my sick young miss gl

Perhaps for any other girl with a little more vanity, such a request would be irresistible.It seems that I am too noble to say this, as if I have never been bothered by such things as vanity.But that's not the case, I'm just scared.It's not that I'm afraid of being treated roughly like that day, but I'm afraid that the renewed hope will be ruthlessly extinguished in the next moment.Falling from the top of hope, the feeling of being shattered once is enough.

I rejected him silently.Such a proud person would retreat wisely in such silence.

But Sang Yu didn't back down, just sighed softly, took out a neatly folded letter paper and stuffed it into my hand.

"I guess you may not want to listen to me. You should not be forgiven for what you have done. But, please read this letter, okay?" His pride probably only allowed him to To this point, so before I can answer, people have quickly ran back to the playground.

Was this hasty exit out of fear of hearing any negative words from my mouth?But in fact, I have no intention of rejecting him face to face.Maybe in the bottom of my heart, I can't forgive a friend who will be violent suddenly, but I don't want to really hurt anyone.

Put the letter in your trouser pocket, making sure it doesn't fall out by accident.Then walk slowly back to the classroom.

"Hey, is it true that you and Class Five Sangyu?" As soon as he sat down, the same person posted over mysteriously.

I don't really want to talk about this topic, but my colleague's eyes are shining with indescribable excitement. If he doesn't say anything, the other party will definitely not let it go.And not long ago, the trio kept asking for trouble. The matter between me and Sang Yu has been rumored for a long time, so it's better to take this opportunity to make it clear.

"I don't have anything to do with him anymore, it's just an ordinary classmate relationship now."

"It's a ghost, the ordinary classmate relationship, he looked at you so intently just now? Isn't it awkward? Hey, didn't you go on a date last weekend? Where have you two progressed?"

The chattering questions came one after another, how should I answer them?Even if the truth is told, how many people can believe it, and I didn't intend to say it.That kind of experience is like a stain that is hard to wash off for Sang Yu. Even if I am already disappointed in him, I don't want to see a situation that is not good for him.

"I'm not feeling well, let me rest for a while."

"Tch, I can really pretend."

Finally able to calm down, I simply closed my eyes and fell asleep on the table.I don't know how long I've been asleep, when my body was suddenly pushed lightly and lightly.

"It's almost school, don't you go home?"

I opened my eyes in a daze, and saw that my colleague had packed up his things and was about to leave.

"Well, I went to the bathroom and went back."

Because it was already school time, there was no one in the bathroom.I closed the door of one of them, leaned against the door and took out the letter Sang Yu had given me.Just after watching the beginning, there was a burst of noisy footsteps outside, as if a lot of people came in at once.It seems that the letter cannot be read in school. I was about to open the door to go out, but the sudden voice made me stop.

"You mean the girl from class six?"

"Yeah, yeah, who else is there? It's shameless enough. I heard that it was Sang Yu who she took the initiative to pursue. After playing, she dumped him without saying a word."

"No way, who did you listen to?"

"It's absolutely true. Her colleague told me in person during the class break. There can be lies."

"Oh my God, she's so cheap. How did Sang Yu fall in love with her when she's so good?!"

"Tsk tsk, you don't know that, don't you? I heard from Chen Lu and the others that the woman doesn't look refined, but that aspect is amazing. Men sometimes like that."

"Hahaha, you know all this! I really can't see it."

The voice of speaking became indistinct with the sound of distant footsteps.

It doesn't matter, what they say is nonsense, there is no need to take it to heart.I comforted myself like this, but what was reflected in the mirror was a face covered with tears.You can't blame others, it's all your own choice.The water in the water pipe is cold to the bone, stinging the skin, but it also makes people sober.

When I got home, because I was busy helping my mother cook, I couldn't care about what happened at school for a while.By the time I remembered that letter again, it was almost the end of the day.

Unfolding the letter paper, lines of words were entered into the brain.My mood was surprisingly stable.I no longer have the symptoms that could make my heart beat violently as long as it is about any delicate end of mulberry elm.

Fortunately, he didn't deliberately mention that unpleasant date.The whole letter describes a woman, a woman who has had a profound influence on him, his mother.Sang Yu's parents divorced when he was two years old. After that, his young mother took him, who hadn't remembered anything, around various men.Because there is no legal marriage, the role of the father in the consciousness gradually fades away, and there are only uncles and uncles with various surnames.His childhood began to be invaded by ugly and dirty opinions, some even from his blood relatives.It's time to defend the image of his mother like a man, and he was full of righteous indignation when he was young.The next scene made him fall into the ice cave with his oath; his mother was naked and doing something on the bed with a strange man, and a few days later it was a completely strange face again, and he didn't even know their surnames. Can't remember.

"That woman is so unclean that it cannot be equated with the word holy mother. I don't need to defend anything..." His handwriting was so strong that he called his mother "that woman".

It seems that I can understand why Sang Yu in the ktv suddenly lost control, and those grievances that could not be said in front of my mother were cast on me.

But why me?

And why did you reveal your unknown side to me, an unfamiliar person?

These problems haunted me almost all night, and I was top-heavy when I woke up in the morning.It seems necessary to have a thorough talk with Sang Yu, is he also waiting for my answer?Although the letter did not ask for forgiveness, I always had a vague feeling that Sang Yu did not ask for forgiveness as he himself said.On the contrary, at the cost of his own shadow in the sun, he only advances offensively and does not want to defend.

It seemed that he lowered his posture, but in fact he didn't think I would refuse from the very beginning.Even if you do something excessive, the responsibility is passed on to someone who cannot be blamed.

Gently fold the letter paper into its original shape and place it between the pages of the book.I haven't deleted the messages from that strange number after the ktv incident, and they are still intact in the inbox.You can preview all the content without opening it

【...You really know who you are about to face! 】

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Is everyone Merry Christmas?Anyway, I'm already crazy and can't stop.