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Realizing that he had lost his composure, he took a deep breath, lowered his head and said, "He has a stomach problem."

Xie Meng just quietly watched his mood gradually change from anger to calm.

"But last night I—"

"I don't believe it." Ye Tang turned his head, with a serious face: "No matter how much he messes around, it's impossible for him to take drugs. I asked him yesterday, and he said he didn't, and what's more, as the two of us said before, it's absolutely impossible. "

Xie Yan paused.

He really wanted to explain word by word seriously, but Ye Tang had already spoken before him.

The next words stopped instantly, stuck in his throat and unable to come out.

Xie Meng suddenly remembered that it was only a few months since he and Ye Tang met.

And that was Ye Tang's friend for several years.

Of course, the weight cannot be compared, and the same goes for feelings and trust.

Feeling exhausted, Xie Yan felt that his breathing was heavy.

Afterwards, all the thousands of words turned into one sentence, "Okay."

Ye Tang seemed to be aware of the change in his mood, and was also slightly taken aback, then took a step forward, his tone gradually calmed down: "Don't be angry..."

Xie Tan calmly avoided his outstretched hand, and instead pressed his palm against the cold wall.

His expression gradually returned to his usual indifference, he took a deep breath when turning his head, then looked at him squarely, thinking to say again: "Not all guarantees are true, since he can lie to you once or twice, then—"

"I'll say it again, I don't believe it."

His voice cooled down, and he repeated again and again: "I really don't believe it."

Ye Tang pressed on step by step, and stepped forward a little bit closer to him, with a worried look on his face: "I really believe in him, and where is the relationship between me and him, not all feelings are hypocritical. Okay, don't talk about it, okay?"

Xie Yan didn't retreat this time, just looked at him, his original expression gradually changed.

Yeah, not all feelings are fake.

It's because the feelings are faked by him.

The corners of his mouth suddenly rose, with a strange arc, and then completely lowered, returning to his usual serious and serious state.

"Yes."

Where is he laughing at Ye Tang, he is laughing at himself.

What is love, he didn't have it since he was a child, and then he experienced very few, and all of them were obliterated.

I've never been so tired at this moment.

When I was exhausted, I just wanted to fall down, and I had nothing to say.

Before finishing speaking, Xie Yangui said calmly:

"Actually, I don't think the two of us are so suitable."

Being together may be because I really like it, or because it is boring.

But now I found out that it is really not suitable.

As soon as the words came out, both of them paused for a few seconds.

"What the hell are you talking about!"

Ye Tang reacted first, took a step forward, and grabbed his collar uncontrollably with both hands, his knuckles turned white due to excessive force.

He stared at Xie Meng with both eyes, trembling from his shoulders to his wrists, as if he was muttering: "You... What are you talking about... Are you in a bad mood today, are you—"

His voice was getting lower and lower, helpless and uncomfortable.

"No."

Xie Yan barely exerted any strength, and stretched out his hand to brush his hand away, with a peaceful movement.

"I've said it before, nothing can affect me too much."

There are exceptions, but he's tired right now.

I can't stand it anymore.

Ye Tang's hand hangs down feebly.

The wind on the fourth floor was loud and the sky was gloomy.

It reminded Xie Tang of that snowy day, he held Ye Tang's hand, and the two of them walked in the snow.

At that time, I felt that as long as I persisted, it seemed that I could go to the end.

"Okay."

He gradually recovered from his stupor.

Ye Tang raised his head slowly, smiling very nicely: "Are you going to break up with me? You started thinking about it yesterday."

"Okay, anyway, isn't it a matter of time?"

"No."

Until now, Xie Meng still answered him seriously.

Before some words were spoken, he never thought of breaking up with him from the beginning to the end.

"Don't make fucking excuses!"

For some reason, Ye Tang's emotions suddenly became intense, and he stretched out his hand to the balcony without hesitation while shouting.

He directly brushed off the bag of candies, just as decisively as when Xie Meng brushed off his hand before.

The candies fell from the fifth floor. Although Xie Gian had no time to look at them, he could still imagine how they were scattered in the air.

"I know, thank you." Ye Tang raised his eyebrows slightly, his tone relaxed and forced to be calm: "You thought about it yesterday, why come up today to give me candy, slap me again, and humiliate me?"

It's seeing me like that, which makes you feel hopeless.

Ye Tang suddenly remembered a passage, which was said by the two of them a long time ago.

They were not together at that time, and they had just met, full of shame, relying on his attraction to him, and unscrupulously associated with him.

"So what if I believe it? So what if I don't believe it?"

"If you believe me, I may be a little sad. If you alienate me because of this, I may be more angry. But they are right. If you really do this, I will not show it. First, because I really have a lot of scheming, and the second is because I think you are not worth it."

"I don't think there's anything wrong with being scheming."

But now... why did things develop to this point.

Ye Tang suddenly felt that maybe the purpose was wrong in the beginning.

And he obviously cared too.

Xie Tan looked calm and didn't answer him, just like an adult watching a child play around with no emotion in his eyes.

"This is a parting gift, so we can get together and leave, and I will give it to you next time."

There was a dull pain in Ye Tang's heart, but he could still smile with his eyes squinted, and he was completely different from the emotionally broken him earlier.

As if nothing happened, he asked Xie Yan: "Do you think it's okay? Ex-boyfriend."

"No need to make up." Xie Kan didn't even look at him, and turned around leisurely: "It's not necessary."

After he finished speaking, he went directly downstairs.

When he turned the corner, Xie Dan hesitated for a second, and in just that moment, he consciously turned his gaze back and walked completely.

Ye Tang stayed where he was, and leaned against the wall.

He straightened up quickly again, turned and ran to the other side.

When he was about to reach the first floor, Xie Tang ran into Xu Bingyi again.

Xie Dan looked serious, but actually started to wander, he didn't even pay attention to people shaking his hands in front of him a few times.

"Hey, what's wrong with you?" Xu Bingyi stopped shaking his hands now, and stood in front of him directly, asking, "Why do you look so bad? Are you in a bad mood?"

"It's okay." Xie Meng replied quickly, nothing changed on the surface.

Xu Bingyi glanced at him, looking back and forth on his face, then frowned puzzled, and asked: "When will you only put on a bad face, it's not good-looking at all."

He said these words very fast, Xie Yan didn't hear clearly at all, so he asked him: "What?"

Xu Bingyi just looked at him, only for a moment, and suddenly stopped talking.

Xie Tan saw that the original brilliance in his eyes had disappeared just now, and finally he even felt a little lost.

It's just that he doesn't know what the other party is thinking at all, what should I say?

"It's nothing." Xu Bingyi turned his head away, and his voice lowered a lot: "Go back to the classroom."

Xie Yan nodded, but after walking down a few steps, the other party suddenly said, "It's cold in winter, you should wear more clothes."

Xie Yan felt that this person was really getting more and more inexplicable.

When he walked down the first floor, he hadn't entered shift one yet.

After thinking and thinking, he finally left the corridor and took a look at the bushes in the flower bed.

According to common sense, any sugar should have fallen near here, but the surrounding area was clean, and there was no trace in the soil.

When he was about to stand up straight, his eyes moved away inadvertently, and suddenly swept into the soil.

At the root of the tree, there is a small sugar.

It was the one he bought in the candy store that morning, hidden by the trees and hard to spot.

And other sugars...

Probably picked it up.

Xie Meng persisted for two classes, but felt that he was really too tired.

It is impossible to write with a pen, and if you sleep on your stomach, your body will be lethargic, but your mind will be extremely clear, which is particularly uncomfortable.

"Isn't it a matter of time anyway?"

"Do you think it's okay? Ex-boyfriend."

Inexplicably, these two sentences have been echoing in his mind, reminding him all the time, what he did a while ago, and what is left now.

Obviously, the loss was heavy, and almost everything was gone.

He picked up a pen to do the questions, but he didn't do two, so he fell down again.

I listened completely to the teacher on the podium, but my ears shut out all the content.

He is really tired.

"Thank you, what's wrong with you?"

When get out of class was over, Zhao Tongchi suddenly passed by him and asked.

"I'm fine."

Xie Tang supported the table with his palms and sat up: "I'm a little tired."

"Ghost, you seem to have a fever." Zhao Tongchi reached out his hand to Xie Meng's forehead and touched it.

Then he walked away with some uncertainty, Xie Yan heard his rather cautious voice: "Liu Na, can you come over and see if Xie Meng has a fever, I can't tell."

Upon hearing this, Liu Na put down the pen in her hand and stood up.

"He seems to have a little fever." Zhao Tongchi was unpredictable, scratching his head: "Look."

A pair of hands touched Xie Tang's forehead again, and left after a while.

"It's a fever. I'll take a thermometer and measure it for him. You fill in the form first, and it will be convenient to ask for leave later."

"Thank you." Xie Meng was so weak that he could only reply so simply.

"You're welcome." Liu Na turned around and said, "Do you want to put your school uniform on first? The air conditioner isn't turned on in the classroom today, so it's quite cold."

As she said, Zhao Tongchi had already taken out Xie Yan's winter school uniform from a box on the side and covered him with it.

When the clothes were on his body, Xie Yan suddenly froze.

The whole body trembled, like the instant jump of a dim candle.

If he remembered correctly, there were words embroidered on this dress.

The words are: Xie Yan loves Ye Tang.

The feeling of exhaustion was overwhelming again and surged.

Finally, the body temperature was measured, and it was 39 o'clock and eight degrees.

The school infirmary is closed at this time, and Xie Yan wants to go out to get an injection.

The grade group said it was too late and parents needed to pick it up, so Zhao Tongchi sat there and called with him.

Xie Meng first called Xie's mother.

"Hey, covetously, what's the matter?"

There was a hasty tone over there, sounding very busy.

Xie Dan paused, and changed the words to: "Mom, where are you and Dad?"

"We are both in Xuancheng. He is going to discuss business tonight, and I will have a meeting here tomorrow."

Mother Xie stopped and asked, "What's the matter? Is there something wrong?"

"No." Xie Yan's tone was as usual, and he raised his volume a little, insisting on not looking so weak: "I have time for evening self-study, just give you two a call."

"Okay." Mother Xie smiled: "The temperature is cooling down again recently, you should pay attention to wear more clothes, don't make yourself cold, and when I come back from the meeting, I will come to your school with your father to see you."

Xie Meng responded one by one, until he really couldn't hold on anymore, he just made an excuse that he was going to class and hung up first.

When he hung up the phone, he breathed a sigh of relief, but beads of sweat had already formed on his forehead.

Zhao Tongchi, who was listening to the whole process, was a little worried, and looked at him in a complicated way.

In the evening, there were almost no one in the grade group, and the homeroom teachers were already off work. They had no choice but to remind him to be safe and let Xie Yan go out to get an injection by himself.

Zhao Tongchi sent him to the school gate, watched him give the leave note to the guard, forced himself to fill out the form, and walked out slowly.

"Thank you."

Zhao Tongchi seemed to hold back for a long time, until he finally yelled out the moment he walked out.

Xie Tan looked back at him, and saw him standing under the light, with a worried expression on his face: "...be kinder to yourself,"

Zhao Tongchi said so, and continued: "Don't be too aggrieved."

After hearing the words, Xie Yan nodded, and said from the bottom of his heart, "Thank you."

While the two of them were talking, the class bell rang.

"Go back quickly." Xie Yan turned his back: "I'll wait for the car."

Zhao Tongchi stood there in a daze for a moment, gave some instructions, and then ran back.

Originally, I wanted to call Uncle Han and asked him to pick me up, but then I suddenly remembered that he was on vacation recently.

So Xie Tang called a car online, which was a little far away.

At night, the school was very deserted, and the cold wind was blowing harder and harder. Standing inside, Xie Yan felt his legs were going limp.

So cold.

Just breathing, a white mist formed in the air.

The car didn't come for a long time, but Xie Yan was about to lose his footing.

Thinking of Xie Yan, she suddenly stopped, only suddenly, she realized that she was living a terrible life.

It may be that he is naturally cold-blooded, and he probably does not deserve to have some things.

If it were the original owner, or someone else, there would be no such situation at all, right?

If it had to be like this... He would rather go back to the life without feelings before.

House seemingly endless rain.

Xie Tan felt more and more powerless, and almost fell down.

Who would have thought that there would be a voice behind him at this time.

"Hey--"

The author has something to say: Hello everyone, I am crazy.

Recently, it's all because my younger sister Beilin is disobedient and often interrupts me when I'm typing, which leads to—ah.

So, today I will quietly write a letter of self-criticism to everyone (accusing Bei Lin of crimes.)

①: Please believe me, I really love you guys so much, I will never abuse you for the sake of abuse >_

②: What Tangtang is worried about is not fighting, but the fact that he is stalking people behind his back.

In the previous article, Tangtang and Tangtang's relationship had just progressed, and when they accused Tangtang of being scheming, Tangtang said "he will be very sad".

However, Dangan really just wanted a reason, he wanted to know why Tangtang was so angry, so after knowing the reason, Yanyan still went to find Tangtang.

But Tangtang didn't think so, he thought that what he cared about was his sinister affairs, this problem can only be said that the two of them haven't been together long enough.

③: In today's content, the anger points of the two people are completely different.

The covetousness is because of the words of "false feelings".

Everyone knows that he is a child with low self-esteem.Moreover, the living environment from childhood to adulthood was very indifferent (before rebirth), this cannot be repaired in a short period of time, it is the biggest scar in his heart.

And Tangtang's words just hit his most painful point. He really doesn't believe in feelings, so he is powerless to explain.

Yan Yan has been to his house before, and knows that he grew up under very happy conditions, but he is completely different from him.

It was this sentence that made him feel that the two of them were really not suitable.

It was not because of other people's quarrel and breakup, but because through this incident, I saw a deeper contradiction. (Of course, this matter also has the addition of his inferiority complex)

In addition, his condition has lasted for a long time, and as time goes by, he will be really tired, so tired that he doesn't want to persist anymore.

But Tangtang is even more different.

In the first few chapters, the one who felt ashamed and panicked throughout the whole process is Tangtang.

Precisely because Yan Yan doesn't know much about feelings, when he learned the reason of "ashamedness", he was only sad for a while.

And he didn't show it at all at the time, it was Tangtang himself who couldn't get around this hurdle.

(He is definitely not the Holy Mother, but when he is with Wang Yan, he is emotionally colored, and he always feels guilty, is it because of himself that Wang Wan has such a big change.)

Although everyone knows that Tangtang is purely thinking too much, but he himself is in this mountain, so of course he doesn't understand [reluctantly waving his hand]

Coupled with the matter of the shady person behind the back, Tangtang is very concerned about it (because he has never been like this in front of Wang Yan), he thought that this is also what Tang Tang cares about, but it is not.

Unexpectedly, before the two explained clearly, they started talking about another matter.

④: Tangtang mentioned before that Shen Yaoheng is his good brother (the original words are from the QQ information in the composition class), of course Tangtang also knows.

What he said to Xiao Xu, "I know now", was talking about knowing the reason of this matter, not about Shen Yaoheng.

⑤: Tangtang didn't want to hide the reason for his covetousness, it was just because the two people focused on different things.

When he asked Tangtang, Tangtang didn't want to answer because his focus was on the matter of the shady person behind him, and he asked the reason by the way.

And Dan Dan really didn't care much about that matter, he just wanted to know the reason.

The reason for not telling Wu Congming and them is that it is not good to spread the news about drug use (Even Tangtang firmly believes that Shen Yaoheng did not take drugs, but the reputation is still needed), he wants to maintain Shen Yaoheng's reputation.

⑥: Student Shen Yaoheng is really taking drugs.

⑦: Two people have been together for too short a time, and they need to get in touch. The relationship is real, and the conflict is also real.

I didn't say a lot of things, and I was depressed in my heart.

Tangtang is still too young, he doesn't understand some things, he needs to grow up.

You have to look at yourself for self-reflection, and you have to think about it dignifiedly.

>_I couldn’t write some content, which caused the babies to fail to understand, so I can only add it in the words, I’m really sorry~

I don't know if I expressed myself clearly [cover face]

For my sister, Bei Lin, I will first say respect.In the future, I will not dare to do this kind of thing that has more words than text in the future~

[Bow] Thank you for buying the genuine ones~ Your support is the greatest encouragement to me~ Hug your fancy circles ^_^

Thank you "Fox Words" baby Lei~

PS: Let me say another word quietly (I really don’t think it’s cruel~)

There is a prize quiz, if a little angel answers correctly, I will hit Beilin.

1: Who picked up the candy?

2: At the end of the article, who is yelling?