moonlit night

"Although he often conceals things in his words, he never lies." Jun Changye said firmly: "And you are a poisonous snake. Every word you say, the listener must carefully consider it,

Because no one knows what is going on in your heart. "

What he said was heartless, and he obviously didn't intend to show any mercy.Shamanhua raised her eyes in disbelief, looked at the man in black for a moment, and then suddenly realized that in his heart,

She had already lost the slightest affection for herself, so she suddenly turned her head away, closed her eyes, and said with a slight tremor in her voice again: "Isn't everything I did in the past all for you? My lord, others don't know ,

Don't you even know yourself? "

"You are not for me," Jun Changye narrowed his eyes, "Shamanhua, you have always been only for yourself."

After finishing speaking, he let go of his hand suddenly, allowing the woman's hand to be thrown directly onto the steps, making a heavy muffled sound.He clearly saw Shamanhua's slender white wrist,

He had already been caught by the lock and his previous actions had left a circle of deep blood stains, but because of the uncontrollable hatred for her in his heart, he just turned a blind eye.

However, the trace left by the circle of locks made Jun Changye involuntarily think of Yue Qingchen again.

He suddenly remembered that it was a day after his relationship with Yue Qingchen had eased.They once leaned together after being gentle, and had a brief but candid exchange with each other about the various actions that Jun Changye had done against the Huanhua Palace and the Huanhua Palace owner.

"Actually, there is one thing that I still don't understand." Although the tone of the sage in white is still as calm as ever, but in the ears of familiar people, he can already hear the doubt and seriousness in his words, "You You and Gu Xishen had never met each other before going to Zhegui Hui. Even Yu Xiaoxiang, Yu Ningbi Palace, and Yu Chunshui City, you and her only met a few times. Even if Gu Gongzhu once teased you, But it's not some unsolvable deep hatred. In my heart, you shouldn't be the kind of person who must revenge. But the fact is, you hate her to the bone. Chang Ye, can you tell me why?"

Although Jun Changye fell silent at that time, he hugged the person in his arms even more tightly, and quietly observed the other person's expression.After a while, he saw that Yue Qingchen didn't show much blame, as if he was just curious, so he finally made up his mind and opened his mouth.

He didn't want to cause any irreparable misunderstanding between the two of them because of his own insincerity.

"Shamanhua once told me," he explained in a low voice, but when he talked about it later, he gradually became agitated, as if he wanted to pour out all the bitterness and anger buried in his heart these years to his sweetheart, "Back then... back then I When the mother and father were in a strong relationship, they had a tryst at a certain place in the northern region where the demons and the human races met. The place was not far from Huanhua Palace, but it was rarely visited by people on weekdays. Gu Xichen discovered the clue. She revealed the matter, causing my mother and father to endure the pain of separation from life to life. In the end, they even had to die.

I was thinking at the time, if my mother had been a little weaker and went straight to death; or had been a little harder and simply refused to accept my existence, I would never have come into this world , It is simply impossible to have the opportunity to meet you.

But Gu Xishen, Palace Mistress Gu, as the one who beat the mandarin ducks, she didn't receive any punishment that she deserved. Is it fair?My parents didn't bother her, maybe because they were kind, maybe because they were tired of dealing with everything around them, or maybe they didn't bother to care about her at all.But today, when they have all become loess under the spring, as a son of man who has not done half of filial piety, am I not even qualified to seek justice for them and avenge them?Qingchen, Su Xi and she are my mother, but she is also your master at the same time, have you never thought about going to Gu Xichen to seek revenge for her?Don't you even think that everything I do is wrong? "

"You have to seek justice for your parents, no one will say that you are wrong." Yue Qingchen turned over suddenly, pressed Jun Changye down, and put his hands on his shoulders, his voice was cold and sharp, as if Teach an ignorant child a lesson: "Is this how justice is sought? Jun Changye, is that what I taught you when I went over there?"

Jun Changye stared at him viciously from below, as if he was not convinced, he suddenly got up unexpectedly, hugged Yue Qingchen's waist, and seemed to want to push him back down again, but he didn't grasp the timing, and instead Pressed down by the opponent.The two of you came and went back and forth for a while, and soon they were all sweating.Yue Qingchen saw that Jun Changye would not give up until he reached his goal, and if he refused to give up, the conversation would not go on no matter what, so he simply slapped Jun Changye's hand away, and let go of the hand supporting him , and lay down next to Jun Changye's shoulder.

"Changye, have you ever thought about it?" Yue Qingchen took a deep breath and asked, "Perhaps your parents separated back then, and Gu Xichen's informant had nothing to do with it. I have known Master longer than you Much more, I know that she is free and easy by nature, she always does whatever she wants, she will do what she wants without hesitation, she never cares how others will look at her, and she never cares how others will evaluate her actions. You It is not in line with her usual temperament to say that your mother will separate from her beloved just because of a few words from her clansmen. She must have her own difficulties, and maybe Cang Jue does too. Therefore, even if Palace Master Gu has done something wrong, I am sorry for you. It's about your parents, but if you hate Gu Xishen because of it, it's very possible that you hate the wrong person."

"But, if you really hate the wrong person," Jun Changye's voice suddenly became hesitant, "what should I do?"

Now the Demon Lord is sitting high in the Demon Palace, and he suddenly forgot how Yue Qingchen answered this question at that time.So he stood up from his seat and slowly bent down so that his eyes were at the same level as Shamanhua.

"Actually, you never told me the truth about Gu Xichen, did you?" Jun Changye looked into her eyes and said firmly, "You hope that I hate her, you hope that I hate her like you do."

"You mean, everything I do is for myself?" As if a certain heartstring was touched by this sentence, Shamanhua's eyes froze, she also raised her eyes, and began to look straight at him, "Although Gu Xichen is not a good person, he has no grievances or enmity with me. He even treats me like his own flesh and blood. Why should I help you to deceive her to come here forever? Why can I just watch her suffer so much inhuman torture? Jun Chang Ye, I did all this because she owes you, treats you badly, and even wants you to die many times! I hate her because you hate her, and she owes you the same as she owes me. "

"You said you hate her because I hate her?" Jun Changye shook his head, and concluded in a deep voice, "It's ridiculous."

"Absurd?" Shamanhua sneered slightly, "It's really pitiful, have you never felt this way? Or is your love always selfish, and you must ask others to act according to your ideas, without considering others' feelings? Jun Changye, stop deceiving yourself and others, do you think you are noble? You hate Gu Xishen and wish her life would be better than death, isn't it because she is infatuated with Wang Shu Jun, and Wang Shu Jun's indifferent attitude towards her makes you Do you feel threatened? You hate her out of jealousy and possessiveness on the verge of madness. You're not even as good as me, because at least, I'm not for myself, but you are!"

When she said the last sentence, her tone was almost hysterical, as if she had torn off the last mask that contained tenderness and tenderness.And the charming atmosphere that lingered around the two of them before also disappeared with the tearing off of the last layer of camouflage.

"Admit it, Your Majesty," the woman took a deep breath, "You should be a demon by nature. You think Wang Shujun is taller than Xue, and I'm dirty and despicable, so you yearn for him and hate me, but in fact, you With me, no one is cleaner than the other. We, and only we, are a match made in heaven. If you hate me, you hate yourself."

"You're right," Jun Changye's voice suddenly turned cold, and he nodded: "I really hate myself, so disgusted that I want to die from the world. Samanhua, if I can, I would rather never go to Xiaoxiang, and never Never met you before."

"You said, I wish you had never met me before, did you?" She lowered her eyelashes, and suddenly laughed, sadly and desolately: "It seems that Your Majesty doesn't intend to keep me today. For a Taoist priest, put If you think about it this way, I'm really not reconciled. However, that's fine too."

She didn't say why.But as the sound of "Ye Hao" fell to the ground, the woman slowly knelt down on the ground, folded her hands in front of her body, and gently pressed her forehead against the back of her hands. Her voice gradually changed from the almost shrill to soft: "Your Majesty, please Let Manhua pour you another glass of wine at the end."

In the process of saying this, she had suppressed all the emotions she had previously shown, as if she had turned back into the elegant, self-sufficient and beautiful girl when the two first met.

Since it was an invitation to die, Shamanhua guessed that Jun Changye might not refuse.Sure enough, although the other party didn't answer, he turned his eyes away and sat back on the honored seat again.Shamanhua knew that he had acquiesced, so she tapped the ground with her finger, and a moment later, a demon boy with horns on his head pushed the door in.He put the tray in his hand beside Shamanhua, saluted immediately, and retreated tremblingly.

On the tray was a jug of wine and two gold-plated wine glasses, both of which were exotic styles.In addition, there was a sari stacked upright beside her, a dark purple dance dress, and a whole set of golden accessories.

It is very similar to the dress she wore on the ancient battlefield back then.

Shamanhua straightened up, took the jug first, filled the two wine glasses one by one, then raised her arms without hesitation, took off her shirt in front of Jun Changye, and quickly took off her skirt.With only a layer of semi-transparent veil left on her body, the woman stretched out a finger, put it into her almost overflowing cup noodles, dipped it lightly a few times, and then lifted it up charmingly.

She raised her hand to dab the wine on her forehead, slowly caressed half of her face, and then slowly slid down the bridge of her small nose.The finger touched the bright red lips, touched the half exposed shoulders, and stroked along the slender legs looming under the light veil, as if to show the enchanting and plump beauty that only belongs to women to the person he likes at this last moment look.

Shamanhua smiled slightly, her eyes were blurred and beautiful.She hooked that wet finger to Jun Changye, as if to tempt the sea monster who fell into the abyss, and sighed softly: "There will be no chance in the future. The night is still long, my lord, I really don't want to go into it for a while." Do you want to go back to your hometown?"

There was anticipation in her words.But when he took a closer look, he found that the man in black on the seat had already closed his eyes, and with a wave of his hand, he took the wine glass near him into his palm, then raised his head, and drank the wine in the glass.

He was still not good at drinking, and after only one drink, there was misty drunkenness in his eyes.Seeing that Jun Changye frowned, Shamanhua seemed a little confused, so she couldn't help repeating what she said earlier.But as soon as the words finished, the man's eyebrows slowly opened, he held his wine glass, shook his head and murmured: "I already have a hometown."

I have a hometown, and I don't love other places.

With just a few words, he spoke very slowly and gently, as if he was reading to someone.Shamanhua was startled, and suddenly burst into tears without warning.She touched her face in surprise, only to be sure that the scorching heat that slid across her cheeks came from her own eyes.

It turns out that crying is like this.

It turns out that this is what it feels like to really give up.

Shamanhua closed her eyes, suddenly grabbed the jug of wine fiercely, and poured it all down her throat.She threw the empty wine jug far away, then put on the sari dance dress on the tray, wrapped it with the veil, then quickly stood up, walked down the steps step by step, and stood in the center of the pavilion.

"I didn't understand before why Master would never forget the man who lifted her veil for the first time." The woman's eyes were red, obviously drunk, and a blush appeared on her cheeks, as if she had been well-painted. Rouge, "Until that day, in Spring Water City...

When my veil was lifted by your own hands. "

Speaking of this, she seemed to be unable to continue, and she simply stopped talking, but began to twist her waist and dance indiscriminately.Since she was a child, she has practiced with Gu Xi Shen, and her dancing skills have long been perfected. Just moving with her heart without any rules, she sometimes dances like a sparrow, and sometimes dances like a wild snake, but no matter what posture she is, she is breathtakingly beautiful. .

Jun Changye raised his hand to support his forehead, leaned on it to sober up for a while, and shook his head after a while.When he regained consciousness completely, he saw Shamanhua dancing intoxicated below.He suddenly remembered that in Yan Palace, when she was fighting and dancing with that ancient Yue princess named Henshu, she was dressed in colorful clothes and ribbons, like a flying sky coming down from a mural.