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"Did you see it?"

The night wind blew slowly, and the night was quiet, without a single star.Xia He walked to the balcony and approached Zhou Yu.

Zhou Yu seemed to be still immersed in the scene a few minutes ago, his expression was dazed, and he couldn't even remember how he walked out of the door to the balcony to have a breeze.

But he crossed his arms and said after a long time: "The wind is really cold."

Then he turned around and walked towards the house, glanced at Xia He before stepping forward, not knowing what to say.

Staring at his slender back, Xia He was dumb, and his heart was very peaceful.Regarding this matter, he had wanted to confide everything to Zhou Yu for a long time, but out of inner resistance, he had never had the chance before, and now he was caught on the spot, which seemed to save him a lot of trouble.I really hope that everything is happy and happy, as it should be.

Xia He and Zhou Yu didn't say anything alone until they separated and went home the next day.

When Gu Sheng went back to his home with Xia He, he passed by the bakery outside the alley, and through the window, he seemed to see a familiar figure.Gu Sheng suddenly stopped in his tracks, and his gloomy face, which was originally suffering from a hangover headache, suddenly brightened. He bumped Xia He's shoulder beside him, stared at the bakery, and said, "Hey, isn't that Teacher Xia?"

Xia He suddenly looked in the direction he pointed, and saw his father leaning against the counter, smiling all over his face, chatting and laughing with the beautiful middle-aged woman inside.

He stared at it for a while, then slowly opened his mouth: "It's really..."

"Your father is ushering in the second spring"

"I guess."

Xia He turned his eyes back, looked at the road ahead, took a step forward, and said: "When I graduate and work, he will be alone and helpless, and he really needs to find someone."

Gu Sheng accosted her and said, "I think the girl in the bakery is pretty good. She can be your older sister if she is a few years younger. She matches your father quite well in appearance."

"As long as he thinks it's okay, I don't care."

When Xia He said this, he subconsciously glanced at Gu Sheng.

Gu Sheng looked at him, and put his hand on his shoulder with a smirk.

In the next few days, Gu Sheng went to his former home, the small villa in the center of the city.It was said that it was going to be resold, and he was a little reluctant, but at first the ownership of the house belonged to his stepmother, and he couldn't help it.

He had lived there for two days, standing on the stone steps in the courtyard, recalling the eye contact, handing cigarettes, and ambiguous conversations with Xia He that night.

Suddenly a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, thinking, Xia He was really a stubborn person at that time.

It's only been a year, but it seems like a lot of time has passed.It's been a slow year...

On New Year's Eve, he was going to Xiahe's house for dinner, so he had someone come over one day in advance to clear out the things in the house, and when he returned to Fengcheng next year, all of them would be gone.

That night, he leaned on the balcony and said the same sentence to Xia He: "When I come back next year, maybe all of this will be gone."

Xia He had just taken a shower, his hair was covered with mist, his eyes were clear, and two stars were shining under the weak light.

"Why did you become so sentimental"

Gu Sheng smiled, then glanced at him, turned his hand and took out the cigarette case, shook it, and frowned when he found it was empty.

Xia He said, "Do you want me to buy it for you?"

"No need, no smoking."

"You can bear it"

"You underestimate me, Xia He."

Gu Sheng reached out and touched his warm and soft neck, then said in a daze, "I just miss my dad..."

When he said this, his voice was very thin, so low that he couldn't hear clearly, and it happened that another firework was set off not far away, and it exploded on the roof with a bang, gorgeous, like falling stars.Xia He understood, and turned his hand to hold the hand hanging around his neck, moved it down, and clenched it tightly.

This year passed very peacefully, because of Gu Sheng's existence, Xia He didn't go to see relatives with his father.Originally, I wanted to go to the countryside to see my grandma, but the time was wrong, so I changed my mind and planned to go back next summer.

I invited a few people to eat and drink. It seemed more lively than in previous years, but my mood was much more lonely.

Zhou Yu didn't call Xia He, nor went to play with them.Perhaps that matter has not been fully digested in the heart, but after all, it would be strange for anyone to see two close friends doing such a thing, and feel at ease.

Xia He understood, so he didn't take the initiative to say anything to him.

After the short New Year passed, Xia Zhendong wanted to see them off when he went to Beijing.But Xia He didn't let him see him off, saying that he had Gu Sheng with him, and he wasn't a child.So, Xia Zhendong didn't follow, turned around and ran to date.

When they arrived at the station, they were originally walking side by side, but they were disturbed by several hurried figures.

Gu Sheng glanced over, a little annoyed.

Xia He put his backpack on his back again, raised his gaze, and suddenly saw a figure standing in front of the station entrance.He froze for a moment, then turned his head to look at Gu Sheng, and said, "Zhou Yu..."

Gu Sheng didn't know it yet, followed his gaze, and said: "Really, even if this kid wants to send us off, there is no one who will arrive before him." So he raised his hand and shouted.

Zhou Yu heard the voice, glanced over, smiled, and walked in front of the two of them.

"I thought I missed it."

"what's missing"

"I miss you."

Gu Shengdao: "Come to send someone off without saying hello in advance"

Zhou Yu smiled awkwardly: "No, I happened to be passing by and wanted to try my luck."

"Tch, can't you call Xia He?"

Suddenly, he looked at Xia He, the two of them looked at each other, and moved away unhurriedly.

"My mobile phone broke……"

"That's fine." Gu Sheng saw that his hands were empty, and then put on a bad face: "I thought I was going to bring us something good, and you came here like this."

"Or else?" Zhou Yu said, "what else do you lack?"

"New Year's gift!"

"Uh……"

Zhou Yu hurriedly changed the subject, glanced at Xia He who was silent, opened his mouth and said, "I want to have a word with Xia He."

"Say it!"

Gu Sheng said frankly.

Zhou Yu leaned on Xia He's shoulder and pointed to the platform not far away: "Where shall we go?" Then he motioned to Gu Sheng, "Don't follow."

Gu Sheng said disdainfully: "I don't care to listen to it." But he was secretly happy, anyway, Xia He will repeat it to himself later.

There were many people on the platform, some said goodbye to their parents, some waited alone in silence, and some left with tears streaming down their faces.The train whimpered by, and there was a gust of smelly wind.

The sun is glaring, elongating the shadow of the stop sign.

Zhou Yu leaned against Xia He, and on the steps a few meters away from Gu Sheng, he stopped, let go of his hand and said, "Xia He, I'm sorry."

Xia He moved his Adam's apple, and then said: "It's okay, you didn't apologize to me..."

"You and Gu Sheng..."

"Well, Gu Sheng and I are real."

Xia He raised his eyes and shook the passing footsteps, and then said in a low voice: "As you can see, Zhou Yu, I have wanted to tell you a long time ago, I like Gu Sheng."

Zhou Yu was dumbfounded, "Does he know?"

"Yes, he likes me too."

Xia He said: "I want to tell you the truth, I have always been interested only in men."

Continuing to be dumb, he took a long time to speak: "I... I didn't even see it. You are different from those people in the movie."

Xia He sneered: "Who can define what we look like?"

"That's not what I meant..." Zhou Yu said, "Xiahe, don't worry, you are my best brother no matter what. My only brother."

After he finished speaking, he looked at Xia He's eyes with great sincerity, the eye sockets were a little red, as if they had been blown by the wind.He once said that he had tears against the wind.

"Thank you!"

At this moment, Gu Sheng seemed to be approaching, beckoning, "Hurry up, the car is coming."

Zhou Yu stretched out his hand and patted Xia He's shoulder: "Take good care of yourself in Beijing, take care of him...he is a good person."

Xia He laughed, then waved his hands: "Let's go!"

Then he started to run towards Gu Sheng, and the figure of the speeding train passed before his eyes.