sad love

The author has something to say: Everything in life accumulates slowly, and we can only count the scale of time.

Next week is National Day, the six of us got together to discuss going out for a stroll.

"Your sister-in-law Zhang and I won't go. We are old and don't know how to be romantic. Besides, we can earn some overtime pay during the holidays."

In the end, the four of us went to play.I suggest going to the surrounding university campuses to play.Yunfei used thousands of reasons to persuade me to give up my plan to play on campus.He borrowed a car from a colleague, and we prepared a few bags of food and set off.Our destination is a cave 60 kilometers away from the city center.

The car drove out of the suburbs, and the broad-leaved forest beside the road looked old and lifeless under the sunlight of autumn.We arrived at the destination at one o'clock in the afternoon. Looking around, the entrance of the cave was covered with vegetation, and a stream of clear water flowed out of the cave.

"Is this water drinkable?"

"It should be fine." Jing Yi and Yu Ting both bent down, picked up the stream water with bent hands and sent it to their mouths.

"Stop!" I yelled.

"Is this water not drinkable?"

"The water flowing out of the cave has dissolved a lot of salts, and the water is too hard to drink directly."

The more you go inside, the wider the cave is. The strange milkstones show off their annual rings to the tourists, and the ticking water drops into the pool, forming a layer of shallow wrinkles.Walking to the center of the cave, you can see a patio when you look up. The narrow opening is indescribably deep.If this hole is the transition point between heaven and earth, then this courtyard is the corridor connecting heaven and earth.There are hundreds of twists and turns in the cave, and the sound of our talking and laughing shuttles through the cave.

"Which devil is imitating my speech?" Jingyi's words made us laugh out loud.Xie Yunfei and I sat on a flat stone slab to rest.The two girls climbed over the milkstone like naughty monkeys.

"It's actually pretty good."

"No! I think it's a waste of time."

"Why do you think so?"

"I don't know why, I should be working in the office at this moment. You know that age is very important to men. Between the ages of 20 and 30, if a boy has no breakthrough at this time and lays a solid foundation for his future, then thirty Erli is simply a fantasy!"

"You take life too seriously, take it easy."

"You think there are not too many burdens and too much time between the ages of 20 and 30; more importantly, you have the energy of a tiger and the ambition to fly into the sky. If you miss this golden period in your life, then you What else is there to do in life?"

"You can do it after the age of 30?"

"You are wrong. The times are different. After the age of 30, the burden of life weighs you down. At that time, you don't have the energy to think, let alone the courage to spread the wings of your dreams. So after the age of 30, you can only follow along. Go step by step at the pace set by life for you.”

"You have a good sense of life."

"Trust me, if you want to achieve results, you have to take advantage of your youth. Men, don't be too sympathetic to yourself." The shouts of Jingyi and Yuting interrupted our conversation. It turned out that the two asked us to take a photo together.The egg-shaped face under Jingyi's light yellow hair smiled like a magnolia flower, and Yuting's smile concealed a hint of melancholy.

In the evening, we walked among the mountains and forests, and the loose leaves under our feet made a rustling sound.There is a scent of wild flowers in the air, and it is very pleasant to inhale.

"It would be great if I brought a drawing board." Yu Ting sighed.

"Is it ok to take pictures with a camera?"

"The two ways are different. If you paint with a brush, you can integrate your feelings and thoughts."

"But the moment captured by the camera is also an expression of emotion."

"But the advantages and disadvantages of the two methods are obvious in terms of expressing the dimension of emotion." Jing Yi rested her chin with her hands, listening to our conversation like a devout believer.Xie Yunfei was not interested in our topic, he stood up alone and walked into the depths of the forest.By the time he returned, we had already set up our tent.

Dinner is biscuits and juice.

At night, the forest is dark and frightening.In the deep darkness, we cannot touch the longitude of time and the latitude of space, nor do we know the point in time and space.

"You promise not to bully me."

"Okay!" I lay down beside Jingyi and hugged her in my arms.She folded her hands on her chest, trembling non-stop.

"are you cold?"

"No, just scared."

"With me by your side, don't be afraid."

The inverse of the night is beating in the distance, I feel something in the night is approaching me, I hold my breath and wait quietly.The sound of the thumping brook came into my ears through the night, giving me a kind of strength to fight against fear.

Chen's footsteps came gently from a distance, passing through the dream without a layer of ripples.Jingyi, Yuting and Yunfei wash up by the stream.I scratched my head and took a deep breath.

"Didn't you bully our little princess yesterday?"

"I was shrouded in darkness and didn't dare to exhale loudly."

"It's too low, bad man." Xie Yunfei joked.

After washing up, I ate some biscuits and drank some juice, packed my luggage and went back to the city.

Unexpectedly, I went to work again.I still go to work at the publishing house during the day, and continue to write my stories at night.There are as many as a few pages every night, as little as a page of manuscript paper, and sometimes my mind goes blank.Seeing me, Jingyi scratched her head in annoyance and suggested that I go for a walk.Like an obedient child, I will put down the pen in my hand, take Jingyi's hand and go for a walk in the nearby pedestrian street.Sometimes I go to a boutique to buy jewelry, sometimes I eat something at a barbecue stall on the street, and sometimes sister Yuting goes with us.

"Call Yunfei brother."

"He hasn't come back yet, he should be working overtime."

"The kid can make money slowly."

"I often say that as long as two people are together, they are happy."

"Yes! Just don't force yourself too much."

"Don't always put a magic spell on your head. People have to learn to exile themselves. Otherwise, if you think too much, you will compete with yourself, and finally fall into the abyss of desire." We walked into the snack bar on the corner and asked for three Bowl of wonton stew.

"It's so delicious." Jingyi started to gobble it up.

"Isn't the little princess afraid of getting fat?"

"Hey, Sister Yuting, you think too much, eat as much as you want. Maybe tomorrow you will be in another world."

"What are you talking about, idiot?" I patted Jingyi on the head, and she smiled slightly.

Days like this are repeated day after day, and Jingyi is by my side, helping me revise the manuscript, cooking for me, chatting and shopping with me.

"Jingyi has good news for you." I hugged Jingyi into my arms and said.

"Don't hug me! Your hugs will make my skin irritated. What news?"

"My manuscript was edited by the publisher."

"Really?" Jingyi jumped up and hugged my neck.I was confused by her actions, I don't know how her brain is spinning, saying that she is allergic to my hugs, and then hugging others.

"What do you want to eat, I'll make it for you?"

"Green onion pancake."

"It's that simple?" Jingyi asked me in a questioning tone.

Jingyi walked into the kitchen, and soon presented a delicious green onion pancake in front of my eyes.

"How about it?"

"Well, it's delicious." I chewed the crispy scallion pancake lightly, feeling like being touched by the sun in winter, and my heart was warm.

"Oh, by the way," Jingyi walked into the kitchen and brought out a plate, "I just learned to make this, you try it." Looking at the bright colors

Ze, I was so greedy that I salivated, "I don't care about washing my hands, I just grab it."

"Don't worry, eat slowly." I devoured the food without paying attention to Jingyi's expression.I know she's waiting for my comment, but she already knows the answer from the way I eat.

"When did you learn how to do it?"

"When there is no one in the store during the day, I will read the recipes, so that you can eat a lot of things." I was very moved by Jingyi's words, and I raised my hand to gently stroke her cheek, "Thank you for cooking for me." So much, don't tire yourself out."

At night, Jingyi fell asleep.I watched An Ruyi's "Life Is Just Like the First Sight" quietly, when a knock on the door interrupted my train of thought, and it was Yuting who opened the door.

"Are you still asleep?" I asked with concern.

"Hey, I was working on a pattern, and suddenly my brain short-circuited and I wanted to go out for a walk. I knew you were still awake when the light was still on. Where's Jingyi?"

"She went to bed first. Maybe she was sick, maybe she was angry, or some secret kept her hidden."

"Actually, each of us has a secret, and the existence of this secret does not affect our love. If we deliberately pull back the curtain that covers the secret, it may cause greater harm."

"I understand. When talking about love and hatred, you need to give a little space for secrets." Sister Yuting smiled slightly.

The next day, Jingyi still greeted me with a smile and said good morning, made me breakfast, then said byebye to me, and then went to work.And yesterday's unpleasant emotions are gone.As time went by, I found myself relying more and more on this girl.I always feel that there is an invisible rope between us. She is holding one end of the rope. As long as I shake it slightly, my emotional waves will fluctuate.I like what she likes, and I also worry when she is sad... Alas, it is strange that her cheeks always perform comedy, and her laughter is a bit unreal.Facing her innocent smile, I felt a little uneasy all the time.