lure wolf into heart

five years ago

The professional courses were not particularly full at the beginning, but there were more elective courses.Many students would take advantage of their hobbies to minor in a second major, but Xu Ning didn't like anything very much, so he gave up.

As usual on Thursday afternoon, he sat in the library until the sun was about to set, and went to the cafeteria to bring a meal back to the dormitory to eat. When he was eating, he was splashed with a piece of soup on the corner of his clothes by his hands-on classmates.

He has always been good at embarrassing others. He waved his hand and said it was okay amidst the repeated apologies of the classmate, but he was very distressed from the bottom of his heart. He was afraid that the white cloth would not return to its original state.

Lin Pengfei came to look for this dress last week. They bought it on a whim when they were visiting a nearby store. Lin Pengfei also bought a size one size up to wear with him.

Very simple style, looks nothing special, but it has become a treasure to Xu Ning.He didn't even bother to play and speed up to the dormitory.

Xu Ning doesn't like to share a room with those boys who always look down on him, but he can apply for changing dormitories only in his junior year. Lin Pengfei said that he wants to move out and rent a small single room off campus, but he is reluctant to pay and wants to Persist in half a semester, and he will submit the application when the school starts again.

When no one is around, Xu Ning actually likes to stay in the dormitory, after all, the quiet and comfortable environment is suitable for him to be alone.After opening the door, he pulled out the key, glanced around, and when he saw no one, he relaxed, closed the door and walked to the bed, took off his clothes, put them in a basin, filled them with water and laundry detergent, soaked them, and then took out his mobile phone to make a call.

Since his mother was admitted to the mental hospital, he would call at 06:30 every night to inquire about the situation. Most of the time, the staff would answer and call his mother over for him.

Tian Meihui is now in a state of intermittent disease and cannot leave the drug treatment.You can live a normal life when you don't get sick, but once you get sick, it gets worse every time.

She couldn't remember who Xu Ning was at first, she had to ask several times.

"who are you?"

"Mom, it's me."

"Who?"

"I'm Xiao Ning."

"Xiao Ning?"

"Yes, Mom, I'm Xiao Ning."

"Did you call because you didn't come home after study and school at night?"

Holding the phone, Xu Ning sighed silently, coaxed his mother to say a few more words, and hung up the phone.

The text message notification of the mobile bank card payment let him know that today is the 15th without looking at the date.On the 15th of every month, the young couple who rented his house would transfer the money on time. As time passed, he began to look forward to this day.After all, the rent is his monthly living expenses.

Tian Meihui's dry cleaners were cashed out after the diagnosis at the time, and most of the money was used to pay the mental hospital, and the rest was paid for Xu Ning's tuition.

Xu Ning doesn't spend money recklessly, saving money on food and expenses keeps him at ease.His mother's empathy for nearly a year in the hospital made him truly understand how difficult it was for Lin Pengfei to drag his grandfather on the sick bed and his younger brother in school.

Lin Pengfei changed a few jobs before and after, all of which did not require much education. Later, Xu Ning couldn't remember what he was doing. It seemed that he was doing some kind of loan, and he seemed to be still selling houses. Whatever Lin Pengfei was doing, he concluded that his Dabao was working hard to make money, it was very hard work, and it made people feel distressed.

After he transferred more than half of the rent to Lin Pengfei, the man quickly called.

"Why did you transfer the money to me again and keep it for yourself?"

"I don't need it. You have a lot of places to spend money outside."

"I have enough for the time being. Be obedient. I'll transfer it back to you later."

Xu Ning stopped talking and asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

Regarding the question "Have you eaten?", Xu Ning would ask it three times a day.No one outside would care about Lin Pengfei like Xu Ning did. Whether he ate or not was a trivial matter, but Xu Ning cared about him in all the trivial matters.Lin Pengfei, who was squatting in the corridor smoking, replied patiently: "No, I'll eat later."

Because of the pressure, he picked up the cigarette he had quit for a while, afraid that Xu Ning would be worried, so he didn't dare to say that as long as he was with Xu Ning, he would not smoke.

"Don't always eat instant noodles."

Lin Pengfei stretched out each word: "Got it."

"I won't go to your place the day after tomorrow after the holiday, go back and visit my mother."

After Lin Pengfei answered, he played tricks again: "But I miss you."

After thinking for a while, Xu Ning compromised: "Let's talk then."

"You don't think about me."

Regarding the question of "Have you thought about it", Lin Pengfei would ask it twice a day.Usually after waking up in the morning and before going to bed at night.As soon as the genius was in the dark, he was tired of asking for answers, which made Xu Ning want to rush to him immediately.He was rummaging through a clean shirt and said seriously, "I miss you, I miss you so much."

"See you the day after tomorrow. My colleague is calling me. I'll go over to Xiaobao first."

"it is good."

Xu Ning was afraid that he might not be able to hear Lin Pengfei's speech clearly, so he turned on the speakerphone when he was getting dressed. The sound of Lin Pengfei kissing twice before ending the call made him smile.

In a good mood, he poked his head out of the collar of his clothes, and when he saw a person standing in front of him, he let out an "ah" in shock.

The boy in front of him smiled playfully: "I can't help but be scared."

Xu Ning pulled off his clothes with lingering fear, and his smile disappeared.This person is called Qin Tiankuo, and he is in a different class from his.

"Did you just call your boyfriend?"

Apparently he asked after hearing it, Xu Ning didn't dare to answer, he bent down to carry the basin to go out.The ambiguous hand on his back made him turn around immediately: "What are you doing?"

"I didn't do anything." Qin Tiankuo raised his hands and said.

"You just..."

"What did I just do?" Qin Tiankuo's smile deepened, "You don't think I just touched you, do you?"

It was indeed what Xu Ning wanted to say, because what he felt was that he frowned and looked at Qin Tiankuo with a rascal face, very angry, but he could only pretend not to care.

Qin Tiankuo caught the hostility hidden in Xu Ning's eyes, and he chuckled lightly: "Your clothes are exposed at the waist, so I pulled them for you. Don't you misunderstand?"

Xu Ning has listened to this kind of teasing too much, and he doesn't want to accept this kind of trouble.He picked up the basin to go out the door.

"Hey," Qin Tiankuo stretched out his hand to stop him, staring at Xu Ning, "You like the same sex, so you can fuck you whether it's a man or not."

Xu Ning's breathing was already extremely unnatural, he understood that this person just wanted to provoke him, just like before, and then taunted him when he was full of anger.He endured it many times, not bad this time.

The more Xu Ning refused to respond, the more Qin Tiankuo pushed forward.I don't know where the interest came from. Facing the delicate and cowardly Xu Ning, and there was no one in the room, the evil taste struck. He kicked the door shut and locked it neatly while pulling Xu Ning back.

Seeing this, Xu Ning panicked: "You...what are you doing?"

He thought that Qin Tiankuo didn't want him to go and continue to make things difficult for him, but Qin Tiankuo caught off guard and pinched his chin and kissed him.

The basin fell, the water flow scattered, and the soles of the shoes were wet.

Rude lips rolled over, and Xu Ning's tongue kept sticking out.He slipped and was not crushed onto the bed by the door.

Qin Tiankuo stripped off his clothes like crazy, and gnawed at his neck and collarbone, causing Xu Ning to lose his voice: "Qin Tiankuo, what are you doing!"

"I just want to try." Qin Tiankuo pressed Xu Ning's waving arms firmly onto the bed, lowered his head, and said, "Do you think you can be with anyone on the bed if you keep your aloof attitude all day long?"

Xu Ning's resistance did not slow down his behavior at all, but became a catalyst. Qin Tiankuo intensified his groping on Xu Ning.

Xu Ning, who was terrified and helpless, couldn't breathe. He obviously enjoyed what Lin Pengfei did to him on weekdays, but now it made him feel sick, and he was so frightened that he cried.

Qin Tiankuo stopped his movements and looked at Xu Ning, whose clothes were messy and red eyes, as if he admired his works: "I really don't want to see your virtue."

Xu Ning was wronged to the extreme, taking advantage of the time when someone entered the door, he didn't care about tidying his clothes, so he ran out without looking back.When I went out, I heard Qin Tiankuo say annoyedly "he seduced me" when answering others.

Life can be impermanent. He was still laughing because of the phone call with Lin Pengfei two minutes ago, and now he is crying because of the wanton insults of his classmates.Xu Ning ran all the way downstairs, panting and sobbing mixed together to make his brain a little lack of oxygen.He looked around blankly, it was getting dark and the street lights were not on.

Why did he do nothing and it was all his fault?He couldn't figure it out.

After Xu Ning slowed down for a while, he walked numbly with his arms hanging down, no matter where he went, he didn't want to go back to the dormitory.Walking to a flower bed in the stadium, he slowly sat down, curled up in a corner, it was very hot, but he felt extremely cold.The toe of the shoe was still wet, and he didn't know how those in the dormitory would treat his wet T-shirt that fell on the floor.

He cried again, and also annoyed himself that he was not up to date, but what could he do, he was just such a wimp.

"Xu Ning?"

A girl who suddenly appeared at the corner came over. Xu Ning quickly wiped away his tears and looked up. He recognized this girl, Ai Mengmeng, who was in the same class, and they had a little overlap in subjects on weekdays, but they were not very familiar with her.

Ai Mengmeng saw Xu Ning turned her face away, and quickly said, "Did I bother you?"

Xu Ning shook his head: "No."

You don't need to confirm that Xu Ning is crying. Ai Mengmeng sighed and squatted aside, poking the ground with a tennis racket and affirming: "They bullied you again."

We all know that those in his dormitory are always looking for him for nothing, Xu Ning didn't make a sound, his stomach growled first.

"Didn't you have dinner?" Ai Mengmeng smiled, "Me neither, how about going to the cafeteria together."

Xu Ning touched his trouser pocket, but he didn't bring his meal card, so he shook his head: "No."

Ai Mengmeng stood up as if she could read minds, and said boldly: "I'm treating guests, you can order whatever you want on the second floor of the cafeteria."

"They ostracized me, and I hope you ostracize me too."

Ai Mengmeng stared: "Why?"

Xu Ning's voice was weak: "This way you don't have to be looked at differently."

Ai Mengmeng squatted down again, the street lights were on, and her eyes lit up: "You like reading books, don't you?"

Xu Ning nodded: "I like it."

"May I recommend two books that I like very much recently?"

Ai Mengmeng was trying her best to divert his attention, which made Xu Ning feel very heartwarming, he sniffed and said in cooperation: "Who wrote it."

"A thousand years old."