[HP] Aunt of the Savior

And in Spider's End, many miles from Godric's Hollow, Severus Snape was on his summer vacation.Contrary to the others, he was looking forward to the start of school almost every day, although his summer vacation this year was not too bad compared to last year.

In the early morning, when the weather was not too hot, he and Lily often met to do homework together under the big tree by the river not far from home.Usually Lily would bring breakfast, and of course he had one of them.He didn't insist on refusing.Since he had given Lily Christmas presents and birthday presents, Lily hadn't shy away from such gifts between friends.But he still gave Lily a beauty potion for these breakfasts.

Making potions does not require a wand, and it is not within the limited scope of not being able to use magic during the holidays, so Lily happily accepted it.Of course, Snape would never let the well-behaved Lily know that he had access to magic during the holidays.

—though maybe he could show off to Jody when school started, because he picked up some new magic over the holidays.

After exchanging some memories with Jody, Snape was even more relaxed.He once suspected that the pure-blooded Potter family was probably the kind of family he imagined that lived in a large manor and had many people serving every day.However, the pictures in Jody's memory certainly don't have that kind of exaggeration. Their days still look quite ordinary, so ordinary that he feels a kind of envy in his heart just by taking a look at them.

The Potters seemed to resemble the Evans's.Snape didn't want to admit that the resemblance he felt was not the similarity in economic conditions, but the harmonious family atmosphere, loving yet strict parents.

The atmosphere at the Potter house is actually better than the Evans house, because even though that Gryffindor Potter is a pompous, arrogant, obnoxious fool, he has a very good relationship with Jody, and he really loves it. Sister, Lily's Muggle sister can't compare with him at all.No matter how much Snape hated James, he couldn't deny this.This made Snape always have the pleasure of winning the treasure that the other party cherished when getting along with Jody.

However, for a period of time after practicing Legilimency chanting for the first time, he reduced his direct contact with Jody.Jody probably thought he was embarrassing his secret, but it wasn't.When he decided to practice Legilimency with Jody, he didn't care if this girl knew what was going on in his family.But that doesn't mean he is willing to let the girl find that he is envious, even a little jealous of her life.

That was more than Severus Snape's pride would allow.Rather than being envious of others, he hopes that he can become the object of envy, admiration and even fear of others, just like... that lord.

By the time Snape returned home from the river, Tobias Snape was usually just recovering from his drunkenness.He looked at his son with a complex expression of disgust and fear, then hurriedly rummaged through the box to find some banknotes without saying a word, and left the house.Tobias, who left like this, will not come back until late at night.

Snape's hand holding the wand in secret relaxed slightly, and he was now able to look at the ugly behavior of his biological father with disdain and indifference.The word father has become an abstraction, and there's just a drunkard who keeps getting fired, a dumb Muggle who doesn't do anything but yell at his wife and children.

"I'll leave this to you, you can use it to protect yourself, but... don't worry about me." Irene Snape's voice was as cold as ever, even though she gave the magic wand as precious as a second life to wizards. when her son.

Snape cast a petrifying spell on a drunken Tobias the first day he got the wand, after that, Tobias never dared to yell at him again.

Snape never asked his mother why she gave up her wand.From the moment he could remember, Irene had been arguing with her husband like a Muggle woman, and kept submissive to Tobias most of the time.Snape had no idea what reason or significance his mother had for doing this.Today he is neither interested nor willing to understand.Eileen clearly has enough ability to fight against or even drive away Tobia, but she chose another path.Her cowardly and patient performance all along only made Snape hate Tobias and Muggles even more.

With his mother's wand, Snape could use magic outside of school without any scruples, which not only protected him from any harm from Tobias, but also allowed him to continue studying and studying at home.Even if he could only isolate himself in a dark bedroom, it would be better than being forced to listen to the Snape couple's quarrel all the time.

But the content of his recent research made him a little uneasy.He discovered a black magic that was terrible in a certain sense, and the situation mentioned in the book felt familiar to him, which made him afraid.He wanted to ask his mother for the first time, but his instinct told him that Irene would not tell him the truth, just like she would never explain why she was so attached to Tobia.

Snape, who climbed into bed with restlessness in his stomach, fell asleep very late, and after that, he vaguely realized that he was dreaming——

The first thing that caught his eye was a figure he was very familiar with.It was a girl, and she was flying in front of him on a broomstick, and he was also riding on a broomstick.It's strange that he would choose such a way of moving that he doesn't like at all, but maybe because it's in a dream, he flies naturally, without the care he had in class.

He flew fast and caught up to her from behind, her hair fluttering in the wind like a banner.He suddenly recalled the scene he had forgotten in the first-year flight class, so he stretched out his hand to the girl in front of him, and his fingertips had already touched the corner of her robe——

Just when he seemed to have caught the girl, the scene changed, and they stayed in front of a familiar-looking fireplace, sitting face to face on the soft carpet and cushions.He saw the girl's beautiful side face: a straight nose bridge, soft red lips, and a gracefully curved jaw and neck.He couldn't bear the distance between them, so he pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly.Her hands gently wrapped around his back, patting his shoulder lightly.

Under her reassurance, he relaxed a little, and bent down to kiss her lips in a reverent mood.He was a little nervous, worried about being rejected, but she didn't dodge, but responded shyly and clumsily. This reaction pleased him and made him instinctively deepen the kiss.

Her warm lips seemed to set him on fire, and his fingers began to tug at her robe uncontrollably.Through the thin shirt fabric, he could feel the tender skin underneath.Unlike his own hard body, she was so soft!

His movements suddenly became gentle. Unlike him, she was so delicate and fragile. He had to cherish her like the most easily damaged potion ingredients.He cupped her head in both hands, running his fingers through her long, silky black hair.He kissed her softly, all the way down, kissing her forehead, nose, lips, neck... The soft touch of fingertips and lips stimulated his nerves, and he felt a heat rushing towards his lower abdomen.

It was a feeling like lying on cotton, very comfortable, as if the whole body was relaxed, he had never experienced such a feeling.Although novel, it is addictive enough.

Snape woke up sweating profusely, and found that his lower body was wet and sticky, and even the bed sheet was stained a lot.He touched his mother's magic wand sleepily, and instinctively pointed to his sheets and pajama pants and gave him a "clean up".

This is not the first time this kind of thing has happened. He has read the book a long time ago, knows what happened and how to deal with it, and he has already made mental preparations.He didn't even have the panic that boys his age had when this happened to him - surely he couldn't be expected from either of the Snapes to teach him this knowledge, could he?

Charms were not suitable for cleaning the clothes on his body at all. The uncomfortable feeling rubbed against Snape's most delicate skin and stimulated him to wake up completely.Only then did he realize what he had just dreamed.Yes, it wasn't the first time he had made a mess on the bed, but it was indeed the first time he had that kind of dream!

He opened his mouth wide, his black eyes stared blankly at the ceiling, his whole body felt as hot as being scorched by fire, nothing could be more embarrassing than this.

The dim and bright moonlight shone on Snape through the dirty glass window, and he was a little flustered.But it wasn't just because of the dream he was having, it was because the object of the dream was so upsetting to him.

How could that person be... her?

Snape was tempted to deny the name he thought of.But among the women he knew, there was only one woman with long black hair and black eyes—Jody Porter.

Snape wasn't sure whether he was embarrassed by the content of the dream just now, or because the person who appeared in the dream was too unexpected.It never occurred to him that he would have this kind of... desire for his best friend from Slytherin.

The person he likes is obviously Lily, isn't it?Of course, that didn't mean that he should regard Lily as the heroine in his dream just now, but at least it was better than the current situation, which made Snape feel right.He felt a flash of bewilderment in his heart, but there was also a trace of joy that should have been hidden, but those joys were quickly overwhelmed by frustration and anxiety.

Now he can't even close his eyes, because as long as he closes his eyes, the picture in the dream will appear in front of his eyes.In fact, even though he kept staring at the ceiling, those images kept circling in his mind.In order to practice Occlumency, Snape had already been able to empty his mind very skillfully, but this night, he found himself restless and unable to do it at all.

He knew that what appeared in his dream was the fireplace in the secret base, right in front of that fireplace, where he and Jody had sat and studied magic so many times.The distance between them was very close, but neither of them felt that it was a problem.

Thinking of those memories, a blush appeared on Snape's sallow face.Looking forward to the new school year, he began to fear the start of school for the first time. At least before the start of school, he had to find a way to prevent Jody from seeing these images, otherwise he would not be able to see her as usual.