police!don't run!

Half asleep and half awake, Jian Zhou couldn't tell the dream from reality, and his heart was cold and hopeless.

The next day went on as usual, the head teacher didn't help him, and neither did the female teacher who spoke for him.

There are no passers-by, no ropes, nothing, he wants to climb out, only his own hands.

But how could it be so easy to climb out with only one hand? Jian Zhou struggled for a long time until his hands were bloody, but he could only get pain again and again.

Another name for genius is fool.

Stupid, slow to respond, poor brain, unable to understand speech, these are the most common comments Jian Zhou received when he was a child.

Before the IQ test, Jian Zhou really believed these words. After all, many times, he could not understand what others said, and his own words would be regarded as nonsense.

Fortunately, he met a similar kind.

That child is Meng Fangting, who is three years older than Jian Zhou. He is not a close friend, but more of a fellowship.

The scene in the dream kept changing, and Jian Zhou was in a trance. After a long while, he realized that he was on a rooftop. The wind was blowing and the sun was warm. It was a rare good weather.

His kind stood by the fence of the rooftop, his handsome face was expressionless, and a small tear mole at the end of his right eye set off his numb pupil, which made him look even more gloomy.

It shouldn't be like this. Jian Zhou clearly still remembers the first time he met, the little brother holding "A Brief History of Time", the shining light in his eyes when he talked about everything in the universe, and his shy and confident smile.

At that time, Meng Fangting took the initiative to come to his side, blushing and said in a small voice, "What a coincidence, there is a simplified character in your name, and my favorite book also has a simplified character, so... shall we be friends?" ? Share my book with you, I know you can understand it..."

But now, the little brother who lost his eyes said loudly to him in a hoarse voice, "I've had enough, let's jump down, and you won't be able to see those annoying guys after jumping down."

Jian Zhou, who was only eight years old, didn't have a clear concept of death, but he still shook his head and instinctively stepped back.

Meng Fangting smiled and stretched out his hand to him, "Don't be afraid, come here."

"No, you can't jump." Jian Zhou grabbed his hand, trying to drag him from the fence to a safer place, but he was born thin and weak at that time, and Meng Fangting dragged him forward step by step instead.

The height of a five-story building is scary enough for a child. Jian Zhou just looked down and trembled with fear, so he struggled desperately, no matter how much Meng Fangting coaxed him, he refused to take a step forward.

At the end of the stalemate, Meng Fangting was also annoyed, and pushed Jian Zhou to the ground hard with his hand, cursing angrily with red eyes, "Why are you so worthless, you dare not die, you deserve to be bullied!"

Jian Zhou was twisted to the ankle, the pain made him break out in cold sweat, and he couldn't even stand up, but he still grabbed Meng Fangting's trousers with trembling hands, "Don't jump, we don't want to die, why should we die?"

"Don't die? Do you keep it for them to have fun? Do you let them bully you? Why should I? Why should I!" Meng Fangting yelled with all his strength, but he didn't know when the sound broke. He just wanted to Roaring with greater strength, I want the whole world to hear his accusation, "Why should we be bullied, why are we different from them, and we are judged to be monsters, who gave them the right, they think they are Who! Is it stupid if you don’t understand what they say, and an idiot if you can’t memorize it! Doing what you like is not good!”

At the end of the roar, Meng Fangting let out a hoarse laugh. After wanton laughter, his voice gradually calmed down. There was a sarcastic smile on his face, but tears kept dripping from the corners of his eyes, soaking the tear mole, "Jane Zhou, when we come into this world, we are an independent and complete person, and we owe nothing to anyone. Why can’t we live according to our own wishes? Why should we obey the rules set by others? What are they so-called normal people? ? Are we not worthy of being human if we are not like them?"

Jian Zhou couldn't answer.

Meng Fangting didn't expect him to answer. He lowered his head and wiped away his tears, sighed softly, and said, "If Meng Fangting lived a normal life as they wished, then he would be dead. Instead, I'd better start over again." Cast a baby."

"You don't want to die. I respect your choice. I scared you just now. I'm sorry." Meng Fangting squatted down, stretched out his hand and rubbed Jian Zhou's face, his smile was unprecedentedly relaxed and happy, and it also brought a little parting "I can't be friends with you in the next life. I'll be like a cloud or a bird. In short, don't be a human. Take care of yourself."

After speaking, he supported the fence with both hands and jumped down decisively. His white school uniform was blown up in the wind, and he looked like a bird with wings flapping when viewed from a distance.

Jian Zhou lay stiffly on the ground, closed his eyes, covered his ears tightly, and shrunk himself into a small ball, not daring to move, let alone look.

But there was still a clear sound of falling to the ground, and the blood plasma burst, which was horrible. There was a sea of ​​blood spreading in front of him. Jian Zhou didn't dare to look at the person lying in the middle of the sea of ​​blood, biting his lip and shaking non-stop.

Jian Zhou's surviving consciousness let him know that it was a dream, a dream he had had many times, but he couldn't wake up, he just felt cold, so cold that he couldn't tell who was lying on the ground and bleeding dry amidst the whispers of the onlookers Whether it was me, I couldn't tell whether the person who died was me.

The bone-chilling chill continued to emerge from the bottom of his heart. Jian Zhou thought that he would freeze to death in his dream, but his palm suddenly ignited with warmth.

The stiff fingertips moved, and Jian Zhou felt someone calling his name, shaking himself gently, the dream was shaken, and he seemed to regain a little strength, struggling to wake up.

The moment he opened his eyes, his consciousness was not yet fully awake. Despair, fear and sadness were mixed together, almost violently poured into his heart, and he almost shed tears from the pain.

Fortunately he held back.

He was very patient since he was a child, and he didn't cry when Meng Fangting died.

It took Jian Zhou a few seconds to gather his broken spirit, and he saw clearly that the person in front of him was Shen Jun.

The body reacted one step faster than the brain, Jian Zhou threw himself into Shen Jun's arms, buried his face in his chest to seek some warmth, the words he spoke were still trembling, and he murmured comfortingly, "It's okay...it's okay. "

"Well, it's okay." Seeing that Jian Zhou's face turned pale from being frightened by the nightmare, Shen Jun was so distressed that he hugged Jian Zhou and sat sideways on his lap, stroking his stiff back, hugging him in his arms and softly comforting him, "I'm here, don't be afraid."

The kitten in his arms was still shaking, holding Shen Jun's neck with both hands, and instinctively shrunk himself into a ball, looking extremely insecure.

"Don't be afraid, it's okay, I'm here all the time, huh?" Shen Jun was anxious, and didn't know how to coax him, so he couldn't help but kiss Jian Zhou on the forehead, hug him tighter, and assured him, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't leave you alone, in the future, whether it's a nightmare or a sweet dream, I'll be with you, okay?"

The temperature on Shen Jun's body kept warming Jian Zhou, making him feel better. Hearing Shen Jun's words, he replied in a daze, "...um."

It took Jian Zhou a long time to get out of the nightmare completely. After waking up, he was very dissatisfied with his emotions, and hesitated to see a psychiatrist again in the near future.

Feeling that Jian Zhou was no longer trembling, Shen Jun asked, "Is it better?"

Jian Zhou came back to his senses and found himself sitting on Shen Jun's lap. He froze for a moment, then quickly returned to the sofa to nest up, and said helplessly, "I had a nightmare... my mind is a little messed up."

Jian Zhou closed his eyes and slowed down. After a while, the hand on his forehead suddenly stopped.

Just now……

Jian Zhou belatedly rested his fingers on the place Shen Jun kissed, and felt that the skin under the fingertips was a little hot, and it seemed to be getting hotter and hotter.

Seeing that Jian Zhou still looked blank, Shen Jun was very worried, turned on all the lights in the house, and asked, "Is this better? There are still candles at home."

Jian Zhou raised his eyes to meet Shen Jun's worried and anxious gaze, "...um." Did he kiss me just now?

Shen Jun went to light the candles, and really wanted to ask Jian Zhou what he dreamed about to be so scared, but he couldn't bear to let him recall the frightened thing again, so he had to change the subject first, "It's almost time, Why didn't you go to bed and sleep, you are waiting for me, right?"

Jian Zhou nodded, "...um." He kissed me just now...

Shen Jun, "..." His kitten won't be scared stupid by a dream, right?

Shen Jun made the bed worriedly, and waved to him, "Come and go to bed, I won't turn off the lights for you, don't be afraid."

Jian Zhou, "...um." He just kissed me!

Worried that Jian Zhou just had a nightmare and couldn't fall asleep, Shen Jun found a book on the shelf to read to him. At the end of the reading, he didn't know when he fell asleep, let alone the kitten beside him with red ears Jian peeped at him all night and stayed up all night.

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In fact, when I wrote this chapter, I struggled for a long time. Whether to cut off the story of Meng Fangzhou is too heavy after all, but in the end I decided to tell you a complete story. Forgive me for having glass shards in the sugar and slipping away▄ ︻┻┳═One...☆(>○<)

The next chapter will continue to sprinkle sugar, don't worry~