shame

It was eight o'clock in the morning when Xiahe received the call.He was still nestled on the bed, debating whether to get up or not. When the phone rang, he knew it was Gu Sheng, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Xiahe, I'm going to Beijing." The other party said.

"Beijing?" He twitched hard in his heart.

"Yeah." Gu Sheng's voice sounded a little downcast, "My dad was on a business trip in Beijing, his old illness relapsed two days ago, and he is now hospitalized. I have to go and see him."

Originally thought that he decided to leave and put all his feelings behind as a joke, but after hearing this sentence, Xia He heaved a sigh of relief: "Then hurry up, Beijing, it's quite far away..."

"Hmm!" After a long silence, Gu Sheng said, "Xia He, I want to see you!"

At this moment, Chang Xiahe didn't make a sound, and there was a rippling of sunshine in his heart.

Gu Sheng said: "I have a ticket for noon, I want to see you now, is that okay?"

After thinking for a while, he asked, "Where are you now?"

"at home."

"I will look for you!"

After saying that, Xia He hung up the phone, hurriedly turned over the quilt and got out of bed, ran to the bathroom and washed up a few times, put on his coat and went out.Xia Zhendong was sitting on the sofa drinking milk and reading the newspaper. Seeing his hurried appearance, he asked, "Why are you going?"

"I have something to do, I'll be back in a while."

After Xia He finished saying this sentence, he had already disappeared, and Xia Zhendong didn't even hear the end of it clearly.

He rode on the bicycle, almost at the fastest speed ever, regardless of the cold wind, regardless of the frozen hands, and regardless of the slippery road with remaining snow.

He seems to be chasing a lifelong dream, and now the dream is in front of him, always thinking that as long as he is fast enough, he can catch up.That young and hot heart, which is dry at the touch, is as soft as water, deeper than the sea.

As a result, the consequence of accelerating the speed of the bicycle on the muddy and slippery road was that a 'person turned over'.

The rear wheel slid when turning, and with this inertia, Xia He lost control and fell to the ground.Fortunately, there was nothing serious, except that the knee of the jeans was torn, and by the way, the skin wrapped inside was scratched a little.

He picked up the bike and continued riding like nothing happened.

When they got to the gate of Gu Sheng's courtyard, they saw the gate was open.He stopped the car against the iron gate and stepped in.

When we arrived at the lobby, it was empty inside, decorated in a retro European style, and a large chandelier was still on, as if it had been left on all night.He yelled twice, and then footsteps came from the stairs.

Xia He looked up and saw that Gu Sheng was wearing a knitted sweater, his bangs drooping over his eyebrows, and his gentle eyes looked a bit refined, like a big boy next door.

He smiled, ran down faster, stopped in front of Xia He, hugged him with his arms, kissed him on the left cheek, and said, "You came so fast."

In a blink of an eye, he noticed Xia He's wet clothes and wet mud stuck to his hair, and his eyes changed: "What's wrong with you?"

Xia He curled his lips: "Accidentally slipped, it's fine."

After hearing this, Gu Sheng grabbed his waist and reached in through the seam of his clothes.When his warm fingers touched Xiahe's hot skin, he couldn't help trembling inwardly, and the bruising pain on his knee disappeared instantly, as if he had been healed.

Gu Sheng's hand slowly wrapped around his chest, stretched out, stared at Xia He, and said to him, "Take it off."

Then he unzipped his jacket.What he wore inside was a gray sweater, which also exuded warmth and was full of the smell of Xiahe.He simply lowered his face and sniffed close to the collar of the sweater, and heaved a sigh of relief, like when smoking a cigarette.

When he was about to proceed to the next step, Xia He reached out to stop him, and looked around.Gu Sheng knew what he was worried about, so he said, "Don't worry, there is no one at home. But we can go upstairs to my room."

"Ok!"

Xia He nodded, and then kissed him.

So, the two went up the stairs affectionately from the living room to the inside of the room, where they rolled on the bed, with the scent that fascinated each other lingering around the tip of their noses.

After finishing their work, both of them panted heavily and lay down on the bed next to each other.The cold air around him became warmer.Gu Sheng leaned over and kissed him on the chin, and asked, "What time is it?"

Xia He raised his hand and glanced at the watch on his wrist: "Don't worry, it's only 09:30."

Gu Sheng lay down again, and said in an extremely relaxed manner, "We can stay for another half an hour."

"Do you want me to accompany you to the station?"

"No, the driver will pick me up later."

"Have you packed your luggage?"

"Too lazy to accept it, anyway, there is a home in Beijing."

"Oh." Xia He moved his gaze out of the window. In the gloomy sky, he seemed to be a little desolate in his heart, and he didn't know why it happened suddenly.

"By the way, when are you coming back?" He turned his eyes back to Sheng's face and asked.

Gu Sheng said: "I don't know yet, I guess I have to wait until school starts. However, as soon as my dad recovers, I will come back immediately."

"Well, say hello to your dad for me."

"Yes, he still misses you."

Gu Sheng smiled and reached out to touch his chest.

Xia He snorted coldly: "Nonsense again, I haven't seen him since I had dinner at your house last time. Besides, it seems that he hasn't come back either, right?"

Gu Sheng shielded the look of loneliness that flashed in his eyes, and said jokingly, "Anyway, I'm his illegitimate son, and if I don't come back, it won't affect me too much, just give me money and spend it."

Xia He said silently: "You really know how to relieve your worries."

At this moment, Gu Sheng changed the subject, sat up, reached for a small radio on the bedside table, and put a tape in it.He returned to the bed, approached Xiahe, put the radio by the pillow, lay down on his stomach, turned on the switch, and said, "Last time I quietly took a tape from your house, and I thought it sounded good."

"I got it at my house?"

"Yeah, it can be considered that I stole it." After Gu Sheng finished speaking, he looked at him and blinked. The person who stole was still so domineering.

Xia He didn't say anything, he quietly took his things away, saying that he liked it and wanted to know and commemorate him through an item.I don't know if Gu Sheng was in such a mood at the time, anyway, most of the books describing love are written like this.

The surroundings are quiet, only the tape of the radio is slowly turning.

The lyrics sing: "Iwannafeelyourtouch

(I want to feel your touch)

It's burning me like an member

(I'm burning like embers in a dark fire)

Pretending is not enough

(Calm on the surface, but can't hide the hotness inside)

Iwannafeellstogether

(I want to burn to ashes with you, dance)

Sol'mgivingin

(so my heart bows)

You are you are

(you are, you are)

My favorite medicine

(my panacea)

You are you are

(you are, you are)

You're where the edge began

(You are the dimly lit place)

You are you are

(you are you are)

Justone last time again

(You are my hard thinking)

You are you are

(you are you are)

Youarethetroublel'min

(you are my sweet worry)

After Gu Sheng left, Xia He returned home and walked in the door. Dad was preparing vegetables for lunch, threw a handful of celery in front of him, and said, "Pick it."

He nodded, grabbed the handful of celery and walked to the balcony.Downstairs came the sound of children playing, smoke came out, and the smell of vegetables wafted in, full of human fireworks.

In those few days, he kept in touch with Gu Sheng on the phone once a day, and the other party told him about his father's condition, such as when the relapse occurred, when he received chemotherapy, and when he underwent surgery.

Also, when did the stepmother talk to me about the passbook!

Gu Sheng was always swearing: "Damn it, my dad isn't dead yet, they've already started thinking about the family property. Xiahe, I'll just speak harshly, they can't even take a piece of money from my dad. Even if my father has some troubles, I will still accept all the money."

Xia He clicked his tongue: "Say less unlucky things."

Gu Sheng calmed down, and slowly said again: "I suddenly miss you a little bit, and want to see you."

Xia He clenched the phone, listened to the even breathing on the other end of the phone, thought for a while and said, "I'll wait for you to come back."