sad love

The author has something to say: Love is acting on the spot, deliberately pretending to be working hard, and imagining expressions and lines that don't belong to me.

After the flower shop closes, we will hold hands and visit night stalls for supper.

"Have we used to come here often?"

"Yes, you want to eat a big bowl of wonton stew." I said and gestured.

"It's too exaggerated, my appetite is so big." The phone rang while we were talking, an unfamiliar number.

"Hey, do you remember me?" I was too shocked to make a sound, she was my college classmate Sophie, my first love.

"Remember, remember forever."

"Let's meet up."

"Okay." I sent her the time and place to meet.Seeing my sudden expression, Jingyi asked, "Who is it? You are acting very scared." Jingyi rolled her big eyes and waited for my answer.I worked up my courage and said, "My girlfriend from college, she asked to meet."

"You promised?"

"En." I nodded, avoiding her as much as possible.

"You take me there too, let me see your ex-girlfriend, and get to know you better."

"That's between me and her."

"Yes... yes... it's about the two of you, it has nothing to do with me!" Jingyi raised her head and didn't turn back, and I followed her closely.The thumping high-heeled shoes tell endless grievances.For the next three days, she didn't say a word to me, she didn't shake her head, she didn't move her hands, she didn't have any expression on her face, even if I hugged her and kissed her, she still had no expression.It wasn't until the fourth day that she smiled and said to me; "Do you still dare to make me angry?" I had nothing to do except sing to her about conquest.

I came to the place where I met my ex-girlfriend.She arrived first, and I saw her looking down at her phone outside the window.I walked in and greeted her softly, "Long time no see!"

"Meeting is worse than nostalgia, what should I drink?"

"Jasmine milk tea." We sat opposite each other, a little unfamiliar with each other.I don't know what to ask, this is an existence that I have loved, kissed, laughed and cried with so familiarly that there is no distance between them.now

"Yunjie, do you remember what we drank on our first date? It was jasmine milk tea. I always remember this taste, because there is our story in this taste. We went to the library together, watched movies together, and Let’s spend Valentine’s Day together” I know that the fairy tale-like time needs to be played by memory, and at this time, the colors in the brain are always flickering, and the memory picture is wobbly.

"Are you ok?"

"Not good, very bad! Do you think we can go back to the old days?"

"No, I can't go back, I can never go back! Our past can only be put in the brain and let the whirlwind of the years erode it"

"You have changed, you have become stingy, and you are so stingy that you don't even give a chance to make others happy."

"Do you think that is necessary? Do you think there is any point in doing so?"

"I didn't expect you to lose everything between us so quickly."

"You are wrong. I will never forget our past. You know that during the time you were away, the picture of our time together often came to my mind. I wish it would slip out of memory, but it seems like An executioner tortured me so much that I couldn't bear it. Calling you is an empty number, why didn't you tell me if you changed the number?"

"You men are all virtuous. When you get watermelon, you throw away sesame seeds!"

"Don't deny men all over the world just because a man hurts you." I realized that Sophie was not the former Sophie, so I tried my best not to irritate her, and tried my best to comfort her unstable emotions .From her self-deprecating words, I know that she married a divorced rich man who was nearly 50 years old after graduation, and she got divorced recently because the old guy had another girl.Sophie got a sum of money from the old guy, and she didn't know what to do with it all day.The more I listen, the more sad I get. I don't know if it's her fault or the fault of this era.What a beautiful girl she used to be, pure, energetic, and dreamy, but now she is muddled.I didn't have the courage to face her changes, so I found a reason to escape secretly.What I got at this meeting was a vicious curse: I hate you, and I will always hate you!