waste

The more you get, the more greedy you get.

Li Xu also knew that if this defect was not corrected, Shu Yuan's heart, which had been opened to him so hard, might have to be closed again.

When he was still regretting the sentence he just uttered, "We will leave later, you go back to the classroom first, and I will reapply the meal card", Shu Yuan had already picked up the bookcase and went out first: "Okay."

The atmosphere of the key class is really different from that of the parallel class. Evening classes haven't started yet, and the students who arrive in the class are all sitting in their seats for self-study. The noise of students from other classes outside the corridor doesn't seem to affect them.

Shu Yuan carried the bookcase and entered through the back door. The school committee member of the middle group waved to him, and pointed to the empty seat next to him, motioning for him to sit there.

This class has a new round of students every semester. Except for the students who stayed in the key class for a long time and are familiar with each other, most of the other newcomers do not know each other. For example, Shu Yuan only knows the school committee of the original 10th class.

The other party was still desperately calling him over with his lips. He shook his head, opened the empty seat in the back row and sat down, and put the bookcase containing a large stack of reference books and exercise books next to the chair.

Before the things were packed, the school committee came over again: "Everyone is vying to sit in the front, why are you picking the seats in the back row?"

"Is there any difference?" Shu Yuan asked puzzled.

"Don't you think sitting in the front can help you concentrate more?" said the academic committee, "Who in this class is willing to sit in the back row? Those who come early take up the front seat!"

"Oh." Shu Yuan remained unmoved.

The school committee wanted to persuade him again, when a dark object suddenly flew in front of him, flew in from the open window, slid through a beautiful parabola, and landed on the empty table next to Shu Yuan with incomparable precision.

Right on the back of the degree's hand is a chest bag with a brand name printed on it.

"He likes to sit here," Li Xu turned in from the back door, "Any comments?"

"Uh, no..." The school committee raised their hands as if surrendering, and returned to their seats in despair.

It is probably the biggest news since the beginning of this semester that the school bully was admitted to the key class. Some people speculated that the school leaders specially arranged for him to enter, and some firmly believed that he was admitted by himself.

The protagonist of the news does not care what others say about him.

On the top right of the blackboard, the teacher in charge wrote down the countdown to the college entrance examination with red chalk. Li Xu only knew that if he relaxed, even if Shu Yuan was sitting on the right hand side less than half a meter away from him, the distance would get further and further away in the future.

During the first week after school started, Li Xu worked hard to adapt to Shu Yuan's routine.After the evening study, Li Xu likes to run around the playground three or four times at night. Usually, after he finishes running and returns to the dormitory, Shu Yuan washes up and goes to bed, leaving only a lamp for him.And Shu Yuan also gets up early in the morning, often when Li Xu is woken up by the school's alarm, he only has time to catch Shu Yuan closing the door and leaving.

It was only six o'clock.

He was frustrated.

"Do you think my existence has affected your studies?" Li Xu couldn't help asking when school was over at noon on Saturday, "If you think so, just say so. I can apply to the class teacher for a transfer, or I can apply to the school for a transfer." dormitory."

The scorching sun hung in the sky at noon, and Li Xu was sweating all over his forehead in order to catch up with Shu Yuan who had packed up his things and left too early, and his chest bag was also crooked, pressing on the unstretched clothes.

Shu Yuan was grabbed by one shoulder by him, he could have broken free, but he didn't.

"Did you pass the exam for me or for yourself?" Shu Yuan asked, "You don't have to compromise yourself because of my pace of life, I don't want you to become like this."

Li Xu's bad mood was extinguished like a candlelit night scene he had painstakingly arranged with a column of cold water: "I'm going to die? In your eyes, I'm going to die? When we were sophomores in high school, we agreed to work hard together." , look at your attitude towards me this week, you never even tell me your goals and plans," Li Xu loosened the grip on Shu Yuan's shoulders, "Shu Yuan, have you always kept our agreement As a joke?"

"In the third year of high school, no one waits for anyone." Shu Yuan raised his hand and wiped the sweat from Li Xu's temples with the back of his hand. "Li Xu, we can work together, but I can't stand still and wait for you."

"I know," Li Xu moved his seat to cover the glare of the sun for Shu Yuan, "then don't ignore me, okay, I got admitted just because of you, without you, I'm nothing."

Back home, before Shu Yuan had lunch, Liu Mian prepared a series of questions for him: "Are you still used to it in the new class?"

"Get used to it." Shu Yuan charged the phone.

"Then who is in the dormitory with you? No one bullies you? If you don't like the dormitory, don't force it. At worst, let your father pick you up from school at night."

"No, Li Xu and I share a dormitory." Shu Yuan glanced at the kitchen, but the meal was not ready yet, "I'll go back to my room to do my homework first."

"Xiao Yuan, why don't you like to tell us about the school now?" Liu Mian regretted, "You talked a lot back then..."

"It's normal for a child to have his own independent thoughts when he's grown up." Shu Shaokong turned on the TV and turned down the volume at the same time, "Xiao Yuan, go do your homework first, and call you after dinner."

As soon as the door was closed, the pile of homework in the schoolbag was too lazy to take out. Shu Yuan slowly found the key of the cloakroom from the drawer, and walked to the cloakroom with hesitant steps.

Li Xu knew everything, but never revealed it.

And I want to hide everything, but I want the other party to know everything.

After nearly two years, he finally tried to face his past.In fact, there is nothing to be afraid of honor, but once you give up the skills that can get honor, you will be more unbearable to face them again.

The trophies and medals in this room are like noble commodities in the window, which makes people strange and yearn for, but they know that they are too expensive to touch easily.Shu Yuan was afraid to focus his eyes on the words on it, so he took a gold medal on the shelf, turned around and fled out while holding the key.

The medal was packed in a red brocade box, and he handed it to Li Xu before repairing on Sunday night: "For you."

"What?" Li Xu didn't turn around.

"A supplementary birthday present." Shu Yuan ignored him, found out the weekend homework and handed it to the team leader, picked up a pen and buried himself in writing exercises after returning to his seat.

Li Xu was still holding the brocade box: "Can I open it?"

"As you wish." Shu Yuan said.

He slowed down his writing speed, and his peripheral vision quietly drifted to the next door.Li Xu opened the box very lightly, as if he was afraid of breaking it, and when he saw the medals inside, he paused slightly.

Shu Yuan saw him stroking the pattern on the medal with his fingertips, first the pattern in a circle, and then the raised small characters in the middle.

Li Xu looked over suddenly, Shu Yuan didn't have time to look back, and faced him directly.

"If you don't like it, return it to me." Shu Yuan said with a bare face.

"There is no way to return it when you send it out," Li Xu smiled at him, "Thank you, I like it very much."

Li Xu didn't run at night that night. After the evening repairs, he dragged Shu Yuan downstairs and walked towards the playground: "It's still early before the lights are turned off in the dormitory, so let's go back here after blowing some air."

The standard 400-meter playground is filled with the fragrance of summer grass, and there are many people walking on the track.

"Crazy," Shu Yuan pulled out his hand, "what's there to brag about."

"Blowing air is second. Didn't you see that all the people who come here for a walk are young couples?" Li Xu hugged him and walked around the outermost edge of the runway, cunningly thinking that it would take the longest time to complete this path. We are both men, there is no danger for arresting people at the exit of the playground."

The rules of Qinghe Middle School are similar to those of other schools, one of which is that close contact between the opposite sex is not allowed, and students are strictly forbidden to fall in love.

There are no lights on this side of the playground, but it has become a holy place for young school couples to date. On the grass, there are men and women sitting together and kissing.Shu Yuan blushed when he saw this, and threw his elbow back at Li Xu, wanting to scold him for being sick, but the other party suddenly lowered his head and kissed him on the face, fortunately, there were trees around the runway, no one noticed that they were overdoing it. intimate action.

Shu Yuan was taken aback, Li Xu pressed his head while he was looking around: "Don't worry, no one will see."

"Don't be like this in school from now on," Shu Yuan said dissatisfiedly, "I don't want... I don't want to suspend school because of this or that."

Li Xu was stunned, and suddenly understood the real reason behind Shu Yuan's indifferent attitude towards him last week.

"Got it," Li Xu squeezed Shu Yuan's shoulder, "I got it."

When the journey was almost over, Li Xu took out a USB flash drive from his breast pocket and stuffed it into Shu Yuan's hand: "This is the photo and video I took on the beach. I copied all of it for you. Zhou should give it to you, but you are so indifferent to me..."

When it came to Li Xu's voice that even tinged with grievance, Shu Yuan found it inconceivable, is this the same person who threatened him with pure love when he first met?

A cool piece of metal is held in the palm of the hand, as if it has caught the cool sea breeze of Mataking Island again.

"Didn't you say you don't need it?" Shu Yuan said so, but her hands were tightly clenched on the small USB flash drive, for fear of losing it.

Li Xu held Shu Yuan's hand where no one saw him: "Not all memories will be forgotten."

Not all memories are meant to be forgotten.

What about the memories you want to forget but can't?

Lying on the bed after turning off the lights, Shu Yuan tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. This question was fixed in his mind like a suction cup.

The more he deliberately doesn't think about it, the more it occupies his consciousness before going to sleep, so that after Shu Yuan is finally forced into a dream by exhaustion, the scenes in the dream are the ones he dared not recall the most.

He hadn't dreamed about those people and those things for a long time, so when this nightmare that had appeared countless times came to haunt him again, Shu Yuan struggled with his weak hands for a long time before waking up.

The lower body still seems to be in pain. It's been a long time since I had this dream, and Shu Yuan couldn't tell the difference between dream and reality for a while.

It may also be the reason why the dormitory has no wall lights.

Shu Yuan sat up, panted lightly, stroked her chest, and then touched her sweaty back.

He massaged his limp feet, and when he regained some strength, he lifted the mosquito net and stepped lightly on the ladder to get out of bed.

Afraid of making Li Xu suspicious, Shu Yuan hid the diazepam tablets she brought from home in the closet, between two layers of clothes.He fumbled in the dark to find the medicine, squeezed out a piece and patted it into his mouth.

There was a slight noise from Li Xu's bed, Shu Yuan looked over in panic, and saw that Li Xu just turned over.He let out a long sigh of relief, and gently closed the cabinet door.

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