love like wind

Yang Jiayou didn't know how to coax Xu Li, because Xu Li never wanted to be coaxed before, and Xu Li was always used to him.There were not many people around who knew about their relationship, and Wang Yunfei was one of them. At that time, when Yang Jiayou said that he and Xu Li had come out, his jaw almost dropped in shock.

But thinking about it carefully, Yang Jiayou always cared about Xu Li habitually, and Xu Li was very cold in front of girls, Wang Yunfei felt that it was not surprising that the two of them came out of the closet.

Wang Yunfei had a good relationship with Xu Li, so he felt relieved when he knew about it.

Recently, Yang Jiayou often couldn't find Xu Li, so he called Wang Yunfei, "Has Xu Li returned to the dormitory recently, or is there any abnormal behavior?"

"No, we were discussing before, and after the defense, we will hold an event."

"He's been out of shape recently, I don't know what's wrong with him."

Wang Yunfei laughed out loud, "Don't have other dogs."

Yang Jiayou said angrily, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Wang Yunfei cleared his throat and became serious: "I'm joking, don't take it seriously."

After saying a few words, Yang Jiayou hung up the phone. Although Wang Yunfei was joking, he was wondering if Xu Li was exhausted from this relationship, and because the two of them were about to go abroad, he subconsciously wanted to avoid this separation.

Yang Jiayou was thinking wildly, wondering if he did something wrong to make Xu Li unhappy.

Or maybe it was some serious sentence that hurt Xu Li's heart. Yang Jiayou was very upset. He always advised Xu Li to study hard. If Xu Li really wanted to find a job, he couldn't stop him.Thinking of this, Yang Jiayou decided to interfere less with Xu Li's decision and respect his wishes more.

Before going to find Xu Li that day, Yang Jiayou made a special call and asked him what he would like to have for dinner.

As if he hadn't woken up, Xu Li said in a daze, "It's all fine."

Aunt Li's attitude is still firm, and she closes the door when she sees him.As he grew up without company at all, his younger sister saw him as a stranger, and Xu Li didn't know what to do.He often suffers from insomnia at night. He is busy with his studies during the day, but when he is free in the afternoon, he tends to fall asleep after a short nap.

He was afraid that Yang Jiayou would be worried, so he hurriedly got up to tidy up. Not long after, there was a knock on the door.

Xu Li remembered that he had given Yang Jiayou the key before, but every time he came, he would knock on the door as much as possible, and would not open the door and go straight in.

Opening the door, I saw Yang Jiayou's handsome face with a bright smile, "I'm eating grilled fish today. If you don't want to go out to eat, I'll pack it." After saying that, Yang Jiayou came in, set the tableware as usual, and Xu Li went to the bathroom to wash his face.

Even though the bed had been tidied, wrinkles were still visible, Yang Jiayou asked, "You just got up now?"

"En." Xu Li took a sip of water, his cheeks bulging like a puffer fish.

When he came out, he was taken aback by Yang Jiayou who was standing at the door, "Jiayou—" Xu Li pressed his heart and closed his eyes, "What's wrong with you?"

"Shouldn't I ask you this?" Yang Jiayou asked quietly.

Xu Li turned his head to glance at the meal, smelled the aroma of cumin faintly, and said with a smile, "Don't you want to eat together?"

Yang Jiayou hugged him regardless, and called his name, "Xu Li..."

"What's wrong?" Xu Li touched the back of his neck, his voice was very soft, "Aren't I here?"

Yang Jiayou said in a muffled voice: "You are here now, and your soul will be out of your body later."

"I don't have it." Xu Li pushed him, but he didn't expect Yang Jiayou to kiss him. Xu Li was under a lot of pressure. After a brief kiss, he just kissed Yang Jiayou's forehead, coaxing him as usual, and stretched his voice :"alright--"

Yang Jiayou was startled, obviously feeling that Xu Li was rejecting him, no, it should be said that Xu Li didn't want to kiss.

Putting one hand on the wall behind Xu Li, Yang Jiayou felt his heart numb, and he couldn't breathe for a long time. He felt that Xu Liren was in front of him, but he couldn't feel his heart.In the past, no matter how far apart they were, Yang Jiayou could feel Xu Li's presence with just one look.

He stood up straighter, took a deep breath, didn't want to force Xu Li, just said: "Let's eat."

Since that day, Yang Jiayou has become a little sensitive, he will pay attention to his words and deeds, for fear that Xu Li will feel uncomfortable.But gradually, he found that as long as he didn't take the initiative to approach Xu Li, Xu Li seldom held his hand, even less hugging.It's as if they weren't together.

Xu Li was Yang Jiayou's first love, he didn't have any more love experience to use as a reference, more often, when facing Xu Li, it was love from the heart, without so many skills.He didn't know what was wrong.

Every time he wanted to talk about this feeling with Xu Li, Xu Li smiled and said: "Jiayou, don't think about it, I'm always here." Only at such times, Xu Li would take the initiative to hug him, and then gently Kiss him on the cheek like a baby.

Yang Jiayou felt even more uncomfortable.

He thought of the smell of Xu Li's breath on Christmas Day, and remembered Xu Li's confession a long time ago. If love had a valve, Yang Jiayou felt that Xu Li had closed the valve.He could no longer feel Xu Li's liking for him.

He is going to go abroad soon, and now he feels something is wrong right in front of his eyes, what should he do with the time difference in the future?

Yang Jiayou has considered many obstacles, such as the firm opposition of his parents and his sister's rejection.But the attitude of his parents hadn't come out yet. He felt that he and Xu Li had already had problems before, and this emotional state began to affect him. He was doubting his own judgment, and felt that Xu Li didn't seem to be so dependent on him.I like it too, but I don’t think I like it much. When we first got together, there was a response, maybe because of the novelty, but after a long time, it returned to mediocrity.

But Yang Jiayou's heart is still as hot as ever, and there will be a long time to come.

Perhaps Xu Li should be given some space, not to be so clingy to him, so as not to make him feel uncomfortable.

At the end of May, Xu Li's graduation project team finished the defense ahead of schedule, and the members proposed to go out for dinner. Xu Li also invited Yang Jiayou, "Would you like to go together? It seems that we will ride a mountain bike during the day."

Yang Jiayou politely refused, saying that he was busy with other things and asked Xu Li to have fun with his classmates.

If the time can be turned back, Yang Jiayou will definitely go with Xu Li, so that they don't have to hurt each other.

Considering that there is relatively plenty of time and graduation is coming soon, the members of the defense team made a two-day play plan. On the first day, they climbed rocks, had a light meal at noon, and barbecued in the evening; on the second day, they rode around Xuanwu Lake and went to sing in the afternoon. K, finished going back to each house.

The rock climbing and biking activities were well arranged. Yang Jiayou saw Xu Li posting on Moments, smiling with a group of friends.

In May, the weather is bright and clear, the sycamore trees are luxuriant, the Xuanwu Lake is full of moisture in the morning, and the cherry blossoms are in full bloom, dotted with clusters, embellishing this graduation season.A dozen or so people rode mountain bikes, enjoying the breeze.

After two days of tossing and exercising, the whole group was exhausted, and the singing of K dragged on until after four o'clock in the afternoon.Xu Li has always disliked making noises. Usually, he would decline this kind of crying and howling activities. It may be because he is about to graduate and he also went to KTV with everyone.

After the fruit drink platter was ready, Xu Li sat on the sofa and listened to his classmates singing. He remembered that when he graduated from high school, he failed to toast with Yang Jiayou, and when he graduated from university, he seemed to have failed to have a drink with him as he wished.

On the way, Xu Li went to the restroom. Wang Yunfei drank a lot of beer and kept singing Eason Chan's "Best Lost Friend" with his voice. The atmosphere was a bit sad.

When the burnt smell came, the fire alarm inside the KTV started to whistle, saying that there was a short circuit in the circuit in the next room, and the fire burned along the carpet. Before the customers could react, the staff rushed over with the fire extinguisher and couldn’t stand it. The smoke filled the air, making it difficult to breathe.Fortunately, they were discovered in time, and the group of college students who sang K were not injured. Wang Yunfei was mostly sober, covered his mouth and nose with a wet towel, looked around, and counted the number of classmates.

"Hey? Where's Xu Li?"

Everyone looked at each other, "Has anyone seen Xu Li?"

"No, wasn't he still there just now?"

Wang Yunfei called Xu Li, but found no one answered.

He got up directly to look for the staff, "Please help me find someone, a boy, very thin, about 1.8 meters tall, wearing a white T-shirt."

The staff at the front desk said: "Please rest assured, the fire has been extinguished, and I will check the surveillance for you."

Wang Yunfei was flustered, and heard the other party say: "At [-]:[-], the picture of him going to the bathroom was photographed. After that, the fire spread, and the picture was not clear. But don't worry, we will take responsibility to the end and check every corner. , in order to prevent customers from being choked up and not found out.”

Three or five security guards went to check, but no one was found after looking around, "No, I have searched for the restrooms on every floor."

"Can you see the surveillance at the door?" Wang Yunfei asked with his head.

"Hold on."

After a while, the staff called out the monitoring, "He went out at [-]:[-], but came back soon. When the fire spread, many customers escaped, the smoke filled the air, and the picture was a bit chaotic. I don't know where he went after that."

How could such a living person disappear out of thin air?

Afraid that he was worrying too much, Wang Yunfei called Yang Jiayou, briefly explained the situation, and asked if Xu Li had returned to school.

Yang Jiayou's heart beat faster, and he said in a deep voice, "No."

"I'll check the surveillance here again. You can call Xu Li and try to contact him." Wang Yunfei explained briefly.

That evening, Yang Jiayou couldn't remember how many times he called Xu Li, and he even went to find the place where they sang K. The fire was not serious, but the smoke was smoky, but fortunately it was extinguished quickly.The monitoring could not see where Xu Li went after 05:30, and he couldn't be contacted now, so Yang Jiayou was in a panic.

He was afraid that Xu Li would go back halfway, so he went to Xu Li's rented place and left a post-it note on the table, asking him to call himself after seeing it.But unfortunately, Xu Li didn't come back. To be precise, Xu Li didn't come back that night.

When I called home, my mother also said that Xu Li was not at home.

Yang Jiayou remembered Xu Li's grandma's house before, knocking on the door when it was close to eleven o'clock, and was complained by neighbors for disturbing the people.

fire.Yang Jiayou remembers very clearly that the accident at Xu Li's house caused a fire, and even though he was discovered in time, Xu Li's grandmother still passed away.

Having known Xu Li for many years, the personal accident seems to be burned in Yang Jiayou's heart.

Will Xu Li have any other accidents?

In the end, he couldn't find Xu Li, so he called 110 directly, and the police officer said: "The time limit for a normal adult to lose contact is 24 hours. Considering the sudden incident, there was a fire before, and the other party may be in danger, we will file a case." , please keep in touch.”