Meng Luo's residence only after finding Tang Qin. In the past five years, Meng Luo seemed to have disappeared. Except for Tang Qin, he had no contact with anyone.

Bai Siqi once hated him to the core, hated him for leaving without saying goodbye, hated him=resolute when leaving.But when I saw him again, I found that no amount of hatred could compare to the missing of him for the past five years, no matter how long.The heart of love will not change.How deep the love is, how painful the heart will be.

Meng Luo has lost weight, with a thin face, obvious dark circles under his eyes, and somewhat sickly pale.It shows that his physical condition is not good at the moment.His body is cold, how long has he been in this place?This place is so damp and dark, Bai Siqi doesn't know how Meng Luo can be so downcast.In the past, Bai Siqi would give him the best in food and lodging.He thought he would have a good life these years.

"Tang Qin, why hasn't he woke up for so long?" Bai Siqi began to worry.

"Maybe the sleeping pills I gave him were a little too much." Tang Qin began to regret whether it was a mistake to let the two meet in this way.

"Meng Luo, tell me how you have been living these years?" Bai Siqi only had heartache at the moment. He had vowed to take good care of him, but he never did it.

Meng Luo, you won. It took you ten years to make me fall in love with you.But this time it only took you a second to make my heart hurt, so don't blame me.I won't let you go this time.

"Tang Qin, look at Mengluo. He has lost weight. He used to feel very comfortable when holding his hand, but now his hand has only bones left. You can see that his dark circles are so heavy. He must have not slept well these days. How has he lived these past few years?" Bai Siqi felt the heart-wrenching feeling for the first time.

Bai Siqi swears that she will never let him leave her in this life, even if she cuts off his wings and locks him with an iron chain, she will never let him leave her for half a step.

"Don't hate me, Meng Luo, I just don't want you to leave again, I'm afraid."

"Bai Siqi, you lunatic, you actually dare to break his legs, do you think he will be by your side?" Tang Qin grabbed Bai Siqi's collar and angrily used all his strength to slap him. He punched Bai Siqi in the stomach.Naturally, Bai Siqi couldn't bear it. Fortunately, she supported the table so she didn't fall down.But Bai Siqi was very calm, and gently wiped away the blood from the corner of her mouth.

"If this can keep him by my side with peace of mind, I don't mind doing it. Unless I die, Meng Luo will never go anywhere in this life. I owe you this punch." Bai Siqi picked up her shirt and turned around. leave.

I used to want to let go and give you the freedom you wanted, but in the end I was selfish and trapped you by my side, and I gave myself five years.Let me not think about you myself, just why your background always lingers.Meng Luo, tell me, how can I miss you?How can I love you less, forgive me for not letting go, I can't do it.

"Meng Luo, don't you want to be like this?" Tang Qin didn't expect that the matter would develop step by step to where it is today. At first he just thought that Bai Siqi loved Meng Luo, and Meng Luo hadn't forgotten Bai Siqi all these years, so He didn't keep his promise and told Bai Siqi Meng Luo's address.It's just that what happened next caught Tang Qin by surprise.

Tang Qin didn't understand Bai Siqi's cruelty.He also didn't understand Meng Luo's persistence, he always simply believed that everything would get better gradually.Maybe we are all too capricious and don't know how to protect ourselves.

"Meng Luo, can you forgive me? I was wrong. I shouldn't have broken our promise and told him your address. I didn't expect him to do such a cruel thing to you, but no matter what Take care of yourself, you have not eaten or drank for three days, if you continue like this, your body will not be able to bear it. And Bai Siqi treats you so well these days, maybe he is just confused for a while. Can't you try to forgive Him? Maybe he's right, maybe he loves you too much to bear you leaving. "

Meng Luo never thought that these words would come out of Tang Qin's mouth. Tang Qin used to be Meng Luo's only friend, but now he speaks for the person who made him crippled.For the first time, Meng Luo experienced the taste of betrayal, and it turned out to be so unforgettable.

"Yes! Bai Siqi is right, and you are right, so it's all my fault!" Meng Luo said every word so clearly and seriously.It's just why every word feels so piercing.

Tang Qin saw the word hate in Meng Luo's eyes for the first time, yes!How to tell him not to hate.For the person I love the most to this point.What he pays time and time again is his heart, but his heart also hurts, and he also gets tired.

The author has something to say: Bai Siqi always wants to keep Meng Luo in her own way, but it's actually very simple to keep him!A hug is enough, but he still doesn't understand that this is enough abuse, let's have a little dessert later.Although they are all the characters I wrote, I still like Meng Luo a little more. She is brave in love, but she is also very decisive in doing things, which will be reflected later.