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Wen Xi didn't care about him, but just lifted the lid of the soup box, and the rich aroma of Heji's signature duck soup wafted out.It caused Song Fan to swallow his saliva several times, looking like he wanted to see but didn't dare to look, wanted to eat but didn't dare to eat.Seeing his aggrieved appearance, Wenxi decided to give him a step down, so he said: "Fanfan, you don't have to make our relationship so rigid, even if we don't talk about our personal relationship, just talk about Wen and Xia. It is unavoidable that we will have more opportunities to get in touch with Mr. Xia's cooperation in the future. At that time, it will be bad if others say that Xia's assistant to the president and Wen's president are at odds, and those who are interested will take advantage of this Making a big fuss is what I think you don’t want to see, so it’s better for us not to compete with each other as soon as we meet, Fanfan, do you think I’m right?” Song Fan thought for a while, and felt that what Wen Xi said was true. He reasoned, so he obediently sat across from Wen Xi, picked up his chopsticks and started eating, and while eating, he heard him say vaguely: "I have a relationship with Shimixi (we don't have any personal relationship) )." Wen Xi smiled and served him a bowl of soup without saying anything.After dinner, Wenxi washed the dishes, came out of the kitchen and saw Song Fan half leaning on the sofa with a satisfied expression on his face, he couldn't help but be fascinated by it, Fangfo went back to the old days, when Song Fan was so special It is easy to be satisfied, whether it is reading a good book, eating delicious food, or getting a good grade in an exam, you will always show this cute expression. At that time, you will often be emotional because of this, and you will abduct him to bed.So Wenxi leaned forward and kissed Song Fan's lips casually, Song Fan subconsciously refused, Wenxi grabbed his resisting hand and deepened the kiss until Song Fan's lips were red and swollen before stopping.Song Fan only heard Wenxi's deep voice coming from his ears: "No matter what I think these years, I feel that the person who should be angry the most is me, but don't worry. Sooner or later we will have the opportunity to clarify what happened back then , if it is my fault, I will make it up to you. If it is your fault, then please be aware that you will be trapped by my side forever." Wenxi paused for a while, then continued: "I have a business trip tomorrow , come back on the weekend, let’s talk slowly then.” Wen Xi let go of Song Fan after finishing speaking, and left his house.As for Jiang Xuan and Lin Ji, since Jiang Xuan fell ill last time, Lin Ji's attitude towards him has improved. Compared with the old couple who treated each other with respect and indifference, it is much better. At least now Lin Ji will occasionally call to care about Jiang Xuan. Xuan's situation will no longer be the same as before. The two of them are like strangers they are most familiar with. They can't speak ten words a week. They are more like people who rent together than husband and wife.The improvement in the relationship rekindled Jiang Xuan's confidence. He remembered that Lin Ji treated him very well before getting married. The relationship between the two of them is extremely close, and even many secrets that their parents don't know can be shared, except that Lin Ji treats him as a It's just a beloved brother.Therefore, he felt that time would make Lin Ji forget his beautiful first love. After all, family is the most important thing for a person, so even if Lin Ji couldn't love him as much as he loved that person in the end, he shouldn't ignore it. His contribution, so that he can also have a place in his heart.On this day, Jiang Xuan made dinner early, because Lin Ji rarely had to work overtime.Because he has confidence in his marriage, Jiang Xuan is in a good mood all day long, with a warm smile on his face all the time.Lin Ji did come back very early. The two sat on the sofa watching TV together after dinner. Jiang Xuan didn't know where the courage came from, so he took the courage to hold Lin Ji's hand, and Lin Ji didn't refuse.Jiang Xuan leaned on the sofa, enjoying this warm moment. As for what was happening on TV, he had no idea.When the advertisement was played, Lin Ji said: "I'm going on a business trip tomorrow. When I come back on Monday, the hospital sent me to attend an exchange meeting. These days, you eat and sleep on time, and take good care of yourself." Or a text message, rarely explain clearly and tell him to pay attention to his body.So Jiang Xuan was flattered and said: "Well, okay, Aji, you have to take good care of yourself, and remember to eat no matter how late the meeting is." Lin Ji nodded and didn't say anything more, just holding Jiang Xuan's hand The hand intensified a little unconsciously.The next day Jiang Xuan got up early and made lunch for Lin Ji. After eating, Lin Ji went to the airport with his briefcase.Jiang Xuan cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks, went back to the room and lay down for a while, got up at noon, ordered some noodles casually, and went to the cafe after eating.As soon as Jiang Xuan opened the back door of the coffee shop, he met the clerk Jack who came out to take out the trash, and Jack greeted him, "Boss, Dr. Zhao is here." Jiang Xuan nodded and said, "Okay, I see. "After finishing speaking, he entered the bar and began to grind coffee powder.After a while, Jiang Xuan brought the Mocha to a customer sitting by the window, and said with a smile: "Brother Zhao, your Mocha has more milk and less sugar. By the way, Aji is on a business trip, why didn't you leave?" Huh?" Zhao Tong took the coffee and said with a smile: "What's the matter? It's actually the welfare of our hospital. The seminar is just a cover. It doesn't matter whether you go or not. The main purpose is to let the doctors in our department take I travel with my family at public expense. Doesn’t this mean that my daughter-in-law is going to give birth? I didn’t go, I just took a vacation and wanted to stay with him at home.” Jiang Xuan was stunned for a while, then said in a daze: “So that’s the case, I still I thought the hospital sent you on a business trip." Seeing that Jiang Xuan's expression was not very good, Zhao Tong knew that he had made a slip of the tongue and quickly corrected it: "Ah Ji probably didn't invite you to go with him because he was afraid that your cafe was too busy. , There are other doctors in our hospital who went alone for this reason.” Jiang Xuan lowered his head and said with some frustration: “Maybe.” Well, I haven’t seen him for a long time since he and his wife went abroad.” Jiang Xuan then showed a little smile and said, “Thank you Brother Zhao for your concern, my father’s health is not bad, and he ran a marathon a while ago. A college student can't beat him." Zhao Tong said: "Master, he has always been in good spirits and is always healthy and strong. When I have time, I will take my wife and children to country M to visit his old man." Jiang Xuan said: "Well, yes, you are welcome to go. I'm going to work at the bar, and there will be more and more people in the afternoon, I'm afraid they won't be busy." Zhao Tong said: "Okay, you go and do your work, don't worry about me." Jiang Xuan nodded and said: "You Drink slowly." Then he went to the bar.At night, lying on the bed, Jiang Xuan tossed and turned but couldn't fall asleep, and couldn't help thinking over Zhao Tong's words over and over again.He didn't understand why Lin Ji didn't ask him if he would like to go on a public-funded trip if he could bring his family to accompany him, but also lied to him that he was on a business trip.After much deliberation, Jiang Xuan couldn't figure it out, so he simply sat up from the bed, took out a bottle of red wine and a glass from the wine cabinet, and poured himself a drink on the balcony.The cold wind was blowing Jiang Xuan's hair, his eyes were attracted by the lush peonies planted on the balcony, which were planted by Lin Ji.Suddenly, Jiang Xuan seemed to have a flash of inspiration and suddenly remembered the bright and clean white rose that Jiang Xuan had been lingering in his heart for so many years——Ji Yao's favorite flower is peony.When Ji Yao left Lin Ji, she seemed to have said that she would go to J City, and this time Lin Ji happened to be on a business trip to J City, so could he be looking for Ji Yao? ?In the past, Lin Ji had just graduated from university, and he was studying medicine, so he had no ability to resist his parents, but now he is a well-known specialist doctor in the hospital, and he is fully capable of doing what he wants, even if he ends up having an argument with his father. In some cases, the hospital has to rush to get him, and there is no need to worry about not having financial resources.Now Lin Ji no longer has any scruples, of course he can go to J City to get Ji Yao back.Thinking of this, Jiang Xuan couldn't help but shed a tear. He wiped away the tears in a panic, and went back to the bed, ordering himself not to think about it any more. After all, there are other possibilities, right?If, as Big Brother Zhao said, Lin Ji didn't ask him if he would like to go because he was worried about the business of his cafe being too busy.Thinking of this, Jiang Xuan's heart calmed down a little, and he managed to fall asleep, but had a nightmare all night. In the dream, Lin Ji abandoned him like throwing garbage, and left with the charming Ji Yao.Even in his dream, he kept crying, unable to help himself.

On Friday, Diandian fell ill. At the beginning, he only coughed a few times. Song Fan added some clothes to him, but he didn't take it seriously.As a result, the outdoor activity on Friday was windy again, and when Song Fan picked up Diandian, he was so helpless that he didn't even want to say anything.Song Fan looked at him pitifully, touched Diandian's forehead, and asked: "Son, what do you want to eat? Dad will make it for you." Diandian licked his mouth and said, "Dad, I want to eat shrimp porridge. Our kindergarten The shrimp porridge is delicious, I still want to eat it." Song Fan frowned and said, "Do you still eat shrimp when you have a cold?" But he couldn't help but give a little pitiful look to comfort him, and went to the kitchen to defrost the shrimp.I just ate shrimp porridge, and I was very happy to eat a little bit. Song Fan wanted to eat a little bit of cold and couldn't eat anything. It would be good to eat something, but he didn't expect that he would have a fever at night, and he became groggy. Asking him questions, he would never answer, and he would yell: "Dad, I feel so bad! Dad, I feel so bad!!" While talking, he dropped golden beans, which made Song Fan feel so distressed. He didn't cry with Diandian, but he was an adult and couldn't act like a child. Song Fan tried his best to calm down his flustered heart, and took out his mobile phone to call 10.Song Fan had just dialed [-], and then he thought that the ambulance could only come from the nearest hospital, and the hospital closest to his home would take at least [-] minutes by car. What's more, that hospital was just an ordinary community hospital, which was usually sparsely populated. Not necessarily reliable.Thinking of this, Song Fan stuffed his phone back into his pocket, hugged Dian Dian, freed up one hand to grab a suit jacket of his own, put it on Dian Dian's body, and went out.Song Fan remembered that Wenxi seemed to have said that he would come back on the weekend, so he came to Wenxi's door with the mentality of trying his luck, and wanted to ask Wenxi to drive Song Diandian to the hospital. He wanted to see that based on the relationship many years ago, Wen Xi probably wouldn't refuse, and Wen Xi's blood is still flowing on his body... If it's not possible... If it's not possible, he can... It's okay.After ringing the doorbell several times, Wen Xi didn't open it, and Song Fan knocked on the door a few times restlessly, but still no one came to answer the door.After ringing the doorbell and knocking on the door several times to no avail, when Song Fan was about to leave in disappointment, the door opened suddenly, and Wen Xi said while wiping her hair, "Fanfan, I was taking a shower just now, what's the matter with you?" So urgent." Song Fan hastily opened up the suit on Diandian's body to show Wenxi, and said, "The child is sick, and I want to wait for the ambulance to arrive to delay time, so I want you to take us to the hospital, I don't know... Before Song Fan finished speaking, Wenxi interrupted him and said, "Then let's go quickly." While talking, she turned around and took the car keys on the shoe cabinet, and after taking it, gently pushed Song Fan to let him go quickly , the car was speeding all the way, Wen Xi in the driver's seat had a solemn expression, not knowing what he was thinking.Song Fan's face was full of worry, and he looked down from time to time to check the situation of Diandian in his arms, but he didn't have time to speak.The family of three soon arrived at the hospital. As soon as they got out of the car, Song Fan carried Dian Dian to the emergency room, leaving Wen Xi to park in the parking lot.When Wenxi came up, the doctor had already prescribed the medicine for Diandian, and Song Fan was holding Diandian to pay for the medicine. Wenxi asked Song Fan to accompany Diandian to stay in the ward, took the medicine list in Song Fan's hand, and said: "Fanfan, it's inconvenient for you to hold the child, I'll go get the medicine." It was really hard to pay for the medicine while holding the child, Song Fan didn't try to be brave, but nodded at Wenxi.Wen Xi took the medicine list and went out. Song Fan sat on the hospital bed with his arms around Dian Dian. He was too tired this night, and it was the first time he felt lonely and helpless as a single father. Dian Dian became ill too suddenly. No...if it wasn't for Wen Xi...he really didn't know what to do? ?But... But if you rely too much on Wenxi, you will only fall into the same predicament as before. I am foolishly learning how to be his good wife, while he is talking about marriage with another woman in another city.Thinking of this, Song Fan closed his eyes in a daze, not knowing how to deal with his relationship with Wen Xi in the future, and now he can only take one step at a time.When Wenxi returned to the ward with the medicine and the nurse, Song Fan was already asleep. Wenxi gently moved the dot over a little so that the nurse could infuse him and Song Fan could sleep more comfortably.When the nurse left, she told the two family members to keep at least one guardian. After all, the child is infused with fluids, and it is impossible for both parents to sleep.Wen Xi nodded, and the nurse left.Wenxi simply couldn't sleep anymore, so she leaned against the transparent floor-to-ceiling windows of the ward, looking at the brows and eyes of Dian Dian who was flushed with fever and fell into a deep sleep. Wake up, sometimes opened his eyes and called out in a low voice: "Dad, I feel bad." The voice was weak like a kitten meowing, but it reached Wenxi's heart every now and then.Wen Xi subconsciously shifted her gaze to Song Fan, looking at the dark blue under the eyes of the little prince whom she had pampered, Wen Xi frowned, not knowing what Song Fan had gone through these years, but How many things he kept from himself.When Song Fan woke up, he found that Wen Xi was looking at him and Dian Dian. His eyes were gentle and tender. If he was not the person involved, he might mistakenly think that Wen Xi was looking at the person he loved deeply.Song Fan pretended to cough, interrupted Wen Xi's affectionate "watching", and said: "I'm sorry, I accidentally fell asleep, you can sleep for a while, I'll just watch the child." Wen Xi said: "This is It's the last bag, I'm not tired, you can continue to sleep, I moved the child away, it might be more comfortable for you to lie down and sleep."