[Haijin] Kiss the Fairy Feather
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"Hey, don't be so scared! I won't abuse you." Ban, who missed the shot, turned around, walked to the door in two or three steps, and picked up Harlequin.
"Ah!" Harlequin screamed, struggling desperately to shout, "Stop! Let go!"
"...You, don't you have to resist so much? Ah, don't tell me you haven't had that kind of experience in this life? You already have girlfriends, tsk tsk, you're really the same, you're so ugly——! Well, this is just right , let me tell you what bliss is by hand." The man said, throwing Harlequin on the bed and pressing him on it again.
"No! Go away!" Harlequin was frightened and angry, kicking his hands and feet wildly, trying to push Ban away, but the man's strength was so great that he bound his hands with only one hand.
"Why are you so unwilling? We've done this kind of thing many times before, and it's still as unnecessary as a woman about to be fucked?"
"...?!" Harlequin gasped.
What did this person just say? !What does it mean to have done it many times before? ?Is it the self from long ago?Was that kind of relationship between myself and this person at that time?So, what about Helbram?Where was Heilbram then?Didn't he know him since childhood? !
Harlequin's mind was completely confused.With this distraction, his mouth was forcibly blocked, and the man kissed him vigorously, fiercely trying to pry open his mouth and drive straight in.
Don't... so scary... so scary!Harlequin's scalp tingled, and the smell of alcohol on the man made him sick to his stomach.
This is the real kiss?It's something you can only do with someone you like—!
"Woo... woo..." Harlequin gritted his teeth tightly to prevent Ben from breaking through the last line of defense, while kicking Ban in the stomach to kick him away.
"Young people are really energetic, but I don't hate it." Ben squinted and smiled like a vicious fox. He licked his lips, grabbed Harlequin's troubled foot leisurely, and pressed it with his knee. live.
Harlequin, who was powerless to resist, trembled like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, tears poured out, helplessly watching Ben take off the coat he had just put on, and kissed again.
bang——
The door was pushed open, and the voice from the door sounded like a savior to Harlequin.
"Stop it, Ben."
"..." Ban hesitated for two seconds, but reluctantly moved away from Harlequin, and said to Meliodas at the door with a smile, "What's the matter, captain? Are you still asleep?"
Elizabeth rushed into the room, picked up the coat on the ground and put it on Harlequin, and asked with concern: "Are you all right, Lord Jin?"
"Lord Elizabeth..." The rest of his life made Harlequin's tears roll down even more uncontrollably, and Elizabeth hugged him into her arms and comforted him repeatedly.
Ben raised his eyebrows and looked at Meliodas, his eyes seemed to be asking, what's wrong with this.
Meliodas shrugged his shoulders and said, "Well, since Jin doesn't want to, don't force him. I can understand your feelings, but to him, you are just a stranger who just met for a long time. , and, now he is just an underage brat, it is illegal for you to do this?"
Ban snorted and laughed: "Are you kidding me? What is the age of the leader... Besides, if you don't allow it, why did you arrange for me to sleep in the same room with him? You know that I will do it after so many years of patience." What's the matter. Maybe it's time to test my patience now?!"
Meliodas also raised his eyebrows, and fell silent.What Ben said was right, he wanted to create a chance for the two of them before allowing them to stay in the same room, but it was not to test Ban, but to test Harlequin's reaction.
Now that the result is out, he certainly can't let things turn too bad.
"All in all." Meliodas said, "Unless Jin is willing, you'd better not shoot him."
"Huh?!" Ban frowned in displeasure, "Are you serious, this guy's reluctance is only temporary, isn't he? Waiting for him to take the initiative to express his willingness is almost impossible."
"It's almost impossible to treat a person who you haven't known for a day as a relationship partner, and develop to the end all at once?"
"Why can't it be?" Ben asked.
"Ah..." Meliodas was stunned, "Okay, okay, it's still possible for a guy like you with a criminal record."
"Records or something, don't really make me look like a pervert who preys on young children."
"Hey, you can say whatever you want! Just take it as a way to save me, wait a little longer, don't be so impatient?"
"I've waited long enough." Ban seemed a little impatient, "It's you, leader... I haven't asked you yet, when did you find Jin?"
"..." After being asked this question, Meliodas' eyes wandered for a moment, he changed the subject decisively, and his attitude became stricter, "Listen, although you are my friend, I should help you, However, Jin is my child now, even if it is you, I will not let you mess around."
"...Child?" Ben narrowed his eyes, "Hou, that is to say, you found him a long time ago, but you didn't tell me until now?"
"Enough!" Elizabeth who had been comforting Harlequin suddenly stood up with an angry face.
The two men were startled, and Qi Qi turned to look at her.
"Master Ben, why did Master Meliodas not tell you until now? You should be very clear in your heart, right?" Elizabeth said solemnly, "There are some things that you can really have without taking them by force."
"Uh...Elizabeth..." Meliodas, who realized that his wife was angry, smiled and wanted to say something, but Elizabeth stared back with a cold look.
"Master Meliodas."
"Ah, yes!" Meliodas subconsciously stood upright.
"You and Mr. Ben will spend the night here today."
"Eh?!"
"Wait, my lord, what do you mean by that?" Ban also asked shamefully.
"What time is it, Master Jin has to go to school tomorrow. Or should Master Meliodas and Master Jin sleep here, Master Ban please go back to the hotel or sleep on the floor downstairs?"
"Ugh!" Ben was speechless.Although he dared to dismantle each other with Meliodas in various words and actions, he unexpectedly didn't dare to argue with this "sister-in-law", so he could only raise his palms and smiled wryly to express his surrender.
Only then did Elizabeth regain her usual gentle smile, and said to Harlequin who was already exhausted: "Okay, Mrs. Jin, go to sleep on the second floor."
"...I'm sorry, Lady Elizabeth, to trouble you..."
"Where is it, please don't be polite to us." Elizabeth smiled, and then bowed slightly to the other two, "Then, good night, Lord Meliodas, Lord Ben." Then she led Harlequin away room, leaving two men looking at each other in the room.
※Beasts, yes.
When I was thinking about the plot, I kept thinking, if I write like this, someone will say that I am Ban Hei.
Then think about it carefully, similar things happened in "Memory", and they succeeded, this is just an attempt -3-
So in the final analysis, it is your CP, and this kind of coercion will be accepted by readers as a cute point. If it is not your CP, it is simply a beast.So, I forgive you because I like you, it doesn’t mean that being forgiven is not considered a beast behavior ╮(╯▽╰)╭
Is this the reason?
☆、Chapter 22
Harlequin obviously hadn't recovered from the shock of the incident just now, and he followed Elizabeth to the bedroom on the second floor with his head down and a daze along the way.
Elizabeth rubbed a hot towel in the bathroom, wiped away the tears on the dull-eyed Harlequin's face, and said softly: "Okay, Mrs. Jin, if you are here, you can sleep with peace of mind. Rest early."
It was only then that Harlequin realized that he was in the room of the captain and Lady Elizabeth, and quickly said apologetically, "Yes, I'm sorry... I've caused you trouble... Well, let's, why not, let's sleep on the floor..."
"What are you talking about!" Elizabeth pretended to be angry and said, "This is too outlandish!"
"But……"
Gently stroking the top of Harlequin's hair, Elizabeth smiled and said: "Just now...Master Meliodas said that you are our child, I... am very happy...When Master Jin was still young, we really Raise you as your own child, buy you various educational books like human parents, use DV to take pictures of you walking and speaking for the first time, and even went to Parenting class! It’s incredible... As you should have guessed, neither me nor Meliodas-sama are human beings. Ban-sama and Marlene-sama are not ordinary humans either. A long time ago, we fought together with Jin-sama Of course, not only Mr. Jin, we used to have many partners, but now, of course, most of them are gone, only the four of us, for our own reasons, with thousands of years of memory, have walked all the way to Now."
Carrying thousands of years of memories...Maybe it's not just Lady Elizabeth and the others, there is someone else...
"So, watching Mr. Jin grow up and begin to grow into the appearance of the Mr. Jin we are familiar with, to be honest... I feel very complicated, how should I put it... It's that kind of look, I don't know what kind of eyes to use Look at you, what kind of person should I treat you as myself? Is the you here really the same person as the you in the past? Is it really right to impose the past you on the present you... ...I have been confused by this for a long time. Compared to me, Meliodas-sama is much better, he has already had such an experience-although the first time was with me. Even now, I am still confused ...But, what is the relationship between these? As we have said, we can be partners and family members at the same time. No matter Mr. Jin will return to the original you in the end, or take our own life, we will not Interference. But..." Elizabeth changed the subject and said after pondering for a long time, "But Mr. Ban...is different from us. He is the one among us who most wants you to return to your original self, and he also sees the present in this way. Yours, that's why you did the inappropriate thing just now... that... I'm not asking you to forgive him for his behavior, just... I hope you can understand..."
"..." Harlequin remained silent.Although Lady Elizabeth specifically explained it to Mr. Ban, from what Mr. Ban said, one can more or less guess that the past self and him were probably lovers, so it is indeed okay to treat the present self as the past self to do such a thing. Understand... But Harlequin, who has no memory, has no real sense of this, and now he cares more about Heilbram's feelings.
Why did Heilbram react so violently when he learned that they were in the same room, and why did he guess exactly what the other would do?Heilbram seems to hate Mr. Ben...why?
How does my best friend view me... Harlequin is very concerned, very caring... Does Heilbram hope for the past self or the present self?
Seeing that Harlequin didn't respond, Elizabeth said apologetically, "Oh...look at me, I'm so sorry for talking so much. Okay, go to sleep now!" Then, she walked to the bathroom and put the towel on the bed. back.
When she came out, Harlequin was obediently climbing into bed and lying down.Elizabeth showed a relieved smile, and got into bed from the other side.
"Master Jin, is he still going to the capital of the dead tonight?"
"..." Harlequin nodded lightly, "Heilbram told us to come back. If it wasn't for him, we wouldn't know what happened here... At least we should tell him that we are fine."
"Ah, that's right... Then, you should go to bed early when you get there, okay?"
"Ok."
When he returned to the capital of the dead, Heilbram was still on the spot, looking forward nervously. When he saw Harlequin appear, he hurriedly flew forward.
"Are you okay?! He...that bastard, didn't think..."
Harlequin silently embraced Heilbram, pressing her face tightly against his chest.
It's really thanks to Heilbram that I didn't get hurt... just treat it like being licked by a dog...
……
Damn... so unwilling——!To be somehow forced to do that, but not to be able to do the same to someone who really wanted to...
... What if... what if you make a request yourself?Will Heilbram agree...?
No, no... Didn't you get taught a lesson last time?You can't say anything about love to your friends, let alone kissing!
It seemed that the touch from that time still remained on his lips, making Harlequin feel uncomfortable, and he couldn't help rubbing against Heilbram's chest, as if to wipe off the saliva sticking to his face.
Damn it... If only I could kiss Heilbram and cover this feeling...
...What would it be like to kiss like Heilbram?Ahh...I really want to know...
No, no, no... If you act recklessly, won't you be as stupid as that guy? !
"Well... Harlequin, if you're tired, go to bed first."
Seeing his friend rubbing against him like a baby without saying a word, Heilbram felt that it was not good.But he won't force Harlequin like that bastard!Although there are still many things I want to say...but think about it... let's sleep first today.
Heilbram took Harlequin to find a nearby warm grassland with good sunlight and where he could sleep comfortably. Along the way, Harlequin kept his head down and let Heilbram lead the flight in silence. He raised his head several times, But he hesitated to speak, and then bowed his head again.
"Ah, how is it here?" Heilbram pointed to the "bed" made of dense and soft thin vines in front of him.
Harlequin nodded.
They descended to lie down on one of the larger vine beds, and Harlequin finally exhaled when Heilbram said good night.
"that--!"
"Huh?" Heilbram looked at him.
"Why... why did Heilbram know that Mr. Ban was going to do that kind of thing...? What happened between us... the former us and him?"
"..." A complex look of resentment, remorse, and bitterness flashed in Heilbram's eyes, and then he said with a light smile, "This...it's a long story, and if I finish it in one breath, it will be dawn , if you only tell half of it, Nai will definitely be so concerned that you can’t sleep, right? So I will tell Nai some other day, okay?”
Harlequin nodded obediently.In fact, when he saw Heilbram's expression like that, he regretted why he asked such a question in such a hurry.
Maybe he was really too tired, and after lying down for a long time, Harlequin fell asleep.
Heilbram, who was worried that his friend would be too concerned about what happened at night and could not fall asleep, heaved a sigh of relief, hugged Harlequin, and closed his eyes.
☆、Chapter 23
Harlequin had a dream.
Different from ordinary dreams that are unconstrained and unconstrained, but also different from the dream that is as clear and regular as watching a movie, this dream feels very clear, but it is very jumpy, and it is so intense that it makes him blush picture.
In the dream, I was completely naked, and my legs were raised high and spread to the sides. A strong and straight man was pressing on him, rushing hard inside him.
The line of sight watching this scene is sometimes close and sometimes far, sometimes clear and sometimes blurred, like a picture taken by a person who is panting and carrying a camera, but Harlequin still recognizes it. Although the layout is different, but that It was my room at the Pig Hat Pavilion...
And that man...with arrogant silver hair and red eyes, even if his face was flushed with excitement because of what he was doing, it still couldn't hide his inherent tyranny.
...it's Mr. Ben.
I'm doing that kind of thing with Mr. Ban...? !What is this... spring dream?But why Mr. Ben? !
Just when Harlequin was about to look away in shame and anger, the scene in front of him suddenly changed.
This time, I was in the woods somewhere, and not far away I could see the unique roof of the Pig Hat Pavilion. In my dream, I was grabbed and pressed against the tree trunk, and my pants were pulled off without warning. The man's tongue was raging in his mouth almost roughly, and after the brief foreplay, he couldn't wait to enter his body.
"No, don't...in this kind of place..." the dream self spoke.
"What, that's not what your body says?" The man returned his words, teasingly stroking the weakness under his body, and jokingly laughed amidst his trembling sex, "Look, everything so wet"
As soon as the voice fell, the picture stopped abruptly, and this time I returned to the room on the third floor, but it was not on the bed, but beside the hammock. In my dream, I was lying on the window sill, and my butt was lifted in a shameful posture , penetrated fiercely.
"You're awesome...you're awesome..." The man leaned on him, licked and bit his ear, he seemed drunk, praised inarticulately, wrapped his hands around his body, rubbed his Breasts that don't exist, whisper softly, "I love you, Elaine, I love you"
Before Harlequin had any doubts, the picture changed again.
Instead of himself this time, he saw Ben talking to a girl with purple hair in a high ponytail on the street.
The girl asked him what his relationship was with Mr. Kim, saying she knew what they were doing.
"Why did you do that? You... have you become lovers? What about Elaine?!"
"Lover?" Ben asked curiously, then smiled, "Of course not! Just dealing with desire in general."
"Huh? Do fairies need to deal with lust too?"
"Of course, that guy has a 'desire' for me, of course I can only help him deal with it, but don't worry, the only one I love from the beginning to the end is Elaine, so you don't have to expect me to do that to you "
"Wh-what nonsense! I don't need you--! It's you, it's you--!" The girl pointed at Ban angrily.
"Hey, don't be so excited in the public, or is it enough for you to be picked up once by Lao Tzu?"
"You, you beast! Don't mention that again!" The girl's ears were red with embarrassment, and she turned and ran away angrily.
The camera rotated ninety degrees at this time, and Harlequin realized that he was in the alley not far from the scene in his dream.
"Harlequin..." Heilbram's voice rang in his ears, but that self didn't respond, and left with his head down in the opposite direction.
The TV, whose screen seemed to be cut off, suddenly fell into darkness. The owner of the dream seemed to realize that someone was peeping into his past, and suddenly cut off the memory, and Harlequin woke up.
He sat up and subconsciously turned his head to look at Heilbram next to him, only to find that he was already awake, hugging his knees, and buried his head deeply in it.
"...Hai, Heilbram..." Harlequin cautiously called out his friend's name.
Heilbram trembled all over, trying to hide his movements of wiping his tears clumsily, then turned around and apologized, "Did you wake me up?"
Harlequin shook his head slowly, and asked in a low voice, "That... the dream just now..."
"——" Heilbram gasped, covered his face with his hands, seemed to be enduring something desperately, and after making some mental preparations, he asked in an unusually calm tone, "Nanoya Meng arrive……?"
"Um……"
Heilbram chuckled twice: "...Sorry, I don't know how to control the dream transmission, I don't know that kind of magic... I don't know why I can use it all of a sudden..." He went deep again Taking a breath to adjust his disordered breathing, "This is really, really bad..."
Heilbram, who was still praising the convenience of dream transfer two days ago, said something completely different now.
Harlequin sat down with his back to his best friend, hugged his knees like him, and tilted his head back, resting on the back of the head of the person behind him.
Today's capital of the dead is cloudy, the sky is gray, and it seems that it will rain heavily at any time.
Will there be thunder and rain in the world of the dead?Will there be stars at night?At least, Harlequin has never experienced rainy days or nights here. At most, the fog covers most of the sunlight and looks a little dim.
At this time, Harlequin suddenly had the idea that "the weather here changes due to the influence of Heilbram's mood".
In the past, they were always in the fog because Heilbram was always wearing shackles, both physically and mentally, were firmly bound... On the day he hid and refused to come out to see him, the surrounding fog was especially thick.
After that, he helped him remove the chains on his feet, and Harlequin felt the warm sunshine here for the first time.
The weather was fine for a few days after that.Only today, seeing Heilbram hiding in the shadows, did Harlequin notice that the fog had started to fog again for some reason.
But now... for the first time Harlequin saw the strange color of the sky.
If these really represented Heilbram's mood, how sad would he be now... Was it because of the dream just now?Are you sad and angry because you saw the "Harlequin" in your dream being treated like that?
Harlequin began to hate his former self. Knowing that others used him as a tool to vent their desires, he foolishly lay down under them, and he was still a fairy king... How self-respecting.
Moreover, there is obviously someone beside him who puts himself in his shoes, likes what he likes, and mourns what he mourns, but he is indifferent to this, what the hell is he thinking!
The more Harlequin thought about it, the angrier he became, drawing a line between who he was and who he is now.
He began to struggle again. What Heilbram really cared about...in fact, was the Fairy King at that time...
The same goes for the leader and Lady Elizabeth, although Lady Elizabeth specifically emphasized that no matter whether he wants to change back to his past self or walk into his own future, she will support him.However, they still hope that their former partners can come back...
And that class...
Harlequin couldn't figure out what Mr. Ben was thinking.
Because of his excessive behavior, Harlequin thought they were once lovers, and Mr. Ban completely regarded him as the same person as he used to be, so he did that.
But Heilbram's dream told Harlequin that they were not that kind of relationship at all...at least, not a proper relationship.Could it be that for that person, he is just a good tool to vent his desire?So much so that when he saw him again, the first thing he thought of was □? !
Harlequin clutched his sleeves tightly with his arms around his knees, and despite his anger, there was a strong sense of uneasiness.
When I think of the performance of the leader tonight, it's like testing him, knowing that he has someone he likes, knowing how he will be treated, but deliberately delaying his arrival...
Harlequin felt nothing but a chill down his spine.
Although the group leader later warned Mr. Ban not to mess around, they are best friends. The group leader must understand Mr. Ban's style... Harlequin had a premonition that the group leader would assist Mr. Ban to persuade him...by then , what should he do?
The head of the group is an important family member. Harlequin can't guarantee whether he can be ruthless and refuse to what extent when he is really faced with that situation... Maybe the head will persuade him that since you and the one you like People are not couples yet, why not consider going to work first?
Or, if you are afraid that he will not even be able to be friends after knowing your feelings, it is better to just be friends for the rest of your life. Is it true that you have unrequited love for the rest of your life?Why don't you consider going to work first to save face?
My God... just imagining it makes Harlequin feel dizzy.
So, how about taking the risk of confessing to Heilbram?Now that we have reached this point, even if we fail to make ordinary friends, it is better than doing nothing and leaving regrets...
Moreover, if I can muster up the courage to confess earlier, my first kiss will not be so reluctantly lost... At least try hard before I may lose more things, and I will die if I die!
Thinking of this, as if stimulated, Harlequin blurted out his friend's name.
"Hey, Heilbram, we..."
☆、Chapter 24
"Hey, Heilbram, we..."
"……Um?"
The young man called out the name of his best friend excitedly, but suddenly became timid after receiving the response from the other party. After stammering for a long time, what he asked was: "I mean...what was the old us to you?" ?”
"……Eh?"
"Is it someone important?"
The goblin nodded briefly but firmly: "Yes."
"More important than anyone else?"
"Hmm..." Confirmed again.
"Then... compared to us now?"
"Huh?" Heilbram turned around unexpectedly, and then turned back again, leaving only silence.
"...Is that so..." Harlequin lowered his head, feeling his nose a little sour, and his vision blurred.
What I want to say is obviously not this... but I don't know why I asked it out, and what I got was the answer I was most afraid of hearing...
Sure enough, for Heilbram, the one who really cares is the former Fairy King...
In his eyes, he was just the reincarnation of that guy...
Damn it... I can't be reconciled... That guy doesn't value Helbram as much as he imagined, but he can get all of Heilbram's attention... I can't be reconciled—!
"That guy obviously doesn't treat you that well..." Harlequin, unwilling and aggrieved, couldn't help but gritted his teeth and whispered angrily.
"...That guy? Who are you talking about?" Heilbram thought he had heard wrong, and asked.
"Of course it's the Fairy King, your most important friend." Harlequin's tone was sour, even he himself felt ashamed, but he couldn't control his jealousy.
However, what Heilbram felt was not jealousy, but deep fear.
"Na, what are you talking about...Nai is the Fairy King!" He hastily corrected.
"We are different from him." Harlequin directly used the third person.
"Why, how could it be different!"
Heilbram jumped up anxiously, put his arm around Harlequin's shoulder to try to turn him around, but Harlequin stubbornly shook him off.
"I heard that Harlequin...you should have discovered it, no matter it's the reaction to the situation, the habit of thinking, or the small movements made subconsciously, and even the food you like! Such a person, how could it be possible? become a different person?"
Harlequin was just silent.
"Although Nai doesn't remember the past...but that's not important!" Heilbram continued to emphasize, "I can understand your feelings...but Nai is Nai, this will never change! Isn't there There is a saying, 'Isn't the self yesterday the same as the self today'? Because we are changing every day, when we look back at the past self, there will also be, 'Why did the self do that?' and so on question. But it doesn't mean that Nai is no longer Nai!"
Harlequin tightened his grip on the sleeve, and his shoulders trembled because of too much force.
Heilbram was still trying to persuade him, and seemed extremely anxious about Harlequin's thoughts.
"No matter what, Nai's heart will not change! As long as I recognize people as my friends, I am willing to work hard for them... Ah, for example, Nai's team leader and Lady Elizabeth, maybe they were just Nai before. Now it is Nai’s irreplaceable family member, just like Nai loved everyone in the goblin clan! However, just because Nai’s love for goblin clan no longer exists, it doesn’t mean that Nai is no longer Nai Ah! Because Nai doesn't know those goblins at all, and it's impossible to talk about loving them—"
"Then, does Heilbram think we will love Mr. Workman now?"
"—?!"
Harlequin's sharp rhetorical question was like pouring a basin of cold water on the head of Heilbram who was talking passionately, making him stand on the spot as if frozen.
"If it's like what you said, the things we like won't change, and the people we like won't change either? Because our essential preferences won't change."
"That, that..." Heilbram suddenly fell into extreme confusion and panic.This was exactly what he was worried about... He was afraid that Harlequin would fall in love with him without hesitation if he met the same person...
——I just dug my own grave...
The goblin lowered her hands and sat back down on her knees, wilting like a plant that had lost its nutrients.
In his eyes, he is just a good friend. Although he is the best friend ranked first among friends, he is cared and remembered just like everyone else, but Heilbram is very clear that to him, he is still just a best friend However, that warm feeling belongs to others.
They grew up together...living together and taking risks together, from the first meeting with a mediocre impression, to becoming a confidant who can talk about everything, accepting each other's care as a matter of course, just like his beloved sister and loved clansman, Haierbula Tom didn't feel that he was special, or that anyone else was more special than him.
But, after all, it was different.
Seeing that Harlequin silently guarded her enthusiasm for the giant girl for hundreds of years just because of a unilateral agreement, Helbram began to feel unwillingness and sadness that he had never felt before. .
Want that passion... want to be the most special person in Harlequin.Unknowingly, this feeling even surpassed the curiosity and hatred for human beings, like a forbidden fruit that is both sweet and extremely poisonous, eroding Helbram's soul.
However... by the time he realized the change in himself, it was too late.
He is dead.Killed by Harlequin himself.Three times, there is no chance of revival.
He didn't regret that he could die at the hands of Harlequin, but he regretted why he died, for those boring reasons, boring curiosity and hatred... He hated himself for not cherishing the position that once belonged to him, and leaving stupidly. He left, giving up the place closest to Harlequin to someone else.
But... good fortune tricks people.Harlequin wasn't with the giant girl.Accidents again and again extinguished his enthusiasm.He was still willing to go through fire and water for her, using all of himself to exchange the girl's wish, but he gave up on the return of that feeling.
"Hey... Heilbram, we are actually not that great, we don't want to give unilaterally forever, we also want to get something in return... But, Diane is not wrong, we destroyed it with our own hands. Lost those hopes... This is our sin, even if it takes a lifetime to repay, it is a sin that we have to bear..."
"Then I will carry it with Nai."
When Harlequin confided to him, Heilbram gave him such an answer.
Only the soul himself can do too little for Harlequin... If these are punishments for himself, he is willing to accept the punishment.Now only my soul is left, and I can only silently stand by my best friend, fulfilling the duty of being an "assistant" that I have never performed before, giving advice when he is troubled, and accompanying him when he is troubled Just talk.
...So, when that human approached Harlequin, Heilbram didn't stop him.
In the beginning, Harlequin was only entrusted by his favorite sister to help take care of that human being.
But that bastard... was just using Harlequin to satisfy himself——!
Thinking of this, Heilbram's head ached violently.
That human being... that hateful human being... only him, absolutely can't be forgiven...absolutely...absolutely can't let Harlequin be bewitched by that guy again!
However, Harlequin's words just now seemed to give him a slap in the face, making him realize that Harlequin is more likely to be attracted to that hateful human being than himself... because
"Ah!" Harlequin screamed, struggling desperately to shout, "Stop! Let go!"
"...You, don't you have to resist so much? Ah, don't tell me you haven't had that kind of experience in this life? You already have girlfriends, tsk tsk, you're really the same, you're so ugly——! Well, this is just right , let me tell you what bliss is by hand." The man said, throwing Harlequin on the bed and pressing him on it again.
"No! Go away!" Harlequin was frightened and angry, kicking his hands and feet wildly, trying to push Ban away, but the man's strength was so great that he bound his hands with only one hand.
"Why are you so unwilling? We've done this kind of thing many times before, and it's still as unnecessary as a woman about to be fucked?"
"...?!" Harlequin gasped.
What did this person just say? !What does it mean to have done it many times before? ?Is it the self from long ago?Was that kind of relationship between myself and this person at that time?So, what about Helbram?Where was Heilbram then?Didn't he know him since childhood? !
Harlequin's mind was completely confused.With this distraction, his mouth was forcibly blocked, and the man kissed him vigorously, fiercely trying to pry open his mouth and drive straight in.
Don't... so scary... so scary!Harlequin's scalp tingled, and the smell of alcohol on the man made him sick to his stomach.
This is the real kiss?It's something you can only do with someone you like—!
"Woo... woo..." Harlequin gritted his teeth tightly to prevent Ben from breaking through the last line of defense, while kicking Ban in the stomach to kick him away.
"Young people are really energetic, but I don't hate it." Ben squinted and smiled like a vicious fox. He licked his lips, grabbed Harlequin's troubled foot leisurely, and pressed it with his knee. live.
Harlequin, who was powerless to resist, trembled like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, tears poured out, helplessly watching Ben take off the coat he had just put on, and kissed again.
bang——
The door was pushed open, and the voice from the door sounded like a savior to Harlequin.
"Stop it, Ben."
"..." Ban hesitated for two seconds, but reluctantly moved away from Harlequin, and said to Meliodas at the door with a smile, "What's the matter, captain? Are you still asleep?"
Elizabeth rushed into the room, picked up the coat on the ground and put it on Harlequin, and asked with concern: "Are you all right, Lord Jin?"
"Lord Elizabeth..." The rest of his life made Harlequin's tears roll down even more uncontrollably, and Elizabeth hugged him into her arms and comforted him repeatedly.
Ben raised his eyebrows and looked at Meliodas, his eyes seemed to be asking, what's wrong with this.
Meliodas shrugged his shoulders and said, "Well, since Jin doesn't want to, don't force him. I can understand your feelings, but to him, you are just a stranger who just met for a long time. , and, now he is just an underage brat, it is illegal for you to do this?"
Ban snorted and laughed: "Are you kidding me? What is the age of the leader... Besides, if you don't allow it, why did you arrange for me to sleep in the same room with him? You know that I will do it after so many years of patience." What's the matter. Maybe it's time to test my patience now?!"
Meliodas also raised his eyebrows, and fell silent.What Ben said was right, he wanted to create a chance for the two of them before allowing them to stay in the same room, but it was not to test Ban, but to test Harlequin's reaction.
Now that the result is out, he certainly can't let things turn too bad.
"All in all." Meliodas said, "Unless Jin is willing, you'd better not shoot him."
"Huh?!" Ban frowned in displeasure, "Are you serious, this guy's reluctance is only temporary, isn't he? Waiting for him to take the initiative to express his willingness is almost impossible."
"It's almost impossible to treat a person who you haven't known for a day as a relationship partner, and develop to the end all at once?"
"Why can't it be?" Ben asked.
"Ah..." Meliodas was stunned, "Okay, okay, it's still possible for a guy like you with a criminal record."
"Records or something, don't really make me look like a pervert who preys on young children."
"Hey, you can say whatever you want! Just take it as a way to save me, wait a little longer, don't be so impatient?"
"I've waited long enough." Ban seemed a little impatient, "It's you, leader... I haven't asked you yet, when did you find Jin?"
"..." After being asked this question, Meliodas' eyes wandered for a moment, he changed the subject decisively, and his attitude became stricter, "Listen, although you are my friend, I should help you, However, Jin is my child now, even if it is you, I will not let you mess around."
"...Child?" Ben narrowed his eyes, "Hou, that is to say, you found him a long time ago, but you didn't tell me until now?"
"Enough!" Elizabeth who had been comforting Harlequin suddenly stood up with an angry face.
The two men were startled, and Qi Qi turned to look at her.
"Master Ben, why did Master Meliodas not tell you until now? You should be very clear in your heart, right?" Elizabeth said solemnly, "There are some things that you can really have without taking them by force."
"Uh...Elizabeth..." Meliodas, who realized that his wife was angry, smiled and wanted to say something, but Elizabeth stared back with a cold look.
"Master Meliodas."
"Ah, yes!" Meliodas subconsciously stood upright.
"You and Mr. Ben will spend the night here today."
"Eh?!"
"Wait, my lord, what do you mean by that?" Ban also asked shamefully.
"What time is it, Master Jin has to go to school tomorrow. Or should Master Meliodas and Master Jin sleep here, Master Ban please go back to the hotel or sleep on the floor downstairs?"
"Ugh!" Ben was speechless.Although he dared to dismantle each other with Meliodas in various words and actions, he unexpectedly didn't dare to argue with this "sister-in-law", so he could only raise his palms and smiled wryly to express his surrender.
Only then did Elizabeth regain her usual gentle smile, and said to Harlequin who was already exhausted: "Okay, Mrs. Jin, go to sleep on the second floor."
"...I'm sorry, Lady Elizabeth, to trouble you..."
"Where is it, please don't be polite to us." Elizabeth smiled, and then bowed slightly to the other two, "Then, good night, Lord Meliodas, Lord Ben." Then she led Harlequin away room, leaving two men looking at each other in the room.
※Beasts, yes.
When I was thinking about the plot, I kept thinking, if I write like this, someone will say that I am Ban Hei.
Then think about it carefully, similar things happened in "Memory", and they succeeded, this is just an attempt -3-
So in the final analysis, it is your CP, and this kind of coercion will be accepted by readers as a cute point. If it is not your CP, it is simply a beast.So, I forgive you because I like you, it doesn’t mean that being forgiven is not considered a beast behavior ╮(╯▽╰)╭
Is this the reason?
☆、Chapter 22
Harlequin obviously hadn't recovered from the shock of the incident just now, and he followed Elizabeth to the bedroom on the second floor with his head down and a daze along the way.
Elizabeth rubbed a hot towel in the bathroom, wiped away the tears on the dull-eyed Harlequin's face, and said softly: "Okay, Mrs. Jin, if you are here, you can sleep with peace of mind. Rest early."
It was only then that Harlequin realized that he was in the room of the captain and Lady Elizabeth, and quickly said apologetically, "Yes, I'm sorry... I've caused you trouble... Well, let's, why not, let's sleep on the floor..."
"What are you talking about!" Elizabeth pretended to be angry and said, "This is too outlandish!"
"But……"
Gently stroking the top of Harlequin's hair, Elizabeth smiled and said: "Just now...Master Meliodas said that you are our child, I... am very happy...When Master Jin was still young, we really Raise you as your own child, buy you various educational books like human parents, use DV to take pictures of you walking and speaking for the first time, and even went to Parenting class! It’s incredible... As you should have guessed, neither me nor Meliodas-sama are human beings. Ban-sama and Marlene-sama are not ordinary humans either. A long time ago, we fought together with Jin-sama Of course, not only Mr. Jin, we used to have many partners, but now, of course, most of them are gone, only the four of us, for our own reasons, with thousands of years of memory, have walked all the way to Now."
Carrying thousands of years of memories...Maybe it's not just Lady Elizabeth and the others, there is someone else...
"So, watching Mr. Jin grow up and begin to grow into the appearance of the Mr. Jin we are familiar with, to be honest... I feel very complicated, how should I put it... It's that kind of look, I don't know what kind of eyes to use Look at you, what kind of person should I treat you as myself? Is the you here really the same person as the you in the past? Is it really right to impose the past you on the present you... ...I have been confused by this for a long time. Compared to me, Meliodas-sama is much better, he has already had such an experience-although the first time was with me. Even now, I am still confused ...But, what is the relationship between these? As we have said, we can be partners and family members at the same time. No matter Mr. Jin will return to the original you in the end, or take our own life, we will not Interference. But..." Elizabeth changed the subject and said after pondering for a long time, "But Mr. Ban...is different from us. He is the one among us who most wants you to return to your original self, and he also sees the present in this way. Yours, that's why you did the inappropriate thing just now... that... I'm not asking you to forgive him for his behavior, just... I hope you can understand..."
"..." Harlequin remained silent.Although Lady Elizabeth specifically explained it to Mr. Ban, from what Mr. Ban said, one can more or less guess that the past self and him were probably lovers, so it is indeed okay to treat the present self as the past self to do such a thing. Understand... But Harlequin, who has no memory, has no real sense of this, and now he cares more about Heilbram's feelings.
Why did Heilbram react so violently when he learned that they were in the same room, and why did he guess exactly what the other would do?Heilbram seems to hate Mr. Ben...why?
How does my best friend view me... Harlequin is very concerned, very caring... Does Heilbram hope for the past self or the present self?
Seeing that Harlequin didn't respond, Elizabeth said apologetically, "Oh...look at me, I'm so sorry for talking so much. Okay, go to sleep now!" Then, she walked to the bathroom and put the towel on the bed. back.
When she came out, Harlequin was obediently climbing into bed and lying down.Elizabeth showed a relieved smile, and got into bed from the other side.
"Master Jin, is he still going to the capital of the dead tonight?"
"..." Harlequin nodded lightly, "Heilbram told us to come back. If it wasn't for him, we wouldn't know what happened here... At least we should tell him that we are fine."
"Ah, that's right... Then, you should go to bed early when you get there, okay?"
"Ok."
When he returned to the capital of the dead, Heilbram was still on the spot, looking forward nervously. When he saw Harlequin appear, he hurriedly flew forward.
"Are you okay?! He...that bastard, didn't think..."
Harlequin silently embraced Heilbram, pressing her face tightly against his chest.
It's really thanks to Heilbram that I didn't get hurt... just treat it like being licked by a dog...
……
Damn... so unwilling——!To be somehow forced to do that, but not to be able to do the same to someone who really wanted to...
... What if... what if you make a request yourself?Will Heilbram agree...?
No, no... Didn't you get taught a lesson last time?You can't say anything about love to your friends, let alone kissing!
It seemed that the touch from that time still remained on his lips, making Harlequin feel uncomfortable, and he couldn't help rubbing against Heilbram's chest, as if to wipe off the saliva sticking to his face.
Damn it... If only I could kiss Heilbram and cover this feeling...
...What would it be like to kiss like Heilbram?Ahh...I really want to know...
No, no, no... If you act recklessly, won't you be as stupid as that guy? !
"Well... Harlequin, if you're tired, go to bed first."
Seeing his friend rubbing against him like a baby without saying a word, Heilbram felt that it was not good.But he won't force Harlequin like that bastard!Although there are still many things I want to say...but think about it... let's sleep first today.
Heilbram took Harlequin to find a nearby warm grassland with good sunlight and where he could sleep comfortably. Along the way, Harlequin kept his head down and let Heilbram lead the flight in silence. He raised his head several times, But he hesitated to speak, and then bowed his head again.
"Ah, how is it here?" Heilbram pointed to the "bed" made of dense and soft thin vines in front of him.
Harlequin nodded.
They descended to lie down on one of the larger vine beds, and Harlequin finally exhaled when Heilbram said good night.
"that--!"
"Huh?" Heilbram looked at him.
"Why... why did Heilbram know that Mr. Ban was going to do that kind of thing...? What happened between us... the former us and him?"
"..." A complex look of resentment, remorse, and bitterness flashed in Heilbram's eyes, and then he said with a light smile, "This...it's a long story, and if I finish it in one breath, it will be dawn , if you only tell half of it, Nai will definitely be so concerned that you can’t sleep, right? So I will tell Nai some other day, okay?”
Harlequin nodded obediently.In fact, when he saw Heilbram's expression like that, he regretted why he asked such a question in such a hurry.
Maybe he was really too tired, and after lying down for a long time, Harlequin fell asleep.
Heilbram, who was worried that his friend would be too concerned about what happened at night and could not fall asleep, heaved a sigh of relief, hugged Harlequin, and closed his eyes.
☆、Chapter 23
Harlequin had a dream.
Different from ordinary dreams that are unconstrained and unconstrained, but also different from the dream that is as clear and regular as watching a movie, this dream feels very clear, but it is very jumpy, and it is so intense that it makes him blush picture.
In the dream, I was completely naked, and my legs were raised high and spread to the sides. A strong and straight man was pressing on him, rushing hard inside him.
The line of sight watching this scene is sometimes close and sometimes far, sometimes clear and sometimes blurred, like a picture taken by a person who is panting and carrying a camera, but Harlequin still recognizes it. Although the layout is different, but that It was my room at the Pig Hat Pavilion...
And that man...with arrogant silver hair and red eyes, even if his face was flushed with excitement because of what he was doing, it still couldn't hide his inherent tyranny.
...it's Mr. Ben.
I'm doing that kind of thing with Mr. Ban...? !What is this... spring dream?But why Mr. Ben? !
Just when Harlequin was about to look away in shame and anger, the scene in front of him suddenly changed.
This time, I was in the woods somewhere, and not far away I could see the unique roof of the Pig Hat Pavilion. In my dream, I was grabbed and pressed against the tree trunk, and my pants were pulled off without warning. The man's tongue was raging in his mouth almost roughly, and after the brief foreplay, he couldn't wait to enter his body.
"No, don't...in this kind of place..." the dream self spoke.
"What, that's not what your body says?" The man returned his words, teasingly stroking the weakness under his body, and jokingly laughed amidst his trembling sex, "Look, everything so wet"
As soon as the voice fell, the picture stopped abruptly, and this time I returned to the room on the third floor, but it was not on the bed, but beside the hammock. In my dream, I was lying on the window sill, and my butt was lifted in a shameful posture , penetrated fiercely.
"You're awesome...you're awesome..." The man leaned on him, licked and bit his ear, he seemed drunk, praised inarticulately, wrapped his hands around his body, rubbed his Breasts that don't exist, whisper softly, "I love you, Elaine, I love you"
Before Harlequin had any doubts, the picture changed again.
Instead of himself this time, he saw Ben talking to a girl with purple hair in a high ponytail on the street.
The girl asked him what his relationship was with Mr. Kim, saying she knew what they were doing.
"Why did you do that? You... have you become lovers? What about Elaine?!"
"Lover?" Ben asked curiously, then smiled, "Of course not! Just dealing with desire in general."
"Huh? Do fairies need to deal with lust too?"
"Of course, that guy has a 'desire' for me, of course I can only help him deal with it, but don't worry, the only one I love from the beginning to the end is Elaine, so you don't have to expect me to do that to you "
"Wh-what nonsense! I don't need you--! It's you, it's you--!" The girl pointed at Ban angrily.
"Hey, don't be so excited in the public, or is it enough for you to be picked up once by Lao Tzu?"
"You, you beast! Don't mention that again!" The girl's ears were red with embarrassment, and she turned and ran away angrily.
The camera rotated ninety degrees at this time, and Harlequin realized that he was in the alley not far from the scene in his dream.
"Harlequin..." Heilbram's voice rang in his ears, but that self didn't respond, and left with his head down in the opposite direction.
The TV, whose screen seemed to be cut off, suddenly fell into darkness. The owner of the dream seemed to realize that someone was peeping into his past, and suddenly cut off the memory, and Harlequin woke up.
He sat up and subconsciously turned his head to look at Heilbram next to him, only to find that he was already awake, hugging his knees, and buried his head deeply in it.
"...Hai, Heilbram..." Harlequin cautiously called out his friend's name.
Heilbram trembled all over, trying to hide his movements of wiping his tears clumsily, then turned around and apologized, "Did you wake me up?"
Harlequin shook his head slowly, and asked in a low voice, "That... the dream just now..."
"——" Heilbram gasped, covered his face with his hands, seemed to be enduring something desperately, and after making some mental preparations, he asked in an unusually calm tone, "Nanoya Meng arrive……?"
"Um……"
Heilbram chuckled twice: "...Sorry, I don't know how to control the dream transmission, I don't know that kind of magic... I don't know why I can use it all of a sudden..." He went deep again Taking a breath to adjust his disordered breathing, "This is really, really bad..."
Heilbram, who was still praising the convenience of dream transfer two days ago, said something completely different now.
Harlequin sat down with his back to his best friend, hugged his knees like him, and tilted his head back, resting on the back of the head of the person behind him.
Today's capital of the dead is cloudy, the sky is gray, and it seems that it will rain heavily at any time.
Will there be thunder and rain in the world of the dead?Will there be stars at night?At least, Harlequin has never experienced rainy days or nights here. At most, the fog covers most of the sunlight and looks a little dim.
At this time, Harlequin suddenly had the idea that "the weather here changes due to the influence of Heilbram's mood".
In the past, they were always in the fog because Heilbram was always wearing shackles, both physically and mentally, were firmly bound... On the day he hid and refused to come out to see him, the surrounding fog was especially thick.
After that, he helped him remove the chains on his feet, and Harlequin felt the warm sunshine here for the first time.
The weather was fine for a few days after that.Only today, seeing Heilbram hiding in the shadows, did Harlequin notice that the fog had started to fog again for some reason.
But now... for the first time Harlequin saw the strange color of the sky.
If these really represented Heilbram's mood, how sad would he be now... Was it because of the dream just now?Are you sad and angry because you saw the "Harlequin" in your dream being treated like that?
Harlequin began to hate his former self. Knowing that others used him as a tool to vent their desires, he foolishly lay down under them, and he was still a fairy king... How self-respecting.
Moreover, there is obviously someone beside him who puts himself in his shoes, likes what he likes, and mourns what he mourns, but he is indifferent to this, what the hell is he thinking!
The more Harlequin thought about it, the angrier he became, drawing a line between who he was and who he is now.
He began to struggle again. What Heilbram really cared about...in fact, was the Fairy King at that time...
The same goes for the leader and Lady Elizabeth, although Lady Elizabeth specifically emphasized that no matter whether he wants to change back to his past self or walk into his own future, she will support him.However, they still hope that their former partners can come back...
And that class...
Harlequin couldn't figure out what Mr. Ben was thinking.
Because of his excessive behavior, Harlequin thought they were once lovers, and Mr. Ban completely regarded him as the same person as he used to be, so he did that.
But Heilbram's dream told Harlequin that they were not that kind of relationship at all...at least, not a proper relationship.Could it be that for that person, he is just a good tool to vent his desire?So much so that when he saw him again, the first thing he thought of was □? !
Harlequin clutched his sleeves tightly with his arms around his knees, and despite his anger, there was a strong sense of uneasiness.
When I think of the performance of the leader tonight, it's like testing him, knowing that he has someone he likes, knowing how he will be treated, but deliberately delaying his arrival...
Harlequin felt nothing but a chill down his spine.
Although the group leader later warned Mr. Ban not to mess around, they are best friends. The group leader must understand Mr. Ban's style... Harlequin had a premonition that the group leader would assist Mr. Ban to persuade him...by then , what should he do?
The head of the group is an important family member. Harlequin can't guarantee whether he can be ruthless and refuse to what extent when he is really faced with that situation... Maybe the head will persuade him that since you and the one you like People are not couples yet, why not consider going to work first?
Or, if you are afraid that he will not even be able to be friends after knowing your feelings, it is better to just be friends for the rest of your life. Is it true that you have unrequited love for the rest of your life?Why don't you consider going to work first to save face?
My God... just imagining it makes Harlequin feel dizzy.
So, how about taking the risk of confessing to Heilbram?Now that we have reached this point, even if we fail to make ordinary friends, it is better than doing nothing and leaving regrets...
Moreover, if I can muster up the courage to confess earlier, my first kiss will not be so reluctantly lost... At least try hard before I may lose more things, and I will die if I die!
Thinking of this, as if stimulated, Harlequin blurted out his friend's name.
"Hey, Heilbram, we..."
☆、Chapter 24
"Hey, Heilbram, we..."
"……Um?"
The young man called out the name of his best friend excitedly, but suddenly became timid after receiving the response from the other party. After stammering for a long time, what he asked was: "I mean...what was the old us to you?" ?”
"……Eh?"
"Is it someone important?"
The goblin nodded briefly but firmly: "Yes."
"More important than anyone else?"
"Hmm..." Confirmed again.
"Then... compared to us now?"
"Huh?" Heilbram turned around unexpectedly, and then turned back again, leaving only silence.
"...Is that so..." Harlequin lowered his head, feeling his nose a little sour, and his vision blurred.
What I want to say is obviously not this... but I don't know why I asked it out, and what I got was the answer I was most afraid of hearing...
Sure enough, for Heilbram, the one who really cares is the former Fairy King...
In his eyes, he was just the reincarnation of that guy...
Damn it... I can't be reconciled... That guy doesn't value Helbram as much as he imagined, but he can get all of Heilbram's attention... I can't be reconciled—!
"That guy obviously doesn't treat you that well..." Harlequin, unwilling and aggrieved, couldn't help but gritted his teeth and whispered angrily.
"...That guy? Who are you talking about?" Heilbram thought he had heard wrong, and asked.
"Of course it's the Fairy King, your most important friend." Harlequin's tone was sour, even he himself felt ashamed, but he couldn't control his jealousy.
However, what Heilbram felt was not jealousy, but deep fear.
"Na, what are you talking about...Nai is the Fairy King!" He hastily corrected.
"We are different from him." Harlequin directly used the third person.
"Why, how could it be different!"
Heilbram jumped up anxiously, put his arm around Harlequin's shoulder to try to turn him around, but Harlequin stubbornly shook him off.
"I heard that Harlequin...you should have discovered it, no matter it's the reaction to the situation, the habit of thinking, or the small movements made subconsciously, and even the food you like! Such a person, how could it be possible? become a different person?"
Harlequin was just silent.
"Although Nai doesn't remember the past...but that's not important!" Heilbram continued to emphasize, "I can understand your feelings...but Nai is Nai, this will never change! Isn't there There is a saying, 'Isn't the self yesterday the same as the self today'? Because we are changing every day, when we look back at the past self, there will also be, 'Why did the self do that?' and so on question. But it doesn't mean that Nai is no longer Nai!"
Harlequin tightened his grip on the sleeve, and his shoulders trembled because of too much force.
Heilbram was still trying to persuade him, and seemed extremely anxious about Harlequin's thoughts.
"No matter what, Nai's heart will not change! As long as I recognize people as my friends, I am willing to work hard for them... Ah, for example, Nai's team leader and Lady Elizabeth, maybe they were just Nai before. Now it is Nai’s irreplaceable family member, just like Nai loved everyone in the goblin clan! However, just because Nai’s love for goblin clan no longer exists, it doesn’t mean that Nai is no longer Nai Ah! Because Nai doesn't know those goblins at all, and it's impossible to talk about loving them—"
"Then, does Heilbram think we will love Mr. Workman now?"
"—?!"
Harlequin's sharp rhetorical question was like pouring a basin of cold water on the head of Heilbram who was talking passionately, making him stand on the spot as if frozen.
"If it's like what you said, the things we like won't change, and the people we like won't change either? Because our essential preferences won't change."
"That, that..." Heilbram suddenly fell into extreme confusion and panic.This was exactly what he was worried about... He was afraid that Harlequin would fall in love with him without hesitation if he met the same person...
——I just dug my own grave...
The goblin lowered her hands and sat back down on her knees, wilting like a plant that had lost its nutrients.
In his eyes, he is just a good friend. Although he is the best friend ranked first among friends, he is cared and remembered just like everyone else, but Heilbram is very clear that to him, he is still just a best friend However, that warm feeling belongs to others.
They grew up together...living together and taking risks together, from the first meeting with a mediocre impression, to becoming a confidant who can talk about everything, accepting each other's care as a matter of course, just like his beloved sister and loved clansman, Haierbula Tom didn't feel that he was special, or that anyone else was more special than him.
But, after all, it was different.
Seeing that Harlequin silently guarded her enthusiasm for the giant girl for hundreds of years just because of a unilateral agreement, Helbram began to feel unwillingness and sadness that he had never felt before. .
Want that passion... want to be the most special person in Harlequin.Unknowingly, this feeling even surpassed the curiosity and hatred for human beings, like a forbidden fruit that is both sweet and extremely poisonous, eroding Helbram's soul.
However... by the time he realized the change in himself, it was too late.
He is dead.Killed by Harlequin himself.Three times, there is no chance of revival.
He didn't regret that he could die at the hands of Harlequin, but he regretted why he died, for those boring reasons, boring curiosity and hatred... He hated himself for not cherishing the position that once belonged to him, and leaving stupidly. He left, giving up the place closest to Harlequin to someone else.
But... good fortune tricks people.Harlequin wasn't with the giant girl.Accidents again and again extinguished his enthusiasm.He was still willing to go through fire and water for her, using all of himself to exchange the girl's wish, but he gave up on the return of that feeling.
"Hey... Heilbram, we are actually not that great, we don't want to give unilaterally forever, we also want to get something in return... But, Diane is not wrong, we destroyed it with our own hands. Lost those hopes... This is our sin, even if it takes a lifetime to repay, it is a sin that we have to bear..."
"Then I will carry it with Nai."
When Harlequin confided to him, Heilbram gave him such an answer.
Only the soul himself can do too little for Harlequin... If these are punishments for himself, he is willing to accept the punishment.Now only my soul is left, and I can only silently stand by my best friend, fulfilling the duty of being an "assistant" that I have never performed before, giving advice when he is troubled, and accompanying him when he is troubled Just talk.
...So, when that human approached Harlequin, Heilbram didn't stop him.
In the beginning, Harlequin was only entrusted by his favorite sister to help take care of that human being.
But that bastard... was just using Harlequin to satisfy himself——!
Thinking of this, Heilbram's head ached violently.
That human being... that hateful human being... only him, absolutely can't be forgiven...absolutely...absolutely can't let Harlequin be bewitched by that guy again!
However, Harlequin's words just now seemed to give him a slap in the face, making him realize that Harlequin is more likely to be attracted to that hateful human being than himself... because
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