I want to be friends with God today

Gu Chuanmu returned home with a smile.

"Where have you been?" When Gu Chuanmu finished taking off his shoes, he saw his father sitting in the living room watching TV.There was a variety show on TV, and there were screams and laughter from time to time, but his father was sitting on the sofa with his back to Gu Chuanmu, and he didn't have the slightest intention to laugh.

To be honest, Gu Chuanmu has never seen his father smile once since his mother left the house.

Gu Chuanmu felt that he should feel scared or uneasy, but he didn't.

He didn't have the fear after meeting his father like he did in his previous life.

For Gu Chuanmu, his father can actually be said to be a long-standing memory.Because in his last life, he really did not meet his father for nearly ten years.

I didn't meet my father in my previous life, partly because I didn't forgive, and partly because I was afraid.

And his father never told Gu Chuanmu why he hated Gu Chuanmu so much. Although he could always find reasons to commit domestic violence against Gu Chuanmu, Gu Chuanmu knew in his heart that none of those were the real reasons.

But Gu Chuanmu wouldn't ask, because no matter what the reason was, he couldn't forgive his father who forced him to almost jump off the bridge.

Gu Chuanmu wanted to commit suicide at that time, not only because of the pain in his body, but also because he felt that he was not needed or loved by anyone.And at that time, Gu Chuanmu didn't have any dreams, he didn't know what he wanted, what he wanted to pursue, either he couldn't live, he just wanted to die.

——Because I feel that life is so boring.

There are actually many ways to get rid of his father's domestic violence, but Gu Chuanmu is actually unwilling to leave his father deep in his heart. Gu Chuanmu will never forget that his father used to cry and beat him in his previous life.That appearance was so sad that Gu Chuanmu felt that if he also abandoned his father, his father would probably never get up again.

But why his father caused him such despair that day that he would not hesitate to lose his life, to be honest, Gu Chuanmu can't remember exactly now.

Many times, you love someone but are unwilling to forgive that person, and of course you are the only one who suffers.All the pain that person brings to you is not because of a certain reason, but because the emotional information sent to you by the other person is so depressing and cramped.

In the final analysis, Gu Chuanmu's feeling for his father was both fear and unconscious love.

Now he is not afraid.

"I went to Fupu University." If it was Gu Chuanmu from before, he probably just stood there stupidly, covering his head to protect himself when his father waved his fist impatiently, but this time he answered quickly, and his father He froze for a moment, as if he didn't react.

But the next second his father stood up gloomyly, facing Gu Chuanmu: "I never heard that your school is on holiday today."

"I'm going to be admitted to Fupu University."

"I'm not allowed. Let me go to Beihua after the college entrance examination."

"Too far, don't go."

"..." My father never thought that there would be a day when Gu Chuanmu would talk to him like this. In the past, Gu Chuanmu never expressed his thoughts. After passing Gu Chuanmu many times, Gu Chuanmu also stubbornly refused to communicate with his father.Of course, there was the reason why his father refused to communicate with Gu Chuanmu when he was a child. Later, the two fathers and sons never got along with each other, so when Gu Chuanmu suddenly faced his father with an unprecedented calm attitude, his father remembered that he had not had a normal relationship with Gu Chuanmu for a long time. The conversation is over.

Father's eyes could not help but dim, and he couldn't help thinking that they didn't need any normal conversation.

"I won't pay your tuition fees." Unexpectedly, his father didn't pick up something on the side and throw it at him as usual. Instead, he gave Gu Chuanmu a hard look and went back to the room. Gu Chuanmu blinked After blinking, he turned his head to the hilarious variety show that was still playing.

Gu Chuanmu took the seat where his father was sitting just now, and carefully watched all the subsequent links of this variety show, but he didn't laugh at all just like his father.

Gu Chuanmu remembered that after his father lost his smile, he and himself rarely felt joy.

After turning off the TV, Gu Chuanmu took out Lu Xi's revised test paper from his backpack, raised his hand to stroke the red writing on it, Gu Chuanmu couldn't help but want to laugh.

In his previous life, his father did not agree to let him go to Fupu, but Gu Chuanmu did not ask his father for his opinion when filling out his application.So after his father discovered that Gu Chuanmu had filled in Fupu University instead of the Beihua University he had ordered, he wanted to revise Gu Chuanmu's wish, so they had an unprecedented huge quarrel in their previous lives.In the end, the two broke up unhappy. Later, his father did not pay him tuition fees, nor did he give him living expenses.

But Gu Chuanmu was not afraid at that time, anyway, he had a scholarship, and he could earn money even if he had no money. As long as the male god was still in front of him, he would never lose his way.

In the previous life, Gu Chuanmu did not back down, and it is even more impossible in this life.

Because only after being admitted to Fupu University can he become friends with the male god...

Gu Chuanmu's obsession with Lu Xi has been deeply rooted in his bones and cannot be separated.

On Sunday, Gu Chuanmu originally wanted to go directly to find Lu Xi, but thought that Lu Xi was unhappy because he went to him without notice yesterday morning, so Gu Chuanmu decided to endure the day today and read a book at home.

Gu Chuanmu: ... No, what book to read, I should buy a mobile phone.

Because Gu Chuanmu didn't have a mobile phone, he didn't ask Lu Xi for a phone number. Thinking about it now, he was a little bit wrong.

That's right, Gu Chuanmu doesn't have a mobile phone. He didn't have a mobile phone before because he didn't think it was necessary to buy one, but now it is necessary.

Thinking back, I still have a lot of pocket money, because Gu Chuanmu basically had no entertainment, so there is still a lot of pocket money left.So Furukawa grabbed the bank card with pocket money on it, and went to the mobile phone store to buy a mobile phone.

……

"The elementary school brother didn't come today?" Seeing that Lu Xi left the library earlier than usual today, Wan Qing joked.

"Hehe, he is preparing for the college entrance examination, so how can he be as busy as you?" Lu Xi sneered, then snatched the beef jerky Wan Qing had just removed, and took a bite.

"Hey, there's still more there, why are you robbing me!!" Wan Qing stared at Lu Xi with wide eyes, "You're so crazy, and you still pretend to be calm? I don't believe you if you say you don't want to be gay! Damn it! You obviously care about that junior! I haven’t seen you react so exaggeratedly from other people!!”

I have to say that Wan Qing often looks silly and funny, but he is also extremely sharp.

Lu Xi didn't refute, but just looked at Wan Qing with calm eyes, then chewed the beef jerky at a fast speed, and quickly picked up the small package of beef jerky that Wan Qing re-opened in the next second.

"Well! Well!" Wan Qing was so angry, his beef jerky was packaged in pieces, and he had to tear a package if he wanted to eat a piece. According to Lu Xi's way of grabbing it, he wouldn't even want to eat a bite. "If you feel strange, you can call and ask, don't eat my beef jerky!"

Lu Xi: "..."

Lu Xi's chewing speed slowed down, he took the unfinished beef jerky, looked out of the window with deep eyes, and then smirked at the scenery outside the window.

Wan Qing put it to the test: "No way, you don't have the phone number of your elementary school brother?"

Wan Qing was laughing like crazy, who would have thought that Lu Xi invited someone to dinner and helped him correct the test paper for a day, but he didn't even get the other party's phone number.

Will Lu Xi make Wan Qing laugh all the time?no, I can not.

So he stretched his long legs, took all the beef jerky on Wanqing's table, and quickly locked it into his locker.

Lu Xi (laughs): "Only others come to strike up a conversation with me, there is no reason for me to strike up a conversation with others. Besides, what about homosexuality, I'm just worried about my new friends in the future."

Asking for a phone call, Lu Xi smiled and said that he had never tried it before, do you believe it?

Wan Qing: "...Don't grab my beef jerky if you can, bastard!!! QAQ!!!"