my sick young miss gl

stupid?Such words are not unfamiliar to me at all.Since I was in school, my father often called me an idiot after the parent-teacher meeting with my ugly report card.His loud cursing always made his mother cry silently in the room.

Why is mother crying so sad?Is it really because of my stupidity?

It took me many years to understand the obscure code words in the adult world.It turned out that I was not my father’s biological daughter. When he graduated from junior high school, he came back from drinking too much one night, pointed at me and said a lot of ugly things. The reason seemed to be that my mother wanted to send me to the current high school, but it required a considerable sum of money. School choice fee.

Don't think I'm being taken advantage of. With your grades, I won't pay more than a penny.He rushed towards me and yelled this sentence, the turbid and nauseating smell of alcohol almost suffocated me, I tried to resist, but the difference in strength was really great, I called my mother desperately, but the air was filled with There is only despair to the point of biting cold.

So, I don't need to care about her stupid sentence at all, right?A person who is considered stupid by his own parents, it is probably understandable for others to have the same opinion.

I successfully convinced myself, so I was in the mood to return a not-so-satisfactory smile to the goddess in front of me.She seemed a little surprised by my overly calm expression, and she blinked her beautiful eyes, showing a look of interest.

"Are you of m attribute? Like to be scolded and bullied?"

I probably didn't realize the meaning of her words for a while, and I was still looking at her in a daze, and when I unconsciously followed her eyes with my head, I suddenly understood, how can anyone like to be bullied? !

"Who, who would like to be bullied." My abrupt voice echoed in the campus, making the meaning of the words even more ridiculous and unreal.

But this time she didn't smile, but opened her beautiful eyes wide, and the grand light shot out from her eyes, almost penetrating my whole body.I trembled uncontrollably, not knowing what I was afraid of.

"Lu Qianyu." The three words rang loudly, and at the same time, she once again stretched out her beautiful hand to me.

I thought it would be a courtesy handshake, so I handed it over tremblingly.But that beautiful hand easily passed over all of this and stayed on my slightly swollen cheeks.

In fact, she didn't have to announce her name.Because almost no one in the school did not know the name Lu Qianyu.Miss Lu, a second grader, her father used to be a famous gangster in this city when she was young. In that era when the legal system was not perfect, she fought with another gang member on a certain street not far from the school. Rush with real guns too.It is said that the eldest brother who now controls all the gangs in this city is still her father's horse boy.It's just that her father understood the principle of retreating bravely, and now he has already washed his wealth and turned himself into one of the best merchants in this city.

Suddenly there was a burst of pain on my face, forcing me to regain my senses from the distant reveries.

"Where's your name?" Miss Lu let go of her hand, which fully expressed her dissatisfaction. Only then did I realize my impoliteness, and hurriedly told my name.

"Hui Xin, heh, do you want to smile knowingly? Even your name makes you smile more."

It was the first time I heard someone interpret my name like this, probably because I didn't want to disappoint her, so I finally laughed from the bottom of my heart.

"Yeah, you look cute when you smile!"

Something warm in my heart slowly melted away until I got home.When I was helping the cook, my mother noticed and asked me if something good happened to me at school.

Is it a good thing?I smiled without saying a word, but one person said that such a smile is quite cute.Maybe some more, some more smiles like this, my life will be different.

"Hey, have you heard..."

"Really? Are you too shameless?"

"Damn, in what era do you still use such a rustic method? Is she from the countryside hahaha!"

"It's really unexpected. Seeing how she usually behaves like a good girl, it's so unrestrained to initiate Chunlai, haha!"

After I came to the school the next day, I was surrounded by ugly whispers, and from time to time, people would look at me with weird eyes. I don’t need to guess, I know that someone must have revealed that I wrote a letter to the sports committee of the next class. .

For a while, I, who existed in the school like a transparent person, became the focus of public opinion. Even during recess, some students from other classes ran to the door of the classroom and pointed at me.

For the whole morning, I sat motionless in my seat like a dummy, skipping lunch or even daring to drink more water.I was afraid that if I drank too much water, I would want to go to the toilet. Faced with more harsh words and more terrifying eyes, I didn't have the courage to walk out of the classroom.The urge to cry made my eye sockets sore, but I still held back and couldn't let the tears come out of my eyes.Because just yesterday I just made a promise - just a few more cute smiles, life will change for the better.

"Hey, call the girl in your class to come out."

The lingering trio turned into a campus villain again, standing at the door of the classroom and yelling.The girl who was sent to call me seemed to be more independent than me. I couldn't bear to make things difficult for her. I took a deep breath and walked out with the tragic feeling of a strong man gone forever. .

"I underestimated you before, but I didn't expect you to be seductive? First, Sang Yu from our class, and yesterday even Lu Xuejie, a second grader, made a move for you. Tsk tsk, it's not easy!"

Between pushing and shoving, I was taken by the trio to an inconspicuous corner behind the playground.The arrogance of the short-haired girl turned out to be even more arrogant than yesterday. She pushed me against the wall while speaking, and tore off my shirt with both hands.

"Come on, let my sister see what kind of capital you, a little slut, have."

I struggled like crazy, but was pinned down by the other two in the trio.I don't know who made the first move, but the raindrops of fists and feet began to greet me desperately.I bent over and covered my head with my arms.After all, they are girls, and their fists and kicks are not half as strong as their father's.

I was actually lucky at such a moment, whether I was beaten stupid or whether I was very happy.

I don't know how long the storm lasted, but I vaguely heard two bells coming from the direction of the classroom.When the third bell rang, the trio was finally so tired that they could only breathe.The short-haired girl still didn't give up, panting like a cow, while taking out her mobile phone and fiddled in my direction.

"Take her clothes off for me."

"Don't!!" I roared, exhausting all my strength, reaching the limit.

Sorry, I can not do it.It is impossible to maintain the heart that can smile at any time in such a life.Go to hell with cuteness, life won't change at all, enough fairy tales, please don't give me such hope.