The person who wears fast takes tea and cools

"What are you playing?" Shen Zhuye leaned against the window and asked.

""See Dawn"."

"what is this?"

"A tune I made myself."

"You're in a bad mood."

"Since when did you start to look at people's faces?"

"Your piano sound reveals irritability, anger, sarcasm and bewilderment, not your usual indifference like insight into everything in the world."

"..."

"What happened? Did something happen to the Yan family?"

"..."

"Because of what?"

The music flowing from Yan Shisan's fingertips has changed, from the sad and indignant "Seeing the Dawn" to another soothing and pleasant song, but the irritability in it cannot be suppressed, and it is the first time I have seen the indifferent Yan Thirteen showed such a look, Shen Zhuye was curious, what made him so unlike him?

"...It's nothing, it's just that I've been very irritable recently, has it bothered you?"

Shen Zhuye shook his head and said, "Don't you want to talk?"

"I do not know."

Shen Zhuye thought for a while, and said: "Is this mental illness about to relapse?"

Yan Shisan stopped playing, and the melodious piano sound suddenly stopped under his fingers. The corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and he said, "You have learned badly!"

Shen Zhuye said: "Aren't you going to leave?"

Yan Thirteen: "Afternoon."

Shen Zhuye: "I hope you come back alive."

Yan Shisan directly hit Shen Zhuye's forehead with a red paper umbrella, and said, "Speak well!"

Shen Zhuye covered his forehead, looked at the familiar red paper umbrella, and wondered: "Hey? You have used this red paper umbrella for two years, why is it still as good as new?"

Yan Shisan cast a glance at Shen Zhuye, and said indifferently: "You don't know how to cherish, it's natural."

"Cut!" Shen Zhuye turned her head, and said arrogantly: "Who is talking about your torn paper umbrella!"

Yan Shisan put away the umbrella and said, "Is it not surprising that you will snatch it?"

Shen Zhuye yelled: "I didn't grab it! I just don't want to get caught in the rain!"

Yan Shisan said indifferently, "Oh."

Shen Zhuye: "..." What is this?

Yan Shisan invited Shen Zhuye to go to Jiangnan to play with him for a while. Anyway, they still have two and a half months, Shen Zhuye readily agreed, Yang and Shen Ping'an are not in any trouble at the moment, Yan Shisan also sent someone to protect him, it is not bad to go to Jiangnan to play .

When he returned to the Yan family in the south of the Yangtze River, Yan Shisan knew why the Yan family refused to let him go home, saying that there was an "important matter" and it was inconvenient for him to come back.

Shit matters!

When Yan Shisan got the news, everyone was stunned!Shen Zhuye had a strange expression at first, and then burst into a "puchi" laugh.

Yan Shisan was silent, Shen Zhuye saw that Yan Shisan didn't respond, and laughed even louder, completely ignoring Yan Shisan by his side.

"Hahahahahahahaha, I, I can't do it! Hahaha Yan Shisan, you, hahaha..." Shen Zhuye laughed uncontrollably.

Yan Shisan has a black face, someone went to Yan's house to propose marriage.

The object of marriage proposal is not the younger sister, but him, Yan Shisan!

It's no wonder that Yan Shisan has a black face and Shen Zhuye can't help laughing, because that person is their old acquaintance!

Bai Mojing, word Wuchen.The right prime minister of the current dynasty is cousin to Chu Qianxi, so he got to know them.

What's more, Yan Shisan recognized the wrong person, and the first time he saw Bai Manjing, he "couldn't help" beat him up, and then...knowledge...

Unexpectedly, Bai Manjing actually remembered him, and when he was in the military camp, he often pestered him to ask him to be his wife and made him responsible for the beating.

Bai Mojing is a well-known "broken sleeve" in the capital. He doesn't like women at a young age. He is famous in the aristocratic circle of the capital for his liking for men, peerless talent, and unparalleled handsome appearance.

Bai Manjing is excellent, he is also a "gentleman", and his temperament is easy to get along with. Although he likes men, except for his "first love", he has never been to a brothel to find a young man. It is a pity that his first love The lover likes the rich and powerful, and married the daughter of a military officer.

Not only that, he not only rejected Bai Manjing, but also viciously mocked Bai Manjing who confessed to him without fame at that time, not only that, but also spread the matter throughout the capital.If Bai Manjing hadn't won the position of prime minister with his own efforts, it would be hard to say what happened afterwards.

There is another thing about his first love lover. His first love lover ran to Bai Manjing's house to seduce Bai Manjing when he learned that Bai Manjing had been promoted all the way to Huang Tengda and became Prime Minister You.

However, how could Bai Manjing forgive him, stripped naked and threw them on the street, and cut off the official positions of the military officer and his first love, so that his first love once again became "famous" in the capital.

Seeing Yan Shisan's gloomy face, Shen Zhuye asked in puzzlement: "Is Bai Manjing not good? Don't you like men? Why don't you accept it?"

Yan Shisan bluntly turned his head and said bluntly: "He's very good! Very good! I like men too! But I don't like a man just when I see one!" He skipped the last question directly .

Shen Zhuye asked again: "Why did you beat Bai Manjing that time?"

"Bai Manjing... He looks like someone I know very much."

"Who? Your enemy? Your enemy? Someone who owes you money?"

"He looks very much like Ai Weisheng."

"Who?"

Yan Shisan was silent, yes, Bai Manjing's face and every move he made was very similar to Ai Weisheng, the person who played with his feelings for ten years.Although he knew that Bai Manjing was not him, he just couldn't help it.

Say no love, how is it possible?

Ten years of relationship, ten years of love, where can time easily wash away forgetfulness?

I don't love it anymore, I can't afford to love it!I'm tired!

Obviously, he couldn't help feeling happy when he saw that person, but the past told him how cruel this person was to his past actions.

Yan Shisan smiled and burst into tears, forget it, the past is old, and it is a joke to bring it up!

"What's wrong?" Seeing Yan Shisan crying for the first time, Shen Zhuye panicked completely.

Yan Shisan did not cry when there was no anesthetic to treat the wound.

Yan Shisan did not shed tears when he was stabbed into the body by the enemy's sword.

Yan Shisan didn't shed tears when he killed someone.

Yan Shisan didn't shed tears when he rolled down the mountain and hit a rock.

Yan Shisan did not shed tears when he was pierced by almost a hundred arrows from the enemy.

Yan Shisan did not shed tears when he was dying and tortured by the enemy.

……

Such a strong Yan Shisan, who seemed to have no weakness and no tears, actually cried. He didn't sob, but only wept, expressionless, and his expression was bleak.The gorgeous and beautiful jade-like face quietly shed tears, and the slightly red eye sockets made him look extremely gorgeous, but the heartbreak and lack of spirit inside made people feel unbearably distressed.

What exactly did he go through that made such a strong person cry so sadly, and made his indifferent eyes appear sadness, an emotion that shouldn't appear in this person's eyes.

The overwhelming heartbreak and despair in the eyes...

It hurts...

Yan Shisan didn't say a word, just shed tears. Yan Shisan, who had closed his feelings for many years, cried out all the sadness, sadness and grievance in his heart today.My heart finally started to ache, from the continuous and dense pain like insect bites to the pain that can drive people crazy and suffocate.

After being suppressed for so long, Yan Shisan lost his elegant, calm and calm appearance, and lost his voice in pain without warning. At that moment, he was not like a man in his 30s, he was as pure and real as a child in sadness.

Everything in the past has lost its meaning!

A person's emotions are suppressed at the beginning after undergoing a great shock, as if he lost all his emotions, indifferent and silent, just like Yan Shisan before.

However, when he saw Bai Manjing's face that was exactly the same as Ai Weisheng's emotion, Yan Shisan's petrified heart began to shatter.It wasn't until Bai Manjing's door-to-door proposal of marriage finally revealed Yan Shisan's beating heart.

Because what Bai Manjing did was the existence that Yan Shisan had longed for in his heart for a long time and had become his long-cherished wish—Ai Weisheng, who proposed to him openly and aboveboard!

Although Bai Mojing is not Ai Weisheng, and he has no contact with Ai Weisheng except for his face, he can still fulfill Yan Shisan's long-cherished wish.

After all, Yan Shisan has loved that person deeply all his life.

Yan Shisan also remembered that face for a lifetime, engraved in the bone marrow and deep in the soul, it is impossible to forget.

Although Yan Shisan's heart was broken, it was still beating alive, which proved that he was still a person who would be sad when he was alive.

Shen Zhuye opened his mind and left Yan Shisan's room silently, leaving him alone to cry aloud, crying out all the past with tears, and after crying, he will start to face a new life.

The man did not shed tears, but he did not go to the sad place.

After Yan Shisan finished crying, he asked timidly when he first saw him: "Host, are you okay?"

Yan Shisan showed a warm smile, which was different from the previous smile that made people feel alienated, indifferent, gentle and polite. That smile was so warm that it made me want to cry when I saw it for the first time, because the warmth inside was real, not before Yan Shisan A hypocritical expression.

"I'm very good."

Yes, he is fine!

Chu Jian breathed a sigh of relief, and said softly: "Host, the progress of the task has been stopped for a long time, please complete the task as soon as possible."

Yan Shisan was taken aback: "Is there a time limit for the task?"

Chu Jian nodded and said: "This is a serious mission world, so we can't pause for too long. The lifespan of the original owner was only ten years, and now two years have passed. Except for the main mission, there are side missions, temporary missions and hidden missions." , the progress of the task is only at 50.00% now, so we really can’t wait any longer.”

Yan Shisan nodded and said, "Understood."

I hesitated for a while when I saw you for the first time, and then I said uneasy: "Host, don't be sad..."

Yan Shisan smiled and said, "I'm not sad, thank you, first time seeing you."

Seeing silence for the first time, he said after a while: "Host, you don't have to keep laughing."

Yan Shisan's smile froze, and he said: "At first meeting, I used to laugh as a habit to cover up my true thoughts. But now I laugh from the bottom of my heart, without any falsehood." Because, his All obsession dissipated at that moment.

"Knock down."

"Please come in." Yan Shisan straightened his appearance and said.

Shen Zhuye carefully opened the door and poked a small head in, looking at Yan Shisan, a trace of surprise and admiration flashed in her eyes, she asked cautiously: "Yan Shisan, are you okay?"

"It felt good to cry a bit."

"Oh. Then, I'm leaving! Call me if you need anything."

"it is good."

After getting permission, Shen Zhuye immediately closed the door and ran back to her room, covered her nose and blushed, the appearance of Yan Shisan just now was still clearly imprinted in Shen Zhuye's mind——

Wearing a wrinkled white plain shirt, the crimson corners of the eyes make the coquettish Danfeng eyes look as beautiful as if they have been loved. His complexion is rosy, delicate and smooth, and his skin is as white as jade. Because of crying, he looks pink and moist, and his hair, which has always been meticulous, is also slightly Messy, it looks even better.

There are a few tooth marks left by Yan Shisan when she suppressed her sadness on her moist and lustrous cherry lips, which look very much like the marks left by a shy little girl who was taken advantage of.

There is also Yan Shisan's warm high magnetic sound, although it is not as deep as the low magnetic sound, which makes people feel inexplicably reliable,

But it also makes people feel like spring breeze.Just now Yan Shisan's voice was slightly hoarse, it sounded extremely alluring, Shen Zhuye thought of a modern adjective - "the ear is pregnant."

Shen Zhuye finally understood that the Yan family proposed marriage to Yan Shisan at the Bai Manjing meeting, like him, let alone a woman, even a man would not be able to resist his charm and temptation.If Shen Zhuye was a man, she would definitely be teased by Yan Shisan. If she were a man, what would she want a woman for?She went straight after Yan Shisan!

It's a pity that Yan Shisan is her "brother" above her name, and that bastard Chu Qianxi, she has the heart but not the guts.

Let's occasionally rely on blood relationship to appreciate Yan Shisan's prosperous beauty!

Speaking of Chu Qianxi, why hasn't that bastard sent back any news?It's not reliable at all!

When she returns to the barracks, she has to ask clearly!

This is a major matter related to the fate of her family, if he can't handle it, what's the use of it!

However, he is also very hard, right?

Stand guard on the battlefield, if she loses...then she...wouldn't cook for him or talk to him for a month!

Shen Zhuye didn't understand her feelings for Chu Qianxi, but she noticed that his feelings for Chu Qianxi were different from Yan Shisan and Shen Ping'an.But she didn't know where the difference was.

But no matter what!They are both comrades in arms now!They are all beings who give their backs to each other!Therefore, for those people who are always pestering Chu Qianxi to make him unable to do things, it is better for her to keep Chu Qianxi away from them.

After all, they just hinder Chu Qianxi from doing things, and they are very annoying!

Wait, it seems a bit too long not to cook for Chu Qianxi for a month, the things made by those big bosses in the military camp are so unpalatable!

Anyway, it's not Chu Qianxi's fault... Otherwise, it would be better not to cook for him for half a month.

Shen Zhuye, who had made up his mind, thought he had sorted out everything, and put aside the previous hypocrisy, thinking about the development of the war.