Xu, who doesn’t eat chopped green onions

In the hotel room, only the light on the ceiling beside the bed was turned on, and most of the room was bathed in dim light.Sitting on the carpet beside the bed, Ji Wanfeng looked up at the night sky outside the window, the night sky was as clean as a puddle of pure ink, except for the black, there was only black, the stars and the bright moon were buried under the dark clouds.

He ran out from that place as if escaping, and experienced flashing lights, honking horns, beggars on the side of the road, and intimate couples along the way, and finally returned to the hotel, locked himself in this place where he originally planned to stay with Xu Xi for a night, and finally But only his room was left.

He deliberately chose a more expensive hotel and a room with a big bed, but in the end he was the only one living here. Thinking of this, he suddenly felt a bit cheap.

He felt that he shouldn't be so sad. Grieving for others can only hurt him in the end. It's better to think about things in a better way so that he won't feel so sad.He told himself like this, telling himself over and over again not to be sad about this kind of thing, but his heart hurt like hell, as if a piece had been dug out by someone.

He began to reflect again, why did this happen?Is it because he is not good-looking, so Xu Xi doesn't like it anymore, or is it because long-distance relationships really have the effect of making people fall in love with each other?

If it was the long-distance relationship that led to this result, then maybe he should have let Xu Xi come to A University in the first place?As soon as this idea came to his mind, he was vetoed by himself. This is really not good, it is too selfish.

He still remembered that Xu Yiming once warned him to let him watch Xu Xi and not give him a chance to cheat. He just laughed it off at the time, but now, Xu Yiming's worries seemed to have become a reality.

After thinking about it, he began to think again, what should he do next.

Actually, there's nothing wrong with that.

Xu Xi should have had his own life in the first place, but his appearance changed the trajectory of his life. Without himself, he would be like an ordinary person, finishing high school, going to college, going to work, then getting married and having children.He would find a girl who was smart enough, beautiful enough, and clean enough during school or work. That girl named Zou Wenxi seemed to meet this standard.

As for him, he couldn't match Xu Xi in terms of gender. The important thing was that he wasn't clean, even cleaner than anyone else.He was not good enough for Xu Xi from the very beginning, no matter in terms of family background, grades, or cleanliness.

Ji Wanfeng stood up, walked to the table, and took out a pair of sachets from the backpack on the table. He made it himself and planned to give it to Xu Xi. The sachets were embroidered with small and delicate orchids. It also stuffed his favorite stuff inside.

He stared at the sachet for a while, then threw the moon-white one aside, and then began to tear the remaining sachet.He now regrets that he made the sachet too strong, because he couldn't tear it apart no matter how hard he tried, and soon he discovered that it was not the sachet that was too strong, but his hands were shaking all the time.In the end, the sachet changed from a smooth and complete shape to a crumpled one under his hand, the opening was torn open, and the spices inside spilled out and fell to the ground.

Then, he threw the sachet into the trash can.

After going to the bathroom to take a shower, he lay on the bed and thought about life, and soon felt that it was a pity to spend so much money to stay in a hotel, just lying in a daze, so he went to turn on the TV again, and clicked a Watch movies.

When more than 20 minutes passed and he didn't even remember the protagonist's face, he realized that he was still in a daze, but changed from being in a daze quietly to staring at the TV.

So Ji Wanfeng stared at the TV in a daze until eleven o'clock. Halfway through, he felt very hungry. No wonder, he hadn't eaten since noon. If he wasn't hungry, there would be ghosts. But he didn't want to eat anything, so he continued to be hungry. Stomach in a daze.

After eleven o'clock, he heard the phone vibrate, he turned his head towards the phone and forgot, and saw that Xu Xi had sent him a message, asking if he was asleep.

He replied 'didn't sleep'.

Then the phone rang, and it was Xu Xi calling him.He stared blankly at the name on the screen, then clicked to answer.

It was very quiet over there, but there was a faint sound of water. I don't know if it was a phone call from the toilet.That's right, many people are asleep at this time, so it's better to go to the toilet if you want to make a phone call.

"Baby~"

Hearing his voice, Ji Wanfeng felt inexplicably agitated. He tried his best to keep his voice calm, and answered Xu Xi: "What's wrong?"

"Do you remember what day it is?"

"Remember, how did you go today?"

"I spent it with my friends, but they didn't know it was my birthday, so it was about the same as usual."

"..." Almost as usual...

"Wan Wan, then today you..."

"let's break up."

After a brief silence, Xu Xi's astonished voice said, "You, what did you say?"

"Break up, goodbye."

After hanging up the call, he turned off the phone directly. He didn't want to talk nonsense with Xu Xi in the next time.

If one day in the future, you don't like me anymore, just tell me, and I will leave on my own initiative.

He obviously imagined it countless times in his heart, and even vaguely hoped that one day Xu Xi would change his mind, and then he would leave Xu Xi, but when this day really came, he felt extremely heartbroken.

Almost a night without a good sleep, first insomnia, no matter whether you open your eyes or close your eyes, your mind is clear; There are a lot of weird and bizarre things, I only know that when I woke up, I was in a cold sweat and my heart was beating very fast.At about six o'clock in the morning, he couldn't sleep anymore, so he decided to check out the room and wait for the train at the high-speed rail station.

After putting on his backpack, he took his room card and went downstairs to check out. The lady at the front desk looked at his face and asked with concern: "Sir, you don't seem to have a good rest. Is there something wrong with our hotel?" Well, does it make you feel sick?"

"No." Ji Wanfeng shook his head and left the hotel.

When he walked to the door of the hotel, he looked back, and then rushed back as if he remembered something important.

Seeing that he had returned, the receptionist asked, "Sir, is there anything I can help you with?"

"I, I left something in the room, just remembered."

When I got back to the room, the door of the room was open. The cleaning aunt seemed to be a very hardworking person. She came to clean up not long after he left.When he was standing at the door, he saw the cleaning aunt bending over, as if she was picking up the trash.

"Wait a minute! I've left something here!"

Auntie Cleaning was taken aback by the sudden appearance of this person, so she let go of her hand in fright, threw the mop aside, covered her chest, looked at Ji Wanfeng, and asked, "Hey, young man, please knock on the door before you enter next time." ?”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm here to find something." Ji Wanfeng apologized to the cleaning lady, and walked in the door.When he found that the trash in the trash can hadn't been emptied, he squatted down and started rummaging through the trash can.

"Hey boy, this is so dirty."

Ji Wanfeng didn't reply to her words, and just focused on rummaging through the trash can. Fortunately, he didn't throw away many things yesterday. When he touched a slippery silky thing, he took it out carefully. Come out, holding the ball with both hands, as if holding some holy substance.

Fortunately, there is no serious damage.

"Young man, your sachet is broken, you might as well throw it away and buy another one." Aunt Baojie kindly advised him.

"It's not broken," Ji Wanfeng shook his head, and said to her with a smile, "it's fine."

It was already 10:30 in the morning when he returned to City A. He took a taxi at the high-speed rail station and reported the name of University A.When he was sitting in the back of the car, he turned on his phone.

I didn't dare to open it before because I was afraid to talk to Xu Xi, and I was afraid that if the other party questioned me, I couldn't help but express my thoughts. After one night, he has calmed down a lot, and he is no longer like last night. , so excited.

As soon as he turned on the phone, more than a dozen missed calls and more than two dozen QQ messages and text messages popped up, all of which belonged to Xu Xi.He deleted the missed calls directly, and the QQ messages and text messages were nothing more than asking him why he broke up.

He glanced at those messages and deleted them, so as not to be upset, then he clicked on WeChat again, looked at the news of the class group, there was nothing important, then he put the phone back in his pocket, But he didn't turn off the phone, lest someone should come to him later.

Today their class has classes in the morning, and the roommates should all go to class right now. 'Why do you look so bad? '

Jiang Mingjie saw Ji Wanfeng on the way to dinner with his roommates. Perhaps it was because Ji Wanfeng was naturally attracted to him, so that when he turned around at the right time, he saw Ji Wanfeng was a bit out of his mind. on the road.

He looked in a bad mood.Jiang Mingjie thought.

So he said to the friend beside him: "I suddenly remembered that I still have something to do, so I won't eat with you."

"What's the matter, so urgent."

"Important matter."

"Oh, then you go."

When Ji Wanfeng was about to walk to the dormitory building, he suddenly felt someone pat him on the shoulder from behind. For a moment, he felt that Xu Xi might have lost his mind and came to him, so he was both looking forward to and afraid, Looking forward to Xu Xi's arrival, but also afraid of facing Xu Xi, he didn't know what to say to the other party.

But looking back, all expectations and fears disappeared, and finally only disappointment remained.

The author has something to say:

Do you think Xiao Ji is hypocritical?Probably not, he didn't cry or make a fuss, he just felt inferior.