flirting without breaking the law
Chapter 33
When the two changed their clothes and went out, there was no one in the lobby of the hostel, and the little brother at the front desk went somewhere.
"Just doing business like this, you have a big heart." Qi Ling looked around, the store door was open, and there were no security facilities.
Di Chu took out the cigarette and walked downstairs: "It's normal, people who want to move in have to pay first. If Zeren is not here, I will call him."
"Zeren? Hi, you're so kind."
Qi Ling put his hands in his pockets and walked beside Di Chu.
Di Chu sneered: "Yes, Qi Ling, do you have an opinion?"
"Fuck, did you do it on purpose!"
"I said why are you so sour! Man! Friend! Friend!"
Di Chu glanced at Qi Ling's displeased expression, and realized that this man was becoming more and more possessive, as territorial as a lion.Di Chu has never been so cared about by others, and he is not used to it.
But I can't tell what's wrong with it. Is it wrong for the person I like to care about it?
No.
But if the other party has only you in their eyes, and is always on guard against people and things close to you, is there a problem?
Have.
Falling in love is said to be a matter of two people, but when you really think about it, it is not just a matter of two people.
Di Chu decided to find an opportunity to talk to Qi Ling, but not now.Qi Ling's thoughts are far less delicate than his own, and he doesn't think too much. Now these small problems are not enough for the two of them to sit down and have a long talk.
Moreover, according to Qi Ling's current situation, it is very likely that it will be discussed in bed.
After Di Chu finished speaking, the two walked in silence for a while.
"Where to eat?"
Qi Ling couldn't hold it back in the end, and wanted to play a temper tantrum and pretend to be cold.Then he remembered that he hadn't eaten so far, Di Chu's stomach couldn't take it anymore, and it would hurt.
Di Chu put out the cigarette, and took Qi Ling into a small restaurant.
"The last time I was on a trip, I ate here." Di Chu walked in and chose a seat. "The dishes are very good. I prefer small family-run restaurants."
Qi Ling followed suit and sat down: "You order, and I'll follow your orders."
Di Chu raised his hand to greet him, and a five or sixty-year-old grandmother came over with a menu.
The old man looked at Di Chu carefully for a few seconds: "Hey! It's you! It's you!"
Di Chu smiled and nodded: "It's me, here I go again."
Di Chu's smile is beautiful, if there is no perverseness, no evil, no indifference, Di Chu's smile is quite pure and gentle.
Qi Ling thought about it for a while, and it is most appropriate to describe him as a good boy from a neighbor's family and a good brother from someone else's family.
The old man seemed to have found a savior: "Oh, come on, can my good boy help me again?"
"Is it still an interpreter?" Di Chu stood up, "Where is the guest?"
Qi Ling was taken aback for a moment, he never thought that Di Chu would take the initiative to help others, just like he did not expect that Di Chu would take the initiative to greet others with a pleasant face.
"Here, here, I'm so worried!"
The old man led Di Chu to the backyard, and Qi Ling stretched his neck to look over.There are still tables in the backyard of this restaurant, and it seems that business is usually very good.
Under the leadership of the old man, Di Chu chatted with two foreigners, apparently ordering food.
Di Chu flipped through the menu and explained the ingredients and tastes of the dishes in the pictures to the two foreigners. He communicated fluently, pausing occasionally, as if he was thinking about what the other party meant.
Qi Ling sat on his seat and drank his tea. The more he saw the different Di Chu, the brilliant Di Chu, the Di Chu with infinite possibilities, the more Qi Ling panicked.
The longer two people spend together, the closer they become to each other.
Qi Ling found that the real Di Chu was like a piece of rough jade being carved, like a diamond being polished, such a person would always leave.
No matter how dark and muddy he is at this stage, one day, he will soar into the sky, and every feather of him will shine with the light of freedom.
As long as Di Chu thinks about it, as long as Di Chu has this awareness, it is not a problem for him to get out of the cage.
But the problem is that Di Chu will only be himself during the trip.Will he be like this when he goes back to school, back to the memories that hit him so hard.
do not know.
At the same time, Qi Ling's fear came from himself.
The gray area that Qi Ling tried his best to cover up, those black incidents that Di Chu didn't want to see, those filth that didn't belong to Di Chu's world.All these things belong to him.
Qi Ling remembered that after a certain band's daily rehearsal, Wang Li stayed with him to talk for a while.
"Brother Ling, are you really with Di Chu now?"
"Don't tell me now, you bent into a paper clip for me! Don't confess!"
"Fuck, can you please stop talking to me?" Wang Li shuddered, "I'm asking you seriously."
Qi Ling leaned on the piano, stretched out his hand and played a few chords on it: "Don't you all expect me to calm down, I really intend to hang myself from a tree, and you don't believe me?"
Wang Li put down the bass and sat on the drummer's seat: "What we mean is, this is a good thing. But you have to think about the things on the road, don't involve Di Chu, you understand some things."
Qi Ling's heart sank, and he played a few wrong notes suddenly.
But he still said: "Who dares to touch Di Chu, I will chop him up."
It was only now that Qi Ling suddenly understood the meaning of Wang Li's words. Sure enough, people who are a few years older than him and who have had more food for a few years think differently.
Qi Ling saw Di Chu ordering food for the two foreigners, and walked towards him step by step.Still hanging in the sky like that, if someone else swayed in front of him with this kind of pace, Qi Ling could beat him until his mother didn't even recognize him.
But if it was Di Chu, it would be different.
Can this person be the same? Di Chu is an ice moon he holds in the sky.
"Once again I have seen the power of a bully." Qi Ling smiled and pushed the teacup to Di Chu, "Pass tea to the boss."
"Fuck, it's not over yet, right?" Di Chu took a sip of water, "Go shopping after dinner or go back to the youth hostel?"
"You really want me to choose?" Qi Ling propped his chin with one hand, smiling meaningfully.There was shameless light in a pair of eyes.
Di Chu didn't know when he and Qi Ling had cultivated the ability to understand each other. With just four words, it was as if he saw Qi Ling's heart with countless layers of mosaics.
"Well, I know you want to go shopping." Di Chu directly concluded.
Qi Ling slapped the table violently: "Who said that!"
Di Chu had a cold face: "I said so."
Qi Ling sneered: "Master, what you said is really good."
Face is really not important when facing your boyfriend.
In the end, Qi Ling didn't express the panic in his heart, and he also had a vague idea of what to do in the future.
Should I talk to Di Chu, but if I expose my darkest side to Di Chu, what will happen to him?Will shrink back, or will hug him.
Although I have a family since I was a child, the sense of family is too weak.To put it bluntly, Qi Ling's affection for Qi Chi is much deeper than that of his parents.So, maybe Qi Ling didn't even know that he longed for home even more than Di Chu.
Di Chu belonged—he had it, he lost it, he saw it through, and it might not be necessary in the future.
And Qi Ling belonged—never owned, never lost, and now someone finally gave him a sense of belonging, this feeling was suspected to be a home, he wanted to hold on to it, but was afraid of accidentally messing it up.
So Qi Ling didn't dare to speak, and didn't dare to easily try to build this bridge of communication.
Important things are often the hardest to talk about because words diminish their importance. *
In fact, there is a vague, ugly and dark side hidden in everyone's heart.
After eating, the two walked aimlessly along the street.Kang County is worthy of being a tourist city. At night, it is brightly lit everywhere. At seven or eight o'clock, there are still many locals and travelers walking on the street.
The evening wind on the plateau was blowing loudly, if it wasn't for the interest of playing here, Qi Ling really wanted to go back to the youth hostel to rest.
"Take you to see the artificial starry sky and the moon." Di Chu put the phone in his pocket and zipped up his clothes, feeling a little cold.
Qi Ling took off his own scarf and wrapped it up for Di Chu, it was rough and unskillful, like wrapping rice dumplings.
"Fuck your brother, you fucking..." Di Chu was so covered that he couldn't speak, "Damn, relax, relax!"
"Just fuck me, my brother has your sister," Qi Ling looked at Di Chu staring at him with only two eyes, and wanted to laugh, "Hey, don't talk, I'll help you."
Having said that, Qi Ling didn't know how he wound the scarf, after pulling it for a long time it became tighter and tighter, and Di Chu almost lost his breath.
"My god, I'll kill you soon, Qi Ling!" Di Chu didn't care if half of his face was still stuck in the scarf, and kicked towards Qi Ling.
Qi Ling smiled and avoided: "No, Chu Chu, do you know hahaha, you are so fucking stupid!"
"Fuck me?!!!" Di Chu was stunned for a moment, "You fucking dare to laugh?!"
"No, it's really funny, I'll take a picture for you, you really hahahaha!" Qi Ling laughed tremblingly, and took out his phone from his bag to shoot a video.
Di Chu's brain circuits are in topics such as "Hey, this son of a bitch is so fucking daring", "I want to break up with this kind of person", and "What the hell can I do to answer 'boyfriend is a pseudo-straight man with cancer'" Shuttle back and forth.
He wanted to be angry at first, but saw Qi Ling laughing so hard that he couldn't straighten up, a pair of canine teeth flaunting across the street.I stood there like a mallet for two seconds, and couldn't help but burst out laughing.
"Qi Ling, I ordered you hahahahaha, you don't fucking laugh!"
Di Chu wanted to tear off the scarf, but found that he had lost all energy from laughing.Then I stopped and laughed for a long time, then I recovered my strength and continued to talk, and continued to laugh when I was tired.
Fuck!
You idiot, this disease is contagious!
"Oh, you still order me, so fucking naive hahaha, stupid!"
When Qi Ling laughed, he was not afraid of anything, and laughed away all his reasoning.Laughing so much that the mobile phone fell to the ground, bent down to pick it up, and just held it in his hand, he laughed again.
Di Chu laughed and ran over and kicked him, Qi Ling couldn't stand still and sat down on the ground.
"Fuck." Qi Ling laughed like a rooster crowing, dissatisfied, and didn't even care about his phone.He pulled Di Chu by hand, and pulled him to the ground with all his might.
The two idiots were sitting on the ground, looking at each other, they didn't know what they were laughing at at the end, it was just fucking funny anyway!
Di Chu couldn't hold back his laughter, and fell on Qi Ling's lap.Qi Ling propped his hands on the ground and lowered his head.
The two laughed so hard that tears almost came out, and there was only each other in their bright eyes.
Passers-by looked sideways at them sitting wantonly on the side of the street and laughing loudly.
An old man passed by them and said, "It's nice to be young!"
Qi Ling and Di Chu suddenly got up from the ground and picked up the mobile phone on the ground.Di Chu took the lead and started to run, Qi Ling followed behind, and the two ran wildly on the strange streets in a foreign land.
The bitter cold wind pushed back along the ear pinna, but it was nothing compared to the passion brought to them by the young and fiery heart.
Di Chu took Qi Ling to the covered bridge over the moat, surrounded by many tourists taking pictures.
Di Chu ran to the bridge, pulled the scarf covering his mouth down to his chin, took a breath and shouted to the gurgling river: "You are so fucking good——!"
Not to be outdone, Qi Ling howled even louder: "It's so fucking cool to be young—!"
After yelling, the two looked at each other and smiled.I don't know which uncle yelled in the crowd: "Okay! Young people should be like this!"
Di Chu shouted cheerfully, and didn't bother to worry about the good thing Qi Zhu forced to do just now.Turning his head and walking down the bridge, Qi Ling followed behind him.
"At the beginning, do you think they think we are stupid?"
"Without us, just you."
"Fuck, we just yelled together!"
Di Chu turned around and chuckled lightly: "Who is that idiot?"
Qi Ling subconsciously raised his hands in surrender: "Me."
Get off the covered bridge and walk along the square for a while.
Di Chu stopped, raised his hand and pointed to the left: "Look."
Qi Ling looked along, and suddenly his pupils subconsciously enlarged, and the scene in front of him shocked him.
The dots of lights are continuous on the mountains. At this time, the night has come, and the mountains are turned into darkness like invisible.Only the lights that twinkle like a starry sky are scattered on the mountain peaks. From a distance, they are no different from the real starry sky.A round of artificial moon hangs on the top of the mountain, changing profit and loss with time.
Starting from where they stood, and stretching forward, it is such a beautiful and shocking scene.
"So lovely."
With a cigarette dangling from the corner of his mouth, Qi Ling didn't know what to say.Searching for adjectives in my mind, I finally found that the language is really weak. "It's a pity that I didn't bring a camera. Why didn't you remind me that we should bring it to shoot."
Di Chu shrugged: "This is nothing. Tomorrow, when we arrive at a small town near Shenshan Mountain, I will take you to see even more shocking scenery."
Qi Ling looked sideways at Di Chu, opened his mouth, but said nothing.
Di Chu raised his head to look at the mountain, and all the bright and dark street scenes behind him were his curtains.Part of the shoulder-length hair was pressed into the scarf, and part of it was blown out and fluttered in the wind.The delicate silhouette is gilded with light, and the eyes shine brighter than the stars.
Qi Ling suddenly wanted to hug Di Chu.
Simply hug the person.
He thought and did it.
Qi Ling stood on the street, reaching out to embrace Di Chu.Regardless of other people's eyes, hold this person firmly in your arms.
Di Chu didn't struggle. At that moment, they seemed to understand each other's thousands of words without words.
They all want to say, I really fucking like you.
But no one said anything, they just hugged each other tightly.
The way back was much quieter for the two of them. After a day's driving, they had a blast at the hotel, and with the crazy running just now, they were a little tired.
Qi Ling took Di Chu's hand and put it in his bag.They clasped their fingers together and passed the temperature on their hands to Di Chu.
"At the beginning, your hands are ice-cold after wearing so many clothes."
Di Chu leaned over to Qi Ling: "Yes, I'm born with cold hands and feet."
Qi Ling squeezed Di Chu's hand subconsciously: "There will be me in the future."
"Are you mad at me?" Di Chu smiled and bumped him lightly with his shoulder.
"I'll warm your bed for you!"
"roll."
The two returned to the youth hostel after playing around, and it was obvious that the atmosphere was different just after entering the door.In the afternoon, the store was deserted, but now the sofas, chairs, and bar counters in the lobby are full of travel-stained or relaxed travelers.
Zeren is also sitting at the front desk, and will be busy during this time period.
Di Chu's hand was still in Qi Ling's pocket, neither of them wanted to let go.They are both too outstanding, the two boys are handsome, why don't they attract people's attention?
However, the gaze cast was not tentative, not refined, nor uncomfortable.
It seems like everyone knows, oh, this is a couple.
It's normal, just a couple.
Zeren greeted them: "Are you back from shopping? Is the car at six o'clock tomorrow?"
Di Chu nodded: "Yes."
"Go wash up, there will be more people in a while."
Zeren waved to them with a smile on his face.
Back in the room, Qi Ling sat by the bed and changed his clothes: "Chu, let's discuss something."
"Huh?" Di Chu took off his shoes, put on slippers, took Qi Ling's slippers, and placed them at Qi Ling's feet.
Qi Ling wanted to lean down to kiss him again, but endured it for a while: "Let's take a couple bath."
"roll!"
The bathrooms in the youth hostel are all shared. Di Chu pressed Qi Ling on the bed and punched him a few times, then went to take a shower with the toiletries.
Qi Ling lay calmly on the bed, thinking to himself, this one who has had sex is different, even though he hasn't substantively and completely occupied Chu Chu of his family, just thinking about it now is a big deal.
Qi Ling didn't know that Di Chu took a cold shower in the bathroom, and Di Chu didn't know that Qi Ling also took a cold shower next door to him.
What the hell is going on!
After the two of them finished washing, they almost didn't freeze into idiot popsicles.
After tidying up, Qi Ling went back to the room and found that Di Chu was not in the room, nor did he answer the phone.
Where is this man?Qi Ling clutched the phone and walked into the hall.
Walking through the open-air dam, as soon as the door was opened, the heating in the hall rushed in.
Qi Ling looked at the past, and his heart stopped suddenly.Di Chu was barefoot, sitting cross-legged on the sofa directly opposite him, with a dim yellow standing desk lamp lit beside him.
Di Chu lowered his head, his hair was tied behind his ears while it fell down to cast a shadow.He smiled, his eyebrows and eyes were full of light, and he held a gray tiger cat in his arms.
Just sitting there, the gentle young man formed a painting of his own.
Now there are more people in the hall, and people who met by chance gather together to exchange travel experiences.
Qi Ling looked around, there was a table where aunts and uncles were chatting, a bunch of young people were playing games, and there were sparse beer cans on the table.
There was a boy sitting by the window playing the guitar, and two foreigners sat in front of him, listening to him singing Chinese songs carefully.Although they couldn't understand what the boy was singing, after the song, the two foreign friends applauded enthusiastically.With this drive, the strangers in the hall applauded, and the boy was speechless for a moment.
Qi Ling has never seen such a scene, there is no barrier between strangers, no temptation to guard against each other, and no indifference.Just a group of strangers gathered here today, so we chatted and drank.
After tomorrow, you and I will part ways again and live our own lives.
Di Chu didn't notice that Qi Ling had arrived in the hall, and a couple happened to sit in front of him.
The man said, "Is there no one here?"
Di Chu held the cat in his arms: "No one, you sit down."
"Is the young man alone?" The lady put down the camera and poured three glasses of water.
Di Chu thanked her and said, "No, my boyfriend."
The couple was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and said, "Very good, it's good for young couples to travel together."
Qi Ling didn't know what they were talking about, but when the couple finished speaking, Di Chu burst out laughing.Smiling contentedly and like a happy child.
Di Chu nodded to the couple with a smile, as a tacit consent.
Qi Ling knew that Di Chu hadn't noticed him, so he turned around and walked to the front desk, and patted the table.
"Hey, hello."
Zeren looked up from the computer, saw that it was Qi Ling, and then glanced at Di Chu who was sitting by the sofa: "Why don't you go find him?"
"I'll go later," Qi Ling said, "I want to ask... the last time Chu Chu came here..."
"He came alone."
"I know, I mean..."
Zeren is in the youth travel business, and he is very good at observing words and demeanor: "Last time, he was not in such a good mood."
"Huh?" Qi Ling handed him a cigarette.
Ze Ren stood up, leaning on the front desk with his elbows: "Last time, Xiao Chu came here alone, traveling for his birthday. He was not in a good mood, and he didn't want to say why. At that time, he was sitting alone by the sofa and didn't talk to anyone. , as far as our cat is going to approach him, he seems to be a special animal.
"I was standing not far from him packing things, and I heard him talking to the cat, saying, 'Don't get close to me, I'm fierce.' 'I'm really fierce, I can pull your hair off, you Believe it or not'.
"I wanted to laugh at that time, this kid is so cute. I ran to chat with him, and at first he refused to talk to me, but then we chatted, and gradually talked to me a little bit."
Qi Ling took a puff of cigarette: "Then how do you know his orientation?"
Ze Ren tilted his head and smiled: "It's written on his official account. I followed his official account when I met him."
Qi Ling paused, and secretly scolded himself for being stupid, why would he ask such unnutritious words.
After thinking about it, why did Di Chu come to Shenshan alone to celebrate his birthday last time?What kind of things have you experienced, what kind of mood you have in your arms.
"With you, Xiaochu has changed a lot." Zeren said, and then sat back to deal with work, "Be with him well."
Qi Ling didn't answer, he already had the answer in his heart.He walked to the window, borrowed the boy's guitar, and walked towards Di Chu.
Di Chu and the young couple were chatting happily, Qi Ling walked over and sat beside him: "Hello, uncle and aunt."
The couple smiled back: "Hello."
Qi Ling looked down at Di Chu's bare feet, and stretched out his hands to hold them, feeling cold.
Qi Ling frowned: "You know your hands and feet get cold easily, why don't you wear socks?"
Di Chu leaned on the sofa, hugged the kitten, and smiled softly: "Forgot."
Qi Ling pulled Di Chu's feet over and covered them under his clothes.Looking up, the young couple smiled.
The lady smiled and waved her hands: "It's okay, young couples are so tired now, and we were too before."
"Where did you get the guitar?" Di Chu asked.
"I'll ask the buddy by the window to pick it up." Qi Ling tried a few notes on the guitar, and then adjusted it.
The lady drank water and kindly invited: "Can you play a song?"
Qi Ling smiled and answered with action, his fingertips slid across the strings, and the smooth and beautiful timbre flowed from them, instantly attracting the attention of the entire hall.Qi Ling didn't intend to show off his skills, and his level is relatively high.
Qi Ling didn't sing, but just played the guitar.Played the song "Midian" easily
Di Chu admitted that Qi Ling played very well, otherwise he wouldn't have attracted so many people's attention.The originally noisy hall gradually quieted down because of this song. Everyone listened carefully and drank occasionally.
Ze Ren sat at the front desk and looked sideways. Such a picture is really beautiful.
Two good-looking teenagers are sitting on the sofa clinging to each other, one is playing the piano, the other is holding a cat in his arms, and the light envelops them. The harmony can only be described in four words—a perfect match.
The young couple in front of them also leaned together happily, and the whole hall had a moment of peace and harmony because of these two people.
Qi Ling used music to wash away the tiredness in the room, bringing the traveler a feeling of going home for a while.
At the end of the song, there was silence for a few seconds, and then applause like a tide rang out in the hall.
"The young man has a future, he plays very well."
The man gave him a thumbs up and nodded vigorously.
Qi Ling returned the guitar to others, thanked him and sat back down.
Di Chu was a little dazed just now, Qi Ling was sitting in front of him, his fingers were agile.On Jun's face, there is a little bit of pride, but also a little bit of self-control.
Always have the right balance of arrogance and humility.
What an outstanding person I fell in love with, Di Chu thought.
Achievements are not the only criterion for judging a person, whether it is Qi Ling who is dedicated in music, outstanding in painting, and also shows his talents in other aspects.
There is always a strong attraction.
After talking with the young couple in the lobby, the two were going back to their room to rest.
Zeren came over and gave them a piece of paper: "Recently, the store is doing commemorative activities, leave a sentence, and leave an address, and I will send it to you in a year."
Di Chu reached out to take it, and wrote with his back to Qi Ling.
Qi Ling hugged him from behind: "Chu, let me take a look, take a look."
"Go away, or you will sleep on the sofa today."
"Let me take a look! After you take a look, you can be on it."
Di Chu blushed suddenly, this idiot can really talk nonsense anywhere!
"You sleep on the sofa today!"
After Di Chu finished writing, he folded it up and handed it over to Zeren.Ze Ren left with a smile. Before leaving, he told them to go to bed early, and they had to hurry tomorrow.
That night, because of Di Chu's soft heart, Qi Ling still didn't sleep on the sofa.
But he couldn't do anything anymore, Uncle Qi said he was very sad, wronged, and wanted to make trouble.
At first Di Chu slept with his back to Qi Ling, and then, unable to bear Qi Ling's grievance, he turned around and leaned against Qi Ling's arms.
Close your eyes and say, "Sleep!"
"Just tell me what you wrote, okay?"
"You'll know in a year."
Qi Ling had no choice but to stop asking.He hugged Di Chu into his arms, touched his hand under the quilt, um, it was hot.
Both feet entangled Di Chu's feet, which were a little cold, so I covered them.
Di Chu felt Qi Ling's series of movements, and a layer of honey exploded in his heart.
Of course Di Chu would not tell Qi Ling, he wrote on that piece of paper
—While our heads are hot, we will be desperate*.
Desperately in love, desperately pretentious, desperately embracing each other, desperately against life.
We have our best years when we are young.
The author has something to say:
① "Important...Important" - "The Shawshank Redemption"
② "While...everything" - Baudelaire
"Just doing business like this, you have a big heart." Qi Ling looked around, the store door was open, and there were no security facilities.
Di Chu took out the cigarette and walked downstairs: "It's normal, people who want to move in have to pay first. If Zeren is not here, I will call him."
"Zeren? Hi, you're so kind."
Qi Ling put his hands in his pockets and walked beside Di Chu.
Di Chu sneered: "Yes, Qi Ling, do you have an opinion?"
"Fuck, did you do it on purpose!"
"I said why are you so sour! Man! Friend! Friend!"
Di Chu glanced at Qi Ling's displeased expression, and realized that this man was becoming more and more possessive, as territorial as a lion.Di Chu has never been so cared about by others, and he is not used to it.
But I can't tell what's wrong with it. Is it wrong for the person I like to care about it?
No.
But if the other party has only you in their eyes, and is always on guard against people and things close to you, is there a problem?
Have.
Falling in love is said to be a matter of two people, but when you really think about it, it is not just a matter of two people.
Di Chu decided to find an opportunity to talk to Qi Ling, but not now.Qi Ling's thoughts are far less delicate than his own, and he doesn't think too much. Now these small problems are not enough for the two of them to sit down and have a long talk.
Moreover, according to Qi Ling's current situation, it is very likely that it will be discussed in bed.
After Di Chu finished speaking, the two walked in silence for a while.
"Where to eat?"
Qi Ling couldn't hold it back in the end, and wanted to play a temper tantrum and pretend to be cold.Then he remembered that he hadn't eaten so far, Di Chu's stomach couldn't take it anymore, and it would hurt.
Di Chu put out the cigarette, and took Qi Ling into a small restaurant.
"The last time I was on a trip, I ate here." Di Chu walked in and chose a seat. "The dishes are very good. I prefer small family-run restaurants."
Qi Ling followed suit and sat down: "You order, and I'll follow your orders."
Di Chu raised his hand to greet him, and a five or sixty-year-old grandmother came over with a menu.
The old man looked at Di Chu carefully for a few seconds: "Hey! It's you! It's you!"
Di Chu smiled and nodded: "It's me, here I go again."
Di Chu's smile is beautiful, if there is no perverseness, no evil, no indifference, Di Chu's smile is quite pure and gentle.
Qi Ling thought about it for a while, and it is most appropriate to describe him as a good boy from a neighbor's family and a good brother from someone else's family.
The old man seemed to have found a savior: "Oh, come on, can my good boy help me again?"
"Is it still an interpreter?" Di Chu stood up, "Where is the guest?"
Qi Ling was taken aback for a moment, he never thought that Di Chu would take the initiative to help others, just like he did not expect that Di Chu would take the initiative to greet others with a pleasant face.
"Here, here, I'm so worried!"
The old man led Di Chu to the backyard, and Qi Ling stretched his neck to look over.There are still tables in the backyard of this restaurant, and it seems that business is usually very good.
Under the leadership of the old man, Di Chu chatted with two foreigners, apparently ordering food.
Di Chu flipped through the menu and explained the ingredients and tastes of the dishes in the pictures to the two foreigners. He communicated fluently, pausing occasionally, as if he was thinking about what the other party meant.
Qi Ling sat on his seat and drank his tea. The more he saw the different Di Chu, the brilliant Di Chu, the Di Chu with infinite possibilities, the more Qi Ling panicked.
The longer two people spend together, the closer they become to each other.
Qi Ling found that the real Di Chu was like a piece of rough jade being carved, like a diamond being polished, such a person would always leave.
No matter how dark and muddy he is at this stage, one day, he will soar into the sky, and every feather of him will shine with the light of freedom.
As long as Di Chu thinks about it, as long as Di Chu has this awareness, it is not a problem for him to get out of the cage.
But the problem is that Di Chu will only be himself during the trip.Will he be like this when he goes back to school, back to the memories that hit him so hard.
do not know.
At the same time, Qi Ling's fear came from himself.
The gray area that Qi Ling tried his best to cover up, those black incidents that Di Chu didn't want to see, those filth that didn't belong to Di Chu's world.All these things belong to him.
Qi Ling remembered that after a certain band's daily rehearsal, Wang Li stayed with him to talk for a while.
"Brother Ling, are you really with Di Chu now?"
"Don't tell me now, you bent into a paper clip for me! Don't confess!"
"Fuck, can you please stop talking to me?" Wang Li shuddered, "I'm asking you seriously."
Qi Ling leaned on the piano, stretched out his hand and played a few chords on it: "Don't you all expect me to calm down, I really intend to hang myself from a tree, and you don't believe me?"
Wang Li put down the bass and sat on the drummer's seat: "What we mean is, this is a good thing. But you have to think about the things on the road, don't involve Di Chu, you understand some things."
Qi Ling's heart sank, and he played a few wrong notes suddenly.
But he still said: "Who dares to touch Di Chu, I will chop him up."
It was only now that Qi Ling suddenly understood the meaning of Wang Li's words. Sure enough, people who are a few years older than him and who have had more food for a few years think differently.
Qi Ling saw Di Chu ordering food for the two foreigners, and walked towards him step by step.Still hanging in the sky like that, if someone else swayed in front of him with this kind of pace, Qi Ling could beat him until his mother didn't even recognize him.
But if it was Di Chu, it would be different.
Can this person be the same? Di Chu is an ice moon he holds in the sky.
"Once again I have seen the power of a bully." Qi Ling smiled and pushed the teacup to Di Chu, "Pass tea to the boss."
"Fuck, it's not over yet, right?" Di Chu took a sip of water, "Go shopping after dinner or go back to the youth hostel?"
"You really want me to choose?" Qi Ling propped his chin with one hand, smiling meaningfully.There was shameless light in a pair of eyes.
Di Chu didn't know when he and Qi Ling had cultivated the ability to understand each other. With just four words, it was as if he saw Qi Ling's heart with countless layers of mosaics.
"Well, I know you want to go shopping." Di Chu directly concluded.
Qi Ling slapped the table violently: "Who said that!"
Di Chu had a cold face: "I said so."
Qi Ling sneered: "Master, what you said is really good."
Face is really not important when facing your boyfriend.
In the end, Qi Ling didn't express the panic in his heart, and he also had a vague idea of what to do in the future.
Should I talk to Di Chu, but if I expose my darkest side to Di Chu, what will happen to him?Will shrink back, or will hug him.
Although I have a family since I was a child, the sense of family is too weak.To put it bluntly, Qi Ling's affection for Qi Chi is much deeper than that of his parents.So, maybe Qi Ling didn't even know that he longed for home even more than Di Chu.
Di Chu belonged—he had it, he lost it, he saw it through, and it might not be necessary in the future.
And Qi Ling belonged—never owned, never lost, and now someone finally gave him a sense of belonging, this feeling was suspected to be a home, he wanted to hold on to it, but was afraid of accidentally messing it up.
So Qi Ling didn't dare to speak, and didn't dare to easily try to build this bridge of communication.
Important things are often the hardest to talk about because words diminish their importance. *
In fact, there is a vague, ugly and dark side hidden in everyone's heart.
After eating, the two walked aimlessly along the street.Kang County is worthy of being a tourist city. At night, it is brightly lit everywhere. At seven or eight o'clock, there are still many locals and travelers walking on the street.
The evening wind on the plateau was blowing loudly, if it wasn't for the interest of playing here, Qi Ling really wanted to go back to the youth hostel to rest.
"Take you to see the artificial starry sky and the moon." Di Chu put the phone in his pocket and zipped up his clothes, feeling a little cold.
Qi Ling took off his own scarf and wrapped it up for Di Chu, it was rough and unskillful, like wrapping rice dumplings.
"Fuck your brother, you fucking..." Di Chu was so covered that he couldn't speak, "Damn, relax, relax!"
"Just fuck me, my brother has your sister," Qi Ling looked at Di Chu staring at him with only two eyes, and wanted to laugh, "Hey, don't talk, I'll help you."
Having said that, Qi Ling didn't know how he wound the scarf, after pulling it for a long time it became tighter and tighter, and Di Chu almost lost his breath.
"My god, I'll kill you soon, Qi Ling!" Di Chu didn't care if half of his face was still stuck in the scarf, and kicked towards Qi Ling.
Qi Ling smiled and avoided: "No, Chu Chu, do you know hahaha, you are so fucking stupid!"
"Fuck me?!!!" Di Chu was stunned for a moment, "You fucking dare to laugh?!"
"No, it's really funny, I'll take a picture for you, you really hahahaha!" Qi Ling laughed tremblingly, and took out his phone from his bag to shoot a video.
Di Chu's brain circuits are in topics such as "Hey, this son of a bitch is so fucking daring", "I want to break up with this kind of person", and "What the hell can I do to answer 'boyfriend is a pseudo-straight man with cancer'" Shuttle back and forth.
He wanted to be angry at first, but saw Qi Ling laughing so hard that he couldn't straighten up, a pair of canine teeth flaunting across the street.I stood there like a mallet for two seconds, and couldn't help but burst out laughing.
"Qi Ling, I ordered you hahahahaha, you don't fucking laugh!"
Di Chu wanted to tear off the scarf, but found that he had lost all energy from laughing.Then I stopped and laughed for a long time, then I recovered my strength and continued to talk, and continued to laugh when I was tired.
Fuck!
You idiot, this disease is contagious!
"Oh, you still order me, so fucking naive hahaha, stupid!"
When Qi Ling laughed, he was not afraid of anything, and laughed away all his reasoning.Laughing so much that the mobile phone fell to the ground, bent down to pick it up, and just held it in his hand, he laughed again.
Di Chu laughed and ran over and kicked him, Qi Ling couldn't stand still and sat down on the ground.
"Fuck." Qi Ling laughed like a rooster crowing, dissatisfied, and didn't even care about his phone.He pulled Di Chu by hand, and pulled him to the ground with all his might.
The two idiots were sitting on the ground, looking at each other, they didn't know what they were laughing at at the end, it was just fucking funny anyway!
Di Chu couldn't hold back his laughter, and fell on Qi Ling's lap.Qi Ling propped his hands on the ground and lowered his head.
The two laughed so hard that tears almost came out, and there was only each other in their bright eyes.
Passers-by looked sideways at them sitting wantonly on the side of the street and laughing loudly.
An old man passed by them and said, "It's nice to be young!"
Qi Ling and Di Chu suddenly got up from the ground and picked up the mobile phone on the ground.Di Chu took the lead and started to run, Qi Ling followed behind, and the two ran wildly on the strange streets in a foreign land.
The bitter cold wind pushed back along the ear pinna, but it was nothing compared to the passion brought to them by the young and fiery heart.
Di Chu took Qi Ling to the covered bridge over the moat, surrounded by many tourists taking pictures.
Di Chu ran to the bridge, pulled the scarf covering his mouth down to his chin, took a breath and shouted to the gurgling river: "You are so fucking good——!"
Not to be outdone, Qi Ling howled even louder: "It's so fucking cool to be young—!"
After yelling, the two looked at each other and smiled.I don't know which uncle yelled in the crowd: "Okay! Young people should be like this!"
Di Chu shouted cheerfully, and didn't bother to worry about the good thing Qi Zhu forced to do just now.Turning his head and walking down the bridge, Qi Ling followed behind him.
"At the beginning, do you think they think we are stupid?"
"Without us, just you."
"Fuck, we just yelled together!"
Di Chu turned around and chuckled lightly: "Who is that idiot?"
Qi Ling subconsciously raised his hands in surrender: "Me."
Get off the covered bridge and walk along the square for a while.
Di Chu stopped, raised his hand and pointed to the left: "Look."
Qi Ling looked along, and suddenly his pupils subconsciously enlarged, and the scene in front of him shocked him.
The dots of lights are continuous on the mountains. At this time, the night has come, and the mountains are turned into darkness like invisible.Only the lights that twinkle like a starry sky are scattered on the mountain peaks. From a distance, they are no different from the real starry sky.A round of artificial moon hangs on the top of the mountain, changing profit and loss with time.
Starting from where they stood, and stretching forward, it is such a beautiful and shocking scene.
"So lovely."
With a cigarette dangling from the corner of his mouth, Qi Ling didn't know what to say.Searching for adjectives in my mind, I finally found that the language is really weak. "It's a pity that I didn't bring a camera. Why didn't you remind me that we should bring it to shoot."
Di Chu shrugged: "This is nothing. Tomorrow, when we arrive at a small town near Shenshan Mountain, I will take you to see even more shocking scenery."
Qi Ling looked sideways at Di Chu, opened his mouth, but said nothing.
Di Chu raised his head to look at the mountain, and all the bright and dark street scenes behind him were his curtains.Part of the shoulder-length hair was pressed into the scarf, and part of it was blown out and fluttered in the wind.The delicate silhouette is gilded with light, and the eyes shine brighter than the stars.
Qi Ling suddenly wanted to hug Di Chu.
Simply hug the person.
He thought and did it.
Qi Ling stood on the street, reaching out to embrace Di Chu.Regardless of other people's eyes, hold this person firmly in your arms.
Di Chu didn't struggle. At that moment, they seemed to understand each other's thousands of words without words.
They all want to say, I really fucking like you.
But no one said anything, they just hugged each other tightly.
The way back was much quieter for the two of them. After a day's driving, they had a blast at the hotel, and with the crazy running just now, they were a little tired.
Qi Ling took Di Chu's hand and put it in his bag.They clasped their fingers together and passed the temperature on their hands to Di Chu.
"At the beginning, your hands are ice-cold after wearing so many clothes."
Di Chu leaned over to Qi Ling: "Yes, I'm born with cold hands and feet."
Qi Ling squeezed Di Chu's hand subconsciously: "There will be me in the future."
"Are you mad at me?" Di Chu smiled and bumped him lightly with his shoulder.
"I'll warm your bed for you!"
"roll."
The two returned to the youth hostel after playing around, and it was obvious that the atmosphere was different just after entering the door.In the afternoon, the store was deserted, but now the sofas, chairs, and bar counters in the lobby are full of travel-stained or relaxed travelers.
Zeren is also sitting at the front desk, and will be busy during this time period.
Di Chu's hand was still in Qi Ling's pocket, neither of them wanted to let go.They are both too outstanding, the two boys are handsome, why don't they attract people's attention?
However, the gaze cast was not tentative, not refined, nor uncomfortable.
It seems like everyone knows, oh, this is a couple.
It's normal, just a couple.
Zeren greeted them: "Are you back from shopping? Is the car at six o'clock tomorrow?"
Di Chu nodded: "Yes."
"Go wash up, there will be more people in a while."
Zeren waved to them with a smile on his face.
Back in the room, Qi Ling sat by the bed and changed his clothes: "Chu, let's discuss something."
"Huh?" Di Chu took off his shoes, put on slippers, took Qi Ling's slippers, and placed them at Qi Ling's feet.
Qi Ling wanted to lean down to kiss him again, but endured it for a while: "Let's take a couple bath."
"roll!"
The bathrooms in the youth hostel are all shared. Di Chu pressed Qi Ling on the bed and punched him a few times, then went to take a shower with the toiletries.
Qi Ling lay calmly on the bed, thinking to himself, this one who has had sex is different, even though he hasn't substantively and completely occupied Chu Chu of his family, just thinking about it now is a big deal.
Qi Ling didn't know that Di Chu took a cold shower in the bathroom, and Di Chu didn't know that Qi Ling also took a cold shower next door to him.
What the hell is going on!
After the two of them finished washing, they almost didn't freeze into idiot popsicles.
After tidying up, Qi Ling went back to the room and found that Di Chu was not in the room, nor did he answer the phone.
Where is this man?Qi Ling clutched the phone and walked into the hall.
Walking through the open-air dam, as soon as the door was opened, the heating in the hall rushed in.
Qi Ling looked at the past, and his heart stopped suddenly.Di Chu was barefoot, sitting cross-legged on the sofa directly opposite him, with a dim yellow standing desk lamp lit beside him.
Di Chu lowered his head, his hair was tied behind his ears while it fell down to cast a shadow.He smiled, his eyebrows and eyes were full of light, and he held a gray tiger cat in his arms.
Just sitting there, the gentle young man formed a painting of his own.
Now there are more people in the hall, and people who met by chance gather together to exchange travel experiences.
Qi Ling looked around, there was a table where aunts and uncles were chatting, a bunch of young people were playing games, and there were sparse beer cans on the table.
There was a boy sitting by the window playing the guitar, and two foreigners sat in front of him, listening to him singing Chinese songs carefully.Although they couldn't understand what the boy was singing, after the song, the two foreign friends applauded enthusiastically.With this drive, the strangers in the hall applauded, and the boy was speechless for a moment.
Qi Ling has never seen such a scene, there is no barrier between strangers, no temptation to guard against each other, and no indifference.Just a group of strangers gathered here today, so we chatted and drank.
After tomorrow, you and I will part ways again and live our own lives.
Di Chu didn't notice that Qi Ling had arrived in the hall, and a couple happened to sit in front of him.
The man said, "Is there no one here?"
Di Chu held the cat in his arms: "No one, you sit down."
"Is the young man alone?" The lady put down the camera and poured three glasses of water.
Di Chu thanked her and said, "No, my boyfriend."
The couple was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and said, "Very good, it's good for young couples to travel together."
Qi Ling didn't know what they were talking about, but when the couple finished speaking, Di Chu burst out laughing.Smiling contentedly and like a happy child.
Di Chu nodded to the couple with a smile, as a tacit consent.
Qi Ling knew that Di Chu hadn't noticed him, so he turned around and walked to the front desk, and patted the table.
"Hey, hello."
Zeren looked up from the computer, saw that it was Qi Ling, and then glanced at Di Chu who was sitting by the sofa: "Why don't you go find him?"
"I'll go later," Qi Ling said, "I want to ask... the last time Chu Chu came here..."
"He came alone."
"I know, I mean..."
Zeren is in the youth travel business, and he is very good at observing words and demeanor: "Last time, he was not in such a good mood."
"Huh?" Qi Ling handed him a cigarette.
Ze Ren stood up, leaning on the front desk with his elbows: "Last time, Xiao Chu came here alone, traveling for his birthday. He was not in a good mood, and he didn't want to say why. At that time, he was sitting alone by the sofa and didn't talk to anyone. , as far as our cat is going to approach him, he seems to be a special animal.
"I was standing not far from him packing things, and I heard him talking to the cat, saying, 'Don't get close to me, I'm fierce.' 'I'm really fierce, I can pull your hair off, you Believe it or not'.
"I wanted to laugh at that time, this kid is so cute. I ran to chat with him, and at first he refused to talk to me, but then we chatted, and gradually talked to me a little bit."
Qi Ling took a puff of cigarette: "Then how do you know his orientation?"
Ze Ren tilted his head and smiled: "It's written on his official account. I followed his official account when I met him."
Qi Ling paused, and secretly scolded himself for being stupid, why would he ask such unnutritious words.
After thinking about it, why did Di Chu come to Shenshan alone to celebrate his birthday last time?What kind of things have you experienced, what kind of mood you have in your arms.
"With you, Xiaochu has changed a lot." Zeren said, and then sat back to deal with work, "Be with him well."
Qi Ling didn't answer, he already had the answer in his heart.He walked to the window, borrowed the boy's guitar, and walked towards Di Chu.
Di Chu and the young couple were chatting happily, Qi Ling walked over and sat beside him: "Hello, uncle and aunt."
The couple smiled back: "Hello."
Qi Ling looked down at Di Chu's bare feet, and stretched out his hands to hold them, feeling cold.
Qi Ling frowned: "You know your hands and feet get cold easily, why don't you wear socks?"
Di Chu leaned on the sofa, hugged the kitten, and smiled softly: "Forgot."
Qi Ling pulled Di Chu's feet over and covered them under his clothes.Looking up, the young couple smiled.
The lady smiled and waved her hands: "It's okay, young couples are so tired now, and we were too before."
"Where did you get the guitar?" Di Chu asked.
"I'll ask the buddy by the window to pick it up." Qi Ling tried a few notes on the guitar, and then adjusted it.
The lady drank water and kindly invited: "Can you play a song?"
Qi Ling smiled and answered with action, his fingertips slid across the strings, and the smooth and beautiful timbre flowed from them, instantly attracting the attention of the entire hall.Qi Ling didn't intend to show off his skills, and his level is relatively high.
Qi Ling didn't sing, but just played the guitar.Played the song "Midian" easily
Di Chu admitted that Qi Ling played very well, otherwise he wouldn't have attracted so many people's attention.The originally noisy hall gradually quieted down because of this song. Everyone listened carefully and drank occasionally.
Ze Ren sat at the front desk and looked sideways. Such a picture is really beautiful.
Two good-looking teenagers are sitting on the sofa clinging to each other, one is playing the piano, the other is holding a cat in his arms, and the light envelops them. The harmony can only be described in four words—a perfect match.
The young couple in front of them also leaned together happily, and the whole hall had a moment of peace and harmony because of these two people.
Qi Ling used music to wash away the tiredness in the room, bringing the traveler a feeling of going home for a while.
At the end of the song, there was silence for a few seconds, and then applause like a tide rang out in the hall.
"The young man has a future, he plays very well."
The man gave him a thumbs up and nodded vigorously.
Qi Ling returned the guitar to others, thanked him and sat back down.
Di Chu was a little dazed just now, Qi Ling was sitting in front of him, his fingers were agile.On Jun's face, there is a little bit of pride, but also a little bit of self-control.
Always have the right balance of arrogance and humility.
What an outstanding person I fell in love with, Di Chu thought.
Achievements are not the only criterion for judging a person, whether it is Qi Ling who is dedicated in music, outstanding in painting, and also shows his talents in other aspects.
There is always a strong attraction.
After talking with the young couple in the lobby, the two were going back to their room to rest.
Zeren came over and gave them a piece of paper: "Recently, the store is doing commemorative activities, leave a sentence, and leave an address, and I will send it to you in a year."
Di Chu reached out to take it, and wrote with his back to Qi Ling.
Qi Ling hugged him from behind: "Chu, let me take a look, take a look."
"Go away, or you will sleep on the sofa today."
"Let me take a look! After you take a look, you can be on it."
Di Chu blushed suddenly, this idiot can really talk nonsense anywhere!
"You sleep on the sofa today!"
After Di Chu finished writing, he folded it up and handed it over to Zeren.Ze Ren left with a smile. Before leaving, he told them to go to bed early, and they had to hurry tomorrow.
That night, because of Di Chu's soft heart, Qi Ling still didn't sleep on the sofa.
But he couldn't do anything anymore, Uncle Qi said he was very sad, wronged, and wanted to make trouble.
At first Di Chu slept with his back to Qi Ling, and then, unable to bear Qi Ling's grievance, he turned around and leaned against Qi Ling's arms.
Close your eyes and say, "Sleep!"
"Just tell me what you wrote, okay?"
"You'll know in a year."
Qi Ling had no choice but to stop asking.He hugged Di Chu into his arms, touched his hand under the quilt, um, it was hot.
Both feet entangled Di Chu's feet, which were a little cold, so I covered them.
Di Chu felt Qi Ling's series of movements, and a layer of honey exploded in his heart.
Of course Di Chu would not tell Qi Ling, he wrote on that piece of paper
—While our heads are hot, we will be desperate*.
Desperately in love, desperately pretentious, desperately embracing each other, desperately against life.
We have our best years when we are young.
The author has something to say:
① "Important...Important" - "The Shawshank Redemption"
② "While...everything" - Baudelaire
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