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"Continue to sneer, I have to clarify some things, we are just using each other again, and you don't know your true attributes, straight man" Didi

"You, you, when did you know?" Su Er

"From the day you said you loved me in the group, but don't worry, I won't reveal your attributes in the circle. Telling you that I know you are straight is just to prove that I am not a fool, so The two of us should be counted as a good get-together, okay, goodbye, cute little straight man, haha~" Didi

After sending the message, Didi went offline. She thought that Ernie should be shocked, then dazed, and then sad alone, and finally ended this love game, but she didn't even have the pleasure of revenge on Ernie, she was exhausted , she lost completely, and everyone lost completely in this four-person love game.

Straight man, Su Er chewed these two words bitterly. Didi still knew about it, and she thought it was a good concealment. Yinger told Yinger herself when she and Xiaoxuan quarreled last time, so Yinger forgave Xiaoxuan so easily. Now it seems that only Xiaoxuan, the idiot who loves her, has been kept in the dark. Hehe, someone as smart as Xiaoxuan will be deceived by herself. It seems that she Sure enough, I fell in love with myself. Only love can make people believe blindly.

Didi used herself, so why didn't Liberty use her? She used her to hide her real attributes, and used her to get in touch with Xiaoxuan. What Didi said was right. She never liked Didi. She loved Didi. The love shown is just to cover up the throbbing for Xiaoxuan deep in his heart.I finally saw my heart clearly, so what should I do now?Should I go to Xiaoxuan?

Su Er looked at Xiaoxuan's number on the phone, but lost the courage to dial it again. She dialed it, so what if she picked it up? Tell her if you love her, can you really love her? Can I accept this love from the same sex? Do I really have the courage to face the world's strange eyes with her?

Then her cell phone rang, "Hi"

"Su'er, you just called. You didn't bring your phone with you. It just ran out of battery. It turned off automatically. It's only charging now. What's the matter, Su'er, what's the matter? Did you argue with Didi again? , tell me I will teach you" Xiaoxuan

She was still nagging and warm as always, "No, I just want to tell you that we will not contact you anymore, because Didi doesn't want me to contact you again, um, that's it, goodbye, big sister." Su Er didn't wait until little Xuan answered and hung up the phone. She was afraid that she couldn't help telling her that she loved her, but she didn't have the courage to grow old with her.Let it be like this, let both of them be free, she and her just met by mistake, after all, they will return to the life track they should have, marry and have children, and live an ordinary life, Su Er thinks so.

The beeping sound in the mobile phone interrupted what Xiaoxuan was about to say, yes, what else can I say, tell Su Er that Didi doesn’t like her, it’s me who likes her, tell Su Er that I fell in love with her at first sight, can she Well, she can't, she can only respect Su Er's decision, right? Online dating, there is still a reason to struggle and suffer, so I threw myself into the busy work, trying to use the busy work to cover up my inner unwillingness.

Bang bang, chirp, how time flies, Xiaoxuan sighed as he stood on the top of the building and watched the beautiful fireworks passing by all over the sky.

It has been more than a year since the last call, and now the New Year has come, I don’t know how Su Er is living happily, since Su Er hung up the phone last time, they really lost contact, Su Er By now, he and Didi should be running and living happily together.

Over the past year, the company has basically returned to normal. At the same time, under the urging of his parents, Xiaoxuan also started a blind date trip one after another. He also tried to date two, but they all disappeared after a few days. Xiaoxuan admitted that she really had no feelings for men, so she came out gorgeously in front of her parents. Up to now, she still remembers the sad eyes of her mother and the anger of her father.

I just called my mother to say New Year's greetings. Her mother comforted her to wait for her father to calm down before coming back. This is a good sign, at least her mother has let go. In fact, she knows that her parents will have to accept the fact that she came out in the end. It just needs time or an opportunity, because they love themselves too much, so now they have to watch the New Year's fireworks alone on the roof with a wine bottle.

After coming out of the closet, Xiaoxuan often hangs out in various Les bars. With her active personality, she has also met many good friends in the circle. Although everyone is still cautiously living in a world that straight people cannot see, but It's better for everyone to snuggle together to keep warm than to bear the pressure of the world in silence. There are quite a lot of Ps who like Xiaoxuan and throw themselves into her arms, but Xiaoxuan keeps rejecting her. Friends all said what kind of girl could walk into her cold heart, and advised her to find a place to look, maybe it’s not necessarily true when she feels it, Xiaoxuan always just smiled and continued to drink from the cup The wine inside, no answer.

Until one day when she was drunk again, her good friend Momo slapped her and said to her: "I know you have someone in your heart all the time, so why don't you chase after that?" Xiaoxuan just wanted to answer, But Momo interrupted her: "No matter what the reason is, no matter what difficulties you have, if you can't forget it, just keep chasing after it, even if you're covered in bruises, even if you're bruised, even if you can only guard silently in the end, you have to give up. What is it that you are so half-dead?!" Yes, what do you mean by yourself?

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