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Gao Qu took Qiao Yichuan to a small barbecue restaurant on the street behind the high school. He knew the boss very well. It was not yet the time when the barbecue restaurant had a lot of customers. Presented them with ten skewers of mutton skewers.

"Do you come here often?" Qiao Yichuan skillfully opened a bottle of beer and poured a glass for each of them.

"It's not that often." Gao Qu took a sip of his wine, touched his pocket again, and took out his cigarette. "I helped his family a little before, so I knew him."

Qiao Yichuan was not interested in Gao Qu, so he didn't ask any further questions.

The two of them chatted one after another, but they didn't have much in common, at most, they chatted about the girl who made them tie up in the first place.

But in fact, Qiao Yichuan was not interested in this either. After entering high school, he never had any contact with that girl.

"What's the matter with you?" Gao Qu drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, and poured himself another glass.

"It's okay." Qiao Yichuan ate listlessly with peanuts between his sandwiches. He didn't want to drink alcohol or smoke cigarettes. He was full of thoughts about Jian Zhou, thinking about tomorrow Monday, and seeing each other again.

He felt that he was very worthless these days. He always went to tease people before, and he felt that he was just teasing him all day long. He didn't take it to his heart at all, but since he tossed a coin that night and decided not to play, his whole being It's not right.

He always thinks about Jian Zhou when he does everything, and when he sees Jian Zhou with others, he becomes jealous. If anyone around him dares to mention Jian Zhou to him, he will kick him unceremoniously.

What he couldn't bear the most was Jian Zhou himself. He suddenly snubbed the other party, and that guy didn't respond as if nothing happened.This made Qiao Yichuan very hurt. A while ago, he thought the two got along very well...

"Look at you!" Gao Qu said with a sneer, "Have you lost your love?"

When Qiao Yichuan heard the word "broken love", he exploded in an instant. He dropped his chopsticks, took a sip of his wine, and said unwillingly, "You're just fucking broken in love!"

"You haven't lost your love, why are you so dejected? Or is your family bankrupt?"

"Shut up!" Qiao Yichuan picked up a peanut and threw it at Gao Qu. The two of them were arguing when a familiar person suddenly walked in at the door.

"Huh? Qiao Yichuan!" Shen Weiyi heard someone making noise as soon as she entered the door. This is so common in barbecue restaurants. She didn't pay much attention to it at first, but following the sound, she didn't expect it to be Qiao Yichuan.

Qiao Yichuan waved to her, and Shen Weiyi smiled and went over, curled his lips when he saw the wine bottle, and said, "Hey, still drinking!"

"Why are you here?" Qiao Yichuan poured her a glass of wine, scaring Shen Weiyi to back away quickly.

"I bought a barbecue for my dad, hey, I won't tell you anymore, I'm in a hurry to go back!" Shen Weiyi pointed to the wine bottle again, and said with a smirk on purpose, "I'll sue the teacher!"

Qiao Yichuan made faces at her, the two smiled and waved their hands, and Shen Weiyi ran to order food.

When Qiao Yichuan turned around, he found that Gao Qu was staring at Shen Weiwei with straight eyes.

"Hey, hey, hey! What are you looking at!" Qiao Yichuan threw another peanut on him, "I'll dig out your eyeballs!"

"This is your classmate?" Gao Qu handed him a cigarette, "You look pretty good."

"Her?" Qiao Yichuan glanced at Shen Weiwei who was ordering at the cashier. He had never thought about her in this regard. The two of them were quite familiar, but it might be because of their personality. Qiao Yichuan always subconsciously regarded Shen Weiwei as a buddy. Son, "It's okay."

"That's pretty good. She's fair and pretty and has long legs." Gao Qu wanted to look back again, but Qiao Yichuan forced his head back.

"Don't play tricks on others, good students in our class are going to be admitted to S University."

"Yo, you still know S University?" Gao Qu laughed at him and said, "I thought you didn't even know how to spell university!"

"Don't fucking call me, you're not like that dog yourself!" The two laughed and cursed at each other, and each drank a bottle of beer and smoked two cigarettes.

It was already dark when he came out of the barbecue shop, Gao Qu stretched his waist and said, "Would you like to play?"

"where to?"

"There is an Internet cafe ahead, let's play games together."

Qiao Yichuan thought about it, and refused: "No, I'm going home and going to bed."

"Fuck, good luck!" Gao Qu ignored him, put his hands in his pockets, and walked forward by himself.

Qiao Yichuan looked at his back and thought that this man was quite interesting, and he could fight less in the future. Anyway, the two of them didn't have any deep hatred or hatred.

Gao Qu left, Qiao Yichuan didn't go home immediately, he didn't want to go back with a bad smell, even though there might be no one at home.

After walking for a while, there is a small square. At this time, there are quite a lot of people, grandpas and aunts dancing square dances, parents and grandparents walking with their children...

He found a bench, sat down, and continued smoking.

There were still two cigarettes left in the pack, and he was going to go home after smoking.

This state is the most suitable for wild thoughts, so Qiao Yichuan began to think about Jian Zhou.

He took out his mobile phone and found that he hadn't sent a message to that guy for several days. He flipped through the chat history and found that he sent all the messages on his own initiative. An indifferent "um".

Qiao Yichuan was in a bad mood, and now he finally found a reason and was willing to admit it.

He really likes Jian Zhou a little bit, but he doesn't know why.

He had never felt this way before, not even when he was dating those ex-girlfriends.

In the past, he didn't seem to really like anyone, but the other person was good-looking, or would make him happy, and he found it interesting, so let's go with it. Anyway, in high school, no one is going to go forever.

Qiao Yichuan knew that he was an asshole for thinking this way, so even when he was in a relationship, he just held hands, hugged waists, kissed, and never did any other excessive things.

I know that I can't be responsible to others, so I don't do assholes.

But this time it was really different. He had never thought about anyone so much day and night. Ever since the two of them stopped getting together, no matter what Qiao Yichuan was doing, Jian Zhou was always on his mind.

"Fuck..." He felt very broken, why did he become gay now because of a joke?

After finishing his cigarette, Qiao Yichuan stood up, shook the ashes off his body, and prepared to go home.

There were only dozens of days left before the college entrance examination, and Qiao Yichuan, who had never cared about anything, suddenly became worried.

He was worried that Jian Zhou would not do well in the exam, and he was also afraid that the other party would do too well in the exam.

The better the test, the farther they may go, and the distance between them will become farther and farther in the future. After three, five or even ten years, Jian Zhou may not remember having such a person at all. Are you a classmate?

Qiao Yichuan walked home slowly, holding his mobile phone and trying to send Jian Zhou a message, but he didn't know what to say.

He began to fear that he would affect the other party, because he found that he seemed to like that person, so he hoped that the other party would be happy.

Qiao Yichuan began to be conflicted, thinking that he would not go to school tomorrow, it was too annoying.

On Monday morning, Qiao Yichuan, who said he would not come to school, showed up in class on time.

Although he really didn't want to go to school when he got up, but as soon as he thought of the countdown on the blackboard and the dwindling days when he could see Jian Zhou, he thought it was okay, let's come, this is the real way to see Jian Zhou One glance.

During class, Qiao Yichuan stared at his back with good eyes. After class, he pretended to be okay and followed Di Ge and the others to the bathroom to smoke.

It seemed that everything had returned to the way it was before the prank. He was still the ignorant little bastard who was in elementary school all day long, and Jian Zhou was also focused on studying, and he didn't hear anything out of the window.

But in fact, everyone knows that this is like the tide, the tide rises and falls, and there can be no traces. After the tide recedes, there will be scattered shells and crabs left on the beach, just like some of the incidents. Memories cannot be erased no matter what.

During the break, Di Ge and Qiao Yichuan leaned on the radiator in the toilet to smoke and chat casually. It was almost time for class now and there were fewer people.

Di Ge suddenly asked him: "Hey, I haven't seen you and Jian Zhou together recently, you two broke up?"

"Split your ass!" Qiao Yichuan took a deep puff on his cigarette, pretending to be nonchalant and said, "Enough of the fun."

When Jian Zhou pushed the door out of the toilet, Qiao Yichuan saw him and was immediately stunned.

At the same time, the class bell rang, and Di Ge quickly threw the cigarette butt into the urinal, and then turned to ask him to go back to class together.

"Let's go!" Di Ge opened the door and told Qiao Yichuan to leave quickly.

"Oh." Qiao Yichuan flicked the cigarette butt, followed Di Ge out with a nonchalant expression.

Everyone was already seated when they entered the classroom. Qiao Yichuan passed Jian Zhou's seat and looked down at him, but Jian Zhou kept staring at the papers on the table without raising his head.

I can't tell what it feels like in my heart, it's so sour that water will come out when I pinch it, it's more sour than lemon juice.

His whole body seemed to be stepping on cotton, and he was still dizzy when he sat down.

Thinking about the scene in the toilet just now, he can be sure that Jian Zhou heard everything he said.

Now he just regrets, one is that he didn't pay attention to when Jian Zhou went into the toilet, and the other is that he let the other party hear such a bastard's words.

In fact, he didn't think so at all in his heart, it was just to save face.

Qiao Yichuan lay prone on the table, feeling extremely powerless.

He can be sure that Jian Zhou must be annoying him to death now.

The 17-year-old boy felt despair for the first time in this early summer.