Real men don't engage in fake gays [Interstellar]

Lu Mingze looked at Auston expressionlessly: "What did you say?"

Auston looked at him for a while, and pulled him forward: "Follow me."

They didn't go far, because the space here was already cramped and narrow, passers-by in a hurry shuttled in the alley, and sometimes bumped into each other, and there was no extra space for those who were about to die.

Auston brought Lu Mingze to such a place. A group of people huddled up in a narrow corner with their pillows on each other. The pain made their bodies very hot, and they shivered from the cold in the season when they could wear short sleeves.The better ones were wrapped in worn-out blankets, and some didn’t even have blankets, so they had to shrink their shoulders to reduce the loss of body heat.

Lu Mingze looked at them coldly, feeling a sense of sadness welling up in his heart, but said in his mouth: "But there are many such people in the world, how many can you save?"

Not to mention the main star under this system, even on the earth, there are many dark places in the world - where there is light, there will be shadows. Lu Mingze is a small citizen, not a big sun, which cannot illuminate all the darkness under the sky .

He is not fighting against someone, but against the system of this society, against the darkest human nature in this world. Can he ever fight it?

Orston stared at the bleak corner: "You saw Gavin's death with your own eyes, and you felt that you had killed him, so you were afraid and flinched. But do you know how many people in this world are there when you can't see them? You are being threatened with death. It's not that you can't save it, but you dare not."

Lu Mingze looked sideways at him, and Auston also looked at him straightly: "You can quit, I just want to tell you that wars in this world are not completely meaningless. Without wars, these people will never be able to be free."

Lu Mingze pursed his lips to listen to his instructions, and he kept saying "I know, I know everything" in his heart, but the fear of being powerless to help those around him and watching them die made Lu Mingze unable to speak—— They were slowly dying in front of him while he could do nothing about it himself.

He closed his eyes, and the dead face of his comrade-in-arms overlapped with Gavin's. He thought he had forgotten some things and could let them go, but when they reappeared in front of his eyes, Lu Mingze was still afraid.

He gritted his teeth and trembled slightly, clenched his fists and took a deep breath. After a long time, he finally shook his head unbearably: "No, I don't want anyone to die... I'm willing to live a meager life. I don't want to participate in any more wars. hand..."

"Poor bone beside the Wuding River, who is still in a boudoir's dream. Aze, you told me this."

Lu Mingze suddenly opened his eyes wide and looked at Oston, who had a coldness in his eyes that didn't match his gentle tone: "You only pity your own sister, but how many poor people like your sister are there in the world, like Poor people like Gavin, you just can't see them, just pretend they don't exist. Gavin shouldn't die, those soldiers who fought for freedom, should they die?!"

Auston's last sentence was a bit harsh, and Lu Mingze was stunned by the roar.They took off their military uniforms and stood here wearing the most ordinary clothes. Originally, they would not attract anyone's attention, but Oston's voice was a bit loud, and many strangers couldn't help but look this way.

Auston realized that he was out of control, he grabbed Lu Mingze and pulled him into the corner. Lu Mingze had no reaction at this time, and let him pull away like a puppet.They stopped at an empty corner, and Auston pinched Lu Mingze's chin and forced him to look at himself: "You tell me, if we succeed, you won't enjoy the results after that?"

Lu Mingze was caught in a dilemma by his staring eyes, and was even more unable to answer his words.

"You still have to take such a fluke mentality..."

"Do not……"

"How about hiding in a corner and being a smart person?"

"Do not!!!!"

Lu Mingze pushed him away forcefully, but he himself took two steps back.His heart was occupied by anger and grief, and he really wanted to beat up the person in front of him immediately: "What the hell do you know! Why do you say that about me!"

When he went to the battlefield to defend his home and country, this bastard alien didn't know where to hide and enjoy himself!Why do you say that he only knows how to enjoy the achievements of others? !

"Don't push me anymore!"

Lu Mingze felt that he was going crazy - of course he knew what to do for the righteousness of the country, but should he not worry about his private emotions?He doesn't want to be a great man, it doesn't even matter if he's a little mean or cowardly... He just doesn't want to see death again.

Alston looked at him fixedly: "I will not force you, I will never force you."

"But I won't be able to accompany you in the future. There are so many people in the Freedom Guild, I gathered them together, and I have to be responsible for them."

Auston was silent for a long time, as if compromising: "You go."

"..."

Lu Mingze thought he heard it wrong, he stared blankly at Auston, who closed his eyes: "I'll make arrangements for you now, if you want to go back to Snow Planet, or find a safe small planet to stay in." That said...although once war breaks out, there will be no safe place in the entire interstellar world, but your skills are enough to protect yourself."

Lu Mingze looked at his face, as if seeing Auston slowly losing color in his eyes, he couldn't help muttering: "Why...you are obviously a nobleman, there is no need to do these things."

Oston seemed to be remembering something, he lowered his head and smiled lightly: "The food is fed to the people, and the people's worries are relieved. I was raised by these civilians with blood and sweat. I want freedom, and they want it too."

——He longs for love, but his belief is stronger than love.

Auston walked over, put his hand on Lu Mingze's side face lightly, stroked his cheek, and kissed him with great nostalgia: "Take care...we will meet again."

"..."

Lu Mingze's mind was blank for a moment. After he came back to his senses, he saw that Oston actually turned around and left. Watching his back gradually disappear into the alley, he suddenly felt a burst of blood rushing from his chest to his throat. inside.

The first, the second... Will he be the third.

He took a step forward, and the sweet smell of blood gushed out from the corner of his lips. Lu Mingze raised his hand and wiped it vigorously, swallowing the remaining blood into his stomach forcefully.

"stop……"

Why... one by one, knowing that this road is difficult and dangerous, but still insist on going to die?

Lu Mingze couldn't say a word anymore. He saw Auston walking further and further away, and the grief in his chest was like a snake trying to pierce through his heart and arch out.He rushed up suddenly like a cannonball, and hugged Auston's waist from behind.

But instead of just hugging, he used the grappling technique. After pinching his arm, he locked Oston with his hands like iron clamps.He pinned Alston to the ground, put one hand on his face, and lay on top of him.

It all happened so quickly that Alston only felt a slam on the back of his waist, and then he lost his freedom of movement.

He turned his face in surprise: "Aze..."

Suddenly, sticky liquid dripped on his face, Oston stopped struggling, and only turned his eyes to look at the person who was pressing on him.Lu Mingze looked down at him from above with a pale face, blood dripped from the corner of his mouth, and his anger made his breathing heavy and short. He stared at Auston and asked, "Where do you want to go?"

As soon as he opened his mouth to speak, warm blood flowed out and splashed on Auston's face.Lu Mingze couldn't bear it any longer, he arched his back and coughed slightly: "You said...you fucking...cough cough..."

Auston wanted to stand up, but Lu Mingze pressed him firmly on the ground, let alone standing up, he couldn't even move: "Stop talking! Ze, what's wrong with you?"

"What's wrong with me? Cough...I still ask you...cough cough——!"

Lu Mingze tightly grabbed Oston's wrist. He was coughing so hard that he couldn't straighten up, but Oston couldn't break free. He was like a dry tree. Even if he died, he would be carved into a Shackles, trapped him.

Lu Mingze buried his face on his shoulder, coughed and spat out, as if there was endless blood in his body.

"Okay, okay, I won't say anymore, calm down, let me go first, okay?"

Auston couldn't understand the current situation. The only thing he could understand was that Lu Mingze was probably going to be mad at him.He always knew that this person had a bad temper, but he forgot that he was also proud.

The reality forced Lu Mingze to make certain compromises sometimes, but he was rather bent than bent, and at the same time, he gradually learned to look down on the eyes of the world, but now Auston said that he was a coward and a coward. He couldn't argue with his mouth, but he was so angry that he went astray.

How can Lu Mingze listen to his words? In fact, he is easy to get into trouble, and it is easy to ignore him. Even though he has left the cruel battlefield a long time ago, he is like the corpse collector who is in charge of cleaning the ancient battlefield. Every time he meets one, he will cry. Once crying, every time I meet one, I have to pick them up and carry them on my back.

He never said it, but never forgot.

Lu Mingze felt grief and indignation in his heart, but he stubbornly thought that he couldn't let Auston leave here, he didn't want to collect his body.The less strength you have on your body, the more forceful your subordinates will be: "Where do you want to go..."

Auston was really frightened by him, knowing that Lu Mingze would not listen to his words, and if he asked him to pay attention to his body, the other party would not listen, so he could only comfort him softly: "I'm not going anywhere, please let me go first, okay? We Let's go back together."

Lu Mingze didn't believe his nonsense, he shook his head: "I know...you are a person of faith. Cough..."

"Stop talking! I promise you, I won't go anywhere, let me go first, okay?"

Lu Mingze's eyes turned black for a while, Oston's voice became farther and farther away, and Lu Mingze couldn't hear what he was saying.He opened his mouth, and his voice became very soft and soft: "Belief is something like this, I have it too... I have it too... I'm not a coward, you fucking don't know anything..."

After Lu Mingze said this, he finally couldn't hold on anymore, and fell on Oston's body. The latter was stunned for a moment, and he tried his best to break away from Lu Mingze's hand, and hugged him into his arms.Auston still felt like he was in a dream, he shook Lu Mingze lightly: "Aze..."

Lu Mingze's body fell backwards, and Auston hurriedly hugged him tightly, holding his head in his arms.

He suddenly remembered that Lu Mingze had said in a joke that his grandfather had told his fortune, if one day he died, it might be because of Qu.

How can a person who doesn't know how to explain and can't bear the slightest grievance not be wronged to death, wronged to death, and disgusted to death by people who don't understand him? !Later, he learned to be indifferent and ignore, and later, he thought that Auston would understand.

But does he really understand?