police!don't run!

The closed room of the police station, coupled with Shen Jun's police uniform, actually made Jian Zhou a little scared. He inevitably recalled the experience of being questioned by Yang Yi alone when he was a child. I don't remember clearly, but the tense emotions have been firmly imprinted in my heart. When I accidentally touch that point at a certain moment, all the negative emotions can still quickly occupy the limbs and bones.

There may not be a wound that can never heal in the world, but there must be a shadow that cannot be shaken off for life. The wound determines whether we can live, and the shadow determines whether we can live well.

Jian Zhou took a deep breath, suppressed the faint desire to make trouble in his heart, and took the initiative to hold Shen Jun's hand, subconsciously seeking a little comfort.

He wanted to get out of the lounge quickly, so he had to apologize obediently, "I was wrong, next time I won't hit anyone."

"You say that every time." Touching Jian Zhou's cold fingertips, Shen Jun immediately softened his heart, but thinking of the frequency of his children's visits to the police station, he pulled his hand back from Jian Zhou's palm cruelly, and asked, "Is there?" When did you really feel that you were wrong?"

Jian Zhou was taken aback by the sudden loss of warmth in his palms. He lowered his head and stared at his trembling hands, then quietly hid behind him and said, "No."

Shen Jun asked: "Not this time either?"

"No."

"I know it's not wrong for you to save Chen Xiu." Shen Jun said helplessly, "But it's not wrong to beat that person up later?"

"Ah."

Shen Jun sighed, "Then do you know what the consequences will be if the person who was beaten is held accountable? You will be detained, you will have a criminal record, and you will be with you forever."

"It's not wrong for you to act bravely, but if your method is to use violence to control violence, what is the difference from those who use violence?"

Jian Zhou knew that Shen Jun was doing it for his own good, and that his words were all right, but these words were spoken by Shen Jun, but Jian Zhou found it extremely difficult to accept, even a little sad.

He had heard similar things from Yang Yi, and from many people, and he no longer wanted to hear them, especially Shen Jun.

Everyone accused him of being wrong, and he knew he was wrong, but how could he be right?

If he doesn't fight back those children who bully him, who will help him?Those girls who bullied Lin Yue, if he didn't intervene, who would care?If he doesn't beat up the man who domestically abused Chen Xiu, who will call the police?

"There is no difference, why should there be a difference?" Jian Zhou suddenly raised his head and looked at Shen Jun, his clear eyes were soaked in water, his eyes were stubborn, and his voice was as cold as ice, "I just want to call back, can't they? Me, why can't I hit them!"

"...What?" Seeing Jian Zhou's slightly flushed eyes, Shen Jun was surprised and distressed, and asked nervously, "What did you say? Who hit you?"

"No one." Jian Zhou felt aggrieved, and didn't want to stay in this place that made him feel cold, so he pushed Shen Jun away and strode away.

Just when he walked to the door, he was suddenly hugged by Shen Jun from behind. Jian Zhou was furious, struggling for a long time and couldn't break free, and bit Shen Jun hard on the arm as if venting.

It wasn't until the smell of blood lingered in his mouth that Jian Zhou gradually calmed down.

He let go of his mouth and stared blankly at the bloody tooth marks on Shen Jun's arm, as if he couldn't come back to his senses for a while, then flinched suddenly, looked at Shen Jun with misty eyes, and lowered his head Head whispered, "...I'm sorry."

The bright red blood stained Jian Zhou's lips, making his face almost pale.

The scary thing is that Shen Jun is no stranger to Jian Zhou's excessive reaction.

… PTSD, post-traumatic stress disorder, he’d seen too many victims react like that.

The moment he realized this, Shen Jun was almost out of breath. He didn't even dare to ask Jian Zhou why he was like this. After a moment of silence, he wiped the blood off Jian Zhou's lips with his hand, and asked, "Have you calmed down?"

Jian Zhou nodded, then shook his head, his mind was in chaos, he just wanted to escape from this place, he instinctively reached out to open the door, before he could hold the handle tightly, Shen Jun hugged him by the waist.

Sensing Jian Zhou's body that was still trembling despite his restraint, Shen Jun curled up in pain and asked, "Did I hurt you?"

Jian Zhou buried his head in Shen Jun's chest and refused to raise his head. Shen Jun had no choice but to hug him to sit on the desk, hold his cold hands, and said cautiously, "Jian Zhou, look at me."

Shen Jun's anxious appearance was reflected in Jian Zhou's eyes, and Jian Zhou's gaze was distracted for a while before recovering a little.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that to you." Shen Jun rubbed Jian Zhou's hair and blamed himself, "I'm just worried about you, I don't want to blame you, I don't want to blame you, I'm just very afraid of you Get yourself in."

His hands hurt from being held by Shen Jun. Jian Zhou looked at the hands that they shook, but he couldn't tell who was shaking the most. He heard Shen Jun's incoherent voice ringing in his ears, calling out to himself , Apologizing again and again, feeling very sad in my heart, it is obviously not his fault.

Jian Zhou forced himself to cheer up, but instead he held Shen Jun's hand, tried his best to smile a little, and comforted Shen Jun, saying, "I'm fine."

Seeing Shen Jun's expression after speaking, it seemed to have the opposite effect. Jian Zhou was a little distressed, thought for a while, leaned over and hugged Shen Jun, and said, "You hug me, and I'll be fine."

Jian Zhou was just lying at first, how can a hug be okay, what he needs is a psychologist, not someone's hug, but in Shen Jun's arms, listening to his clear and powerful heartbeat, Jian Zhou gradually found his own The heart seeks the rhythm of another heart.

In fact, Shen Jun's heartbeat was not much slower than his, but when the two flustered hearts tended to the same rhythm, Jian Zhou miraculously calmed down.

Reason slowly returned to the cage, Jian Zhou stopped trembling, but still hugged Shen Jun, and whispered in his ear, "I like you."

Jian Zhou felt that Shen Jun's heart was beating faster, and his own heart was also beating vigorously, completely out of the master's control.

The blood on Jian Zhou's face has not yet recovered, but his smile is open and bright. He tilted his head and quickly kissed Shen Jun on the cheek, saying, "I like you so much."

Even if I hate the police, I still like you very much!

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Jian Zhou: It is impossible to act like a baby, and it is impossible to act like a baby in this life╭(╯^╰)╮