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After midnight, Li Jianguo finished his temporary online seminar and went to the kitchen to pour himself a glass of water. When he passed by Jian Zhou's room, he found that the lights inside were still on.

He knocked on the door and asked, "Xiao Zhou, are you asleep?"

"Didn't sleep, come in."

Li Jianguo pushed the door open and went in. Seeing Jian Zhou sitting on the bed with a physics exercise book spread out on his lap, he was a little surprised and asked, "Study?"

"Just take a look." Jian Zhou quickly wrote the calculation process on the exercise book with a carbon pen, and said lightly after hearing the words: "I didn't find a sleeping pill, so I couldn't sleep."

Li Jianguo sighed, "You still need to take sleeping pills?"

"Occasionally I want to eat." Jian Zhou lowered his eyes, his eyes fell on the answer that he had solved, and after thinking for a while, he felt that the method was too complicated, so he crossed out the whole process and re-listed the formula, and then said, "Shen Jun If you are here, you don’t need it.”

"...I think your mind is full of Shen Jun now." Li Jianguo originally wanted to have a good talk with Jian Zhou, but now it seems that it is useless. He regarded this child as his own son, and because of this, he couldn't deal with Shen Jun's matter objectively.

Anyone who supports it will say that he once thought he respected and understood people of any sexual orientation, but this does not seem to be the case.

Only when things really hit you, will you know how heavy and difficult the word "support" is.

"I tested your orientation when I came back just now, and you saw it too. It's not that you can't accept the opposite sex, you're just pansexual." Li Jianguo couldn't convince himself that he would support Jian Zhou when he had other choices. Make a choice that cannot be accepted by most people, "You are too young now, have not seen the cruelty of society, and have no idea how much trouble this matter will cause you."

Li Jianguo asked: "Jian Zhou, do you still remember why you hate school?"

Jian Zhou paused, nodded, "I remember."

"It's because you have experienced campus violence, being excluded by your classmates, and being bullied by others, right?" Li Jianguo said, "But have you ever thought about what a catastrophe it will be if the matter between you and Shen Jun is made public? ?At that time, you will only experience more complete and widespread violence than before. You hate school, you can skip classes, but when you hate the whole society, where can you escape to?"

The tip of the pen drew an abrupt mark on the white paper, Jian Zhou clenched the pen tightly, and asked in a deep voice: "Could it be that they can't accept it, so I can't choose what I want?"

"That's not what I mean." Li Jianguo said, "Jian Zhou, if you don't have a second way to go, Dad will definitely support you with all his strength, but the situation is not like this now. If things haven't reached that point, there is no need to go. At that point, it’s not that you can’t accept the opposite sex, there’s no need to fight against the world, to suffer slander, abuse, and stares from others, understand?”

"Dad, what you said is wrong." Jian Zhou silently finished writing the last few numbers, looked up at Li Jianguo, his eyes were as clear as water, and there was a faint look of tenderness between his brows and eyes. He bent his lips and said, "Sexuality is just He is the correct answer in terms of the range of problem solving, and there is only one solution, no matter how many problem solving methods are changed, the result will not change."

Li Jianguo's eyes widened in surprise, and his heart felt sour. What he wanted to say was blocked in his chest, and he couldn't say a word.

On Jian Zhou's face was an expression he had never seen before, gentle and serene, tenacious and persistent. Li Jianguo could feel that Jian Zhou was growing, changing, quietly blooming towards the sun.

And all these changes came from only one person, Shen Jun.

Li Jianguo knew what kind of person Shen Jun was. If he had a daughter, he would probably want Shen Jun to be his son-in-law in his dreams. Unfortunately, Xiao Zhou was a boy.

"I know you won't listen to what I say now. People who are in love are like this, and their heads are hot." Li Jianguo said cruelly, "But Jian Zhou, I can tell you clearly, at least for now, I won't listen to you." I agree that you and Shen Jun are together. Also, you should not meet each other during this time. You should all be calm and calm. I will find time to talk to him in a few days. If he is really good for you, he won't hold back Hold on to you."

Li Jianguo picked up Jian Zhou's mobile phone on the table, "Also, no secret contact is allowed."

Jian Zhou watched the phone being taken away by Li Jianguo in disbelief, pursed his lips, a little angry, "Don't you think it's childish?"

"It's you who are naive." Li Jianguo walked out of Jianzhou's bedroom and said while closing the door, "Try to go to bed early, and I'll bring you back sleeping pills tomorrow."

There was a sound of locking the door.

"..." Jian Zhou really didn't expect that one day he would be locked at home by his closest relatives. He was so angry that he slammed the exercise book on the door.

There was no echo except for the loud noise in the open space. Jian Zhou fell on the bed with his knees hugged, feeling powerless and confused. He couldn't figure out what Li Jianguo had taught him to respect and tolerate before.

If you can't do it, then simply don't say it in the first place!

Li Jianguo didn't understand at all that Jian Zhou didn't like school not because he was bullied, but because he lost his friends there.

Just like Li Jianguo doesn't understand now, Jian Zhou will not be afraid of other people's eyes and malice, but only care about the opinions and attitudes of his relatives.

Jian Zhou buried his face on the pillow and lay down with his knees hugged all night. His physical and mental exhaustion and sober consciousness were entangled. Against the background of the night, he felt more and more collapsed, which made people feel faintly hopeless.

Jian Zhou is very familiar with this feeling. After all, for a period of time, he survived almost every day like this. After taking sleeping pills, the effect of the medicine failed in the end, and he couldn't sleep all night. Just swallow a bottle of sleeping pills, it's over.

Because he is really tired, sleepy, and wants to sleep, but he is also really afraid of falling asleep, afraid of those poisonous snakes that come out from time to time in his dreams and bite him, he can only hold on like obsessive-compulsive disorder, When I couldn't hold it anymore, I was finally able to barely rest for a while in the gap between the stars falling and the morning sun about to rise.

Jian Zhou thought in a daze, it would be great if Shen Jun was here, he wanted to sleep peacefully, and missed him very much.