police!don't run!

Jian Zhou was unexpectedly annoying when he was drunk.

Even though he was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes, he still refused to sleep obediently, lying on the bed and messing with Xiao Mantou.

Shen Jun was really afraid that Xiao Mantou would be poked and rushed to give Jian Zhou a paw.

"It's late, let's go to bed." Shen Jun couldn't stand it any longer, took the little bun back to its nest, and found a thin quilt from the cupboard to cover Jian Zhou, "Be obedient, huh?"

Jian Zhou wrapped himself in a thin quilt, closed his eyes and pretended to be sleeping obediently, before he lasted half a minute, he secretly opened his eyes again, seeing Shen Jun still sitting beside his bed, he was immediately happy, bent over Eyes asked, "Am I good?"

"Well, good boy." Shen Jun patted Jian Zhou through the thin quilt like coaxing a child, "Go to sleep."

Jian Zhou nodded, then shook his head again, the smile on his face faded, he was silent for a while, and suddenly said sadly, "I don't like Heitian."

"Are you afraid?" Shen Jun asked.

Are you scared?You should have been scared.

Jian Zhou thought in a daze, as if he was always left at home alone for a while when he was a child, his mother left early and returned late all day long to earn a living, and late at night was one of the few opportunities for mother and son to get along with each other.

So Jian Zhou always stayed up late, whether it was a night of power outages, nights of howling winds, or nights of lightning and thunder, no matter whether he was afraid or not, he would work hard to stay up, sometimes even in order not to let himself Asleep, there was a bruise on the pinched arm.

Jian Zhou's thoughts were wandering, as if he had returned to those difficult nights all of a sudden, he habitually pinched his arm.

But before he could use his strength, he was held down by Shen Jun.

Jian Zhou yawned from sleepiness, squinted his eyes, and held Shen Jun's hand behind his back, "I'm not sleepy."

Shen Jun had no choice but to continue coaxing, "Yes, I'm not sleepy, but it's getting dark today, so you can take it as a face and try to sleep for a while, okay?"

Jian Zhou held Shen Jun's hand tightly, lowered his eyes, his voice sounded calm, but he couldn't hide his depression, he asked, "When I wake up, have you already gone to work?"

"I'll be on night shift tomorrow, don't worry, you can go to sleep." Shen Jun wanted to pull his hand back, but failed, so he used his other hand to twist Jian Zhou's quilt corner, and promised again and again, "I live in my house for you. Can you run? Sleep on your sleep, I will still be here when I wake up tomorrow, and I won’t go anywhere.”

Only then was Jian Zhou satisfied, and shrank to the wall to give up half a bed for Shen Jun.

Shen Jun wanted to go to the living room to sleep on the sofa, but he just promised Jian Zhou that he would not go anywhere, so he had to keep his word, hesitated for a moment, and finally made a floor bunk in the bedroom.

Jian Zhou stared at him with big black and white eyes, "Aren't you going to bed?"

"Don't sleep, it's too crowded."

Jian Zhou was puzzled, "Didn't they all sleep together before?"

Before was before, before he walked upright and sat upright, straight or not, of course it didn't matter if we slept together or not, but now, now...

Two times and three times, Shen Jun was stunned, but he finally found that his thoughts on Jian Zhou had long since surpassed the pure friendship.

Shen Jun's heart was in a mess, if it wasn't for the special situation today, let alone sleeping together, he wished he could hide from Jianzhou for a few months so that he could take care of his inexplicable feelings.

It's not that I can't accept that I like a boy, the point is that I actually like a child!Thinking of this, Shen Jun couldn't help asking, "Well... How old are you this year?"

Without hesitation, Jian Zhou said, "Five years old."

Shen Jun, "...be sober."

Jian Zhou counted carefully with his fingers again, "It's almost seventeen."

Shen Jun, "..."

The eight-year-old age difference made Shen Jun, who was clearly in his prime, feel embarrassed to think that an old cow would eat young grass.

"In three days, I'll be 17 years old." Jian Zhou hinted frantically with expectant eyes, seeing that Shen Jun was still alive and well, so he had to send out the invitation himself, "Do you want to celebrate your birthday together?"

If possible, Shen Jun hoped that he would not see each other again in the near future, but with Jian Zhou's eyes, he still nodded and agreed.

Jian Zhou was really completely satisfied now, probably because he was really too sleepy, so he lay down quietly, and fell asleep after a while.

Jian Zhou slept soundly, but Shen Jun couldn't sleep at all.

Shen Jun put the back of his hand over his eyes, covering the dim light of the bedside lamp, and tried his best to think rationally about this feeling.

Thinking about it all the way from the first encounter, it was not without warning, but they were all ignored by me intentionally or unintentionally.

Shen Jun even felt that he did not have any pure friendship with Jian Zhou from the very beginning, but at that time the affection was too shallow, so shallow that he just subconsciously wanted to get closer, but he never thought about why, until the affection turned into liking , I like to accumulate unconsciously, until the end I can't hide it, and my heart will beat wildly as soon as I get close to it.

The more Shen Jun thought about it, the more he felt uneasy. He tossed and turned for a long time, and he didn't sleep at all. He sat up directly from the ground, lay on the edge of the bed, propped his head and secretly looked at Jian Zhou in his sleep.

He looks so obedient when he is asleep. Who would have thought that a guy who is as obedient as a kitten now, has such a fiery temper on weekdays, and still likes to eat candy, and even acts cute when drunk. Shen Jun has never in his life I have seen children who are more difficult than him, and I have been single for 25 years. During this period, there are countless suitors, both women and men. He has never been tempted. This is the first time in his life.

Alas, why did it fall into the hands of a child.

A few days ago, the small pink box of biscuits that Jian Zhou sent was still on the bedside table. Shen Jun accidentally caught a glimpse of it from the corner of his eye. Thinking of Jian Zhou's confession, his heart became even more confused.

It stands to reason that finding out that the person who likes you likes you also likes it is a happy thing for everyone, and you can talk about the love that you can talk about every minute, and you won't be willing to delay for a moment.

But reality is not one that can reason.

Not to mention how low the society's acceptance of homosexuals is now, just looking at Jian Zhou who is only three days away from turning 17 is enough to discourage Shen Jun.

17 years old, an age that is both confused and has infinite courage, who dares to promise his sincerity easily when he likes someone, thinking that life is short and true love can overcome everything?

Shen Jun used to be a 17-year-old boy. When he became arrogant, he felt that the world could be trampled under his feet like a football. However, as he grew up, he would soon be taught to be a man by the society.

There is a word called, people's words are terrible.

Shen Jun doesn't care what others say, and Jian Zhou's temperament doesn't seem to care, but just because you don't care about some things doesn't mean you can avoid the harm it does to you. After all, Jian Zhou is still a student, let's not talk about it , What if it affects my admission to higher education?

What's more, Jian Zhou was just at the beginning of love, and he had a vague impression of himself, so he might not really be gay.Didn't Professor Li popularize it, and there is also the theory of pansexuality.

Shen Jun didn't want Jian Zhou to impulsively choose the most difficult path before he truly knew love and the world, and then fought against the darkest side of the world.

He obviously has a better way to go, bathing in sunshine and flowers, to enjoy the tenderness given by the world, his little genius, no matter what industry he chooses in the future, there is no reason why he should not stand at the highest point.

No, it's not his family yet, later... later...

If one day Jian Zhou is mature enough, has met more people, and still thinks he is pretty good...then let's be together.

Or, quietly guarding like now... It seems to be good.

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