life last

Lin Yizhi sat in the park and watched a group of old men doing Tai Chi in front of him, and his mood gradually became calm.Looking down at the test report in his hand, the word [stomach cancer] is not as dazzling as before.

Lin Yizhi leaned his head back on the chair, and gently closed his eyes.Slowly looking back on my life, I was diagnosed with stomach cancer when I was in my 20s.It doesn't seem to be a surprise at all.I even felt a little relieved, as if I finally had a legitimate reason to stop my hasty pace and enjoy the rest of my life with peace of mind.

Lin Yizhi's family was relatively poor when he was a child, and he was thrown to his grandparents when he was a little over one year old, and his parents went out to work.

I often can't go home for several years, and I can't remember the memories that are too young.I was already five or six years old when I first had memories of my parents.Grandpa and grandma mentioned in front of him a few days in advance that your parents are coming back.The grandparents were very happy. Their son finally came back after being away for several years. They were naturally happy in their hearts.

Lin Yizhi was led by her grandma to her parents. Looking at the strange parents in front of her, Lin Yizhi timidly hid behind her grandma and refused to go out.

Later, his mother gave him a lot of food that he had never seen before, beautiful new clothes, and some toys.He wore new clothes and brought eating toys to play with the children in the yard. The eyes of other children were full of envy.The little Lin Yizhi felt a little proud, and shared the delicious food with his friends with a satisfied heart of showing off.At this moment, he felt that those were really his parents, and he was very happy.

At night, grandma let him sleep with mom and dad.Lin Yizhi was unwilling, and was finally carried back to the room by his grandmother crying. Before going out, he heard his mother say that the child was not close to them.

Lin Yizhi still remembered that he had dinner with his mother, and he had already finished a bowl.Mom asked him if he still eats?He said timidly that he would not eat.But his voice was too low, his mother thought he still wanted to eat, and gave him another bowl.Because Lin Yizhi was afraid, he could only eat slowly with a bowl in his hand.As a result, I vomited.His mother was taken aback, and if she couldn't eat it, then don't eat it.

Thinking of this, a smile slowly formed on the corner of Lin Yizhi's mouth.

The reunion is always short, and parents are about to leave after staying for a few days.They came back this time because the uncle's house was going to be built.

The uncle works in the municipal government and gets a fixed salary.The two children also work outside, so building the house will be faster.

In the countryside at that time, whoever built a new house felt a little higher than others when walking.Install another landline, and that's really what people are talking about.

When Lin Yizhi woke up, it was already daylight, and his parents had already left at four or five in the morning.Get up early and go to the city by car, otherwise you won't be able to catch the train.

In the next few years, the parents rarely came back.Lin Yizhi began to grow up slowly, and gradually realized that it was not a matter of course for him to live with his grandparents.Parents have to give grandparents separate living expenses and his living expenses.

Even so, Uncle and Uncle still gossip.They all feel that they are both children, but their parents only help the younger brother to take care of the children, and they feel that they have suffered a disadvantage.

Lin Yizhi didn't understand these things before, but as he grew up and saw his aunt and grandma arguing a lot about him, he realized that there are interests between brothers.

Slowly, Lin Yizhi has grown from a child to ten years old.Grandma is getting older, and grandpa's back is getting more and more bent.

Mom and Dad came back and felt that grandparents were old and could no longer take care of Lin Yizhi.So without going through Lin Yizhi, he was allowed to settle down in the uncle's house with a monthly living allowance of several hundred yuan.

So Lin Yizhi lived in the uncle's house and lived with the uncle and the others.Fortunately, my grandparents' house is just a few steps away from my uncle's house.

Lin Yizhi went to chat with his grandparents every day, took her by the hand and took her out to bask in the sun.Grandma is blind and has been blind for decades.She often said that if she used to go to the doctor earlier, her father-in-law would not have stopped her from seeing her. She always felt regretful and angry.

But even when she couldn't see, she still raised Lin Yizhi from a kid who was over one year old to ten years old.During the decades when she was blind, she took care of the food and clothing of Lin Yizhi and her grandfather.

Looking back on the days at my uncle's house, it's actually hard to say.After all, there will always be some sadness when living under the fence.Lin Yizhi stayed at the uncle's house for five years. During the five years, the eldest aunt only brought Lin Yizhi to buy a pair of shoes.I never bought the other ones again. Lin Yizhi's parents bought the clothes and sent them back.A few hundred yuan is just living expenses. Except for living expenses, other money that needs to be spent will be recorded.

During the five years, grandpa sometimes secretly gave Lin Yizhi one or two pocket money.Every time I go to see grandma, grandma will say, good grandson, let me see if I have grown taller.Touch your hands, touch your head, touch your face, and say every time, you lost weight again.