People die every day

Watching Su Dong's face gradually become heavy, Yinhe also took out a letter and looked

The content inside is extremely simple: "I always feel that other people have bad intentions, but when I think about it carefully, it seems that they may indeed have bad intentions."

I hate everyone, guard against them, worry that they will harm me all the time, what's the point of living?

—— Guan Yining"

She didn't have much thought, and continued to open the next one, which was even shorter

"I don't want to write papers, mom [grimace]

——Ruan Dai"

Yinhe smiled helplessly, and when she was about to put the letter back, she suddenly found that there were words on the back,

It's a row of untidy text

——"I'm crying again, I'm sorry, Mom, I don't deserve to be your daughter, but I... really don't want to live anymore, I really don't want to, Mom, I'm sorry"

Yinhe suddenly felt inexplicably sad. Through the thin paper, she could almost imagine the girl's tearful eyes in pain. She folded the letter and kept the original appearance very solemnly.

Responsibly, she flipped through all the envelopes, and she found a cowhide envelope at the bottom. It was bulging inside, and it was different from the others.

Yinhe took out the thing, it was a USB flash drive, and handed it to Su Dong casually. She opened the letter, glanced at it, handed it to Su Dong, and said lightly, "Cen Mai's"

Su Dong was a little surprised, and hurriedly took it. The content of the letter was gentle and quiet. It was about a young man's experience after having no parents.

"Hi! Is it Su Dong?

If you guessed correctly, you must be the one who opened this suicide note. In fact, I am quite curious about you. You should have already guessed most of my identity and what I want to do.

About three years ago, I learned about the existence of the End Organization from a netizen. After some understanding, I gradually understood what it does. Frankly speaking, I didn’t like it from the beginning

This is totally like a cult!

Although wearing the skin of helping others get rid of it, it can't change the fact that so many people have been killed

Many people choose this path because they dare not commit suicide in a fair manner, but if they knew that if there was no end, those people might still be struggling to live

To live in pain, to live in sorrow, but as long as there is still one breath left, and the self cannot take the last step, that is to live! !

Now because of the end, they have given them more courage to live with each other, resulting in the death of so many people, and the pain that many families cannot erase

Spontaneous combustion, jumping off a building, drinking poison, said to end everything, but looking out of this circle, using a happy purpose to induce others to die is no different from a cult organization!

It's just that they have given themselves a good name to help them end their suffering, and cult organizations will say the same!

For the past three years, I have been hiding in the Terminator Organization, trying my best to get in touch with the core secrets. The suicide note in your hand is left by the person who died in my jurisdiction (Jiang Shui requires everyone to leave a note before death) A suicide note, he is a very strange person, he seems to really try his best to help those who are deeply in pain, and to eliminate their pain as his own responsibility, he has a very special... sense of responsibility? Maybe it is a sense of responsibility, about him I don’t know the origin of it now, so I digress...)

You don't know how I feel every time I see those people die. Once, a 13-year-old child died of pain from drinking pesticides. The reason was just because of arguing with his parents. My heart was about to break, but I couldn't stop it. , because I know that it is useless to stop him, only by destroying the end can this tragedy disappear completely!

So I am more determined to fulfill this wish!At the beginning, my idea was very simple, just provide the information of the end to the guards, and then find a way to catch them all.

Until you appeared later, you did a lot of things to resist tenaciously, and even found out the existence of the end by yourself, which made Jiang Shui feel uneasy

He ordered me to kill you, so I followed you and found that when the little guard next to you left, I already realized that the Zhilian probably didn't want to take care of this shit

I felt terrible at the time... It seemed like years of hard work had all gone to waste, you also had a period of depression, and then cheered up, and since then I decided to put the hope of destroying the end on you! "

When he read this, Su Dong felt very complicated in his heart. In fact, he and Cen Mai hadn't really met a few times, and each time the situation was even less friendly. An opponent, on the contrary, has been paying attention to himself, even when he is depressed, he is always watching in the dark

It’s not touching, but there is an extra friendship

Since he came here, he has never even met a fellow traveler on the road to the end, but now there is a person who has acted earlier than him, has stronger beliefs than him, and has paid more than him!

Su Dong suddenly had a sense of responsibility, and felt happy from the bottom of his heart. Cen Mai's existence gave him too much confidence

Restraining his expression, he continued to read

"In short, that's all, I hope that after my death, you can fulfill our common wish and destroy this harmful organization!

Feeling a little surprised?Why am I dying too?

Don't worry, I'm not sick, I'm just too lonely!

My parents passed away three years ago. They left. I have suffered for a while, trying to accept a new life and create a new life stage, but no matter how I try, it still doesn’t work

I can't take it anymore!

I don’t feel happy when it snows, I don’t feel happy when I see shooting stars, I don’t feel happy when I put my feet in the water even if it rains, I don’t feel anything but loneliness when I look at the whiteness of the sky and the earth

You may not be able to understand, but people always have unbearable limits, right?

This is my limit. I can't force myself. Unlike those people in the end, I planned to commit suicide three years ago. From the bottom of my heart, I can take this last step. From a certain point of view, I have already Already a dead man, dragged on for another three years just to ruin the end

So don't think it's great that I sneaked into the end, I didn't plan to live anyway!

In fact, my mother is really a nagging person, arguing every day is really annoying... But bad girl, if you die, I will die with you!

——Cen Mai's unique writing"

There was a drop of tears on the last line, which shows that it was left not long ago. He can probably imagine the smile on Cen Mai's face when he wrote the last sentence, it must be pampered and very sad

Thinking of this, Su Dong laughed for no reason, but the corners of his mouth couldn't be pulled up anyway, it looked like he was crying but not crying

Unbearable limit?

Where is your own?Coming to a strange world alone, with no relatives, being hunted down, misunderstood, and forced to bear a sad state of mind, none of these can overwhelm him

I really don't know what could kill such a careless person, Su Dong thought pessimistically, and even vaguely looked forward to the relief

Shaking his forehead briefly, he reprimanded himself for starting to think wildly

But thinking is like this, the more you control it, the more it will slide in a bad direction by itself

Su Dong continued to think uncontrollably, maybe it was his destiny to come here?With Painter Liang's character, even if he came to Seagull City, he probably wouldn't become what he is now!So he went to Haven City, but he himself came to Seagull City

Maybe I originally belonged here...

"Su Dong!"

Yinhe's sudden call woke him up, Su Dong turned to look at her, and asked as if nothing happened, "What's wrong?"

"What are we going to do next?"

The woman was obviously calmer than him, "Cen Mai has done so much, we can't let his efforts be in vain!"

Her serious tone made Su Dong feel a little serious, and he began to think seriously, "I'll think about it."

The man's fingers tapped lightly on his legs, and the pile of firewood quickly burned to the end. He was adding firewood while his eyes wandered in thought. Seeing this, Yinhe wrapped his clothes around his body and leaned on the table next to him to rest alone. quite a while

Only when you sleep well can you have the energy to do things, this is her philosophy of life

This time Yinhe slept very restlessly, always waking up suddenly, every time he could see Su Dong still sitting by the bonfire, the temple was still dim, reflecting the faint light

She woke up a total of five or six times, and then fell asleep in a daze. When she woke up, it was already bright

Turning around, Su Dong was also sleeping in the tent, I don't know when he went to bed last night

She didn't want to disturb him, so she walked out cautiously, moved her body, and walked around in a circle.

When I came back, the man was already awake

"I'm going out later!"

After thinking about it for almost the whole night, he came up with a few ideas

One is to publish all the current information on the Internet, but because the influence is too small, it is impossible to attract the attention of others in a short time, and it is decisively denied by myself

The second is to directly use a loudspeaker to shout in the crowd, but... Su Dong quickly thought of the consequences, and he might be arrested by the guards before he could let others know the reason. After all, he is now a wanted criminal in the city. ah

After much deliberation, there is only one way left

In a certain place in Seagull City, gather all the citizens together, publicly denounce the evils of the Terminator organization, and force the Zhilian to punish Jiang Shui and others

As for the way to gather everyone in one place, he thought about it and could only use

If the Alliance of Governance still doesn't act, then the Seagull City government doesn't have to exist

Su Dong's determination is very firm, even though Qing Juan's face is a little tired, he has never been so determined like now!

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