Kaiyuan
Chapter 8 Chapter 8
"never mind"
Jiang Feng stood at the door of the Network Information Security Department and picked Tao Yuan up.
Tao Yuan was sluggishly pushed into the jeep by Jiang Feng and fastened his seat belt.
The car drove steadily and slowly, Jiang Feng held the steering wheel, looked at the sluggish Tao Yuan from the corner of his eye, and suddenly frowned.
"You didn't admit anything, did you?"
Tao Yuan heard the words, turned his head slowly, and looked out the window.
Jiang Feng frowned even tighter, he gripped the steering wheel hard, and when he arrived at Tao Yuan's house, Tao Yuan sat motionless in the car, showing no sign of going down.
"If you don't want to go back, where can I take you?"
Tao Yuan shook his head, but sat there, motionless.
Jiang Feng sighed, "Don't worry, Su Kai is only temporarily detained, and he will be released after a few days."
Tao Yuan suddenly turned his head and stared at Jiang Feng, "He was taken away?"
Jiang Feng nodded.
Tao Yuan opened the car door and almost rushed into the gate. Jiang Feng looked at Tao Yuan from behind, gritted his teeth, and was speechless for a while.
It took a long time for the key to be inserted. Tao Yuan opened the door. The inside was very quiet and clean, exactly the same as when he was taken away. When he walked past the dining table, the dishes on the table were cleared away. Su Kai After washing the dishes, Tao Yuan walked into the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, and saw that the leftovers inside were neatly wrapped in plastic wrap. Su Kai had obsessive-compulsive disorder, and everything in the refrigerator was neat and square.
Then he walked into his room, the computer was touched, the hard disk was taken away, and the screens of the four computers were left intact. Tao Yuan sat down, looked at himself on the screen, raised his hand , flipped the computer on the floor, making a harsh sound.
Loopholes in the law are sometimes chilling, and sometimes cute.
Su Kai's provisional detention was only fifteen days without a verdict, and no one saw him during the fifteen days.
Outside, Lin Feng and Jiang Feng kept running around, and Lin Feng didn't even dare to tell his family in Chongqing that this was what Su Kai requested, and he would notify when the result came out, no matter whether it was good or bad.
The result, should be good.
A fine of 5 yuan for information dissemination income, and a fine of [-] yuan for illegally obtaining bad information, to stop all dissemination of the publication, and to be sentenced to one year and suspended for two years.
The money was pooled by Tao Yuan and Jiang Feng. Most of the money Tao Yuan earned was invested in buying information, and some money was needed to hire a lawyer and go through formalities. If it was not enough, Jiang Feng put his bank card in Tao Yuan’s hands. Li said that he would charge interest.
On the day Su Kai was released, Lin Feng went to pick him up. Su Kai looked at Lin Feng and asked after a long absence, "Where is Tao Yuan?"
Lin Feng's eyes flashed, and he smiled, "I'll cook something delicious for you at home."
Sitting in the car, Su Kai sighed deeply, stroked his unshaven beard, feeling disgusted, "It smells like shit"
Lin Feng felt distressed, but smiled, "I'll rub your back when you go back."
Su Kai curled his lips, "I don't like you to rub your hands."
Lin Feng curled his lips, "I don't care if I rub you."
Looking at each other, Lin Feng's eyes sank, "I didn't tell my family."
Su Kai took a deep breath, "Thank you."
Lin Feng punched him, "Tell me what you're doing."
The word isolated from the world looks good and sounds good, but to really feel it will make people despair.
Fifteen days, the days when Su Kai faced the wall, he recalled from his elementary school to high school, to university, to now, and then he recalled Tao Yuan.
At that moment, Tao Yuan's appearance appeared on the mottled and pale wall. Su Kai told himself that no matter how much he would pay for this impulsive behavior in his future life, as long as Tao Yuan is good and stable, It's a smile, all this is worth it, he hasn't done anything to make people happy for the person he likes, this time, he is a hero.
Entering the room, Jiang Feng was there, arranging the bowls and chopsticks. Su Kai was a little ashamed of his slovenliness, and did not dare to look at Tao Yuan. He hurriedly said something and came back, took his clothes into the bathroom, and Tao Yuan surrounded him. Put on the apron, let Lin Feng sit, then go into the kitchen and bring out the chicken soup.
On September 2020, 9, Su Kai's birthday has passed. This year, Su Kai is 28 years old.
Su Kai finished packing, walked out with ease, sat on the dining table, looked at the unusually rich and fragrant meal, and smiled at Tao Yuan.
“Culinary skills have improved a lot”
Jiang Feng nodded, "It's specially prepared for you, try it."
Su Kai gave Jiang Feng a supercilious look, put down his chopsticks, and everyone started eating. Jiang Feng brought wine, and the four of them each had a drink, which was very generous.
After eating and drinking, Su Kai stretched his waist and patted his stomach, "I haven't eaten for a long time."
Lin Feng joked, "Is the food at the police station bad?"
Su Kai shook his head and curled his lips, "What a p, there is no smell at all, and no milk is given."
Jiang Feng shook his head, "Are you a tourist?"
Su Kai shrugged, "Golden Holiday"
"Hahahaha"
"Hahahahaha"
A table of people was amused, so the atmosphere suddenly relaxed a lot, Lin Feng and Jiang Feng gave Su Kai a good rest, and went back first, Su Kai didn't stay, but he sent the two of them downstairs , Sometimes, the word "thank you" is too polite and too light. If you say it, you will laugh, and if you laugh, it will be bad, because there are tears in your heart.
Tao Yuan's complexion remained bad, Su Kai came back, saw Tao Yuan washing the dishes, walked over, and hugged Tao Yuan's head from behind.
"I don't even smile at me when I come back, what do you mean!"
Tao Yuan turned his head, looked at Su Kai, his eyes flickered, "You've lost weight"
Su Kai nodded, "You think I'm joking when I say the food is not good?"
Tao Yuan lowered his head, clenched the handkerchief tightly after washing, "I'm sorry"
Su Kai raised Tao Yuan's head, "You didn't feel sorry for me, Tao Yuan, I am willing, if you feel guilty, then just don't do such worrisome things in the future, and don't use this He looked at me with regretful eyes, I don't like this kind of eyes."
After finishing speaking, Su Kai kissed Tao Yuan on the forehead, and suddenly said softly, "For you, I am willing to do anything."
Tao Yuan's eyes slowly lost focus, he looked at Su Kai's blurred outline, and started to be dazed, then he heard Su Kai laughing suddenly, "Be moved, little thing, raise your head, let me see if you are tempted? "
Seeing Tao Yuan's dull expression, Su Kai pinched it, "What kind of new cute expression pack is this?"
After finishing speaking, Su Kai turned his head, "Hey, wash the dishes, and wash my clothes by the way, I'm going to sleep, I can't sleep well inside"
Su Kai fell asleep, deeply, and finally relaxed his brows.
Tao Yuan washed Su Kai's clothes in the bathroom, and while he was washing, he was thrown into the trash can, and when he came out, he wanted to cast a good omen, so he didn't wear them anymore.
Then Tao Yuan went out with the wallet, and used the little money left in it to buy a new set of clothes for Su Kai, the black, white and gray that Su Kai liked.
Going home, saving some money and not taking a car, Tao Yuan carried the bag and walked. As he walked, his eyes suddenly became red, reddened, and water slowly overflowed.
One drop, two drops, one line, two lines, Tao Yuan couldn't stop rubbing, so he covered his mouth in a panic, lowered his head, and walked home quickly, walking, walking, and the sound of crying began to come out, softly, helplessly. Suppressed, from the heart, that kind of voice surrounded Tao Yuan for the first time.
The roads in Beijing are so smooth, wide, and square. As long as you walk forward, you can always pass through many intersections.
Tao Yuan walked home after crossing many crossroads. His eyes were already so red that they didn't look good. He sat in the pavilion of the community, holding the new clothes he bought, and waited until his eyes were not so red before going home.
Su Kai slept peacefully, as if everything had returned to peace, only Tao Yuan was in his heart. After going through thousands of mountains and rivers, the stars moved, and finally he walked into the desert, found an oasis, and saw himself through the pure lake.
It was an extremely hypocritical and timid face.
He stood up, spread his arms, and jumped into the lake.
Taking the documents, he went to the police station to report. Tao Yuan insisted on following Su Kai. Su Kai had no choice but to walk in together, standing side by side. The staff of the police station looked at Su Kai in surprise. Subconsciously poured water on the information handed over, and began to look incredible.
"Okay, so, you come here every month on No. 20," the policeman said with a silly smile.
Su Kai nodded, "Okay, thank you."
"Well, good boy, don't do stupid things."
"Hey hey, okay"
Pushing open the glass door, Su Kai looked at October, which was about to usher in the end of summer, and stretched.
Tao Yuan stood behind him, looked at Su Kai's thin and slender figure, and smiled softly, with a lot of bitterness in his smile.
In October 2020, National Day, Su Kai was unemployed and homeless. Tao Yuan was a sophomore during the probation period. The two barely made ends meet with the living expenses given by Tao Yuan's parents.
Su Kai opened his portfolio again and logged in to his Weibo account. It was the National Day. There were more than [-] accounts, but there were only [-] to [-] accounts that had not been updated for a few days. Su Kai clenched his fist and cheered himself up. He went from nothing to something, which is already very good.
Su Kai devoted himself to painting. Tao Yuan looked at the balance of his bank card and found a part-time job as an editorial assistant for a gossip magazine. He said it was an assistant, but it was just a small laborer with a monthly salary of 2000. In the past, when Su Kai heard Tao Yuan's report at the dinner table, he disagreed with Tao Yuan to do it.
"Anyway, I'm idle at home. If I work part-time, I can go. You still have to study hard. The atmosphere of gossip magazines will affect your writing temperament."
Tao Yuan lowered his head and ate the vegetables, "It's okay, I'm not tired from work, and I wasn't asked to write anything, just serve tea and water and copy things."
Su Kai nodded, "So there's no need to do these things. You spend your time doing other things, which far exceeds the value of 2000. Moreover, the pressure of living expenses comes from me. I don't have any studies. Part-time jobs are easy for me."
Tao Yuan raised his head, "You can just draw. I don't want to write recently, so let's go out and experience how to deal with people."
Su Kai frowned, put down his chopsticks, and looked at Tao Yuan's sluggish look, "Tao Yuan, don't tell me, because of this trivial matter, you gave up your ideal of being a journalist?"
Tao Yuan also put down his chopsticks, "Do I have the right to persist?"
"Of course you are eligible"
"The news I broadcast is all true, but you see, not many people watch it, and they are not allowed to watch it. In this world, lies are the most reassuring."
Tao Yuan looked at Su Kai and said softly.
Su Kai looked at Tao Yuan's pale eyes and frowned, "Of course a lie is the best dream, but isn't truth beautiful at all?"
Leaning closer, Su Kai stared into Tao Yuan's eyes, "We grew up together and grew up together. In my opinion, it's a very good truth. No matter how beautiful a lie is, it doesn't have the strength and thickness of truth."
"I hope we didn't grow up together, so that we are strangers, and you don't have to bear the responsibility you shouldn't bear for a cowardly person"
After Tao Yuan finished speaking, he stood up and cleaned up the dishes.
Su Kai looked at Tao Yuan's figure and clenched his fists, "Tao Yuan, are you guilty, or do you think I'm being self-indulgent?"
Tao Yuan turned on the tap and washed the dishes.
"Sorry, you made me feel ashamed"
The hero's dream was instantly shattered.
Su Kai stood up and went back to the room. There were semi-finished cartoons on the drawing board, and the cat turned into a human again, standing in front of the person he liked.
Su Kai picked up the pen and continued to draw, while Tao Yuan took the bag and went to work.
Tao Yuan has been very busy since the beginning, with studies, part-time jobs, and the spirit of not cheering up, he always comes home very late, Su Kai cooks and eats by himself, and when he is tired of painting, he just mops the floor and does laundry. Dad Kai doesn’t want to It's time to call Su Kai. Su Kai doesn't even want to answer the fucking phone. He opened his mouth, but not about work, but about the future, or even buying a house. Su Kai looked at being dragged to a very clean floor, thinking, he just I want two things, one is painting, the other is Tao Yuan.
In the early morning, Su Kai heard the sound of Tao Yuan leaving the door, got up, opened the refrigerator, and saw the milk that Tao Yuan bought early in the morning, Su Kai opened it, stood on the balcony, looked at the back of Tao Yuan leaving, and breathed the fresh air in the morning , and then start a day of painting.
Tao Yuan's part-time job is really called a mess, people don't think he is a major student in a good university, but they often make fun of him, laughing at his boyish appearance, what looks like a certain star, what mopping the floor is similar to a mother, and occasionally Let him write something, just say how to write it professionally, no one will read it.
Tao Yuan didn't feel at all, as if he had lost his youthful vigor, and passed away with a smile, he really needed a monthly salary of 2000 yuan, he wanted to buy food and clothing for Su Kai, and he also considered paying back Jiang Feng Money, the irony of these boring people, in Tao Yuan's view, is not worth mentioning.
What Su Kai said is of course correct. When Tao Yuan was eating a poor work meal in the corner, he thought that this kind of experience is dispensable to his life.
Su Kai seems to have no goals, but when he does things, he is extraordinarily serious and seizes opportunities.
Tao Yuan seems to have returned to his childhood. Although he was much better at studying than Su Kai, he always felt that Su Kai was much better than him. The feet are also solid and powerful.
Su Kai seems to be not afraid of the sky and the earth. He clearly has few things in his head, but the things he does always make people feel rich and colorful.
And Tao Yuan, who has liked Su Kai for so many years and can feel Su Kai's liking for him, has never opened his mouth. He is always waiting for Su Kai, waiting for Su Kai to walk up to him with generous steps. Come.
When the rumor was passed on, Tao Yuan had already forgotten Su Kai's instructions, but he acted very naturally. Strong fear gave birth to composure, he uttered a series of lies, and even had perfect logic and thoughtful thinking. Tao Yuan even remembered that he made his eyes look Poor and innocent, his appearance is very childish, and people who are a little bit soft-hearted will always be moved. He saw the aunt who asked the question to have love and pity for him.
It turned out that he has been unable to get Su Kai, and has been unable to come out generously. He took Su Kai's hand and confessed, not because Su Kai didn't like him, nor because he was thinking in Su Kai's shoes. Ushering in unrequited love at the age of 21, it's just that he is timid.
However, he is not worthy of Su Kai.
Tao Yuan finished his work meal, packed his things until late at night, and then walked home in the square streets of Beijing. He will be 21 years old next month, and Beijing ushered in early autumn. This is his favorite season. For the first time, let Tao Yuan lost the desire to appreciate.
Su Kai didn't sleep that day for no reason. In order to have energy for painting, Su Kai has been working and resting regularly. Tao Yuan opened the door and looked at Su Kai on the sofa in surprise.
Su Kai turned his head, looked at Tao Yuan who was going home, and beckoned Tao Yuan to pass, Tao Yuan hung up his bag and changed his shoes.
"I went to take a shower"
Say, go into the house to get pajamas.
Su Kai turned cold, "Come here!"
Tao Yuan paused, but still passed, passed, Su Kai put his arm around Tao Yuan's neck, hugged him into his arms, and showed Tao Yuan his computer, Tao Yuan looked at it, but didn't understand.
"what?"
"Advertising," Su Kai said, "See, let me draw an advertisement!"
Tao Yuan nodded, "Ah, that's it, congratulations."
Tao Yuan broke away from Su Kai's arm, raised his head, looked at Su Kai and said in a soft tone, Su Kai suddenly turned cold and closed the computer.
"Thank you"
He turned around and entered the house.
Tao Yuan was stunned on the sofa, not understanding why Su Kai suddenly became angry. Su Kai accepted the advertisement, which meant that many people liked his comics, and Tao Yuan was very happy.
Happy, Tao Yuan thought about buying a computer drawing board for Su Kai again, looked at the money in the card, Tao Yuan sighed, it was far from enough.
In this way, Tao Yuan began to seriously consider changing to a part-time job.
On his birthday, Tao Yuan resigned. He had been working for a month, and 2000 yuan appeared in the notification message on his mobile phone. He bought a shirt for Su Kai with a little joy, and went home early.
After returning home, Su Kai cooked a meal, bought a cake, and called Lin Feng, Li Han and Jiang Feng to celebrate his birthday.
Then Lin Feng couldn't see it and despised Su Kai, "You are an exploitative landlord, and you even buy clothes for you when it's your birthday."
Su Kai shrugged, "Be jealous of me"
A table of people were happy, talking and laughing, Tao Yuan had a rare natural smile on his face, when Tao Yuan made a wish, Lin Feng was joking beside him.
"Don't let your birthday wish be about Su Kai too."
Su Kai curled his lips, "Don't you have a girlfriend, why are you talking so sourly?"
Lin Feng couldn't believe it, "Yo, your tone, Ren Xiaoyuan, who are you?"
Su Kai raised his head, looked at Jiang Feng from the corner of his eye, and said loudly on purpose, "Who, you can't see with your eyes?"
Lin Feng was confused by Su Kai's generous attitude, Li Han brought food for Lin Feng, "Eat the food, gag"
Jiang Feng lowered his head, took a sip of wine, and stopped talking.
Tao Yuan was cutting the cake, his hands were shaking, the smile on the corner of his mouth, he didn't know whether it was a smile or embarrassment.
"I'm 21 years old, I'm not a child anymore, I'm going to be a mature adult in the future, Xiao Yuan" Lin Feng drank a few sips, then began to put on airs and educate his younger brother.
Li Han ate the strawberries on the cake, and despised, "A man who can't even wash clothes, what qualifications does he have to teach the younger brother of the Life Skills Plenary Session?"
Lin Feng turned his head, "Ideology, the real maturity is whether the thinking is good or not"
Jiang Fengxiao, "The giant of thought, the dwarf of life"
"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha"
"Hahahahaha"
"Hahahahaha"
"Hahahahaha"
Everyone laughed, Lin Feng couldn't hold back, "No, why are you guys so realistic and not emotional at all?"
Jiang Feng nodded, "That's right, the Academy of Fine Arts is full of vulgarity now, and they are all slaves to reality like me."
Lin Feng smiled arrogantly, "The world is going downhill, and now our mathematics world is full of giants with advanced thinking like me."
Su Kai looked at Li Han with disdain, "Sister, what do you want to say from the Institute of Physics?"
Li Han shook his finger, "The teacher said, treating the math majors is like coaxing kindergarten children, giving them dreams."
"What do you do for your dream?" Su Kai was puzzled.
"Let Them Thrive"
"and then"
"marry home"
Jiang Feng, ""
Tao Yuan, ""
Su Kai rolled his eyes, "I'm really annoyed by the routines of you couples."
Li Han shrugged and fed strawberries to Lin Feng. Su Kai seemed to have a bad idea and suddenly said, "Lin Feng, Yufei will come back during the Chinese New Year."
Because of these words, the air suddenly became quiet. Lin Feng swallowed the strawberries, lowered his head, and ate the vegetables.
Jiang Feng, an outsider, could see that Su Kai's words made Lin Feng happy. While washing the dishes, Jiang Feng whispered who Tao Yuanfei was?
Tao Yuan thought for a while, "A super invincible and handsome brother"
"Oh" Jiang Feng curled his lips, "You have so many good brothers."
"Hey hey hey" Tao Yuan smiled and patted Jiang Feng on the shoulder, "If you hang out with Brother Yuan, you will have many good brothers."
Jiang Feng turned around in disgust.
The house was quiet, it was already one o'clock, Tao Yuan was looking at the gift they gave, Jiang Feng still gave the painting, this time it was a small flower, very fresh, Lin Feng and Li Han probably considered that their lives were a bit tight, After buying clothes, Su Kai walked over and put a small box in front of Tao Yuan.
Tao Yuan opened it, and it was a black pen, which looked expensive.
These days, there are too few gift pens. Tao Yuan was a little curious for a while, opened it, and wrote a few pens on the white box. Tao Yuan had good handwriting and was very handsome.
“The pen is good”
Su Kai nodded, "Even if the things I gave you are not good, you have to say the best."
Tao Yuan smiled, closed the cap of the pen, and put it away, Su Kai frowned, "What do you do when you put it back in the box?
"But, I don't usually use it"
"Use it when you can"
Tao Yuan nodded and took it back to the room. Su Kai sighed and said, "I hope you write well, don't regret your good handwriting, and don't regret your favorite major."
Tao Yuan was stunned and entered the room.
After entering the house and not coming out for a long time, Su Kai gritted his teeth and kicked open the door, "How long do you fucking want to live like this with me!"
Tao Yuan was writing carefully, but was startled by Su Kai. Su Kai saw the white paper on Tao Yuan's desk, retracted his foot, coughed, "write slowly"
Tao Yuan just wanted to try the pen, so he stopped writing, put the pen away, got up and came out, and saw Su Kai standing on the balcony with his arms crossed, taking a deep breath.
Tao Yuan walked over and stood beside Su Kai, Su Kai squinted, "Aren't you writing?"
"Just try the pen"
"Oh"
After finishing speaking, Su Kai was about to enter the house, but Tao Yuan stopped him, "I quit my part-time job."
Su Kai turned around, "En? Well, it's pretty good. I was just about to tell you that you don't have to worry about my living expenses. It should be fine. This time, I paid more than 3000 for drawing advertisements for others."
Tao Yuan nodded.
Su Kai thought for a while, "As for the money owed to Jiang Feng, don't worry, tens of thousands of dollars, I will figure out a way."
Tao Yuan shook his head, "I will pay back the money myself, don't interfere with me."
Su Kai frowned, "Is that why you want to tell us apart?"
Tao Yuan raised his head, "This is a matter of principle."
Su Kai gritted his teeth, "Got it."
After finishing speaking, he turned around and was held back by Tao Yuan again.
Su Kai turned around, "What else is there, don't say you have found a new part-time job"
Tao Yuan shook his head, "No, I am"
After a pause, Tao Yuan hesitated to speak, Su Kai became anxious, "What's the matter, tell me, did something happen to you?"
Tao Yuan looked at Su Kai, bit his lip, "Su Kai, I, I am very grateful that you took the responsibility for me, but in fact, you don't need it, and I, also, don't"
Su Kai frowned, "What do you want to say?"
Tao Yuan sighed, "Just now, the kind of misleading words, I think"
"What kind of words are misleading?" Su Kai asked.
Tao Yuan swallowed, and suddenly shook his fingers nervously, "Brother Lin Feng can't accept homosexuality, you don't have to say that to make him misunderstand me"
The waist was hugged suddenly, Su Kai put his arms around Tao Yuan's waist, raised his head, lowered his head, and kissed Tao Yuan's lips.
After parting for a moment, Su Kai looked at Tao Yuan's dull expression and asked, "Did I misunderstand?"
Tao Yuan looked into Su Kai's eyes and took a breath.
"Am I pretending to be passionate?" Su Kai asked.
Tao Yuan's eyes flickered, his head was blank, Su Kai watched, then suddenly let go of Tao Yuan, pursed his lips, "I'm sorry."
After speaking, he turned and entered the room, Tao Yuan followed suit, gusts of wind blew past in the blank of his head, almost made him faint, when he reacted, Tao Yuan found that his hand was holding Su Kai's hand, and his four eyes In contrast, Tao Yuan once again had a blank head.
"Sukai"
Trembling with almost crying voice, Su Kai waited for Tao Yuan to speak.
The blankness in Tao Yuan's head made him lose his language expression. Su Kai waited for a long time, but when he couldn't wait for what he wanted, his eyes suddenly flickered.
It was the flicker of hurt and frustration, which suddenly hit Tao Yuan's eyes.
At that moment, Tao Yuan's heart seemed to be grabbed by something suddenly, he squeezed it hard, and Tao Yuan almost fainted from the pain.
In this way, Tao Yuan walked over, stood on tiptoe, raised his head, and kissed Su Kai on the lips.
In an instant, they separated, and the eyes of the two lost focus.
At that moment, the unanimous reaction of the two of them actually shed tears.
Then holding the other's hand, Tao Yuan approached tremblingly, his body pressed against him lightly, he couldn't believe it, and seemed to be questioning something.
In November 2020, Tao Yuan was 11 years old and Su Kai was 21 years old.
Hugging slowly and carefully, when Tao Yuan hugged Su Kai's waist, he clenched his fists hard as if he had gained something and gave up something, not daring to hug Su Kai's waist. Su Kai closed his eyes, suddenly Speak softly.
"Yuaner, we are the same, right?"
Tao Yuan closed his eyes, couldn't restrain himself, bit his lip, and cried silently in Su Kai's arms.
No one must have the same dream for more than ten years in a row, so no one must know Tao Yuan's happiness and fear at this moment.
Su Kai's eyelashes were long and drooping, and he slept soundly. Tao Yuan lay in Su Kai's arms, in the first sunlight in the morning, on the first day of his 21 years, lying on his beloved In the arms of someone, like a newborn child, the whole world is blank, only the person in front of him is everything.
Tao Yuan hugged Su Kai tightly, fearing that this was an ordinary dream, and when he woke up in a while, he was lying in his room with nothing beside him.
When Su Kai woke up, Tao Yuan was putting his hand on Su Kai's heart, watching his palm rise and fall curiously, Su Kai held Tao Yuan's hand, turned over, and pressed Tao Yuan down.
With a pair of almond eyes, Tao Yuan opened them wide. Su Kai's sudden pressure shook his steady heartbeat. Su Kai squinted his eyes and looked at Tao Yuan.
“Although I didn't brush my teeth”
Then, Su Kai lowered his head and kissed Tao Yuan.
A long and passionate kiss, different from last night's cautious confession, Su Kai stuck out his tongue and stirred Tao Yuan upside down.
When they parted, Su Kai became emotional, put his hand into Tao Yuan's clothes, gasped, and asked, "Is that okay?"
Tao Yuan was stunned and couldn't cope with Su Kai's sudden sex, his eyes flickered, his lips were still red from being kissed, he was dazed for a moment, and then hesitatingly uttered a few words.
"I, I seem to have morning class"
Hearing this, Su Kai pulled out his hand in disappointment, hugged Tao Yuan and kissed him for a while, then sighed, pulled back the quilt and got up.
Tao Yuan sat up, grabbed the quilt, and softly scolded himself an idiot.
Breakfast was as usual, quiet and warm. After eating, Su Kai washed the dishes and Tao Yuan packed his schoolbag. The moment he went out, Tao Yuan touched his face in the elevator and tilted his head, feeling unrealistically foamy, but There is also a sense of happiness floating in the air. The weather this day is not good, it is cloudy, as if it is going to rain, Tao Yuan smiled, looking at the road ahead, as if full of energy, he started to run, running very fast, As if accelerating for flight.
In the morning class, there was an English class and a public relations class. During the class, Tao Yuan scolded himself as an idiot again, because he didn't care to listen to the lecture. He looked at the teacher's ppt, but all he could think about was Su Kai.
Afternoon photojournalism, Tao Yuan took notes, memorized, Tao Yuan suddenly felt something was wrong, looked down, the word Su Kai was written twice twice, looked at it, Tao Yuan smiled and scolded I said a fool to myself.
Sukai, Sukai, Sukai, Sukai!
After class, Tao Yuan was like a little bird, running around the campus like a madman, heading home, playing with his fingers involuntarily even on the bus, nervous.
Open the door, go home, Su Kai is drawing in his room, Tao Yuan looked at the time, it was still early, but he really wanted to cook, he pushed open the door of Su Kai's room, and asked Su Kai softly.
"What do you want to eat?"
Su Kai bowed his head and drew seriously, wearing black-rimmed glasses, without turning his head, "Whatever"
Gently closing the door, Tao Yuan put his hands on his hips, thinking, whatever, what kind of peerless delicacy is that?
It’s mid-November, let’s have something warm. Tao Yuan decided to make pork ribs and lotus root soup. Unfortunately, he hadn’t done it. Tao Yuan, who had never done it, first searched the recipe on Baidu, memorized the ingredients, and went out to buy ingredients. In the supermarket, Tao Yuan saw what Su Kai liked to eat, so he took it into the car, and when the ingredients were bought, the car was already full
At this time, Tao Yuan suddenly remembered something, he turned around, looking for men's underwear, then squatted down, opened his eyes wide, and carefully picked out the underwear.
What color is good?Tao Yuan thought.
After thinking about it, Tao Yuan took a box of black ones, looked at them, put them back again, looked at the box of purple ones next to him, pursed his lips, Tao Yuan struggled with the men's underwear for a long time, and the shopping guide aunt next to him couldn't help it. Before helping, Tao Yuan gritted his teeth and took the black one.
Su Kai usually likes to wear black, white and grey, but he can't wear something so dazzling that Su Kai thinks that he wears that on purpose.
After queuing up, taking out the mobile phone, and preparing to pay, Tao Yuan glanced at the condom shelf, blinked his eyes, Tao Yuan pushed the cart, and walked over silently.
This is the first time Tao Yuan has looked at this thing seriously.
Looking at it, Tao Yuan was a little flustered, he didn't know which one to take, and the world was stunned by the various models and flavors.
After standing there for too long, when someone looked at him, Tao Yuan snorted, took a box of black and white packaging and threw it into the cart, and rushed to check out.
After returning home, Tao Yuan first put the condom in his bedside table like a thief, then Tao Yuan looked at Su Kai's closed door and went into the kitchen to cook.
In order to match Su Kai's time, Tao Yuan took this meal slowly and cooked it for more than two hours before he knocked on Su Kai's door.
"Let's eat"
Su Kai put down his glasses, stretched his waist, moved around, and then sat down slowly and yawned.
"I'm starving"
Tao Yuan laughed, "I thought you weren't hungry."
"Hungry" said Su Kai.
Hungry, Su Kai ate pork ribs, it was okay, the taste was light, Su Kai asked Tao Yuan, "Do you want to buy a jar to soak some chili?"
Tao Yuan ate the lotus root, thought for a while, "Why don't I ask my mother to send it over, I'm afraid we can't make it well"
Su Kai nodded, "Okay, you call your mother, I dare not call my mother now"
Tao Yuan smiled and brought some food to Su Kai, "Tell them well that you have a job here."
Su Kai shook his head, "Forget it, let's talk about it after we have some clues."
When eating, Su Kai was already very satisfied with Tao Yuan's cooking. The food was very delicious. Tao Yuan watched with joy as Su Kai ate two bowls of rice and still had soup. He wished he could cook for Su Kai every day.
After eating, Su Kai said sensiblely, "Okay, let me wash the dishes, and you go to do your homework."
Tao Yuan shook his head, "It's okay, just two [-]-word essays, and I'll finish it in a while."
"Then you go and write, I just moved a little bit, it took me a whole day"
Su Kai insisted, Tao Yuan tied the apron on Su Kai, and it was very slow, Su Kai chuckled, "Do you really want to hug for a while?"
Tao Yuan raised his head, his ears turned red, and got into his room.
Turning on the computer, when Tao Yuan was about to start typing, he saw the pen sent by Su Kai, he put the computer aside, took out the paper, and started to write.
After all, he is also the one who translates so much foreign language information. His writing style has a sophisticated and sharp taste, and the logic of the sentences is easy to grasp. Tao Yuan himself was a little surprised. He lowered his head and couldn't help touching the pen and sighing. Lost, lost, or regretted?
Tao Yuan shook his head and didn't think about the complicated taste. The pen was scribbling on the white paper. After a while, the two drafts were written. Yes, anyway, due next Monday, in time.
Tao Yuan walked out of the room and found that Su Kai had entered the room to draw again, pouted, Tao Yuan was lying on the crack of the door watching, Su Kai was wearing black-rimmed glasses and lowered his head, in a standard painting posture.
After watching for a while, Tao Yuan didn't dare to go in and disturb him, so he went back to the room, took out the manuscript, and revised it again with a sigh.
Changing, changing, Tao Yuan suddenly pursed his lips, opened the bedside table, and looked at the condoms he bought back.
Wolf tooth stimulation ultra-thin
What the hell is this! ?
Tao Yuan studied it for a long time, and was stunned. What he bought was the kind of sex appeal.
Sitting down decadently, Tao Yuan looked at the failed product he bought with a blank expression, disgusted.
Then Tao Yuan took out his mobile phone, what Baidu men usually use.
After Baidu for a while, Tao Yuan took out a pen and started to take notes, such as what model, what flavor, what ultra-thin type
Halfway through the notes, Su Kai knocked on the door.
"Tao Yuan, didn't you buy milk?"
Tao Yuan swished, put away his things, sat upright, and then turned around, "Cow, milk?"
Standing up, Tao Yuan opened the door, looked at Su Kai who was wearing glasses, and blinked, "I was going to buy it just now, but it doesn't have the pure milk you like."
Su Kai sighed in disappointment, "Fine, let me drink some water"
Tao Yuan held back, "I'll go to another supermarket to see."
By the way, buy a new condom, Tao Yuan thought happily.
Su Kai shook his head, "No need, it's too much trouble, I'll go out and buy it by myself tomorrow."
Tao Yuan insisted, "It's okay, I've finished my thesis, I just went out for a walk"
Su Kai frowned, "Aren't you afraid of trouble?"
"Not afraid"
"That's fine, let's go together, and I'll go out for a walk too, or if this continues, the disc in my waist will protrude."
Eh?
Tao Yuan looked at Su Kai in confusion as he put on his coat and put on his shoes.
The two went out, went to a bigger supermarket on the next street, bought milk, and while queuing up to pay, Tao Yuan kept staring at the condom shelf, gritted his teeth, a little nervous and a little disappointed.
Seeing that he couldn't calm down, Su Kai asked, "What else do you want to buy?"
Tao Yuan shook his head, "No."
Su Kai snorted.
Going home, the two walked side by side, Su Kai was carrying milk, the two of them chatted one sentence at a time, their hands touched for a long time, Su Kai tilted his head, looked around, and held Tao Yuan's hand, in an instant, Tao Yuan turned his head and looked at the vehicles driving on the road, the corners of his mouth curled up.
The fingers were like lovers who had been thinking for a long time, tightly entangled, Tao Yuan lowered his head, and finally leaned on Su Kai's body.
Autumn is here, the oncoming wind brings coolness, winter in the north is coming, Tao Yuan looked at the leaves blown by the wind expectantly, and said softly.
"The leaves are falling off again"
Su Kai nodded, "That's right, why don't the leaves fall off in the south in winter?"
Tao Yuan shook his head, "I don't know, it's because it's not that cold?"
Su Kai shook his head, "I don't know."
When fast entering the community, Su Kai stopped suddenly, looked at Tao Yuan, put the milk into Tao Yuan's hand, "You go in first, I forgot to buy something"
Tao Yuan stared blankly at Su Kai, reluctant to let go of Su Kai's hand, "What is it?"
"Condom," Su Kai said.
After speaking, Su Kai let go of Tao Yuan's hand, turned and ran away.
Tao Yuan froze for a few seconds, then quickly ran home.
After returning home, put the milk in the refrigerator, Tao Yuan hurried into the house to hide the failed products he bought, then tidied up the room, opened the newly bought underwear, hesitating whether to take a shower and change, but , Tao Yuan's ears were red, he took a bath so consciously, could he be too anxious, tangled in the room for a long time, Tao Yuan put his underwear away, sat at the desk, pretended to be calm and waited for Su Kai to come back.
Waiting, waiting, waiting for a long time, Su Kai came back, came back, opened Tao Yuan's door, "What are you doing?"
Tao Yuan turned around, "I'm studying public relations"
"Ah?" Su Kai looked in surprise at Tao Yuan's straight back, holding a thick book in his hand, puzzled, "You don't want to take a bath?"
Tao Yuan rolled his eyeballs, "Yes."
"Then go wash"
"Well, you wash it first, and I'll look at it later," Tao Yuan said.
Su Kai frowned, "Then I'll go first."
Su Kai is obsessed with cleanliness, as usual, after washing for almost an hour, she came out in her pajamas, opened Tao Yuan's door, "I'm done washing, you go"
Tao Yuan went, wrapped the newly sold underpants in his pajamas, entered the bathroom, entered the bathroom, turned on the shower, Tao Yuan was stunned again.
Did he, did he, want to wash his ass?
This realization made Tao Yuan blush, but he squatted down again and flushed his butt really seriously. Normally, it took him more than an hour to take a shower in 10 minutes.
When he came out, Su Kai was watching TV on the sofa, eating snacks, and looked at Tao Yuan puzzled, "Have you been doing laundry for so long?"
Tao Yuan shook his head, "No, ah, clothes, I'll do the laundry"
Then, go in again, turn on the washing machine to wash clothes.
After washing the clothes, Su Kai didn't eat any snacks, and was sleepy watching TV
Jiang Feng stood at the door of the Network Information Security Department and picked Tao Yuan up.
Tao Yuan was sluggishly pushed into the jeep by Jiang Feng and fastened his seat belt.
The car drove steadily and slowly, Jiang Feng held the steering wheel, looked at the sluggish Tao Yuan from the corner of his eye, and suddenly frowned.
"You didn't admit anything, did you?"
Tao Yuan heard the words, turned his head slowly, and looked out the window.
Jiang Feng frowned even tighter, he gripped the steering wheel hard, and when he arrived at Tao Yuan's house, Tao Yuan sat motionless in the car, showing no sign of going down.
"If you don't want to go back, where can I take you?"
Tao Yuan shook his head, but sat there, motionless.
Jiang Feng sighed, "Don't worry, Su Kai is only temporarily detained, and he will be released after a few days."
Tao Yuan suddenly turned his head and stared at Jiang Feng, "He was taken away?"
Jiang Feng nodded.
Tao Yuan opened the car door and almost rushed into the gate. Jiang Feng looked at Tao Yuan from behind, gritted his teeth, and was speechless for a while.
It took a long time for the key to be inserted. Tao Yuan opened the door. The inside was very quiet and clean, exactly the same as when he was taken away. When he walked past the dining table, the dishes on the table were cleared away. Su Kai After washing the dishes, Tao Yuan walked into the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, and saw that the leftovers inside were neatly wrapped in plastic wrap. Su Kai had obsessive-compulsive disorder, and everything in the refrigerator was neat and square.
Then he walked into his room, the computer was touched, the hard disk was taken away, and the screens of the four computers were left intact. Tao Yuan sat down, looked at himself on the screen, raised his hand , flipped the computer on the floor, making a harsh sound.
Loopholes in the law are sometimes chilling, and sometimes cute.
Su Kai's provisional detention was only fifteen days without a verdict, and no one saw him during the fifteen days.
Outside, Lin Feng and Jiang Feng kept running around, and Lin Feng didn't even dare to tell his family in Chongqing that this was what Su Kai requested, and he would notify when the result came out, no matter whether it was good or bad.
The result, should be good.
A fine of 5 yuan for information dissemination income, and a fine of [-] yuan for illegally obtaining bad information, to stop all dissemination of the publication, and to be sentenced to one year and suspended for two years.
The money was pooled by Tao Yuan and Jiang Feng. Most of the money Tao Yuan earned was invested in buying information, and some money was needed to hire a lawyer and go through formalities. If it was not enough, Jiang Feng put his bank card in Tao Yuan’s hands. Li said that he would charge interest.
On the day Su Kai was released, Lin Feng went to pick him up. Su Kai looked at Lin Feng and asked after a long absence, "Where is Tao Yuan?"
Lin Feng's eyes flashed, and he smiled, "I'll cook something delicious for you at home."
Sitting in the car, Su Kai sighed deeply, stroked his unshaven beard, feeling disgusted, "It smells like shit"
Lin Feng felt distressed, but smiled, "I'll rub your back when you go back."
Su Kai curled his lips, "I don't like you to rub your hands."
Lin Feng curled his lips, "I don't care if I rub you."
Looking at each other, Lin Feng's eyes sank, "I didn't tell my family."
Su Kai took a deep breath, "Thank you."
Lin Feng punched him, "Tell me what you're doing."
The word isolated from the world looks good and sounds good, but to really feel it will make people despair.
Fifteen days, the days when Su Kai faced the wall, he recalled from his elementary school to high school, to university, to now, and then he recalled Tao Yuan.
At that moment, Tao Yuan's appearance appeared on the mottled and pale wall. Su Kai told himself that no matter how much he would pay for this impulsive behavior in his future life, as long as Tao Yuan is good and stable, It's a smile, all this is worth it, he hasn't done anything to make people happy for the person he likes, this time, he is a hero.
Entering the room, Jiang Feng was there, arranging the bowls and chopsticks. Su Kai was a little ashamed of his slovenliness, and did not dare to look at Tao Yuan. He hurriedly said something and came back, took his clothes into the bathroom, and Tao Yuan surrounded him. Put on the apron, let Lin Feng sit, then go into the kitchen and bring out the chicken soup.
On September 2020, 9, Su Kai's birthday has passed. This year, Su Kai is 28 years old.
Su Kai finished packing, walked out with ease, sat on the dining table, looked at the unusually rich and fragrant meal, and smiled at Tao Yuan.
“Culinary skills have improved a lot”
Jiang Feng nodded, "It's specially prepared for you, try it."
Su Kai gave Jiang Feng a supercilious look, put down his chopsticks, and everyone started eating. Jiang Feng brought wine, and the four of them each had a drink, which was very generous.
After eating and drinking, Su Kai stretched his waist and patted his stomach, "I haven't eaten for a long time."
Lin Feng joked, "Is the food at the police station bad?"
Su Kai shook his head and curled his lips, "What a p, there is no smell at all, and no milk is given."
Jiang Feng shook his head, "Are you a tourist?"
Su Kai shrugged, "Golden Holiday"
"Hahahaha"
"Hahahahaha"
A table of people was amused, so the atmosphere suddenly relaxed a lot, Lin Feng and Jiang Feng gave Su Kai a good rest, and went back first, Su Kai didn't stay, but he sent the two of them downstairs , Sometimes, the word "thank you" is too polite and too light. If you say it, you will laugh, and if you laugh, it will be bad, because there are tears in your heart.
Tao Yuan's complexion remained bad, Su Kai came back, saw Tao Yuan washing the dishes, walked over, and hugged Tao Yuan's head from behind.
"I don't even smile at me when I come back, what do you mean!"
Tao Yuan turned his head, looked at Su Kai, his eyes flickered, "You've lost weight"
Su Kai nodded, "You think I'm joking when I say the food is not good?"
Tao Yuan lowered his head, clenched the handkerchief tightly after washing, "I'm sorry"
Su Kai raised Tao Yuan's head, "You didn't feel sorry for me, Tao Yuan, I am willing, if you feel guilty, then just don't do such worrisome things in the future, and don't use this He looked at me with regretful eyes, I don't like this kind of eyes."
After finishing speaking, Su Kai kissed Tao Yuan on the forehead, and suddenly said softly, "For you, I am willing to do anything."
Tao Yuan's eyes slowly lost focus, he looked at Su Kai's blurred outline, and started to be dazed, then he heard Su Kai laughing suddenly, "Be moved, little thing, raise your head, let me see if you are tempted? "
Seeing Tao Yuan's dull expression, Su Kai pinched it, "What kind of new cute expression pack is this?"
After finishing speaking, Su Kai turned his head, "Hey, wash the dishes, and wash my clothes by the way, I'm going to sleep, I can't sleep well inside"
Su Kai fell asleep, deeply, and finally relaxed his brows.
Tao Yuan washed Su Kai's clothes in the bathroom, and while he was washing, he was thrown into the trash can, and when he came out, he wanted to cast a good omen, so he didn't wear them anymore.
Then Tao Yuan went out with the wallet, and used the little money left in it to buy a new set of clothes for Su Kai, the black, white and gray that Su Kai liked.
Going home, saving some money and not taking a car, Tao Yuan carried the bag and walked. As he walked, his eyes suddenly became red, reddened, and water slowly overflowed.
One drop, two drops, one line, two lines, Tao Yuan couldn't stop rubbing, so he covered his mouth in a panic, lowered his head, and walked home quickly, walking, walking, and the sound of crying began to come out, softly, helplessly. Suppressed, from the heart, that kind of voice surrounded Tao Yuan for the first time.
The roads in Beijing are so smooth, wide, and square. As long as you walk forward, you can always pass through many intersections.
Tao Yuan walked home after crossing many crossroads. His eyes were already so red that they didn't look good. He sat in the pavilion of the community, holding the new clothes he bought, and waited until his eyes were not so red before going home.
Su Kai slept peacefully, as if everything had returned to peace, only Tao Yuan was in his heart. After going through thousands of mountains and rivers, the stars moved, and finally he walked into the desert, found an oasis, and saw himself through the pure lake.
It was an extremely hypocritical and timid face.
He stood up, spread his arms, and jumped into the lake.
Taking the documents, he went to the police station to report. Tao Yuan insisted on following Su Kai. Su Kai had no choice but to walk in together, standing side by side. The staff of the police station looked at Su Kai in surprise. Subconsciously poured water on the information handed over, and began to look incredible.
"Okay, so, you come here every month on No. 20," the policeman said with a silly smile.
Su Kai nodded, "Okay, thank you."
"Well, good boy, don't do stupid things."
"Hey hey, okay"
Pushing open the glass door, Su Kai looked at October, which was about to usher in the end of summer, and stretched.
Tao Yuan stood behind him, looked at Su Kai's thin and slender figure, and smiled softly, with a lot of bitterness in his smile.
In October 2020, National Day, Su Kai was unemployed and homeless. Tao Yuan was a sophomore during the probation period. The two barely made ends meet with the living expenses given by Tao Yuan's parents.
Su Kai opened his portfolio again and logged in to his Weibo account. It was the National Day. There were more than [-] accounts, but there were only [-] to [-] accounts that had not been updated for a few days. Su Kai clenched his fist and cheered himself up. He went from nothing to something, which is already very good.
Su Kai devoted himself to painting. Tao Yuan looked at the balance of his bank card and found a part-time job as an editorial assistant for a gossip magazine. He said it was an assistant, but it was just a small laborer with a monthly salary of 2000. In the past, when Su Kai heard Tao Yuan's report at the dinner table, he disagreed with Tao Yuan to do it.
"Anyway, I'm idle at home. If I work part-time, I can go. You still have to study hard. The atmosphere of gossip magazines will affect your writing temperament."
Tao Yuan lowered his head and ate the vegetables, "It's okay, I'm not tired from work, and I wasn't asked to write anything, just serve tea and water and copy things."
Su Kai nodded, "So there's no need to do these things. You spend your time doing other things, which far exceeds the value of 2000. Moreover, the pressure of living expenses comes from me. I don't have any studies. Part-time jobs are easy for me."
Tao Yuan raised his head, "You can just draw. I don't want to write recently, so let's go out and experience how to deal with people."
Su Kai frowned, put down his chopsticks, and looked at Tao Yuan's sluggish look, "Tao Yuan, don't tell me, because of this trivial matter, you gave up your ideal of being a journalist?"
Tao Yuan also put down his chopsticks, "Do I have the right to persist?"
"Of course you are eligible"
"The news I broadcast is all true, but you see, not many people watch it, and they are not allowed to watch it. In this world, lies are the most reassuring."
Tao Yuan looked at Su Kai and said softly.
Su Kai looked at Tao Yuan's pale eyes and frowned, "Of course a lie is the best dream, but isn't truth beautiful at all?"
Leaning closer, Su Kai stared into Tao Yuan's eyes, "We grew up together and grew up together. In my opinion, it's a very good truth. No matter how beautiful a lie is, it doesn't have the strength and thickness of truth."
"I hope we didn't grow up together, so that we are strangers, and you don't have to bear the responsibility you shouldn't bear for a cowardly person"
After Tao Yuan finished speaking, he stood up and cleaned up the dishes.
Su Kai looked at Tao Yuan's figure and clenched his fists, "Tao Yuan, are you guilty, or do you think I'm being self-indulgent?"
Tao Yuan turned on the tap and washed the dishes.
"Sorry, you made me feel ashamed"
The hero's dream was instantly shattered.
Su Kai stood up and went back to the room. There were semi-finished cartoons on the drawing board, and the cat turned into a human again, standing in front of the person he liked.
Su Kai picked up the pen and continued to draw, while Tao Yuan took the bag and went to work.
Tao Yuan has been very busy since the beginning, with studies, part-time jobs, and the spirit of not cheering up, he always comes home very late, Su Kai cooks and eats by himself, and when he is tired of painting, he just mops the floor and does laundry. Dad Kai doesn’t want to It's time to call Su Kai. Su Kai doesn't even want to answer the fucking phone. He opened his mouth, but not about work, but about the future, or even buying a house. Su Kai looked at being dragged to a very clean floor, thinking, he just I want two things, one is painting, the other is Tao Yuan.
In the early morning, Su Kai heard the sound of Tao Yuan leaving the door, got up, opened the refrigerator, and saw the milk that Tao Yuan bought early in the morning, Su Kai opened it, stood on the balcony, looked at the back of Tao Yuan leaving, and breathed the fresh air in the morning , and then start a day of painting.
Tao Yuan's part-time job is really called a mess, people don't think he is a major student in a good university, but they often make fun of him, laughing at his boyish appearance, what looks like a certain star, what mopping the floor is similar to a mother, and occasionally Let him write something, just say how to write it professionally, no one will read it.
Tao Yuan didn't feel at all, as if he had lost his youthful vigor, and passed away with a smile, he really needed a monthly salary of 2000 yuan, he wanted to buy food and clothing for Su Kai, and he also considered paying back Jiang Feng Money, the irony of these boring people, in Tao Yuan's view, is not worth mentioning.
What Su Kai said is of course correct. When Tao Yuan was eating a poor work meal in the corner, he thought that this kind of experience is dispensable to his life.
Su Kai seems to have no goals, but when he does things, he is extraordinarily serious and seizes opportunities.
Tao Yuan seems to have returned to his childhood. Although he was much better at studying than Su Kai, he always felt that Su Kai was much better than him. The feet are also solid and powerful.
Su Kai seems to be not afraid of the sky and the earth. He clearly has few things in his head, but the things he does always make people feel rich and colorful.
And Tao Yuan, who has liked Su Kai for so many years and can feel Su Kai's liking for him, has never opened his mouth. He is always waiting for Su Kai, waiting for Su Kai to walk up to him with generous steps. Come.
When the rumor was passed on, Tao Yuan had already forgotten Su Kai's instructions, but he acted very naturally. Strong fear gave birth to composure, he uttered a series of lies, and even had perfect logic and thoughtful thinking. Tao Yuan even remembered that he made his eyes look Poor and innocent, his appearance is very childish, and people who are a little bit soft-hearted will always be moved. He saw the aunt who asked the question to have love and pity for him.
It turned out that he has been unable to get Su Kai, and has been unable to come out generously. He took Su Kai's hand and confessed, not because Su Kai didn't like him, nor because he was thinking in Su Kai's shoes. Ushering in unrequited love at the age of 21, it's just that he is timid.
However, he is not worthy of Su Kai.
Tao Yuan finished his work meal, packed his things until late at night, and then walked home in the square streets of Beijing. He will be 21 years old next month, and Beijing ushered in early autumn. This is his favorite season. For the first time, let Tao Yuan lost the desire to appreciate.
Su Kai didn't sleep that day for no reason. In order to have energy for painting, Su Kai has been working and resting regularly. Tao Yuan opened the door and looked at Su Kai on the sofa in surprise.
Su Kai turned his head, looked at Tao Yuan who was going home, and beckoned Tao Yuan to pass, Tao Yuan hung up his bag and changed his shoes.
"I went to take a shower"
Say, go into the house to get pajamas.
Su Kai turned cold, "Come here!"
Tao Yuan paused, but still passed, passed, Su Kai put his arm around Tao Yuan's neck, hugged him into his arms, and showed Tao Yuan his computer, Tao Yuan looked at it, but didn't understand.
"what?"
"Advertising," Su Kai said, "See, let me draw an advertisement!"
Tao Yuan nodded, "Ah, that's it, congratulations."
Tao Yuan broke away from Su Kai's arm, raised his head, looked at Su Kai and said in a soft tone, Su Kai suddenly turned cold and closed the computer.
"Thank you"
He turned around and entered the house.
Tao Yuan was stunned on the sofa, not understanding why Su Kai suddenly became angry. Su Kai accepted the advertisement, which meant that many people liked his comics, and Tao Yuan was very happy.
Happy, Tao Yuan thought about buying a computer drawing board for Su Kai again, looked at the money in the card, Tao Yuan sighed, it was far from enough.
In this way, Tao Yuan began to seriously consider changing to a part-time job.
On his birthday, Tao Yuan resigned. He had been working for a month, and 2000 yuan appeared in the notification message on his mobile phone. He bought a shirt for Su Kai with a little joy, and went home early.
After returning home, Su Kai cooked a meal, bought a cake, and called Lin Feng, Li Han and Jiang Feng to celebrate his birthday.
Then Lin Feng couldn't see it and despised Su Kai, "You are an exploitative landlord, and you even buy clothes for you when it's your birthday."
Su Kai shrugged, "Be jealous of me"
A table of people were happy, talking and laughing, Tao Yuan had a rare natural smile on his face, when Tao Yuan made a wish, Lin Feng was joking beside him.
"Don't let your birthday wish be about Su Kai too."
Su Kai curled his lips, "Don't you have a girlfriend, why are you talking so sourly?"
Lin Feng couldn't believe it, "Yo, your tone, Ren Xiaoyuan, who are you?"
Su Kai raised his head, looked at Jiang Feng from the corner of his eye, and said loudly on purpose, "Who, you can't see with your eyes?"
Lin Feng was confused by Su Kai's generous attitude, Li Han brought food for Lin Feng, "Eat the food, gag"
Jiang Feng lowered his head, took a sip of wine, and stopped talking.
Tao Yuan was cutting the cake, his hands were shaking, the smile on the corner of his mouth, he didn't know whether it was a smile or embarrassment.
"I'm 21 years old, I'm not a child anymore, I'm going to be a mature adult in the future, Xiao Yuan" Lin Feng drank a few sips, then began to put on airs and educate his younger brother.
Li Han ate the strawberries on the cake, and despised, "A man who can't even wash clothes, what qualifications does he have to teach the younger brother of the Life Skills Plenary Session?"
Lin Feng turned his head, "Ideology, the real maturity is whether the thinking is good or not"
Jiang Fengxiao, "The giant of thought, the dwarf of life"
"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha"
"Hahahahaha"
"Hahahahaha"
"Hahahahaha"
Everyone laughed, Lin Feng couldn't hold back, "No, why are you guys so realistic and not emotional at all?"
Jiang Feng nodded, "That's right, the Academy of Fine Arts is full of vulgarity now, and they are all slaves to reality like me."
Lin Feng smiled arrogantly, "The world is going downhill, and now our mathematics world is full of giants with advanced thinking like me."
Su Kai looked at Li Han with disdain, "Sister, what do you want to say from the Institute of Physics?"
Li Han shook his finger, "The teacher said, treating the math majors is like coaxing kindergarten children, giving them dreams."
"What do you do for your dream?" Su Kai was puzzled.
"Let Them Thrive"
"and then"
"marry home"
Jiang Feng, ""
Tao Yuan, ""
Su Kai rolled his eyes, "I'm really annoyed by the routines of you couples."
Li Han shrugged and fed strawberries to Lin Feng. Su Kai seemed to have a bad idea and suddenly said, "Lin Feng, Yufei will come back during the Chinese New Year."
Because of these words, the air suddenly became quiet. Lin Feng swallowed the strawberries, lowered his head, and ate the vegetables.
Jiang Feng, an outsider, could see that Su Kai's words made Lin Feng happy. While washing the dishes, Jiang Feng whispered who Tao Yuanfei was?
Tao Yuan thought for a while, "A super invincible and handsome brother"
"Oh" Jiang Feng curled his lips, "You have so many good brothers."
"Hey hey hey" Tao Yuan smiled and patted Jiang Feng on the shoulder, "If you hang out with Brother Yuan, you will have many good brothers."
Jiang Feng turned around in disgust.
The house was quiet, it was already one o'clock, Tao Yuan was looking at the gift they gave, Jiang Feng still gave the painting, this time it was a small flower, very fresh, Lin Feng and Li Han probably considered that their lives were a bit tight, After buying clothes, Su Kai walked over and put a small box in front of Tao Yuan.
Tao Yuan opened it, and it was a black pen, which looked expensive.
These days, there are too few gift pens. Tao Yuan was a little curious for a while, opened it, and wrote a few pens on the white box. Tao Yuan had good handwriting and was very handsome.
“The pen is good”
Su Kai nodded, "Even if the things I gave you are not good, you have to say the best."
Tao Yuan smiled, closed the cap of the pen, and put it away, Su Kai frowned, "What do you do when you put it back in the box?
"But, I don't usually use it"
"Use it when you can"
Tao Yuan nodded and took it back to the room. Su Kai sighed and said, "I hope you write well, don't regret your good handwriting, and don't regret your favorite major."
Tao Yuan was stunned and entered the room.
After entering the house and not coming out for a long time, Su Kai gritted his teeth and kicked open the door, "How long do you fucking want to live like this with me!"
Tao Yuan was writing carefully, but was startled by Su Kai. Su Kai saw the white paper on Tao Yuan's desk, retracted his foot, coughed, "write slowly"
Tao Yuan just wanted to try the pen, so he stopped writing, put the pen away, got up and came out, and saw Su Kai standing on the balcony with his arms crossed, taking a deep breath.
Tao Yuan walked over and stood beside Su Kai, Su Kai squinted, "Aren't you writing?"
"Just try the pen"
"Oh"
After finishing speaking, Su Kai was about to enter the house, but Tao Yuan stopped him, "I quit my part-time job."
Su Kai turned around, "En? Well, it's pretty good. I was just about to tell you that you don't have to worry about my living expenses. It should be fine. This time, I paid more than 3000 for drawing advertisements for others."
Tao Yuan nodded.
Su Kai thought for a while, "As for the money owed to Jiang Feng, don't worry, tens of thousands of dollars, I will figure out a way."
Tao Yuan shook his head, "I will pay back the money myself, don't interfere with me."
Su Kai frowned, "Is that why you want to tell us apart?"
Tao Yuan raised his head, "This is a matter of principle."
Su Kai gritted his teeth, "Got it."
After finishing speaking, he turned around and was held back by Tao Yuan again.
Su Kai turned around, "What else is there, don't say you have found a new part-time job"
Tao Yuan shook his head, "No, I am"
After a pause, Tao Yuan hesitated to speak, Su Kai became anxious, "What's the matter, tell me, did something happen to you?"
Tao Yuan looked at Su Kai, bit his lip, "Su Kai, I, I am very grateful that you took the responsibility for me, but in fact, you don't need it, and I, also, don't"
Su Kai frowned, "What do you want to say?"
Tao Yuan sighed, "Just now, the kind of misleading words, I think"
"What kind of words are misleading?" Su Kai asked.
Tao Yuan swallowed, and suddenly shook his fingers nervously, "Brother Lin Feng can't accept homosexuality, you don't have to say that to make him misunderstand me"
The waist was hugged suddenly, Su Kai put his arms around Tao Yuan's waist, raised his head, lowered his head, and kissed Tao Yuan's lips.
After parting for a moment, Su Kai looked at Tao Yuan's dull expression and asked, "Did I misunderstand?"
Tao Yuan looked into Su Kai's eyes and took a breath.
"Am I pretending to be passionate?" Su Kai asked.
Tao Yuan's eyes flickered, his head was blank, Su Kai watched, then suddenly let go of Tao Yuan, pursed his lips, "I'm sorry."
After speaking, he turned and entered the room, Tao Yuan followed suit, gusts of wind blew past in the blank of his head, almost made him faint, when he reacted, Tao Yuan found that his hand was holding Su Kai's hand, and his four eyes In contrast, Tao Yuan once again had a blank head.
"Sukai"
Trembling with almost crying voice, Su Kai waited for Tao Yuan to speak.
The blankness in Tao Yuan's head made him lose his language expression. Su Kai waited for a long time, but when he couldn't wait for what he wanted, his eyes suddenly flickered.
It was the flicker of hurt and frustration, which suddenly hit Tao Yuan's eyes.
At that moment, Tao Yuan's heart seemed to be grabbed by something suddenly, he squeezed it hard, and Tao Yuan almost fainted from the pain.
In this way, Tao Yuan walked over, stood on tiptoe, raised his head, and kissed Su Kai on the lips.
In an instant, they separated, and the eyes of the two lost focus.
At that moment, the unanimous reaction of the two of them actually shed tears.
Then holding the other's hand, Tao Yuan approached tremblingly, his body pressed against him lightly, he couldn't believe it, and seemed to be questioning something.
In November 2020, Tao Yuan was 11 years old and Su Kai was 21 years old.
Hugging slowly and carefully, when Tao Yuan hugged Su Kai's waist, he clenched his fists hard as if he had gained something and gave up something, not daring to hug Su Kai's waist. Su Kai closed his eyes, suddenly Speak softly.
"Yuaner, we are the same, right?"
Tao Yuan closed his eyes, couldn't restrain himself, bit his lip, and cried silently in Su Kai's arms.
No one must have the same dream for more than ten years in a row, so no one must know Tao Yuan's happiness and fear at this moment.
Su Kai's eyelashes were long and drooping, and he slept soundly. Tao Yuan lay in Su Kai's arms, in the first sunlight in the morning, on the first day of his 21 years, lying on his beloved In the arms of someone, like a newborn child, the whole world is blank, only the person in front of him is everything.
Tao Yuan hugged Su Kai tightly, fearing that this was an ordinary dream, and when he woke up in a while, he was lying in his room with nothing beside him.
When Su Kai woke up, Tao Yuan was putting his hand on Su Kai's heart, watching his palm rise and fall curiously, Su Kai held Tao Yuan's hand, turned over, and pressed Tao Yuan down.
With a pair of almond eyes, Tao Yuan opened them wide. Su Kai's sudden pressure shook his steady heartbeat. Su Kai squinted his eyes and looked at Tao Yuan.
“Although I didn't brush my teeth”
Then, Su Kai lowered his head and kissed Tao Yuan.
A long and passionate kiss, different from last night's cautious confession, Su Kai stuck out his tongue and stirred Tao Yuan upside down.
When they parted, Su Kai became emotional, put his hand into Tao Yuan's clothes, gasped, and asked, "Is that okay?"
Tao Yuan was stunned and couldn't cope with Su Kai's sudden sex, his eyes flickered, his lips were still red from being kissed, he was dazed for a moment, and then hesitatingly uttered a few words.
"I, I seem to have morning class"
Hearing this, Su Kai pulled out his hand in disappointment, hugged Tao Yuan and kissed him for a while, then sighed, pulled back the quilt and got up.
Tao Yuan sat up, grabbed the quilt, and softly scolded himself an idiot.
Breakfast was as usual, quiet and warm. After eating, Su Kai washed the dishes and Tao Yuan packed his schoolbag. The moment he went out, Tao Yuan touched his face in the elevator and tilted his head, feeling unrealistically foamy, but There is also a sense of happiness floating in the air. The weather this day is not good, it is cloudy, as if it is going to rain, Tao Yuan smiled, looking at the road ahead, as if full of energy, he started to run, running very fast, As if accelerating for flight.
In the morning class, there was an English class and a public relations class. During the class, Tao Yuan scolded himself as an idiot again, because he didn't care to listen to the lecture. He looked at the teacher's ppt, but all he could think about was Su Kai.
Afternoon photojournalism, Tao Yuan took notes, memorized, Tao Yuan suddenly felt something was wrong, looked down, the word Su Kai was written twice twice, looked at it, Tao Yuan smiled and scolded I said a fool to myself.
Sukai, Sukai, Sukai, Sukai!
After class, Tao Yuan was like a little bird, running around the campus like a madman, heading home, playing with his fingers involuntarily even on the bus, nervous.
Open the door, go home, Su Kai is drawing in his room, Tao Yuan looked at the time, it was still early, but he really wanted to cook, he pushed open the door of Su Kai's room, and asked Su Kai softly.
"What do you want to eat?"
Su Kai bowed his head and drew seriously, wearing black-rimmed glasses, without turning his head, "Whatever"
Gently closing the door, Tao Yuan put his hands on his hips, thinking, whatever, what kind of peerless delicacy is that?
It’s mid-November, let’s have something warm. Tao Yuan decided to make pork ribs and lotus root soup. Unfortunately, he hadn’t done it. Tao Yuan, who had never done it, first searched the recipe on Baidu, memorized the ingredients, and went out to buy ingredients. In the supermarket, Tao Yuan saw what Su Kai liked to eat, so he took it into the car, and when the ingredients were bought, the car was already full
At this time, Tao Yuan suddenly remembered something, he turned around, looking for men's underwear, then squatted down, opened his eyes wide, and carefully picked out the underwear.
What color is good?Tao Yuan thought.
After thinking about it, Tao Yuan took a box of black ones, looked at them, put them back again, looked at the box of purple ones next to him, pursed his lips, Tao Yuan struggled with the men's underwear for a long time, and the shopping guide aunt next to him couldn't help it. Before helping, Tao Yuan gritted his teeth and took the black one.
Su Kai usually likes to wear black, white and grey, but he can't wear something so dazzling that Su Kai thinks that he wears that on purpose.
After queuing up, taking out the mobile phone, and preparing to pay, Tao Yuan glanced at the condom shelf, blinked his eyes, Tao Yuan pushed the cart, and walked over silently.
This is the first time Tao Yuan has looked at this thing seriously.
Looking at it, Tao Yuan was a little flustered, he didn't know which one to take, and the world was stunned by the various models and flavors.
After standing there for too long, when someone looked at him, Tao Yuan snorted, took a box of black and white packaging and threw it into the cart, and rushed to check out.
After returning home, Tao Yuan first put the condom in his bedside table like a thief, then Tao Yuan looked at Su Kai's closed door and went into the kitchen to cook.
In order to match Su Kai's time, Tao Yuan took this meal slowly and cooked it for more than two hours before he knocked on Su Kai's door.
"Let's eat"
Su Kai put down his glasses, stretched his waist, moved around, and then sat down slowly and yawned.
"I'm starving"
Tao Yuan laughed, "I thought you weren't hungry."
"Hungry" said Su Kai.
Hungry, Su Kai ate pork ribs, it was okay, the taste was light, Su Kai asked Tao Yuan, "Do you want to buy a jar to soak some chili?"
Tao Yuan ate the lotus root, thought for a while, "Why don't I ask my mother to send it over, I'm afraid we can't make it well"
Su Kai nodded, "Okay, you call your mother, I dare not call my mother now"
Tao Yuan smiled and brought some food to Su Kai, "Tell them well that you have a job here."
Su Kai shook his head, "Forget it, let's talk about it after we have some clues."
When eating, Su Kai was already very satisfied with Tao Yuan's cooking. The food was very delicious. Tao Yuan watched with joy as Su Kai ate two bowls of rice and still had soup. He wished he could cook for Su Kai every day.
After eating, Su Kai said sensiblely, "Okay, let me wash the dishes, and you go to do your homework."
Tao Yuan shook his head, "It's okay, just two [-]-word essays, and I'll finish it in a while."
"Then you go and write, I just moved a little bit, it took me a whole day"
Su Kai insisted, Tao Yuan tied the apron on Su Kai, and it was very slow, Su Kai chuckled, "Do you really want to hug for a while?"
Tao Yuan raised his head, his ears turned red, and got into his room.
Turning on the computer, when Tao Yuan was about to start typing, he saw the pen sent by Su Kai, he put the computer aside, took out the paper, and started to write.
After all, he is also the one who translates so much foreign language information. His writing style has a sophisticated and sharp taste, and the logic of the sentences is easy to grasp. Tao Yuan himself was a little surprised. He lowered his head and couldn't help touching the pen and sighing. Lost, lost, or regretted?
Tao Yuan shook his head and didn't think about the complicated taste. The pen was scribbling on the white paper. After a while, the two drafts were written. Yes, anyway, due next Monday, in time.
Tao Yuan walked out of the room and found that Su Kai had entered the room to draw again, pouted, Tao Yuan was lying on the crack of the door watching, Su Kai was wearing black-rimmed glasses and lowered his head, in a standard painting posture.
After watching for a while, Tao Yuan didn't dare to go in and disturb him, so he went back to the room, took out the manuscript, and revised it again with a sigh.
Changing, changing, Tao Yuan suddenly pursed his lips, opened the bedside table, and looked at the condoms he bought back.
Wolf tooth stimulation ultra-thin
What the hell is this! ?
Tao Yuan studied it for a long time, and was stunned. What he bought was the kind of sex appeal.
Sitting down decadently, Tao Yuan looked at the failed product he bought with a blank expression, disgusted.
Then Tao Yuan took out his mobile phone, what Baidu men usually use.
After Baidu for a while, Tao Yuan took out a pen and started to take notes, such as what model, what flavor, what ultra-thin type
Halfway through the notes, Su Kai knocked on the door.
"Tao Yuan, didn't you buy milk?"
Tao Yuan swished, put away his things, sat upright, and then turned around, "Cow, milk?"
Standing up, Tao Yuan opened the door, looked at Su Kai who was wearing glasses, and blinked, "I was going to buy it just now, but it doesn't have the pure milk you like."
Su Kai sighed in disappointment, "Fine, let me drink some water"
Tao Yuan held back, "I'll go to another supermarket to see."
By the way, buy a new condom, Tao Yuan thought happily.
Su Kai shook his head, "No need, it's too much trouble, I'll go out and buy it by myself tomorrow."
Tao Yuan insisted, "It's okay, I've finished my thesis, I just went out for a walk"
Su Kai frowned, "Aren't you afraid of trouble?"
"Not afraid"
"That's fine, let's go together, and I'll go out for a walk too, or if this continues, the disc in my waist will protrude."
Eh?
Tao Yuan looked at Su Kai in confusion as he put on his coat and put on his shoes.
The two went out, went to a bigger supermarket on the next street, bought milk, and while queuing up to pay, Tao Yuan kept staring at the condom shelf, gritted his teeth, a little nervous and a little disappointed.
Seeing that he couldn't calm down, Su Kai asked, "What else do you want to buy?"
Tao Yuan shook his head, "No."
Su Kai snorted.
Going home, the two walked side by side, Su Kai was carrying milk, the two of them chatted one sentence at a time, their hands touched for a long time, Su Kai tilted his head, looked around, and held Tao Yuan's hand, in an instant, Tao Yuan turned his head and looked at the vehicles driving on the road, the corners of his mouth curled up.
The fingers were like lovers who had been thinking for a long time, tightly entangled, Tao Yuan lowered his head, and finally leaned on Su Kai's body.
Autumn is here, the oncoming wind brings coolness, winter in the north is coming, Tao Yuan looked at the leaves blown by the wind expectantly, and said softly.
"The leaves are falling off again"
Su Kai nodded, "That's right, why don't the leaves fall off in the south in winter?"
Tao Yuan shook his head, "I don't know, it's because it's not that cold?"
Su Kai shook his head, "I don't know."
When fast entering the community, Su Kai stopped suddenly, looked at Tao Yuan, put the milk into Tao Yuan's hand, "You go in first, I forgot to buy something"
Tao Yuan stared blankly at Su Kai, reluctant to let go of Su Kai's hand, "What is it?"
"Condom," Su Kai said.
After speaking, Su Kai let go of Tao Yuan's hand, turned and ran away.
Tao Yuan froze for a few seconds, then quickly ran home.
After returning home, put the milk in the refrigerator, Tao Yuan hurried into the house to hide the failed products he bought, then tidied up the room, opened the newly bought underwear, hesitating whether to take a shower and change, but , Tao Yuan's ears were red, he took a bath so consciously, could he be too anxious, tangled in the room for a long time, Tao Yuan put his underwear away, sat at the desk, pretended to be calm and waited for Su Kai to come back.
Waiting, waiting, waiting for a long time, Su Kai came back, came back, opened Tao Yuan's door, "What are you doing?"
Tao Yuan turned around, "I'm studying public relations"
"Ah?" Su Kai looked in surprise at Tao Yuan's straight back, holding a thick book in his hand, puzzled, "You don't want to take a bath?"
Tao Yuan rolled his eyeballs, "Yes."
"Then go wash"
"Well, you wash it first, and I'll look at it later," Tao Yuan said.
Su Kai frowned, "Then I'll go first."
Su Kai is obsessed with cleanliness, as usual, after washing for almost an hour, she came out in her pajamas, opened Tao Yuan's door, "I'm done washing, you go"
Tao Yuan went, wrapped the newly sold underpants in his pajamas, entered the bathroom, entered the bathroom, turned on the shower, Tao Yuan was stunned again.
Did he, did he, want to wash his ass?
This realization made Tao Yuan blush, but he squatted down again and flushed his butt really seriously. Normally, it took him more than an hour to take a shower in 10 minutes.
When he came out, Su Kai was watching TV on the sofa, eating snacks, and looked at Tao Yuan puzzled, "Have you been doing laundry for so long?"
Tao Yuan shook his head, "No, ah, clothes, I'll do the laundry"
Then, go in again, turn on the washing machine to wash clothes.
After washing the clothes, Su Kai didn't eat any snacks, and was sleepy watching TV
You'll Also Like
-
Douluo: Time-stopping dragons, they all want to tame me
Chapter 108 13 hours ago -
Douluo: Lying down and writing a diary, something is wrong with them
Chapter 130 13 hours ago -
Douluo: Take Tang San to fight Gangzi
Chapter 643 13 hours ago -
Douluo: Reincarnation of Silver Branch, carrying out the name of purity and beauty!
Chapter 214 13 hours ago -
Marvel: Superman Survival Guide
Chapter 176 13 hours ago -
Others follow advice and imitate celebrities, but you start by pretending to be a god?
Chapter 317 13 hours ago -
Swallowed Star: Sacrifice to become stronger, the fiancée is enchanting
Chapter 192 13 hours ago -
Versatile Mage: Forced marriage, I choose Mu Ningxue
Chapter 110 13 hours ago -
Douluo: From the inheritance of the destruction of the throne to the destruction of Tang San.
Chapter 323 13 hours ago -
Douluo: Wuhun Dragon Pattern Stick, Inherited by the Eastern Azure Dragon
Chapter 255 13 hours ago