tenderness

What did he mean by what he just said? Is he confessing to me in disguise?Before I had time to think about it, I got into his car and was pulled by him to the place of our memories.Time is quite complicated for me at this time. It seems that one second I felt that I was just meeting him five years ago, and the next second I am back to the current state of the two people who are not far or near.Think about how I got here when I was separated from him. I said that it was only a few years that passed quickly. In fact, every day passed so long. I think only I can understand the feeling. .

"What are you thinking, Xiao Nuo?" He squeezed my hand, "Look at your hands are still so cold, I remember you only do this when you have something on your mind."

"I want to go in and have a look..." I pointed to the memory place in front of me, my eyes suddenly became confused.

"...Come on, let's go in," he said to me after thinking for a while and then mocking himself, "I really didn't expect that we could appear here together, I really miss it."

Why didn't I think about it this way? How much I want to go back to the past with him here again, and return to the life that only belongs to the two of us, but he, what right does he have to say nostalgia, obviously he is the one who escapes, first He was also the one who left.

"I really don't understand you." Thinking of this, I replied to him.

"Huh?" He didn't respond, and hummed lightly to express his doubts.

"Actually, we could have lived like this all the time, but who broke this situation first?" I regretted what I was talking about, and I regretted it as soon as I said it. He has already married, so what is the use of me talking about it now.

The atmosphere fell into embarrassment for a while. Just when I was thinking about what I should say, the other party sighed helplessly and said to me, "So Xiao Nuo, are you blaming my decision at that time?"

"What right do I have to blame you, you have done a good job..." I shook my head and said in a low voice, "I just don't understand why you suddenly did that, I always thought you hated my dependence , but the things you did behind the scenes really made me..."

"Because I like you." He interrupted me and stepped forward to hug me.

Wait, what is he talking about... My brain was stuck in an endless loop for a moment. I haven't made clear my feelings for him, let alone the other party's feelings for me. I don't know what to think and what to do.

"It feels so good to hug you again..." His whispering voice in my ear gradually made me lose my way, I gently hugged him back, and buried my head in his neck.

Since you like me, you shouldn't get married and stay away from me. Since you like me, you shouldn't come and talk to me after getting married, but you should reject me severely, right?Now that he said this, what courage do I have to face the next life without him?

It seems that it is not only him who likes each other, but also me.And it wasn't just him who was deeply involved in this relationship, he also joined me at some point.