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When he went back that night, he dreamed again, endlessly, like a nightmare, but the dream was what he longed for deep in his heart.

It was the only place where he could let off steam.

The temperature of the opponent's fingers, the touch of the skin, the speed of breathing.His eyes, reflecting the light, were deep and mysterious, sometimes cold and cold, and sometimes scorching hot like fire.His lips, chin, neck, collarbone, and arms are all carved into Xia He's brain, dream, and heart like a painting.And changed into another taboo/taboo way, provoking him, kissing him, stroking, lingering.

But it is always only a moment, Xiahe will wake up.

He looked out the window at the thick night and the faint moonlight. It will be the Mid-Autumn Festival in two days, but the moonlight is not bright enough.The room was still dim, and his forehead was sweating, and his heart was frantic like weeds.

After waking up from the dream, he couldn't sleep.

Hesitating in his heart, holding back, but said forcefully: "I want him to stay away!"

When he returned to school the next day, Gu Sheng didn't come, and he heard that he had asked for leave.Maybe it's the side effects of drinking, or maybe there's something more interesting than going to class.Anyway, Gu Sheng's father treats him like a freelancer, and he might be the only one living in the big house.He can do whatever he wants, and he can just hide it from the teacher.

Staring at the empty desk behind him, Xia He wandered through several reasons in his mind for not coming to school.

Give yourself a warning again: "It's best to stay away from him."

Later, when he came into contact with Gu Sheng again, he would deliberately give himself psychological hints, and then hide as much as he could, staying far away.But the other party is sitting behind him, where can he hide?

Simply put, Gu Sheng didn't bother him much in those two days, he went to class peacefully, and didn't make any other small moves.Although sometimes small actions are just out of cheapness, whoever sits in front of him will be treated equally, and he will never tolerate when it is cheap.But Xia He always looks back at him coldly, and then he responds by pretending to be ignorant, which is considered peaceful for a while, but it will be the same next time.

But Gu Sheng was surprisingly quiet during those two days, which made Xia He feel uncomfortable.It's my imagination to stay away from him, and it's my inner desire to get close to him.

On the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, when Xia He got up, he saw the phone on the table ringing. He thought it was Zhou Yu, but when he answered, it was a voice that made his whole body go limp.

He frowned and asked, "Is it Gu Sheng?"

The other party replied with a relaxed smile: "Yeah, you haven't gotten up yet?"

"Come on, why do you have my number?"

"It's not easy to know your number, everyone around me has it."

Xia He wondered, the whole school seemed to have never told anyone except Zhou Yu his mobile phone number.

Wait, Zhou Yu?It seems that he used his mobile phone number to 'bluff'.

After all, there are many girls who want to know Xiahe's phone number.

He asked, "What can I do for you?"

Gu Sheng said: "Of course there is something. Remember when I told you that when I went to the countryside for a while, my dad would give me money to buy a motorcycle? Heavy duty."

Xia He thought about it for a while: "I remember."

"I've already bought it, do you want to come and feel it? Take it as a thank you for driving me home for those few days."

He remembered the early warning in his heart, and resolutely refused: "No, I'm not free."

"What else can you do during the holiday? I'll take you for a ride, keep you cool!"

The other party said to light a cigarette, and Xia He could hear the sound of the lighter and the sound of breathing out the smoke.

"I think it's better to forget it. I really don't have time. I have to... I have to visit my relatives."

After he refused again, Gu Sheng was a little impatient: "Okay, forget it if I don't have time, I'll find someone else."

"Ok!"

Xia He responded softly, hung up the phone, stared at the number displayed on it for a while, and decided to save it, but did not write a note.

In the afternoon, he was sitting on the sofa trying the various flavors of mooncakes his father had bought. He was eating happily when his cell phone rang suddenly, and it was Zhou Yu who called.Zhou Yu said, "Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!"

Hearing his voice, Xia He could imagine his joyful expression at the moment, so he joked, "Where did you go to play again?"

Zhou Yu immediately restrained his smile: "You know all this?"

Xia He sneered twice, Zhou Yu took the phone away and asked, "Did you hear the sound of the wind and the whistle of the boat?"

"I heard, are you at the beach?"

"It's not the sea, I'm in Hong Kong, and I'm talking to you at the Victoria Harbor." Zhou Yu smiled again that he couldn't hide.

Xia He deliberately poured cold water on it: "Then you should be careful and hold it steady, and don't drop your phone in the water."

"Don't worry, I won't drop it." Zhou Yu said, "I'll have dinner with my parents first, and I'll talk to you at night."

"Well, bye, happy Mid-Autumn Festival." Xia He hung up the phone after saying that, wondering why the people who appeared next to him were richer than him? !

Before the phone could be put down, it rang again suddenly. This time it was not Zhou Yu's fault, but the number that had not been noted.

He pressed it to his ear: "What's the matter?"

Gu Sheng asked, "Are you at home?"

"At home."

"Is there some kind of 'Chengcheng Apartment' in front of your house?"

"Yep!"

"Is there a big tree in the yard?"

Xia He realized something was wrong and got up and walked to the balcony. He looked up at the road in front of the gate of the courtyard and saw Gu Sheng and the motorcycle parked beside him.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Gu Sheng also turned his gaze towards the building in front of him, saw Xia He standing on the balcony on the second floor, and waved to him with a smile.

Xia He hung up the phone, but had no choice but to hurry downstairs.

"How do you know where I live?"

As soon as Xia He came in front of him, he began to question him.

Gu Sheng said lightly: "Your dad told me, just last time, he was drinking at my house and told me when he was drunk." At the end, he added: "Is he at home now? I'll go and say hello to him, your dad It's fun in private, not as serious as it was at school."

Xia He shook his head: "He's not here, he just went out."

"Okay then." Gu Sheng curled his lips, then turned and winked at the car beside him: "Does it look good? I just got it today."

Xia He looked at the two black heavy motorcycles, the two big front and rear wheels were extremely conspicuous, very cool, like the one Batman rode over Gotham City in the movie "Batman: The Dark Knight".

He said truthfully: "It looks good."

"Let's go, I'll take you for a ride."

As he spoke, Gu Sheng handed him a helmet, and then put on one himself. He was dressed in black all over his body, specially to match these two beloved gadgets.

Xia He took the helmet, and he didn't have the heart to refuse, so he could only put it on and sit behind him.

Then, Gu Sheng started the car, the engine sound was loud, but after starting it became weaker.The car drove through the busy urban area at a flat speed, and detoured to a sparsely populated road outside the urban area. Gu Sheng suddenly accelerated the speed, and the sound of the engine hummed, resounding through the sky.

The motorcycle rushed forward like an arrow, Xia He took off his helmet, his ears were filled with wind, and even tears flowed from his ears.He put it on again, unconsciously, and gently supported Gu Sheng's waist.

The car passed through the small town, through the maple forests with crimson leaves, through the rice fields, and up the mountain.It seems that a lot can be discarded in the process, only feeling, speed and stimulation.

It seemed that he hadn't forgotten anything, he suddenly wanted to know how the person in front of him felt towards him, and suddenly wanted to get his love.

Even knowing it is sick and shameful.But that kind of intensity lasted only for a moment, and disappeared after the silence.

That day, the two of them went to a very far place together and saw a very far place, but no one knew about the scenery.Xia He finally couldn't bear the joy in his heart, and shouted loudly.

Call the other person's name: "Gu Sheng, Gu Sheng, Gu Sheng..."

What else can I say besides the name?

Gu Sheng knew he was calling him, but he was obsessed with the excitement of driving, and he didn't respond, he just felt complacent.

When we returned to the urban area, it was already dark, with no wind and no clouds, and suddenly it became hotter.The moonlight is very bright, but you can only see it if you look up, otherwise you only know the neon lights around you, but you can't see the moonlight.

Gu Sheng sent Xia He to the door of his house, stopped the car, and said to him: "If you want to go out to play next time, find me."

Xia He smiled and nodded, and while handing the helmet back to him, he thought that he was probably alone at home, so he asked, "Would you like to come in and sit down? My dad probably has already cooked dinner."

Gu Sheng was not polite: "Okay!"

So his father parked his motorcycle under the eaves and followed Xiahe in.