[Comprehensive fear] Borrow your life

This was the second time that Reaper went shopping with him, but this time the bodyguard was not chased away by Reaper, but was plugged with a pair of earplugs by Reaper to prevent him from eavesdropping.

Regarding this point, the bodyguard had objected, but Alice cooperated with the Grim Reaper and gave the bodyguard two options: one is to follow at close range but wear earplugs, and the other is to follow at a long distance.The reason is that I want to talk to Death alone for a while, and some people are not used to listening.For some unknown reason, the bodyguard chose the awkward latter, and his earplugs were provided by Death, who carried a pair of earplugs with him...

Alice has been unable to complain about the god of death whose brain circuit is different from ordinary people.

"Let's talk, what's the matter?" Alice thought that the God of Death made these requests specially because there must be something to talk to herself alone, otherwise she wouldn't cooperate so much.

"Huh?" Reaper looked confused, "It's okay. I really just want to go shopping with you. I'm sorry for hurting your bodyguard last time, so I brought earplugs this time, that's all."

"..." Alice was speechless for a moment, feeling the urge to turn around and go back to let Death go shopping alone.Doesn't he have four bodies?Don't be idle with the remaining three, why do you want to follow after all!

But it was the god of death who suddenly grabbed her wrist, and the light force made her feel the weight of the man's hand, which was a little heavy and a little tight.Alice suddenly panicked, and moved her fingers reflexively, trying to escape the shackles of death.However, at this time, the god of death increased his strength, making Alice's hand unable to get rid of it, but kept the strength within the painless range.

This is considerate?No, I'm afraid he was afraid of the bodyguard's attack, after all, he didn't seem to want to disturb other people this time.Alice quickly found a reason, but she still couldn't restrain her blushing face, urging Death to let go somewhat impatiently.

"Sometimes I really hate you." Reaper said suddenly, and let go of his hand at the same time.

But Alice was not so happy, she froze in place, and forgot to put her hand away from her side.The surroundings suddenly fell silent, as if the noisy TV suddenly cut off the power, and the whole space suddenly became deadly silent.Maybe there were people talking, shopping, or walking around, but in Alice's ears, all of this was silent, she couldn't hear anything, only the abrupt words of Death in a serious tone.

He said, I really hate you.Even though there was a precondition of "sometimes", Alice still felt very—shocked.

She had heard this kind of words a long time ago, in the original hospital, in the orphanage that was excluded, those people said words that hated her with disgusted eyes.At that time, she was used to it, but later she became Will's adopted daughter, and no one dared to speak ill of her.

It's been a long time since she heard the words "I hate you", and she felt a little uncomfortable for a while, and she couldn't believe it.

But why should it be unbelievable?What reason does the god of death not hate a person who is so uncooperative, never dies, and brings all kinds of troubles?When did she start to feel that the God of Reaper was not malicious even though his words were harsh?When did she stop seeing death as a threat, or even take it seriously?

"Why?" After subconsciously saying this, Alice felt stupid.At this time, the surrounding voices seemed to come back again, a little noisy, but the voice of death could still be heard.

"You are too utilitarian. You always use whether it is useful or necessary as your code of conduct. Because I have nothing to say, you just want to go, and you don't want to stay for a second. Every time you The second is for the purpose. Isn't it?" The god of death sighed and continued, "I really regret that I promised you that day that I would never let you die by any means other than old age. In this way, I don't need to worry about it. part, or more bluntly, I'm the part that doesn't need to bother. Is that so, Alice Weir. That's all I hate."

"Just like your friend Ning Zi, because she is troublesome and the part that takes care of you, so you let her go and don't care about her anymore. Although you are not obligated to keep an eye on her, but now you seem I have no feelings for her at all. Sometimes you are really terribly unfeeling."

Alice was suddenly refuted by the reasons he gave and was speechless.What should she say?That's not the case, are you overthinking it?impossible.She might have been a little vague and didn't realize it before, but when the god of death really brought it up, she realized that she was so bold and had been ignoring the god of death.

She remembered the first time that the god of death pinched her chin that day. At that time, he still controlled the strength, but his eyes looked like he wanted to kill someone.

At that time, he was really angry. "Knowing that I am not such an unfathomable existence, are you relieved?"

At that time, I really did as he said, don't worry!Because of the promise of the god of death, because the god of death is not so scary or unpredictable in nature, and it was also changed by ordinary people. All these made Alice remove it from the watch list.

She's been ignoring death ever since!She actually did such a dangerous thing unintentionally!Alice, who had finally figured it all out, was afraid for a while.The Grim Reaper is different from her, he has been intuitively feeling the boredom caused by his ignoring or even ignoring, but he still always appears by his side.what is this?What the hell is he thinking?

"Why do you care so much about this kind of thing?" Alice wanted to say sorry, but she didn't know why she said it.This has always been her survival mode, paying attention to all dangers, and then desperately eliminating threats to protect herself.In fact, the fact that I am so relieved is vaguely believing in the promise of the god of death, believing that he will not let me die suddenly.And is my fear of death really so important?

She will not hinder the God of Death, and from the attitude of the God of Death, it seems that there is not much conflict of interest with the God of Death.This is enough, there is no need for the god of death to appear in front of his eyes all the time, and there is no need to care so much about his attitude towards him.Because it should be completely irrelevant to him.So she calmly looked directly at the increasingly gloomy eyes of the god of death.

In the end, the god of death spread his hands in relief, and said meaninglessly: "I knew it, and it really is you. You go, I'll just go buy it."

A woman with a negative EQ who only lives for survival and thinks everything logically... The god of death sighed in his heart, then turned and left alone.

Alice was stunned, this was not the result she wanted, she was just thinking about it, and she didn't really want to leave Death alone to go shopping.

The bodyguard beside him who was still wearing earplugs looked at the two of them strangely. After taking off the earplugs and asking what happened just now, he calmly asked Alice for her opinion, should she go or stay?

Alice couldn't understand Death's thoughts, but felt faintly in her heart that she seemed to have made a mistake, but did she want to catch up?For what reason?Why do you want to catch up?Is there any need?

"It's not good for you to just leave your friend and go shopping alone." The bodyguard looked at Alice, who had been slow to wake up, and couldn't help but remind her.

friend?Alice was amazed at the definition of a bodyguard.

She found the crux.She has always aimed to live, even when walking on campus, she will pay attention to the fate of the people around her, waiting for the opportunity to borrow her life like a thief.In this case, the god of death is her enemy, and she has always positioned the god of death in this position, even though he has already given that promise, even though he has helped her so much without knowing it...

So, death counts as a friend?Shouldn't I ignore my friends?At least you should not ignore the people who have helped you so much!

She found that her thinking had fallen into a strange circle, and she had to measure whether it was useful, why she did it, whether it was necessary... That's why she had no friends, because she was too utilitarian and self-centered!Even making friends with Ning Zi is just because he feels that it is not good for him to be alone all the time.

That might be the only time she did it for an emotional purpose, but she still failed, because once the purpose was achieved—Ning Zi regarded her as a friend, she had no reason to continue, only It can leave Ning Zi with a chilling result.She is such a simple, utilitarian person.

But such a person, God of Death still bears it so much, and has been silently helping her...

What are you drawing?Alice really didn't understand, but she no longer hesitated, and finally took a step, ready to catch up with Death.

But she suddenly found that she couldn't find the person who died.

She wanted to call the name of the god of death, but found that she didn't know the name of the god of death, not even the name of the body he was using now.

She panicked all of a sudden, trying to catch the figure of Death from the crowd.

But with so many people on the street, there are actually several gods of death who have no fate.She was surprised to find that she couldn't tell which one was the main consciousness that was always with her.She was unable to form an impression of the face of the god of death, but today she didn't even pay attention to his clothes... She found that she was so scared that she lost the god of death like this. She was suddenly a little afraid that the god of death was really angry, and she suddenly felt that she was really angry. wrong!

But she could only urgently pat the shoulder of the nearest god of death.

The other party was startled and turned around in astonishment.

"Are you the god of death?" Alice asked directly, regardless of whether the bodyguard was still present. At this time, she was inexplicably anxious and wanted to find the person who had just left quickly, "Where is the main consciousness!"

"Are you confused?" Reaper pretended to be angry, and pointed his index finger in the middle of Alice's forehead, "I've been away for a few minutes, and you forgot about me. It's too heartless! You said yes No? You see, other bodyguards are more loving than you."

The bodyguard didn't know the true meaning of the conversation between the two, but since he mentioned himself, he replied quietly: "I'm very sorry, I don't remember you either." up.

Grim Reaper curled his lips, not bothering with the bodyguard, but retaliated and asked the same question like Alice: "Speak, what's the matter?"

Alice was a little helpless by his childish behavior, so she had to ask him solemnly: "If I say I'm here to apologize, how can you forgive me?"

Death's face stiffened: "Can you be more insincere?"

"Obviously yes." Ellie replied unceremoniously, "So you should hurry up and make a request, we won't wait until it's overdue."

"Then I won't make things difficult for you. I want to be your bodyguard. Of course, the bundled service means that he will be refunded!" Reaper pointed at the bodyguard who didn't cooperate just now, and made this request in a frivolous and provocative manner.

A stingy man... The bodyguard sighed quietly in his heart.Alice thought that she might have learned the real reason why Eric and Claire were chased and beaten by death.

The author has something to say: Please shoot me to death...Emotional interaction is amazing, Alice said that it can't be done. [cough cough