murmur

With his own playlist, he bent down and picked out a piece of music from his backpack to play. He played chords on the electric bass with his left hand, and made preparations for raising and lowering the tone.The earphones were lifted up, looking for a suitable position for MIX.He did not forget to pay attention to the reactions of the people on the dance floor. The dazzling lights shone on the obsessively dancing faces, and the loud music stimulated everyone's nerve endings.

This feeling of driving hundreds or even thousands of people to the rhythm just because of him, Pei Ji couldn't stop.This is different from being in the operating room. In the operating room, he has to find the easiest way to do it in a very short time, and then follow every step rigorously. After all, it is someone else's life, and he can't do whatever he wants without gaining both mental and physical freedom. .

And when he saw Lu Zhongyi in the mixed crowd, he realized that he was not mistaken for the glimpse in front of the express supermarket.He was dressed normally, his usual three-piece suit, and he wasn't a crazy dancer.But I don't know why it is very eye-catching.Thinking of his well-behaved temper when he was with me, I thought he was never a nightclub guy.Is it true that she has disappeared for so many years, so has she changed her gender?

Standing on the stage, Pei Ji smiled with the corners of his mouth curled up, and bent down to find the next record.When he looked up again, the figure was gone.Pei Ji looked around, trying to find that special person in the crowd, but he couldn't see it anymore.

Have you returned to your seat?Or is it already gone?

Pei Ji's swaying body stopped.

Taking a break from his busy schedule, Pei Ji stepped down from the singer's stage, ordered a shallow glass of wine at the bar, and looked for someone while drinking.

"It's probably you who can play WhenWeWereYoung like this. You're still an amateur resident, let us hurt our self-esteem." Zhou Bei didn't know how long he sat on the high stool in the corner, and now Pei Ji got off the singer's stage After resting, he stepped forward to praise him.

He didn't care and smiled, "When did you come?"

Zhou Bei put down his wine glass on the bar counter, "Not long ago, I went dancing for a while, I thought you saw it on stage." Seeing Pei Ji's unfocused eyes, Li Jinghao asked, "Looking for someone?"

"No." Even though he said so, he couldn't help but cast a few glances around.Following Pei Ji's gaze, Li Jinghao couldn't find the focus either.I did see someone I knew beckoning the two of them to go over.

"Go there~" Zhou Bei turned around and put Pei Ji on the shoulder and murmured in his ear.He said it three times.

Only then did Pei Ji come to his senses, "Oh... let's go"

What can a man full of thoughts do when he is lonely?You can desperately pour the scorching sensation brought by high-concentration vodka into your fully loaded stomach, you can lock yourself in a room alone and think about it, you can invite friends to indulge in the second-ring drag racing or find a noisy The location muffles the last whimper.

"Being an attending physician at the Sino-British Affiliated Hospital at the age of 24, can there be a better job in the world than this?"

He swung the wine in the bottom of the glass, and the dim light turned into an angle to cover half of his face. The luxurious and luxurious atmosphere was so out of place with his thoughtful, sad face, and it seemed that it really suited this atmosphere.Empty and slack eyes, a stale smile, indifferently listening to the envious praise of the people around.

"Are you saying that you still have the VIPs of a few business giants, and earn □□ times that of the white-collar workers in the second ring every month without doing anything? Hey, it seems that he gave an important VIP a medical checkup not long ago. He is a politician. I feel that the profession of a doctor is really a free profit. If I were a doctor, I would be willing to work overtime every day... After all, these little fresh meats are now business tycoons, legal pioneers, and serious golden bachelors... Bend one or two... tsk tsk"

"Well," he replied absent-mindedly, "he is the youngest deputy to the National People's Congress in Shanghai, with a bright future... Hey, the youngest of Xiaoxianrou is in his thirties, so he must be Old Barou."

Someone whispered next to my ear, "Hey, don't tell me that I really like the old bacon from the National People's Congress. Let me introduce it another day..."

"What do you like about people?"

Inevitably, he made a low-level joke, "...it must be fierce."

Pei Ji immediately snorted, smiled and cast a contemptuous look, "It's really a pursuit!" After speaking, he drank the wine in his glass. "I'm going to the bathroom."

Today he is out of shape.Zhou Bei saw it clearly, but he couldn't explain it clearly.

The time I spent with Pei Ji was at least half a year. Although it was not long, I had already figured out all his habits.

He reminded himself more than once: it's just a bed partner, if he doesn't want to say it, then don't ask.You don't have to forcefully dig out the hurt in his heart and try to share it for him.Any relationship can only last if both parties maintain the same principles and bottom line.When there is no confidence that progressing to the next relationship will be better, holding back is the best policy.

After drinking a few cups, the chaotic nerves seemed to be relieved for a moment.I don't even have the energy to think about worrying things.Alcohol is actually a good thing.

In the empty toilet of BLEIB, two men are squeezing into a small cubicle and kissing passionately.

In the messy toilet cubicle on one side, clothes scattered all over the floor were put on.Pei Ji fastened the last button for himself, and opened the toilet door.

I washed my face in front of the mirror and watched myself return to my usual self from a crushing desire.Smile helplessly, such a self is really not worthy of Lu Zhongyi.Several rows of water droplets on the mirror surface slide down slowly vertically without intersecting.Maybe there will be no intersection with that person.

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