sad love

The author has something to say: Life is difficult, only when you step forward can you have hope.

I was still flipping through the information paper, looking at the recruitment information.I read from the newspaper that several small presses were calling for papers, so I wrote the story.The reason why I chose to tap the keyboard is because I don't want boredom and fear to occupy my heart; from another perspective, it may be an attempt to survive.I haven't touched a pen since graduation, and suddenly it feels a bit heavy to hold.His hands trembled like a patient with Parkinson's syndrome, and the lines he wrote were like the traces of earthworms.I tried to find a word to laugh at myself but couldn't find it.

Jingyi spared no time to help me sort out the manuscript.

"It's an interesting story."

"Do you like it?" Jingyi nodded, her black hair trembling.

I applied for a mailbox and sent my story to the publisher.The publishing house compiled several articles and returned some manuscripts.Of course, there are also those who have gone without hearing anything. I will be very sad in this situation.But Jingyi always tried to comfort me, or went shopping with me, or played games with me. I received money from the publishing house, 50 yuan for the first time, 100 yuan for the second time, and gradually several thousand.

It turns out that money is not a count, but the constant friction of hands.

"Jingyi"

"what's up?"

"How about we go out to dinner tonight?"

"En! Is it because the food I cook doesn't suit your taste?"

"You misunderstood, you must thank you for paying so much for me."

"Oh, that's right. You'd better buy a computer first, and your work will be more convenient. Besides, we will spend a long time together in the future, and there are plenty of opportunities to invite me to dinner."

"Thank you for thinking of me." I was so excited that I wanted to hold her in my arms.

"Don't touch me!"

"I" Facing my puzzlement, Jingyi calmed down and said, "It's my fault, my skin is allergic." After speaking, she walked into the room.

I didn't know until three years later that she had told me a huge lie.

Jingyi accompanied me to the Digital City on Wednesday afternoon.As for the flower shop, she begged Yuting to take care of it for her.

"Yu Ting didn't go to work today?"

"Bie Yuting's long and short calls are so affectionate, my ears tremble and my eyes feel sleepy."

"Okay, I promise you, my little princess." Jingyi smiled sweetly, "Call her by her name next time I see you."

"That's not right."

"Then call it Tingting."

"Okay." I saw Jingyi's sudden expression and ran away.

"Bastard, stop!" Jingyi shouted as she ran behind me.I raised my legs and ran, feeling the lightness and panting in the running.It turns out that running feels really good.Jingyi caught up with me, grabbed my arm and panted, "I'm exhausted!" I lifted up my sleeves and wiped the sweat off her forehead.The two of us walked along the street, I bought a t-shirt for Jingyi, and she gave me a shallow kiss in return.

I told Mei Yu about publishing the manuscript, and she was happy for me.Her voice on the other end of the phone was a little hoarse, she might have caught a cold.I told her I was going to see her tomorrow and she turned me down.The reason is that she came to see me, and I was looking forward to his and her arrival.

Three days later, on Wednesday night, I was sorting out the manuscript and the door opened.I was pleasantly surprised when I opened the door and saw that it was rainy season.

"Is Jingyi here?"

"kindness."

Jingyi heard the dialogue between the two of us, walked out of the room and greeted Meiyu with a smile: "You are sister Meiyu, right? Yunjie often mentions you and always misses you."

"really?"

"How's it going?"

"I'm busy sorting out the manuscript, and the publisher will reply next week."

"Oh, come on. A few of your articles have been included in the weekly magazine in the past few weeks. It's very good. You are almost becoming a great writer."

"Pile up a few square characters for a bowl of rice."

"However, your story is a bit melancholic, and it might attract more readers if it is brighter."

"I will make him spend every day happily." Jingyi replied for me.

"I believe it will. With such a cute and kind little princess by your side, everything will be fine." Mei Yu said, her eyes shifted to Jingyi.

"Can you tell me about your latest job?"

Mei Yu shook her head, "Next time, what if we continue to talk and neglect your little princess?" Mei Yu left, and the next time she said became my eternal nostalgia for her.We haven't seen each other since then, but occasionally greet each other on the phone.