I want to be friends with God today

"mom……"

Wang Guangjia.

Wang Guang's family lives in a villa area in the suburbs. His mother is the boss of the group, and the money he earns in a year may be the kind that others can't earn in a lifetime.His mother is strong and courageous. Although he doesn't have a father, but with such a strong woman mother, Wang Guang doesn't feel that he lacks fatherly love at all.

Although his mother is usually very busy, she is very concerned about his study and life. He has learned a lot of things since he was a child. Turning over the table and quitting is entirely because his mother kept him under strict control while keeping him in stock. After all, it is impossible for a busy mother to know what he is doing all the time.

Ever since he was a child, Wang Guang has always been at home alone with his nanny. He usually goes out to play when he has finished his homework and has no other tutoring classes during the holidays. There are no other places where there are children of the same age.

During the holidays, he just walks at home and the Children's Palace, and rarely goes to the amusement park once.

Because his family is rich, he can be said to be good-looking, and he has an aura of accumulated money, so he is very popular at school and in tutoring classes.Because everyone praised him in various ways, Wang Guang, who was satisfied with his vanity, worked harder in private, just to maintain a calm and majestic posture in front of everyone.

But it's not like that.

In fact, he spends most of his time at home playing games and video games. When he was a child, he especially wanted to have friends, but he found that the friends around him were actually like that, and he didn’t even see his clumsy pretense. He thought, could it be Is he going to keep wearing a mask and befriend those people?Over time, he also gradually concealed his family's super-rich background, and portrayed himself as a cheerful and outstanding young man, probably because he lost his rich identity, and there were fewer people around him. Because since high school, I occasionally revealed my true and sad side, even if it was only occasionally, some people left.

Wang Guang enjoys the feeling of being surrounded by people, so since the number of people surrounding him has become less and less since he grew up, Wang Guang knows that he is actually the same as those people, and that's all.

He is not a person with much charisma, nor is he a person with much learning talent. Everything he has is obtained through his private efforts. How can he become like you when others praise him for being smart and a genius? When he was young, he used to be complacent, but the older he got, the more bored he became.

How can there be any genius in the world!How can there be any talent!Didn't they all work hard?You who can only say that you can't do it will never become like me!

So when Wang Guang's mother arranged for him which country and which school he would go to study in the future on his own initiative, Wang Guang didn't care at all.

However, he met Gu Chuanmu.

Wang Guang hated Gu Chuanmu very much at first, he felt that Gu Chuanmu was better at pretending than him, and although he didn't want to admit it, he was also jealous of Gu Chuanmu.

Because Gu Chuanmu "pretends" too well, he is too cool, unlike Wang Guang who changes in response to other people's preferences in order to be popular without leaving a trace.

Wang Guang originally slandered in private: Maybe Gu Chuanmu also longed to have friends in his heart, but he didn't have Wang Guang's ability to adapt to the crowd, so he looked withdrawn and damn cool.

But when Gu Chuanmu, a person who has been going to school all the time, chose to live in the last few months of the third year of high school, he really realized what kind of person Gu Chuanmu is.He found that Gu Chuanmu never "pretended", he was a genius, he just didn't like to communicate with others, Gu Chuanmu always only had his "senior" in his eyes.

Wang Guang fell in love with Gu Chuanmu in a smile.

The next second was lovelorn.

This is the first time he wants to be himself so much and no longer cater to others.But he doesn't know what to do.

He never expected that he would meet Rong Guiren by mistake because he followed Gu Chuanmu.

After getting acquainted with Rong Guiren, Wang Guang became more and more like himself.

Although he didn't know what he looked like after pretending for so many years, he was very relaxed in front of Ronggui.

I am also very happy...

Rong Guiren is a very special person, he can not only sing and write handsomely, but also do spoof live broadcasts shamelessly. He is only one year older than him, but he can help him resolve himself like an adult. gay thing.

Although he didn't say it, Wang Guang knew that he had mentioned Rong Guiren's name more and more times in his heart...

Later, when Rong Guiren confessed to him, he secretly rejoiced in his heart without the slightest disgust. Although he has not agreed to be with Rong Guiren until now, but...

"Mom, I'm in college, can I go to Fupu?"

Today, Wang Guang's mother rarely went on a business trip, and was still at home on vacation, as if she wanted to accompany Wang Guang on a graduation trip after the college entrance examination.Wang Guang stood in front of his mother who was reading the travel leaflet, and asked in a slightly timid voice.

"Why?" Wang Guang's mother didn't even raise her head, she simply asked why, but it still reminded Wang Guang that when he was disobedient when he was a child, his mother threatened him with all kinds of things that he had caught him before. There is also a psychological shadow.

"I don't want to go abroad." It is basically difficult for Wang Guang to lie to his mother, because his mother seems to have mind reading skills. Still can't fake it.

"You never said before that you didn't want to. After passing the interview, you were short of admission. You suddenly said that you were going to go to university in China? Mom didn't raise such a weak-willed child." Wang Guang's mother put down the propaganda in her hand. Shan, just glanced at Wang Guang, and Wang Guang flinched in an instant, "Okay, don't say such childish things, come and see with mom, where do you want to go this holiday?"

Wang Guang didn't move.

"What's the matter? Why don't you sit down?" Wang Guang's mother raised her head suspiciously, and saw Wang Guang standing there with her lips pouted, "Are you acting like a baby? Your mouth is so high."

Wang Guang's mother pulled Wang Guang to her side, and then stroked Wang Guang's hair: "What's the matter, tell mom?"

Although Wang Guang's mother was strong most of the time, as Wang Guang grew up, she also began to develop wrinkles, so she gradually knew how to treat her only son tenderly.

Fortunately, Wang Guang's rebellious period didn't seem to exist, he never let her worry about it.

But today seems to be different.

Wang Guang sat up straight after letting his mother stroke it twice, "Mom, I want to go to Fupu."

He couldn't tell why he wanted to go to Fupu University, but he could only repeat his wishes like this.Whether it is abroad or domestic, in fact, it doesn't make much difference to him. Maybe going abroad can indeed bring him a layer of gold back, but so what?As long as there are real materials, are you afraid that there will be no layer of golden paint?

Wang Guang knows that he is not a talented person, but he knows that he is a hardworking person.

Even though he doesn't know what he wants to do in the future, he knows what he doesn't want to do.

He began to not want to follow the path his mother set for him.

From childhood to the present, Wang Guang finally entered the enigmatic period of rebellion.

Teenagers in their adolescence will always be confused and question their self-cognition, and try hard to break free from their parents' wings to break out of their shells, wondering what they are.

Anyway, he used to think that it didn't matter if he walked the way his mother asked him to, but now it doesn't matter.

Rong Guiren once said to let him go to Fupu. Although Rong Guiren was not the main reason why Wang Guang explained to his mother today that he did not want to study abroad, Rong Guiren was the trigger.

Wang Guang always felt that Fupuli probably had the answer he wanted to know.

Instead of looking for it in an unaccompanied foreign country.

"Give me a convincing reason."

Wang Guang's mother said in a calm voice, but with an unquestionable tone.

Logically speaking, Wang Guang should prepare reason 123 now, and explain it to his mother in an orderly manner. This is how he and his mother got along in the past. All discussions need a reason, and the reason can only be approved. .But the reason in Wang Guang's mind, he felt that he would be dismissed by his mother.

"My good friend also went to Fupu..."

"It's not that if you don't have a different school, you will break up your friendship. If the relationship between you and your friend can only go so far, it proves that you are not very good."

"Fupu University is very good, it... (omitting five thousand words of praise)"

"That foreign university's international ranking is better than that of Fupu, so—(omit [-] words of rebuttal)"

Next, Wang Guang said the reason 345, and his mother could pull out a rebuttal 567.

So Wang Guang blurted out in a hurry: "Mom! I'm gay! I don't know what will happen to me if I go abroad! It's better to control myself in a place far away from home!!"

Wang Guang's mother was dumbfounded for a moment, and she didn't have the momentum to refute just now.

"You said you..."

Wang Guang seemed to give up struggling, he buried his face in his palms, and sighed slightly in pain: "I'm sorry, Mom."

That's right, that's right, he was afraid that his mother would know his sexual orientation.

But so what if I keep it hidden, can I still marry an innocent girl knowing that I am gay in the future?It's better to be honest.

"It's all my mother's fault..."

Wang Guang, who thought he would be scolded, froze instantly when he heard his mother's choking voice.

"It's all my mother's fault. I kicked your father too early and made you like this." After finishing speaking, his mother covered her face and began to cry. This time it was Wang Guang's turn to be dumbfounded.

The always strong mother actually cried.

"No... I... What does it matter to you? I was born! I was born! I didn't like girls since I was a child!" Although I didn't know why I wasn't interested in girls before, but now I don't know Well!

"I think, I should find you a father." Just when Wang Guang was still at a loss, Wang Guang's mother wiped her hands, and the tears on her face were instantly wiped away.

"What? What?? Find my dad??"

Wang Guang scratched his head and scratched his cheek, wait a minute!Are you talking about college? ?This topic! !What's going on? Hey!

"What you said is also reasonable. You just found out that you are gay, so don't go abroad, and don't learn bad things and come back with dirty diseases." The mother picked up the leaflet again, "The matter is settled, so, where do you want to go?" What about travel?"

Once again, Wang Guang was overwhelmed by his mother's efficient tidying up.

Wang Guang (weakly): "You can choose the place you like to go, I can do it..."

The author has something to say: return to the main CP in the next chapter~