hello old man

The cold wind swept in, blowing chills to the bones.

The two stood there, not knowing where they were looking.

Ye Tang took a deep breath, and Xie Dan could even see the breath from his mouth gradually turning into white mist.

Then spread out in the dark night until it disappeared.

"Thank you." Ye Tang finally said again: "I want to tell you something."

Because of the too much movement earlier, one side of the coat slipped onto his shoulders.Xie Tan approached, stretched out his hand to lift it up, and surrounded him tightly with his clothes again.

Ye Tang glanced at him sideways, his eyes darkened again.

Xie Meng's mood became more and more disturbed, and even for a moment, he hoped that he would stop talking.

"Do you still remember, when we met for the first time, I watched you for a long time at the stairs?"

Ye Tang's tone was calm, repeating one thing very calmly.

Xie Yan nodded: "I remember."

"I've been telling you, that's the first time I've seen you." Ye Tang paused for a moment, and finally said, "Actually, that's not it."

The feeling in Xie Tan's heart became more and more intense, but he still nodded, motioning him to continue talking.

"The first time I saw you was when you were brought into the alley by Xiang Fei and the others." He seemed to have finally said something too heavy, and he breathed a sigh of relief.

"I happened to be nearby at that time." Ye Tang didn't even dare to look at him now.

Xie Yan didn't seem to have any reaction to this, and asked softly in the tone he usually spoke to him: "Then?"

"I was there and saw you coming out of the alley." Ye Tang lowered his head almost unconsciously, trying to find his breath from the overcoat.

"At that time, there were actually quite a few people around me, who could definitely help you."

His voice became lower and lower, and he laughed at himself: "But I chose to stand on the sidelines and wait for you to come out like watching a play."

That day Ye Tang watched him being taken in by them in a panic and helpless, and saw him walk out of it calmly and covered in scars, his original attitude of watching the theater dropped for some reason.

Standing opposite him, Ye Tang saw him walking through the crowd as if nothing had happened, and took a taxi home by himself.

At that time, Ye Tang stood there for a long time.

He didn't know what that person experienced inside.

Later, he kept thinking, if he had intervened in his business, would such a thing have never happened?

Anyway, he's not too busy taking care of things, not to mention...

He never thought that the object that made him feel guilty all the time would actually occupy a place in his heart later on.

After Ye Tang finished speaking, he also felt relaxed.

No matter what Xie Yan said to him next, he would accept it unconditionally.

But it can only be accepted unconditionally.

Even if it is separated or something.

After all, he promised himself that he would watch the snow together next year.

Unexpectedly, he just asked very plainly: "Did you feel ashamed of me at the beginning?"

Somehow the dominance came to him, Ye Tang just nodded passively.

It would have been okay if he and Xie Yan only had that side at first.

He knew that Xie Yan was in the first class, and he had seen what they scolded him, and he thought that he would not go downstairs for two weeks, so as not to seek abuse for himself.

But that time Xie Yan came up by himself.

Ye Tang never guessed that he would actually go back to find Deng Yang, which really surprised him, but...caused the beginning of a situation that had to happen.

Who would have thought that with a glance at the stairs, they would see both of them in.

Beneath Ye Tang's smile was a surge of shame that surrounded him again.

In the men's restroom, Ye Tang casually told Wu Congming something about "the society is your brother".In fact, he really thought about how great it would be if it was really like what he said in Hu Jie's story.

He spent a day telling himself, and constantly persuading himself, finally made sense, and he didn't feel so much guilt, he didn't want fate to really like to play tricks on people.

In the composition class that night, Ye Tang sat next to him by accident again.

On the first night when the two were at the same table, Ye Tang thought he was being teased, and tried his best not to talk to him.

At that time, he also took it for granted that he could of course insist on not talking to him.

Ye Tang is the most self-aware of himself.

Facing Xie Yan who made him feel ashamed like this, when the two get along, he must be at a disadvantage.

Ye Tang didn't want to mess with himself like this.

But this man once again exceeded his expectations.

Ye Tang never knew how to describe him.

You said he was cold, but he was so nice that you had nothing to say.

It is said that he is lonely, but he is not out of the ordinary.

And... this person is really attractive to him.

If it is said that Ye Tang talked to him because of shame on the second day and even the next few days when they sat together, after that, it was the emotion that slowly grew.

He began to want to talk to him involuntarily, thinking about how to see him earlier every day.

He thought that teasing him every day was also something that made him very happy.

Gradually...they became inseparable.

Ye Tang didn't want to create a barrier between them, let alone keep it a secret from him.

So he chooses to be honest.

Especially after what happened tonight.

Xie Tan's breathing stagnated for a moment inconspicuously.

It turned out that all the feelings only started from his guilt.

It felt like something had stabbed me hard in my heart.

The hands were clenched tightly, but they were only released in an instant.

"It's all right."

In the darkness, Ye Tang couldn't see Xie Dan's expression clearly, only heard his words so casually.

Xie Yan took a step forward, reached out his hand unconsciously, and asked, "That's it?"

"Huh?" Ye Tang was a little confused for a moment, did he not understand, or...

A kiss has landed on his forehead.

He could feel Xie Yan's breathing, as well as the feeling of belonging to him, lingering around him.

Xie Yan rubbed his hair with one hand, and asked: "Come down to look for me in the middle of the night, is it because of this?"

"Otherwise?" Ye Tang got better just now, and raised his head slightly: "Otherwise—fuck me!"

Xie Dan didn't know when he reached out to his lap, and with a force of his arms, he hugged him up.

In a panic, Ye Tang hastily stretched out his hand to hook his neck, and rested his other hand on his shoulder, before his whole body stabilized.

Xie Tan looked up at him, and found that the expression on his boyfriend's face had returned to calm just now.

Ye Tang was frightened by his sudden action for a while, and was startled.

Even though he was the one who was hugged and tired, Ye Tang's breathing was heavier than his.

"Don't you always say I'm heavy?"

Ye Tang hung on him, gradually getting used to it, and smiled with his head down: "You still hug it when it's so heavy?"

Xie Dan approached and looked at him calmly, and said honestly, "Hands are a little sore."

"Then you don't have to hold it."

The strange atmosphere disappeared in an instant, and Ye Tang shook his feet hanging in the air.

His face just came up so naturally, and the tip of his nose brushed against his nose very slowly.

The feeling of shortness of breath surged again, Xie Yan simply raised his head upwards, alternately hot surges came, followed by an uncontrollable kiss.

Ye Tang's whole body was suspended in the air, all relying on Xie Tang to hold him, and the whole body was wrapped around him like an octopus, for fear of falling off if he didn't pay attention.

At the same time, his hands were wrapped around his back, slowly poking from the lapel of the pajamas into the back of Xie Meng's neck.

It was the first time that Xie Dan discovered that his hands were so cold, so he shrunk unconsciously, turned his face sideways at the same time, breathed and continued.

Wan Lai was silent.

The next day Ye Tang came out of the dormitory of class one.

He slept well that night, but he didn't know that Xie Meng beside him could hardly fall asleep with his eyes open and closed.

When the morning self-study was about to end, Li Yu suddenly suggested that someone else change seats, and sat next to Xie Tang.

Xie Yan glanced at him sideways, saw that he was looking at him, seemed hesitant to speak, so he asked: "What's the matter?"

Li Yu opened his mouth, but he couldn't say anything. Xie Yan decided to let him brew for a while, then turned his head and continued to read.

After a while, he heard Li Yu ask cautiously: "Brother Dan...were you with Brother Jie yesterday?"

"No, what's the matter?" He heard something wrong in his tone, and turned around to ask him.

"No, no, I'll just ask, I'll just ask." Li Yu waved his hands quickly, and pretended to sit in his seat again.

Even so, he still had the word "something" written all over his face.

Xie Yan put down the book and said, "Say."

Li Yu paused, and finally revealed that he was asking knowingly: "Didn't Brother Jie go to dinner alone yesterday?"

Xie Yan nodded.

Li Yu waved his hand helplessly: "Then we got into an argument in the cafeteria."

He looked at Xie Meng: "At that time, many people surrounded him to watch the excitement, Brother Jie made an appointment with that person."

Xie Yan suddenly had a feeling that the whole world knew about it, but he alone didn't.

"Who? Why?"

"..." Li Yu suddenly stopped talking, just looked at him guiltyly, turned his head silently, and muttered to himself: "It's not that Brother Jie won't let me tell you..."

Xie Dan glanced at his phone, there are still 4 minutes to finish class.

He stood up and walked out of the classroom.

There is no one in a corridor, only the sound of reading from various classrooms can be heard.

Xie Dan soon arrived at the gate of class three.

Chen Jie was sitting in the first group, and he could be seen as soon as he looked up.Seeing him standing at the door with a blank expression on his face, he put down his book and came out.

"What's wrong?" He asked Xie Yan with a smile.

Xie Yan stood by the wall and asked, "Who did you quarrel with in the cafeteria yesterday?"

Hearing this, the smile on Chen Jie's face gradually receded, and he asked him, "Who told you?"

"The reason?" Xie Meng ignored him and continued to ask.

Chen Jie paused for a moment, then smiled, and said to him: "It's just a small matter, that person jumped in line, I just said a few words."

"Are you a nosy person?" During the past few months of getting along, Xie Meng has already understood Chen Jie's habits.

"It's not...it's my team, can I not be angry?" Chen Jie continued with a slightly embarrassed smile.

Xie Tan didn't answer, just quietly watched him rambling about for reasons.

Later, Chen Jie felt guilty when he saw him, so he could only helplessly spread his hands: "It's really a trivial matter."

"Chen Jie," Xie Yan was silent for a while, "to tell the truth."

The author has something to say: Don’t worry everyone~ I won’t abuse you in the last one or two chapters >_

Hugs to you guys, thank you for your support, babes~

By the way, explain the covetous feelings...

If you take a relationship very seriously and regard it as the treasure in your heart/white moonlight, but one day suddenly, you find that the root of it is just a shame.

Will you be disappointed?

How should I put it, in fact, this kid is a bit silly. He is in a relationship for the first time, and he can't translate his principles of dealing with people for so many years into love, so the contradiction naturally arises.