Gong Yan's eyes instantly turned red!

He patted the trembling back in his arms with one hand, stroked Fang You's soft hair with the other, and coaxed his little lover softly, "I won't want you, why would I want you? My favorite Ayou, it will be the same in the future, we will live a lifetime. Ayou is the best, no one can compare to you, I don’t want anyone, only you.”

The palms that fell on his back, with a gentle rhythm, gradually soothed the darkness and coldness that surged in his heart.

Fang You clenched his arms even harder, trying to melt his whole body into Gong Qi's body, and murmured hoarsely: "Gong Qi..."

Gong Yan pressed against his temple, and responded softly: "Well, I'm here."

"Gong Yan..."

"Well, I'm here."

"Gong Yan..."

"I'm here, Ayou, don't be afraid."

"If I can't sing, I can compose music for others. I will try my best to get the most actor trophies. I will get rid of all my bad habits. I will get along well with others and learn to trust and tolerate... I don't like it either. You, okay? Don't drive me away, don't drive me away..."

Fang You's eyes were closed tightly, and he was begging incoherently, looking miserable and helpless.

He didn't know why he was afraid, the inexplicable panic was like a hand stretched out from hell, pulling him down non-stop.

He desperately made all the promises he could think of, hoping that the person in front of him would believe him and not give up on him.

Gong Qi gently dug his little head out of his arms, and looked at him with deep black eyes.

"Ayou, look at me, who are you?"

Fang You froze for a few seconds as his swollen eyes struggled to open a gap.

"I am... Fang You."

"Does Miyazaki love Fangyou?"

"……Love."

"Will Gong Qi be with Fang You forever?"

The little man nodded blankly, "... yes."

"Will I be with you forever?"

Fang You stared blankly at him, and it took him a long time to realize: He is Fang You, he and Mr. Gong are already together, just now...it was just a nightmare.

The only difference is that he has had nightmares before, but he has never had such a real feeling, as if he has experienced it personally, it is as delicate and unforgettable.

Seeing that he finally stopped crying, Gong Yan breathed a sigh of relief, lowered his eyes and kissed his forehead, and said softly: "It's okay, I'm here. Are you hungry? I'll ask the kitchen to cook a bowl of noodles for delivery." Come on, is there anything else you want to eat?"

Fang You shook his head, with both hands still around his waist, looking up at him miserably, "Don't go..."

Gong Qi was both funny and distressed, kissed his little red nose, and said with a low laugh: "Don't go, I'll ask Uncle Yang to bring it up."

Two bowls of tomato and egg noodles were quickly delivered to the room. The little man was not in high spirits. Gong Yan fed him a mouthful of tomato and noodles, but he only took a few mouthfuls before shaking his head.

Gong Yan didn't insist anymore, she finished the remaining noodles in the bowl, and carried him to take a bath.

Fang You huddled in his arms the whole time, holding him tightly with both hands, wrapping his arms around his waist, and obediently wrapped around him when he reached him, without speaking or moving.

Gong Yan looked distressed, but couldn't find an effective way to relieve him for a while.Simply because the little man stopped crying, Gong Qi let him follow him everywhere.Anyway, he is his little lover, no matter how much he spoils him, he can't be too much.

It wasn't until the two of them were lying on the bed smelling good after washing that Fang You stared at him and said softly, "I have something to tell you."

Gong Qi gently kissed his moist peach blossom eyes, "Well, tell me, I'll listen."

Fang You pursed his lips, as if he was speaking, and then heard him say very seriously: "I never doubted you, I'm serious. But this is not the first time I have had a similar dream, but I didn’t feel so strong before, so I didn’t pay much attention to it. I don’t know if I’m thinking this way. I keep having this dream repeatedly. The root cause may be that I don’t feel safe in my heart. This may be a kind of connection The subconsciousness that I didn't realize myself, I was afraid, afraid that one day you would find the gap between us."

Gong Yan didn't express any opinion, just asked with a smile: "What do you want to do?"

Fang You frowned subconsciously, with a troubled expression on his face, "If this kind of subconsciousness is allowed to develop and not change, it may have a huge and substantial impact on our relationship in the future. This is the last thing I want to happen. Yes. So, I want to find a psychiatrist to see if I can find a complete solution."

After he finished speaking, he raised his head to look at Gong Qi nervously, and asked weakly, "What do you think?"

Gong Yan gently held his little hand wrapped around her waist, feeling filled with emotion, "I'm surprised and delighted that you can think so carefully about our common future. If you think it's necessary, I will contact a reliable counselor and ask him to come to the villa."

"But Ayou, you have to remember that such problems are not your responsibility. I am the one who needs to review myself. As a lover, I am ten years older than you, but I failed to take good care of you. Instead, It's my problem to ask you to discover the hidden crisis between us. I always thought that I would keep you within my reach, arrange your life well, satisfy all your requirements, and protect you from being Any foreign matter or foreign object hurts, that is, I love you. Now that I reflect on it, I find that this way of getting along is abnormal. Most of the time, it is I who make the decisions, and you follow all my arrangements almost connivingly, like There are only a handful of in-depth conversations with equal status today."

"No, don't think that way..." Fang You opened his mouth and was about to refute.

"Listen to me." Gong Yan lowered her head and pecked at his slightly raised pink lips, and continued, "You have been acting so well all this time, which gave me the illusion that I really took good care of you. Makes me think that this is the way lovers get along. So it's not normal to suddenly realize that there is actually a problem between us. At that moment, I panic. I'm worried that you will be disappointed and find that I don't You imagined so well, being with me is not as happy as you imagined.

The slender fingers holding the little hand tightened slightly, and Gong Yan paused before saying: "If you really regret it, I don't know if I can make the right choice."

"I won't regret it." Fang You blushed, and took the initiative to lean up to kiss his lips, muttering softly, "I won't give those who covet you a chance to sneak in."

There was an obvious vibration from the tightly pressed chest, and the deep and pleasant voice was full of smiles, "Okay, don't give others a chance. I'm on vacation tomorrow, so let's go out and play, okay? Where does Ayou want to go?"

"Hey?" Fang You's eyes widened in surprise, "Isn't the CEO open all year round? Won't vacations affect Bright's normal operations?"

Gong Yan smiled and took another bite of tender tofu, "No, there is still Gong Mei."

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