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Sang Yu smiled at me awkwardly, moved her hand away from her trouser pocket with difficulty, and mechanically picked up the food in front of her.

And I sat next to him, obviously so close to each other, but there seemed to be a natural moat between them.He was silent, chewing the food one bite after another; I didn't say a word, and I was fascinated by recalling the past related to him; As soon as school was over, I turned off other things and went to the playground to watch him play, and then went to the familiar stranger mode today.I have to admit that my state of mind has undergone a change that I can't even explain.And him?Why not?Or from the beginning, it was like watching a lab mouse jump into one trap after another, and then struggle out with scars all over his body, repeating the cycle.

I know that there is such a kind of people in the world; they are keen on the tenacity that emerges from the fragility, and they are keen on crushing dreams when they come true, but leaving behind the seeds of hope.Maybe I really have some similarities with Yao Miao. In the eyes of many people, I am a weak existence, which can become a fertile ground for them to do whatever they want.It's a pity that no one can see that my forbearance is not due to my own weakness... No, I missed one person, the guy who always sneered when I jumped.She's the only one who understands these differences and yet bullies me wantonly.

After a long time, Sang Yu saw that I was as unresponsive as a statue, and touched my arm.I returned to my senses and looked at him inexplicably.He frowned slightly, and said "your cell phone" in a low voice.I just realized that I heard a familiar melody in a trance just now, so it was my mobile phone.

When I took it out of the backpack to look at it, the melody that had been ringing non-stop had stopped.The small screen was filled with notifications of missed calls, and when I clicked on it, it turned out that they were all the same number.

"Is there something in a hurry to go back?"

"It's nothing urgent. Maybe I made a wrong call." I lowered my head guiltyly, and turned the phone to silent by the way.

"I've delayed you for too long today. If you really have something to do, you should go back early." Sang Yu said with a relaxed face. I'm very happy. But... the tricky things have not been dealt with yet, and there is nothing I can do..."

"It doesn't matter." I interrupted him, which may have been a long-planned rhetoric.

"It's okay, really. I can see that it's inconvenient for you to leave here. There must be something important to deal with. It's just..." I adjusted my facial expression not to be too rigid, and tried to show a pleasing smile . "It's just that you haven't contacted your family members for such a long time, and you haven't talked to... You don't talk to me, I... I'm a little worried."

It took me a long time before I dared to look at the expression on Sang Yu's face. At that moment, I had the urge to applaud myself.My "performance" was so successful, Sang Yu looked at me moved, and finally sighed after a long time, "You...you should be careful on the way back alone, I wanted to see you off, but...but... "

"Can you just take a walk with me around here?" I interrupted what he was about to say again.He opened his mouth in disbelief, probably not trying to refuse this time.

Maybe it was because I was too "empathetic", but Sang Yu finally agreed to my proposal.The two walked out of the small restaurant, and he tried to hold my hand.But I didn't cooperate and pretended to block it with a facial tissue.

The sun has completely set outside, and the urban villages that don't even bother to plan for municipal construction have almost pitiful little public lighting.And there are many high-pole lamps that have broken or are about to break standing crookedly on the side of the road.On both sides of the road, garbage can be seen everywhere, piled up like mountains, but it is difficult to find the garbage cans issued by the municipal government.Hehe, walking in this kind of place? !That is Sang Yu, I thought in my heart, if the person walking beside me was replaced by Miss Lu, she would definitely use the coldest tone to ridicule me to the point of bruising.

Thinking of this, he laughed unconsciously.

Sang Yu turned her head strangely and asked me what I was laughing at.I couldn't answer for a while, and I couldn't say that when I was pretending to be dating him, I was thinking of another one, and it was a woman.But because of my momentary slack, he thought hard for a long time, and then seemed to have taken a lot of courage, turned to me and said: "It's better...don't wander around outside, here...the security here is not very good good."

My heart skipped a beat, thinking that he finally put down his guard and would let me go with him to take a look at the place where he lived, maybe we would find something valuable!He was still happy about his trick, so he changed the subject: "There is a small platform on the second floor where I live, and I like to sit there when I am alone, so I arranged it simply. Although there is nothing worth it It's a beautiful scenery, but it's rare that no one knows there, you...you might like it."

...Oh my god, is this really a date? !

Is there any way, I have to jump down after gritting my teeth.In my heart, I was already reluctant to die, but I still wanted to express my agreement with a look of joy on my face.I'm so bored, I wish I could finish my whole life's drama today.

The two went around and went back to the tube building that was completely hidden in the darkness. They didn't pay attention when they came. There was indeed a staircase on the side of the building leading to the second-floor open-air platform from the outside.

Sang Yu walked in front, watching my expression carefully from time to time.When walking along the narrow corridor, I stumbled over the cardboard boxes stacked at the door of this one for a while, and was startled by another high-decibel quarrel and door slamming sound for a while.After stumbling and stumbling, when I finally arrived at the place he said, objectively speaking, I was indeed a little surprised.

The platform is not big, and there are two plastic tables and chairs for outdoor use, and a low coffee table that does not match, all of which are used as tables.Probably because of the darkness, I really can't see what is dirty and what is clean. On the contrary, it is out of sight and out of mind, and looking at them makes me feel more pleasing to the eye.

I took two steps forward, and Sang Yu was hiding behind me and I didn’t know what to do. I heard a soft click, and a small flickering light lit up on the wall on one side, which is the kind that some shopping malls hang on Christmas. The decorative lights on the Christmas tree have never been noticed before. Although the colorful flickering does not provide enough light, it has a different feeling in this dim corner.So, I exclaimed in unison, thinking that if I met Lu Qianyu before this, I might be so moved.

Sang Yu must have been satisfied with my reaction, with a smug look on her face.Seeing that I was about to go forward to look at the small lights on the wall, I pulled my arm violently: "Be careful, don't go that way, there is no guardrail on this platform."

I was pulled by him and lost my balance, and naturally fell into his arms in the direction of the force. Although I struggled hard to get out at the first time (after all, hugging once is enough for acting), my ears Still sensitively caught a cold snort.

I shivered subconsciously, and avoided Sang Yu's embrace, but he didn't take away his hand from my side, feeling my reaction, and asked me if I was a little cold.

But I turned a deaf ear to his words, if, I mean if... that cold snort just now was not a hallucination...