Fall in love with Lin Daiyu

Seeing that Baochai agreed, Baoyu got up and wanted to come out when he saw that the matter was over.Baochai said, "Brother Bao is leaving now?" Baoyu said, "I have something to do, so I have to go first, and I will come to bother you when I am free." Baochai had no choice but to nod and watch him go away.

At night, there was silence outside.Baoyu walked out of the courtyard with his hands behind his back, and looked up at the dark night sky.I lowered my head and sighed unconsciously: "I have been here for more than a year without knowing it. I have experienced a lot of things here, and I have gradually adapted to the environment here. I am used to it, but I, but what is my future fate? What is the fate of the Jia family and the maidservants? And sister Lin, will she really spend her life peacefully in the Beijing Prince's Mansion? Will she be safe as long as she leaves the Jia mansion? If so In this way, my decision to reluctantly abandon her is right, right."

Baoyu was just thinking about it, Xiren walked slowly behind him and put a big orangutan blanket on him, and said: "It's so cold, second master, why don't you come in and sit?" Stay here for a while, go in by yourself first." Baoyu looked up again as he spoke, feeling cold at the distant and empty sky.Looking back, I suddenly remembered that sister Xiangyun didn't know what was going on now, she must have suffered a lot.Thinking about it made me feel uncomfortable for a while, and tears came from my eyes.He patted his head again and cried, "I'm really useless. I couldn't keep Sister Xiangyun, and I couldn't keep Sister Lin by my side!" Seeing Baoyu like this, Xiren rushed forward to stop him: "Second Lord, what are you doing?" What are you doing?" Baoyu's wrist was tightly grasped by Xiren, Baoyu held Xiren's hand with his backhand, and said with tears in his eyes: "Xiren, tell me, do you think I am useless? Tell me !" Xiren was frightened by the precious jade in front of her, she was panicked and at a loss.Seeing Baoyu patting her head excitedly again, she hurriedly stretched out her hand to hold her. She felt sad for a while, and cried, "No, I never think that the second master is useless, and I never think so!" Baoyu raised the corners of her mouth slightly, and her eyes flowed from the corners of her eyes to her cheeks: "No, you lied to me, even you lied to me!" Baoyu squatted down slowly, crying hoarsely.It's time for him to let off steam. From the moment Daiyu got married, he felt that there was a big stone in his heart, which made him very tired and wanted to break out and rest.

Xiren also squatted down slowly along Baoyu, and the two looked at each other with tears in their eyes, speechless.Xiren didn't understand a word of Baoyu's next words. He only heard him say: "I used to read "Dream of Red Mansions" when I was studying. I thought the Baoyu in it was useless. It couldn't change anything. I can agree, but I can only be manipulated by thin threads like a puppet and controlled by others, and I even feel incompetent. But I, but now I understand, I understand. He is soft-spoken and helpless, so I understand the past How stupid I don’t understand.” Baoyu raised his head to the sky and howled for a while, his eyes filled with tears, and he knelt on the cold bluestone slab. His voice filled the entire Yihong Courtyard, making people feel cold It was cold, and there were waves of grief.

Xiren held Baoyu's hand. Although she didn't understand what Baoyu was talking about, she seemed to understand his pain and sadness.She gently reached out to help Baoyu wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, like a sister or more like a kind mother.Baoyu felt her soft cotton-like hands, and his aching heart was temporarily comforted.Tears were still streaming from the corners of his eyes, and Daiyu's fantasy appeared in front of his eyes. She was smiling at him, showing a deep, deep smile all the time.Baoyu stretched out his hand, but touched a strange but familiar face.

Carefully opened his eyes to look at Xi Ren's face, Baoyu hurriedly withdrew his hand, looked at it awkwardly, got up and wiped away his tears, and said, "Let's all go in!" Xiren had a thorough understanding of Baoyu's heart and what he was thinking.So I secretly made up an idea in my heart. After the servant Baoyu fell asleep, I lay back on the bed in the outer room and secretly thought about how to go back to Mrs. Wang tomorrow.

Baoyu woke up early the next morning and went to the drawer in the inner room to get some silver taels, wrapped them up, hurried all the way out of the corner door, and called Mingyan without giving any instructions. Mingyan went and brought the horses as usual. and go.The attacker here was coming all the way to Mrs. Wang, and he talked about what happened last night, which made Mrs. Wang feel distressed for a while.Xiren said again: "I think, I think the second master is getting old too, shouldn't we make a big deal for him, so that he can be settled?" Mrs. Wang must have turned her sorrow into a smile and said, "My Son, you have thought about it carefully, and if you don’t mention it, I will forget it. I will keep this in mind. Seeing Mrs. Wang's words happily, she withdrew and left the door to go back and forth to Yihong Courtyard.

Mingyan, hurry up and we must find Sister Xiangyun before sunset!Baoyu, riding a horse in front, turned back and shouted to Mingyan who was behind.When Ming Yan heard this, he hurriedly added a few whips to catch up: "Second Master came out this time, but he has such important things to do."

Baoyu said, "Now that you know it, hurry up!"

Every time Baoyu and Mingyan went to a flower boat, they deliberately pretended to be playboys, saying that they were asking Yinzi to find them. Once they got on the flower boat, they hurriedly searched for someone. Dozens of flower boats have said countless times of good things and spent an unknown amount of money, only to see that the money in a package is getting less and less.Just as Baoyu and Mingyan were downcast and were about to go back home and wait for another day to look for them again, another flower boat slowly rowed towards the center of the lake.Baoyu was not very enthusiastic when he saw it, but Mingyan shouted excitedly: "Second Master, Second Master, look quickly, there is a flower boat coming over there, and Miss Xu Xiangyun is on it!" Seeing that people's faces could not be seen clearly on the flower boat, only a mass of flowers on it, and only a few sparse people in the cabin were having fun.Baoyu didn't give up hope, but he also refused to give up and said, "Well, let's wait a little longer."

Baoyu and Mingyan watched anxiously as the flower boat approached little by little, and the feeling of tension became stronger and stronger as the flower boat approached.Baoyu's palms were sweating, and Mingyan also opened her eyes nervously, fearing that she might make a mistake.After an hour of incense sticks, the flower boat finally docked.I don't know when a few literati-looking gentlemen came to the shore and boarded the flower boat, and a few playboys also boarded the boat afterward.Baoyu went to the boat, and Mingyan followed him not far or near.Baoyu stepped forward and said, "Is there a girl named Xiangyun on this flower boat?" The old bustard on the boat smiled and said, "Oh, sir, you have a good eye. There is really a girl on our boat who looks so beautiful. Already." Looking at Baoyu again, he said with a smile, "It seems that I am a regular visitor, come on, wait a moment and I will call you right away."

When Baoyu heard that Xiangyunguo was on the flower boat, the joy in his heart could no longer be restrained, but he thought: "I was also looking for it on other boats, and I met many girls with the same name and surname. I waited expectantly and returned disappointed. Don’t come back like this again?”

After a cup of tea, Xiang Yun, dressed as a flower demon, was behind the smiling old bustard.When Baoyu saw that the face of the woman behind her was indeed Xiangyun, she felt both joy and sadness in her heart, and she didn't know how to express it.Baoyu hurried forward and called out with tears: "Sister Xiangyun, sister Xiangyun, I am Baoyu!" Then Xiangyun hurriedly came out from behind the old bustard, and said with tears: "Second brother...Second brother... ..."