Little brother!whole one?
Chapter 34
[One more first quarrel]
Yan Cheng beat Lin Annan and smashed Lin Annan's studio.
What Lin Annan said about him and Yu Shulian made his anger rise little by little.till the end.
unstoppable.
He punched Lin Annan in the face, followed by a kick.Then he picked up the wooden easel on the side and threw it viciously against the wall.He also kicked over the paint at his feet.
Yellow, blue, and various colors of paint splashed on his pants, and it was impossible to tell who was more embarrassed, Yan Cheng or Lin Annan.
After Lin Annan suffered twice, he quietly held his secretly aching stomach, sat on the ground and silently looked at Yan Cheng who looked like a mad lion.
After Yan Cheng destroyed Lin Annan's studio, he turned around and left gracefully.
Lin Annan's tense body also relaxed instantly. Enduring the pain in his abdomen, he took out his mobile phone and called Yu Shulian:
"Your little boyfriend smashed my studio, remember to compensate me for the loss."
After leaving the studio, Yan Cheng stood on the empty and dark street, and slowly let out a foul breath.
Sure enough, after venting out, I felt relieved a lot.
He has been displeased with Lin Annan for a long time.
Yan Cheng is flamboyant and frivolous, but in the past twenty years, he has never shown any violent tendencies.He is quite a polite person.
Before this, he never imagined that one day he would do such a thing.
And, no regrets at all.
Only carefree dripping.
Yan Cheng drove the car on the empty avenue, accelerated a little bit, and seemed to have regained the feeling of racing in the past.
It's just that this is an urban area after all, so he raised the speed to the maximum within the limit and there was no change.But the blood in the body is still rolling and clamoring...
He was originally free and savage, and he would want to vent after being restrained for too long.
He was in a really bad mood today.It was so bad that even if Lin Annan was beaten up and his studio was smashed, he still felt puzzled.His chest was still stuffy, and something was blocking him, preventing him from breathing smoothly.
The car drove back to Ark New City, and after it stopped in the garage, Yan Cheng did not get out of the car in a hurry.
Every time before, he couldn't wait to go home, to the little home where he and Yu Shulian lived.But now he knows that it is not his home.
Lin Annan slept on the bed in the house, he also painted the paintings on the wall, and even An An who always rubbed against his legs for groping belonged to them.Nothing in that house belonged to him...
Including the rest of the title.
He wasn't sure if he belonged to him.
Yan Cheng lowered the car window and took out half a pack of cigarettes from the storage compartment.
He has always had the habit of smoking, and he smoked much more when he was abroad than now.He is very addicted to cigarettes, and he will feel uncomfortable if he does not touch cigarettes for too long.But Yu Shulian didn't like it, he didn't smoke, and he didn't like the smell of cigarettes either.So he doesn't smoke.
"Crack——" Flames popped out from the top of the lighter, and the tongue of flame licked the cigarette.
Yan Cheng took a deep breath, the butt of the cigarette was scarlet.
He leaned back in the seat and exhaled the smoke softly.
His eyes were dark and cold.
What he didn't know was that Yu Shulian upstairs had been waiting for him to go back.
Yu Shulian was a little surprised when he received Lin Annan's phone call.He couldn't even believe that the thug Lin Annan was talking about was Yan Cheng.
The one who hugged his waist was clinging to Yan Cheng who he called him "A Shu".
After hanging up the phone, Yu Shulian didn't go anywhere, and sat quietly on the sofa at home waiting for Yan Cheng.He didn't call to remind him, nor did he go out to look for it, he just sat quietly.
An An also seemed to have noticed the master's unusual silence, so she snuggled up to Yu Shuxian obediently.
Time passed by one minute and one second, and when the hour hand pointed to 11, the door lock finally clicked.
Yu Shulian's back stiffened for a moment, he stood up and turned around, looking at the person who walked in.
Yan Cheng was still the same Yan Cheng, she didn't look any different.But Yu Shulian is such a thoughtful person, when he looks at a person, he is simply observant.
So he noticed at first glance that his eyes were cold and the line of his lips was tight.The breath of the whole person is shady.
There was even a faint smell of tobacco in the air.
"Why did you come back?"
Yan Cheng didn't seem to have thought of this. Yu Shulian was still still asleep, so he closed the door, put the keys aside, and said softly, "Well, Wumao and the others are dawdling."
During this period of getting along, An An and Yan Cheng have long been as close as father and daughter.Aiwujiwu, because Yu Shuxian loves An'an, so even though she doesn't have a cold for small animals, Yan Cheng has been doing her best to take care of An'an during this time.
I bathed it, played with it, combed it, and even made a simple cat scratching board for it with express cartons.Yan Cheng treated it like his own child.
It turned out that he was just a stepfather today.
The wife does not necessarily belong to oneself, even the children belong to others.
An An meowed as usual and ran over to rub Yan Cheng's leg with her head.But this time, Yan Cheng didn't squat down to pick it up, but just avoided it without a trace.
Yu Shulian glanced at the dry paint on Yan Cheng's trouser legs, and frowned.
Yan Cheng put on her slippers as usual, walked to the bar, picked up a glass and poured a glass of pure water, and drank quietly with her head raised.
I have never read Yu Shuxuan during the whole process.
Yu Shulian watched him wipe the water from the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand, and said softly, "You went to find Annan, didn't you?"
Yan Cheng's hand holding the cup tightened and did not speak.
Yu Shulian's frown became deeper and deeper: "You beat him again, right? You smashed his studio?"
"Did you feel bad?" Yan Cheng suddenly turned to look at him, and coldly raised one corner of his lips, "You said nothing happened. Annan Annan called, very intimate?"
Yu Shulian's face darkened: "Yan Cheng."
"What? Are you going to train me like an elder again?" Yan Cheng still held the glass half full of water in his hand, and walked up to Yu Shulian, with a smile without a trace of warmth on his face, "Or do you mean that I bully?" You want to vent your anger on your Annan, right?"
Yu Shulian's brows furrowed deeper and deeper. At this time, Yan Cheng's hand holding the cup tightened even more, and his fingertips began to turn white.
"Are you a child who hasn't grown up? Can you think about it before doing something? Tell me if you are dissatisfied or unhappy, why do you want to trouble others? How many times have I told you that I told Lin Annan no problem……"
"Fuck it, it doesn't matter!" Yan Cheng slammed the water glass in his hand at the oil painting hanging on the wall, his eyes were tearing apart, and he roared to cut off Yu Shulian's unfinished words.
Yu Shu was shocked for a moment, and then his face became gloomy.
Yan Cheng seemed to have finally found a breakthrough, his whole body was like a manic beast, staring at Yu Shuxian with fierce eyes.
"Yu Shujian, do you think I'm a three-year-old child? You told me that you have nothing to do with me, so what is this?!" Yan Cheng stepped forward and tore off the oil painting that was hit just now, "Is this painted by him? Didn’t you break up? What the hell are you doing hanging up his paintings? Seeing things and thinking about others?!”
Yan Cheng ruthlessly threw the beautifully framed oil painting on the ground.The loud sound frightened An An to run away quickly and got under the bed.
Yan Cheng tore off the paintings on the wall one by one, and threw them all on the ground as if venting.It's not enough to fall, you have to go up and step on it a few times.
He just paused for a second when he walked to the last portrait of An An, and then the painting that followed was not spared either.
And during the whole process of his crazy smashing of paintings, Yu Shuxian just stood there and looked at him indifferently, without saying a word.
Yan Cheng tossed and tossed, her hair was messed up, and her clothes were also wrinkled.
And from the beginning to the end, Yu Shulian just watched him go crazy quietly, like an outsider.The same gesture as Lin Annan before.
This brought the pent-up anger in his chest to its peak.
He kicked over An'an's food bowl, and the porcelain bowl, cat food, and water jug rolled on the ground with a tinkling clang.An An, who was hiding under the bed, let out a shrill cry out of fear, which made people scratch their heads.
Yu Shulian tightly clenched the fist hanging by his side: "Have you had enough trouble?"
"Trouble? Yu Shulian, in your eyes, I'm just messing around?" Yan Cheng strode up to him, staring at him with bloodshot eyes, "Why the hell did I do this, have you ever thought about it?! In your eyes, I'm just a plaything to save you from a year of abstinence! You don't care about me at all! You only care about yourself! You never know what I'm thinking! You don't care about me at all! I'm the fucking condiment in your life! Throw it away!"
Yan Cheng yelled at Yu Shulian like an insecure child.He wanted to vent the grievance and sadness in his heart in this way, wishing to die with him.
Yu Shulian clenched his fists tighter and tighter, and quietly looked at Yan Cheng, who was the opposite of him, with cold eyes.
"Yan Cheng, you're like a lunatic."
After finishing speaking, he stopped looking at him, turned around and walked to the bed, squatted down and looked at the bottom of the bed, and said softly, "An'an, don't be afraid... Dad is here..."
Yu Shulian was almost stuck to the floor, but An An, who had always been a relative, just shrank in a dark corner at this moment, looking at Yu Shulian with a pair of big terrified eyes, and whispered threateningly.
The beautiful little princess turned into a shivering cat with fried fur.
Yan Cheng felt her nose sore and her eye sockets swollen.A trace of remorse flashed in his heart, he shouldn't be angry with An An, he shouldn't...
But at this moment, he can't do anything, he can only stand there stiffly, his eyes are gray.
Yu Shulian managed to coax An An out, hugged her in his arms and comforted her.Without even looking at Yan Cheng, he carried An An directly to the cubicle and let him calm down inside.
When he came out again, Yu Shuxian just picked up the car keys and mobile phone, put on his coat and walked towards the entrance.
A panic flashed in Yan Cheng's heart, he strode forward and grabbed Yu Shulian's wrist, his voice was trembling: "Where are you going?"
Yu Shulian also stopped. He looked at Yan Cheng, and his voice was calm and unhurried: "You injured someone, and even smashed his studio. Medical expenses, compensation for damages, do you want to hide these things? You rush down The mess, now I want to clean it up for you. Are you satisfied with this answer?"
"You still want to see Lin Annan?!"
"Can you understand people's words!" Yu Shulian's patience was about to run out, "You have caused such a big disaster and really thought you could just leave? Lin Annan is going to tell you, do you know?!"
"Let him sue!" Yan Cheng was also yelling, "I will pay him every penny of the money that should be paid, and he doesn't need you to come forward! What is he going to do? Come on me! With me here, you don't even want to see each other again!"
"You are so unreasonable."
No matter what Yu Shulian said, Yan Cheng held his hand tightly, showing no sign of letting go.
Yu Shulian closed his eyes and tried his best to suppress the anger rolling in his body: "This is the last time I will tell you. From the breakup to Lin Annan and I, nothing happened. If you don't believe me, I can't help it. Now , You have caused such a big trouble, I have to help you deal with it. Whether you like it or not, I will tell you that Lin Annan has never done anything wrong, and you are the one who is looking for faults from beginning to end."
Yu Shulian struggled twice, but Yan Cheng still didn't intend to let go.He frowned more and more tightly, gritted his teeth and said:
"Yan Cheng, let go."
Yan Cheng was like a rigid sculpture, motionless.Just one second before Yu Shulian was about to have an attack, he suddenly said coldly:
"Yu Shulian, you are so kind and gentle to everyone. Do you know that this is an invisible harm to those who are with you?"
【Second Uninvited Guest】
"Why do we have to break up? Am I not good enough for you?"
"No, you're nice to me. You're nice to everyone. But what I want is that you're nice to me, but I've gradually discovered that I'm no different from anyone else."
The moment Yan Cheng spoke, Yu Shulian uncontrollably remembered the scene of breaking up with Lin Annan back then.
Yan Cheng stared at the floor, clutching Yu Shulian's arm tightly in his hand, and said hoarsely, "You are too fraternal to Yu Shulian, even for your ex, you are gentle enough. You are kind, but you are not straightforward, and it will only make people born. Space for reverie. I know you have a clear conscience, but your behavior makes me feel insecure. Sometimes I would rather you be more selfish. I don’t want you to be so nice to everyone. I think you only have me in your eyes. All the tenderness is only given to me. Do you know Brother Shuxian? Sometimes I even feel that, except for kissing and sleeping with you, I am no different from Xu Si, my brother and your other friends. "
After Yan Cheng realized that her eyes were still wet for nothing, she raised her face, not wanting to let the tears flow out.
That's so embarrassing.
He took a deep breath, looked at the wallpaper on the wall, and smiled miserably: "Maybe Lin Annan is right. You don't belong to anyone, and no one is special and unique in your heart."
Yan Cheng's words made the anger in Yu Shu's chest cool down a little bit, and finally disappeared.He didn't move, letting Yan Cheng grab him.
He was silent for a long time.
When Lin Annan broke up with him, he was also depressed for a while.He thought they loved each other enough, but never thought that they saw him that way in each other's heart.He was young at that time, and somewhat angry, he only regarded these words as Lin Annan's cover-up for his change of heart.
He obviously loved him very much, why did he insist that he couldn't feel it?
He didn't think he was wrong.
So I still go my own way and treat people in my own way.
Lin Annan's departure did not make him realize the core of the problem.
And Yan Cheng was the second person who said this to him.
At this time, he was 32 years old, and he had already passed the period of youth and vigor.He began to be able to calm down and face up to his own problems.If Yan Cheng didn't say it, he might have almost forgotten what Lin Annan said back then.
Yu Shulian began to examine himself.
Due to family reasons, he has not received much attention since he was a child.He said in his heart that he didn't care, but his behavior would unconsciously please others, wanting to be affirmed by others.
It stemmed from the deep inferiority complex in his heart.
Even if he becomes famous later on, even if he can get the respect and flattery of others by doing nothing, he will subconsciously treat others well and want to see affirmation and gratitude in the eyes of those around him.
This has become a habit.
Ke Yancheng pointed out that this would hurt him.
He never thought about it, nor should he.
Yu Shulian turned his face away.At this time, Yan Cheng slightly raised his face and stared at a certain point on the roof, his eyes were red.He stiffened his neck stubbornly, not allowing tears to fall.
Yan Cheng's tears are not like his former friends, pear blossoms and rain.He is proud and strong, and he does not allow anyone to see his fragility, not even his closest lover.
His red eyes and nose look unattractive, even ugly.
But Yu Shulian just felt that people couldn't take their eyes off Yan Cheng who looked like this.
Alas, he actually made him wronged like this.
Yu Shulian sighed lightly: "Am I really that bad?"
Yan Cheng froze, and said in a low voice, "I didn't say that."
Yu Shulian glanced at the big hands clasped around his wrists, and said softly, "Let go first, the blood on your arms will be blocked."
Yan Cheng subconsciously let go of his hand, grabbed Yu Shulian's purple hand and looked straight at it.Then he said apologetically, "I'm sorry..."
Unlike the turmoil just now, both of them have calmed down a lot now.
Yu Shulian moved his wrist, and said softly, "Do you feel wronged?"
Yan Cheng clenched her fists tightly and lowered her head without speaking.
It seems that nothing is said.
Yu Shulian raised his eyes to look at the stubborn young man in front of him, he couldn't tell what was in his heart.At this time, although Yan Cheng was not roaring as hoarsely as before, her body was still stubbornly standing in front of him, blocking his way.
"Or stop me from going out?"
Yan Cheng suddenly raised his face, his facial features seemed to be a little distorted, and his voice raised an octave: "Are you still thinking about going to see Lin Annan?!"
"No..." Before Yu Shu could finish speaking, Yan Cheng grabbed his arm and dragged him into the room.
Yan Cheng ruthlessly dragged him back to the bedroom, and pushed Yu Shuhan's 1.8-meter-long body onto the bed with a little force with his big hands. Every word he uttered seemed to come out of his teeth:
"Yu Shulian, you really think I'm a bad-tempered person, don't you? Still can't figure out who you are?!" Yan Cheng tore her clothes fiercely, her eyes were red.
"No, Yan Cheng..." Yu Shuxian tried to sit up and explain, but at this moment, Yan Cheng couldn't listen to his explanation at all, and his eyes were already red with anger.
Anyway, none of what Yu Shujian said was what he liked to hear, Yan Cheng blocked his mouth fiercely as if venting his anger, biting his lips.
Yu Shulian knew very well that his strength on the bed was not as strong as the young man on him, and he was always suppressed by him to death.He wanted to speak, but he blocked his mouth to prevent him from speaking.
He wanted to say that he really didn't mean that, that he misunderstood.He just wanted to confirm whether Yan Cheng really didn't need him to intervene in Lin Annan's matter, he was simply worried that he would not be able to solve this difficult problem.
At this moment, Yan Cheng was like an angry little tiger, biting his mouth and face indiscriminately, smearing his face with saliva.
Yu Shulian could feel his uneasiness and grievance clearly from his eager kiss, and his heart softened for a while.He seemed to sigh inwardly, put his arms around the boy's neck, and raised his chin to kiss him.The other arm was around the boy's body, and the big hand was patting his back gently, as if to calm his restless emotions.
Yan Cheng seemed to have gone crazy tonight, and Yu Shulian's pandering and appeasement did not achieve the desired effect.He didn't care about Yu Shulian's screams, didn't care if he was really tired, and didn't care about the rampage.His eyes were still pitch black, and only when he looked at Yu Shulian would they flash brightly.
Yan Cheng especially likes to kiss and hug him tonight, it seems that only in this way can he be sure that he is owned by him.
Yu Shuxian vaguely remembered that it was almost dawn before Yan Cheng fell on him as if he lost his strength.Obviously they were all covered in sweat, so sleeping like this was very uncomfortable.But Yan Cheng still stubbornly hugged him to sleep.
Those two arms were like two chains, holding him tightly.
***
When he woke up at dawn, Yan Cheng was no longer there.Yu Shulian reached out and touched the bed beside him, it was already cold.
It seems to have been away for a while.
In view of Yan Cheng's behavior last night, Yu Shulian felt that the child's anger might not have subsided.Maybe he left while he was fast asleep.
Yu Shulian pressed his aching head and sighed deeply.
He propped up the bed and sat up, the thin quilt covering his body slipped off, revealing his muscular and muscular upper body.
full of traces.
With a headache, Yu Shulian picked up the phone and glanced at it.There wasn't any news from Yan Cheng in it, and the kid didn't know where he went.
Not a word.
There was no news of Yan Cheng, but there was a message of Lin Annan lying on WeChat.It looks like it was sent to him last night, but he hasn't read it.
[When will I be compensated for my loss?You don't really want to shield Yan Cheng, do you? 】
Yu Shulian sighed, it seems that Yan Cheng did not contact Lin Annan to solve the problem of medical expenses and loss expenses.He knew that this proud young master would not take the initiative to bow his head to solve the disaster he caused.
He sent Lin Annan a sum of money directly on WeChat, and then lied that he had a bad cold and was recuperating at home and couldn't see him, refusing to bring Yan Cheng to him to apologize in person next time.
Yan Cheng cared so much about his relationship with Lin Annan, so naturally he would not do anything to make him sad again.
Yu Shulian was really exhausted last night, so he put down his phone and lay down again.
What he didn't know was that Lin Annan on WeChat confiscated the money at all and sent him a message back.
[I'll go see you. 】
And Yan Cheng's disappearance early in the morning was not "running away from home" in anger, but went to the hospital with money.It's just that I didn't expect to rush to nothing.
While Yu Shulian was in a drowsy sleep, he vaguely heard someone knocking on the door.
He was so tired that he didn't want to move even a bit.Usually no one comes to his house, if it is Yan Cheng, he has the key.For courier delivery and the like, the door is usually opened when no one knocks on the door.So Yu Shulian simply pretended not to be at home, and continued to sleep as soon as the quilt was covered over his head.
The knocking on the door lasted for a while and then stopped.After being quiet for about 2 minutes, Yu Shuxian heard the sound of the key being inserted into the lock and twisted again.
It really was Yan Cheng.
Yu Shulian was too lazy to get up, and still maintained his original sleeping position.He heard someone come in and say in a muffled voice:
"Don't make me sleep..."
The man's footsteps stopped, and after about five seconds, a strange yet familiar voice sounded behind him, with a smile:
"Why are you still so angry when you wake up?"
Hearing the sound, Yu Shulian's body froze suddenly, and the sleepiness disappeared completely.He pulled off the quilt and sat up.
Lin Annan looked at him with a smile: "Is your cold feeling better? I brought you medicine." As he spoke, he looked at his naked upper body, "It's better to wear more clothes, don't catch a cold."
Fortunately, he was only naked on the upper body and pants on the lower body.But even so, Yu Shulian was embarrassed for a while, so he quickly grabbed the T-shirt by the bedside and put it on.
Just now, Lin Annan naturally saw the obvious mark on his body, except for a pause in his eyes, he didn't have any other reaction.
With the medicine and food in his hand, he went to the living room familiarly to put them down.
"I'll make you something to eat in a while, then take the medicine and have a good rest."
Yu Shuxian had already got out of bed at this time, he frowned slightly and looked at Lin Annan who was still busy: "Why are you here?" He paused, "How did you come in?"
"Didn't you see the WeChat message I sent you?" Lin Annan turned around and asked with a natural expression.
It was only then that Yu Shulian picked up his phone that he saw the message he had sent.
Lin Annan took out the vegetables in the bag and went straight to the kitchen, and said as he walked, "Knocked for a long time and no one answered the door, so I guessed that you were sleeping. I opened the door with the spare key in the flowerpot at the door."
Yu Shuxian looked at Lin Annan with a natural expression, feeling indescribably uncomfortable.
Since the breakup, Lin Annan has come here only a handful of times.Most of the time, they bought something for An'an, and they usually entered the door very rarely.Last time it was also an inch, and Yan Cheng happened to meet him.
This time, Lin Annan came in and out of this place as if he was the owner of the house, which made Yu Shulian feel a strange feeling in his heart.
After what happened last night, he also felt that he had certain problems in getting along with others.It is obviously inappropriate to do this now, but Lin Annan came here uninvited, and he really didn't know what to do for a while.
It doesn't seem too good to just drive people away, right?
He stood a little awkwardly in the living room and looked at Lin Annan who was busy in the kitchen, thinking that if Yan Cheng saw this, it would be difficult to explain.
In the end, he was really afraid of something, Yu Shulian felt that he was really unlucky recently.
Yan Cheng beat Lin Annan and smashed Lin Annan's studio.
What Lin Annan said about him and Yu Shulian made his anger rise little by little.till the end.
unstoppable.
He punched Lin Annan in the face, followed by a kick.Then he picked up the wooden easel on the side and threw it viciously against the wall.He also kicked over the paint at his feet.
Yellow, blue, and various colors of paint splashed on his pants, and it was impossible to tell who was more embarrassed, Yan Cheng or Lin Annan.
After Lin Annan suffered twice, he quietly held his secretly aching stomach, sat on the ground and silently looked at Yan Cheng who looked like a mad lion.
After Yan Cheng destroyed Lin Annan's studio, he turned around and left gracefully.
Lin Annan's tense body also relaxed instantly. Enduring the pain in his abdomen, he took out his mobile phone and called Yu Shulian:
"Your little boyfriend smashed my studio, remember to compensate me for the loss."
After leaving the studio, Yan Cheng stood on the empty and dark street, and slowly let out a foul breath.
Sure enough, after venting out, I felt relieved a lot.
He has been displeased with Lin Annan for a long time.
Yan Cheng is flamboyant and frivolous, but in the past twenty years, he has never shown any violent tendencies.He is quite a polite person.
Before this, he never imagined that one day he would do such a thing.
And, no regrets at all.
Only carefree dripping.
Yan Cheng drove the car on the empty avenue, accelerated a little bit, and seemed to have regained the feeling of racing in the past.
It's just that this is an urban area after all, so he raised the speed to the maximum within the limit and there was no change.But the blood in the body is still rolling and clamoring...
He was originally free and savage, and he would want to vent after being restrained for too long.
He was in a really bad mood today.It was so bad that even if Lin Annan was beaten up and his studio was smashed, he still felt puzzled.His chest was still stuffy, and something was blocking him, preventing him from breathing smoothly.
The car drove back to Ark New City, and after it stopped in the garage, Yan Cheng did not get out of the car in a hurry.
Every time before, he couldn't wait to go home, to the little home where he and Yu Shulian lived.But now he knows that it is not his home.
Lin Annan slept on the bed in the house, he also painted the paintings on the wall, and even An An who always rubbed against his legs for groping belonged to them.Nothing in that house belonged to him...
Including the rest of the title.
He wasn't sure if he belonged to him.
Yan Cheng lowered the car window and took out half a pack of cigarettes from the storage compartment.
He has always had the habit of smoking, and he smoked much more when he was abroad than now.He is very addicted to cigarettes, and he will feel uncomfortable if he does not touch cigarettes for too long.But Yu Shulian didn't like it, he didn't smoke, and he didn't like the smell of cigarettes either.So he doesn't smoke.
"Crack——" Flames popped out from the top of the lighter, and the tongue of flame licked the cigarette.
Yan Cheng took a deep breath, the butt of the cigarette was scarlet.
He leaned back in the seat and exhaled the smoke softly.
His eyes were dark and cold.
What he didn't know was that Yu Shulian upstairs had been waiting for him to go back.
Yu Shulian was a little surprised when he received Lin Annan's phone call.He couldn't even believe that the thug Lin Annan was talking about was Yan Cheng.
The one who hugged his waist was clinging to Yan Cheng who he called him "A Shu".
After hanging up the phone, Yu Shulian didn't go anywhere, and sat quietly on the sofa at home waiting for Yan Cheng.He didn't call to remind him, nor did he go out to look for it, he just sat quietly.
An An also seemed to have noticed the master's unusual silence, so she snuggled up to Yu Shuxian obediently.
Time passed by one minute and one second, and when the hour hand pointed to 11, the door lock finally clicked.
Yu Shulian's back stiffened for a moment, he stood up and turned around, looking at the person who walked in.
Yan Cheng was still the same Yan Cheng, she didn't look any different.But Yu Shulian is such a thoughtful person, when he looks at a person, he is simply observant.
So he noticed at first glance that his eyes were cold and the line of his lips was tight.The breath of the whole person is shady.
There was even a faint smell of tobacco in the air.
"Why did you come back?"
Yan Cheng didn't seem to have thought of this. Yu Shulian was still still asleep, so he closed the door, put the keys aside, and said softly, "Well, Wumao and the others are dawdling."
During this period of getting along, An An and Yan Cheng have long been as close as father and daughter.Aiwujiwu, because Yu Shuxian loves An'an, so even though she doesn't have a cold for small animals, Yan Cheng has been doing her best to take care of An'an during this time.
I bathed it, played with it, combed it, and even made a simple cat scratching board for it with express cartons.Yan Cheng treated it like his own child.
It turned out that he was just a stepfather today.
The wife does not necessarily belong to oneself, even the children belong to others.
An An meowed as usual and ran over to rub Yan Cheng's leg with her head.But this time, Yan Cheng didn't squat down to pick it up, but just avoided it without a trace.
Yu Shulian glanced at the dry paint on Yan Cheng's trouser legs, and frowned.
Yan Cheng put on her slippers as usual, walked to the bar, picked up a glass and poured a glass of pure water, and drank quietly with her head raised.
I have never read Yu Shuxuan during the whole process.
Yu Shulian watched him wipe the water from the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand, and said softly, "You went to find Annan, didn't you?"
Yan Cheng's hand holding the cup tightened and did not speak.
Yu Shulian's frown became deeper and deeper: "You beat him again, right? You smashed his studio?"
"Did you feel bad?" Yan Cheng suddenly turned to look at him, and coldly raised one corner of his lips, "You said nothing happened. Annan Annan called, very intimate?"
Yu Shulian's face darkened: "Yan Cheng."
"What? Are you going to train me like an elder again?" Yan Cheng still held the glass half full of water in his hand, and walked up to Yu Shulian, with a smile without a trace of warmth on his face, "Or do you mean that I bully?" You want to vent your anger on your Annan, right?"
Yu Shulian's brows furrowed deeper and deeper. At this time, Yan Cheng's hand holding the cup tightened even more, and his fingertips began to turn white.
"Are you a child who hasn't grown up? Can you think about it before doing something? Tell me if you are dissatisfied or unhappy, why do you want to trouble others? How many times have I told you that I told Lin Annan no problem……"
"Fuck it, it doesn't matter!" Yan Cheng slammed the water glass in his hand at the oil painting hanging on the wall, his eyes were tearing apart, and he roared to cut off Yu Shulian's unfinished words.
Yu Shu was shocked for a moment, and then his face became gloomy.
Yan Cheng seemed to have finally found a breakthrough, his whole body was like a manic beast, staring at Yu Shuxian with fierce eyes.
"Yu Shujian, do you think I'm a three-year-old child? You told me that you have nothing to do with me, so what is this?!" Yan Cheng stepped forward and tore off the oil painting that was hit just now, "Is this painted by him? Didn’t you break up? What the hell are you doing hanging up his paintings? Seeing things and thinking about others?!”
Yan Cheng ruthlessly threw the beautifully framed oil painting on the ground.The loud sound frightened An An to run away quickly and got under the bed.
Yan Cheng tore off the paintings on the wall one by one, and threw them all on the ground as if venting.It's not enough to fall, you have to go up and step on it a few times.
He just paused for a second when he walked to the last portrait of An An, and then the painting that followed was not spared either.
And during the whole process of his crazy smashing of paintings, Yu Shuxian just stood there and looked at him indifferently, without saying a word.
Yan Cheng tossed and tossed, her hair was messed up, and her clothes were also wrinkled.
And from the beginning to the end, Yu Shulian just watched him go crazy quietly, like an outsider.The same gesture as Lin Annan before.
This brought the pent-up anger in his chest to its peak.
He kicked over An'an's food bowl, and the porcelain bowl, cat food, and water jug rolled on the ground with a tinkling clang.An An, who was hiding under the bed, let out a shrill cry out of fear, which made people scratch their heads.
Yu Shulian tightly clenched the fist hanging by his side: "Have you had enough trouble?"
"Trouble? Yu Shulian, in your eyes, I'm just messing around?" Yan Cheng strode up to him, staring at him with bloodshot eyes, "Why the hell did I do this, have you ever thought about it?! In your eyes, I'm just a plaything to save you from a year of abstinence! You don't care about me at all! You only care about yourself! You never know what I'm thinking! You don't care about me at all! I'm the fucking condiment in your life! Throw it away!"
Yan Cheng yelled at Yu Shulian like an insecure child.He wanted to vent the grievance and sadness in his heart in this way, wishing to die with him.
Yu Shulian clenched his fists tighter and tighter, and quietly looked at Yan Cheng, who was the opposite of him, with cold eyes.
"Yan Cheng, you're like a lunatic."
After finishing speaking, he stopped looking at him, turned around and walked to the bed, squatted down and looked at the bottom of the bed, and said softly, "An'an, don't be afraid... Dad is here..."
Yu Shulian was almost stuck to the floor, but An An, who had always been a relative, just shrank in a dark corner at this moment, looking at Yu Shulian with a pair of big terrified eyes, and whispered threateningly.
The beautiful little princess turned into a shivering cat with fried fur.
Yan Cheng felt her nose sore and her eye sockets swollen.A trace of remorse flashed in his heart, he shouldn't be angry with An An, he shouldn't...
But at this moment, he can't do anything, he can only stand there stiffly, his eyes are gray.
Yu Shulian managed to coax An An out, hugged her in his arms and comforted her.Without even looking at Yan Cheng, he carried An An directly to the cubicle and let him calm down inside.
When he came out again, Yu Shuxian just picked up the car keys and mobile phone, put on his coat and walked towards the entrance.
A panic flashed in Yan Cheng's heart, he strode forward and grabbed Yu Shulian's wrist, his voice was trembling: "Where are you going?"
Yu Shulian also stopped. He looked at Yan Cheng, and his voice was calm and unhurried: "You injured someone, and even smashed his studio. Medical expenses, compensation for damages, do you want to hide these things? You rush down The mess, now I want to clean it up for you. Are you satisfied with this answer?"
"You still want to see Lin Annan?!"
"Can you understand people's words!" Yu Shulian's patience was about to run out, "You have caused such a big disaster and really thought you could just leave? Lin Annan is going to tell you, do you know?!"
"Let him sue!" Yan Cheng was also yelling, "I will pay him every penny of the money that should be paid, and he doesn't need you to come forward! What is he going to do? Come on me! With me here, you don't even want to see each other again!"
"You are so unreasonable."
No matter what Yu Shulian said, Yan Cheng held his hand tightly, showing no sign of letting go.
Yu Shulian closed his eyes and tried his best to suppress the anger rolling in his body: "This is the last time I will tell you. From the breakup to Lin Annan and I, nothing happened. If you don't believe me, I can't help it. Now , You have caused such a big trouble, I have to help you deal with it. Whether you like it or not, I will tell you that Lin Annan has never done anything wrong, and you are the one who is looking for faults from beginning to end."
Yu Shulian struggled twice, but Yan Cheng still didn't intend to let go.He frowned more and more tightly, gritted his teeth and said:
"Yan Cheng, let go."
Yan Cheng was like a rigid sculpture, motionless.Just one second before Yu Shulian was about to have an attack, he suddenly said coldly:
"Yu Shulian, you are so kind and gentle to everyone. Do you know that this is an invisible harm to those who are with you?"
【Second Uninvited Guest】
"Why do we have to break up? Am I not good enough for you?"
"No, you're nice to me. You're nice to everyone. But what I want is that you're nice to me, but I've gradually discovered that I'm no different from anyone else."
The moment Yan Cheng spoke, Yu Shulian uncontrollably remembered the scene of breaking up with Lin Annan back then.
Yan Cheng stared at the floor, clutching Yu Shulian's arm tightly in his hand, and said hoarsely, "You are too fraternal to Yu Shulian, even for your ex, you are gentle enough. You are kind, but you are not straightforward, and it will only make people born. Space for reverie. I know you have a clear conscience, but your behavior makes me feel insecure. Sometimes I would rather you be more selfish. I don’t want you to be so nice to everyone. I think you only have me in your eyes. All the tenderness is only given to me. Do you know Brother Shuxian? Sometimes I even feel that, except for kissing and sleeping with you, I am no different from Xu Si, my brother and your other friends. "
After Yan Cheng realized that her eyes were still wet for nothing, she raised her face, not wanting to let the tears flow out.
That's so embarrassing.
He took a deep breath, looked at the wallpaper on the wall, and smiled miserably: "Maybe Lin Annan is right. You don't belong to anyone, and no one is special and unique in your heart."
Yan Cheng's words made the anger in Yu Shu's chest cool down a little bit, and finally disappeared.He didn't move, letting Yan Cheng grab him.
He was silent for a long time.
When Lin Annan broke up with him, he was also depressed for a while.He thought they loved each other enough, but never thought that they saw him that way in each other's heart.He was young at that time, and somewhat angry, he only regarded these words as Lin Annan's cover-up for his change of heart.
He obviously loved him very much, why did he insist that he couldn't feel it?
He didn't think he was wrong.
So I still go my own way and treat people in my own way.
Lin Annan's departure did not make him realize the core of the problem.
And Yan Cheng was the second person who said this to him.
At this time, he was 32 years old, and he had already passed the period of youth and vigor.He began to be able to calm down and face up to his own problems.If Yan Cheng didn't say it, he might have almost forgotten what Lin Annan said back then.
Yu Shulian began to examine himself.
Due to family reasons, he has not received much attention since he was a child.He said in his heart that he didn't care, but his behavior would unconsciously please others, wanting to be affirmed by others.
It stemmed from the deep inferiority complex in his heart.
Even if he becomes famous later on, even if he can get the respect and flattery of others by doing nothing, he will subconsciously treat others well and want to see affirmation and gratitude in the eyes of those around him.
This has become a habit.
Ke Yancheng pointed out that this would hurt him.
He never thought about it, nor should he.
Yu Shulian turned his face away.At this time, Yan Cheng slightly raised his face and stared at a certain point on the roof, his eyes were red.He stiffened his neck stubbornly, not allowing tears to fall.
Yan Cheng's tears are not like his former friends, pear blossoms and rain.He is proud and strong, and he does not allow anyone to see his fragility, not even his closest lover.
His red eyes and nose look unattractive, even ugly.
But Yu Shulian just felt that people couldn't take their eyes off Yan Cheng who looked like this.
Alas, he actually made him wronged like this.
Yu Shulian sighed lightly: "Am I really that bad?"
Yan Cheng froze, and said in a low voice, "I didn't say that."
Yu Shulian glanced at the big hands clasped around his wrists, and said softly, "Let go first, the blood on your arms will be blocked."
Yan Cheng subconsciously let go of his hand, grabbed Yu Shulian's purple hand and looked straight at it.Then he said apologetically, "I'm sorry..."
Unlike the turmoil just now, both of them have calmed down a lot now.
Yu Shulian moved his wrist, and said softly, "Do you feel wronged?"
Yan Cheng clenched her fists tightly and lowered her head without speaking.
It seems that nothing is said.
Yu Shulian raised his eyes to look at the stubborn young man in front of him, he couldn't tell what was in his heart.At this time, although Yan Cheng was not roaring as hoarsely as before, her body was still stubbornly standing in front of him, blocking his way.
"Or stop me from going out?"
Yan Cheng suddenly raised his face, his facial features seemed to be a little distorted, and his voice raised an octave: "Are you still thinking about going to see Lin Annan?!"
"No..." Before Yu Shu could finish speaking, Yan Cheng grabbed his arm and dragged him into the room.
Yan Cheng ruthlessly dragged him back to the bedroom, and pushed Yu Shuhan's 1.8-meter-long body onto the bed with a little force with his big hands. Every word he uttered seemed to come out of his teeth:
"Yu Shulian, you really think I'm a bad-tempered person, don't you? Still can't figure out who you are?!" Yan Cheng tore her clothes fiercely, her eyes were red.
"No, Yan Cheng..." Yu Shuxian tried to sit up and explain, but at this moment, Yan Cheng couldn't listen to his explanation at all, and his eyes were already red with anger.
Anyway, none of what Yu Shujian said was what he liked to hear, Yan Cheng blocked his mouth fiercely as if venting his anger, biting his lips.
Yu Shulian knew very well that his strength on the bed was not as strong as the young man on him, and he was always suppressed by him to death.He wanted to speak, but he blocked his mouth to prevent him from speaking.
He wanted to say that he really didn't mean that, that he misunderstood.He just wanted to confirm whether Yan Cheng really didn't need him to intervene in Lin Annan's matter, he was simply worried that he would not be able to solve this difficult problem.
At this moment, Yan Cheng was like an angry little tiger, biting his mouth and face indiscriminately, smearing his face with saliva.
Yu Shulian could feel his uneasiness and grievance clearly from his eager kiss, and his heart softened for a while.He seemed to sigh inwardly, put his arms around the boy's neck, and raised his chin to kiss him.The other arm was around the boy's body, and the big hand was patting his back gently, as if to calm his restless emotions.
Yan Cheng seemed to have gone crazy tonight, and Yu Shulian's pandering and appeasement did not achieve the desired effect.He didn't care about Yu Shulian's screams, didn't care if he was really tired, and didn't care about the rampage.His eyes were still pitch black, and only when he looked at Yu Shulian would they flash brightly.
Yan Cheng especially likes to kiss and hug him tonight, it seems that only in this way can he be sure that he is owned by him.
Yu Shuxian vaguely remembered that it was almost dawn before Yan Cheng fell on him as if he lost his strength.Obviously they were all covered in sweat, so sleeping like this was very uncomfortable.But Yan Cheng still stubbornly hugged him to sleep.
Those two arms were like two chains, holding him tightly.
***
When he woke up at dawn, Yan Cheng was no longer there.Yu Shulian reached out and touched the bed beside him, it was already cold.
It seems to have been away for a while.
In view of Yan Cheng's behavior last night, Yu Shulian felt that the child's anger might not have subsided.Maybe he left while he was fast asleep.
Yu Shulian pressed his aching head and sighed deeply.
He propped up the bed and sat up, the thin quilt covering his body slipped off, revealing his muscular and muscular upper body.
full of traces.
With a headache, Yu Shulian picked up the phone and glanced at it.There wasn't any news from Yan Cheng in it, and the kid didn't know where he went.
Not a word.
There was no news of Yan Cheng, but there was a message of Lin Annan lying on WeChat.It looks like it was sent to him last night, but he hasn't read it.
[When will I be compensated for my loss?You don't really want to shield Yan Cheng, do you? 】
Yu Shulian sighed, it seems that Yan Cheng did not contact Lin Annan to solve the problem of medical expenses and loss expenses.He knew that this proud young master would not take the initiative to bow his head to solve the disaster he caused.
He sent Lin Annan a sum of money directly on WeChat, and then lied that he had a bad cold and was recuperating at home and couldn't see him, refusing to bring Yan Cheng to him to apologize in person next time.
Yan Cheng cared so much about his relationship with Lin Annan, so naturally he would not do anything to make him sad again.
Yu Shulian was really exhausted last night, so he put down his phone and lay down again.
What he didn't know was that Lin Annan on WeChat confiscated the money at all and sent him a message back.
[I'll go see you. 】
And Yan Cheng's disappearance early in the morning was not "running away from home" in anger, but went to the hospital with money.It's just that I didn't expect to rush to nothing.
While Yu Shulian was in a drowsy sleep, he vaguely heard someone knocking on the door.
He was so tired that he didn't want to move even a bit.Usually no one comes to his house, if it is Yan Cheng, he has the key.For courier delivery and the like, the door is usually opened when no one knocks on the door.So Yu Shulian simply pretended not to be at home, and continued to sleep as soon as the quilt was covered over his head.
The knocking on the door lasted for a while and then stopped.After being quiet for about 2 minutes, Yu Shuxian heard the sound of the key being inserted into the lock and twisted again.
It really was Yan Cheng.
Yu Shulian was too lazy to get up, and still maintained his original sleeping position.He heard someone come in and say in a muffled voice:
"Don't make me sleep..."
The man's footsteps stopped, and after about five seconds, a strange yet familiar voice sounded behind him, with a smile:
"Why are you still so angry when you wake up?"
Hearing the sound, Yu Shulian's body froze suddenly, and the sleepiness disappeared completely.He pulled off the quilt and sat up.
Lin Annan looked at him with a smile: "Is your cold feeling better? I brought you medicine." As he spoke, he looked at his naked upper body, "It's better to wear more clothes, don't catch a cold."
Fortunately, he was only naked on the upper body and pants on the lower body.But even so, Yu Shulian was embarrassed for a while, so he quickly grabbed the T-shirt by the bedside and put it on.
Just now, Lin Annan naturally saw the obvious mark on his body, except for a pause in his eyes, he didn't have any other reaction.
With the medicine and food in his hand, he went to the living room familiarly to put them down.
"I'll make you something to eat in a while, then take the medicine and have a good rest."
Yu Shuxian had already got out of bed at this time, he frowned slightly and looked at Lin Annan who was still busy: "Why are you here?" He paused, "How did you come in?"
"Didn't you see the WeChat message I sent you?" Lin Annan turned around and asked with a natural expression.
It was only then that Yu Shulian picked up his phone that he saw the message he had sent.
Lin Annan took out the vegetables in the bag and went straight to the kitchen, and said as he walked, "Knocked for a long time and no one answered the door, so I guessed that you were sleeping. I opened the door with the spare key in the flowerpot at the door."
Yu Shuxian looked at Lin Annan with a natural expression, feeling indescribably uncomfortable.
Since the breakup, Lin Annan has come here only a handful of times.Most of the time, they bought something for An'an, and they usually entered the door very rarely.Last time it was also an inch, and Yan Cheng happened to meet him.
This time, Lin Annan came in and out of this place as if he was the owner of the house, which made Yu Shulian feel a strange feeling in his heart.
After what happened last night, he also felt that he had certain problems in getting along with others.It is obviously inappropriate to do this now, but Lin Annan came here uninvited, and he really didn't know what to do for a while.
It doesn't seem too good to just drive people away, right?
He stood a little awkwardly in the living room and looked at Lin Annan who was busy in the kitchen, thinking that if Yan Cheng saw this, it would be difficult to explain.
In the end, he was really afraid of something, Yu Shulian felt that he was really unlucky recently.
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