Little brother!whole one?
Chapter 40
【A Mid-Autumn Festival Appreciation of the Moon】
The year Yan Cheng met Jing Shuo for the first time, she was 16 years old.Just started high school.
Jing Shuo is a top student in B University, a top student in physics, a tutor hired by Cheng Kangyuan with a high salary through his connections.
Yan Cheng's exclusive tutor.
The three children of the Cheng family all received elite education, and they were not pampered and spoiled like the children of the so-called rich families.On the contrary, they live harder than ordinary children.Just because the family they were born in is not an ordinary family, they are destined not to be ordinary.
Cheng Kangyuan doesn't care much about the children's life issues. He is more machismo and thinks that Yan Lanqing should be responsible for these.As a father, what he needs to do is to supervise the children's learning and ability development.
Yan Cheng's grades are not bad, but compared with his brothers and sisters who graduated from prestigious schools, he is indeed not good enough.Especially in science and comprehensive science, the three subjects of physics, chemistry and life hindered his overall score a lot.This made Cheng Kangyuan, who has always been strict with his children, very worried, and finally asked an old friend who was a professor in a university to find him top students in three subjects.And Jing Shuo is in charge of teaching physics.
He is also the youngest and most handsome teacher among them.
When he was young, Yan Cheng had many friends, but Wumao and An Jun had the best relationship with him.They are all buddies who grew up with bare buttocks together.
Knowing that he had entered a new round of tutoring life, they were still laughing at him, which made him very angry.
The three of them can play together, apart from being similar in age, another reason is that they have similar family backgrounds, and their temperaments are more compatible with each other.
Wumao's family is in the food business and has a close cooperation with the Cheng family.And An Jun's family is in politics, and they still have a certain amount of real power.The three children got together, and the parents also agreed very much.After all, in this society, relationships are everything.
Although tutoring life is relatively boring, it is not difficult for Yan Cheng.Because that's how it's been for so many years.On the surface, he obeyed his father's arrangement, but in fact, the oppressed self in his heart always wanted to resist.
He growled silently, wanting to be free.
At that time, his father always had a stern look in front of him, and he didn't care about anything else except his grades.But Yan Lanqing has limited energy, and she still has her eldest son and daughter to worry about, so she sometimes ignores Yan Cheng.This makes Yan Cheng, who is in adolescence, always feel lonely.
Jing Shuo is a good teacher who is very responsible and knows how to do it.Most of his lonely time is spent with Jing Shuo.
Because his worst grade was physics, Jing Shuo spent a lot of effort.
Yan Cheng herself didn't know when her feelings for Jing Shuo changed.Maybe it was his smile on a summer afternoon, or maybe it was his focused expression when explaining the topic, or maybe it was a word of comfort when he was too stressed and tore up the book to vent.In short, Yan Cheng, who only had basketball and studies in his life, began to understand another strange thing.
At that time, he was ignorant of everything, and he didn't think it was so strange to like a man.But this seemed very strange to Wumao and An Jun, and even An Jun took it as a funny thing and always laughed at him.
This made him very uncomfortable.
The blood flowing in the boy's body is impulsive, so after a class, he told Jing Shuo that he liked him.At that time, he was nervous, so he didn't notice the trace of disgust flashing across Jing Shuo's eyebrows at all.
Jing Shuo said gently: "Thank you. But we are only teachers and students, and we can only be teachers and students. Your current task is to study hard."
Very official and ruthless response.
He was a little disappointed, but what he didn't expect was that Jing Shuo packed up his things and left after class. When the door opened, Cheng Kangyuan stood at the door with an uncertain expression.
After that, Jing Shuo never came again.
After that, the biggest quarrel ever broke out in the family. Cheng Kangyuan was so furious that he discounted all the sticks he picked up.Yan Cheng was covered in scars, but she persisted.
He came out of the closet vigorously at home, making a lot of trouble.
He thought it was Jing Shuo who was dismissed by his father, but he didn't know that it was Jing Shuo who proposed to resign on his own initiative.
He was full of depression and had nowhere to tell, so Wu Mao and An Jun became his tree holes.Wu Mao persuaded him to take it easy and let it go, but An Jun laughed mischievously.
"Brother, I will help you with this matter."
Little did he know then that this was the beginning of all the pain.
When he was drunk, he went to B University to find Jing Shuo, and Jing Shuo told him directly.He doesn't like him, he hates him, he finds gays disgusting.
very disgusting.
He was so drunk in the bar that he completely indulged himself, as if he wanted to pay homage to this never-existing relationship through alcohol.Later, he passed away drunk, not knowing that An Jun had called Jing Shuo.
Out of the last bit of teacher's morality, Jing Shuo sent him to the nearest hotel.
If Yan Cheng knew that when he was 22 years old, he would fall in love with a perfect man named Yu Shulian, and what happened next would be a sharp sword to cut off all the good past between them, then he would rather die from drinking himself. in the bar.
***
Yu Shulian was a little surprised by Yan Cheng's question: "How do you know?"
Because of the average family conditions, Jing Shuo has been doing part-time work-study programs when he was in college.He has also been a tutor for a while, but he doesn't know the details.
Yan Cheng smiled lightly: "Just guessing, don't you usually go out to be tutors when you study well in college?"
Yu Shulian raised his eyebrows: "It seems that you have lived abroad all year round and don't know much about college students in China. Not all of them are tutors. For example, I started to participate in the design projects of small companies in college. The money I earn is much more than tutoring. many."
Yan Cheng also laughed when he heard the words, and suddenly said: "A Shu, it would be great if I could get to know you earlier."
Yu Shuxian thinks Yan Cheng is very strange today, in short, he is very different from him before.He smiled and looked at him:
"What the hell happened to you today?"
Yan Cheng shrugged her shoulders: "It's nothing, maybe it's because the moonlight is too beautiful tonight, and I'm going crazy."
Indeed, the moon on a mid-autumn night is round and bright, hanging in the sky like a shining silver plate.The moonlight poured down, as if covering the icy city with a gentle veil.
Yu Shulian muttered "crazy" and then turned his attention back to driving.
On the way, Yan Cheng once again proposed to take Yu Shulian to his house, but Yu Shulian had never been to his house before, so he nodded in agreement.
It was only after he arrived that Yu Shulian realized that his home was really big and luxurious as Yan Cheng said.
After all, he is the son of a capitalist, and his food and clothing are extremely luxurious.Letting him live with him seems to have really wronged him.
The 20-square-meter flat floor is as beautiful as a house in a movie.Yan Cheng said that this house was a birthday present from his father on his 300th birthday, and the renovation cost alone cost nearly [-] million.
Living alone in such a big house is really enjoyable.
Yan Cheng has no habit of collecting wine.Because he rarely comes back to live in this house, there is nothing in the refrigerator.Yan Cheng called the convenience store downstairs, and soon the clerk delivered the goods to the door.
Except for some snacks, everything else is beer.
The moonlight is beautiful tonight, and the house is beautiful, one really wants to enjoy it.In the end, the two sat on the small balcony, eating mooncakes while admiring the moon, and clinking glasses from time to time.
The bubbling wine mixed with the sweet and greasy moon cake melted in the mouth, and there was a strange taste that made people want to stop.
"So you like bean paste stuffing." Yan Cheng looked at the small piece of moon cake that was cut open in his hand, "I thought you didn't like this kind of sweet food."
Yu Shu smiled: "I don't like many sweets, but I prefer those related to red beans."
Yan Cheng raised her eyebrows: "I learned about another hobby of yours."
"What about you? What stuffing do you like to eat?"
"I don't particularly like anything." Yan Cheng said, "My father was very strict with us when we were young, and we wouldn't let us touch such high-calorie foods. When I was young, I was greedy, but when I grew up, no one I don’t want to eat it anymore.”
"I don't see that you are a child from such a family."
Yan Cheng Zhangyang lives freely and freely, and she doesn't look like a child raised under strict education.
Yan Cheng held a can of beer in his hand, gently shook the can and raised his head to take a sip. He leaned back on the backrest and said with a smile: "I have also been abroad in the past few years. No one cares about me. Whatever happens."
Yan Cheng turned his face to the side, looked at Yu Shuxian, and said in a low voice, "Brother Shuxian, tell me about your childhood."
Yu Shulian raised his eyebrows: "What can I say when I was young?"
"Brother Xu Si said that you used to be very good at fighting."
Yu Shulian laughed: "That's also being forced to help. You don't know, Xu Site was cowardly when he was in school, and he was the kind of bear and dishonest. If I didn't cover him, he would be beaten to death."
"What about your house? What's the situation? I always feel weird when I go today."
"It's nothing unusual." Yu Shuxian said in a normal tone, "My father died early, and my mother remarried later, so our family is a reorganized family. The man you saw today is not my father, but a stepfather. The two of them Not long after getting married, another child was born, namely my younger brother Jing Shuo, who is five years younger than me."
"The two elders prefer my younger brother, so in fact, my childhood was not very happy, but that's it. So the relationship between me and my family has never been very close. Our family's conditions are average, and we can't provide for him even if we try our best. The two children went abroad to study. Jing Shuo was smarter than me since he was a child, and he was able to study better than me, so the parents meant to save the money for my younger brother to study abroad. I don’t think it’s strange about this arrangement, and I don’t have anything to complain about. It’s just ..."
When he said this, Yu Shulian lowered his eyes.After so many years, I thought I didn't care about it anymore, but it still feels so uncomfortable to mention it again.
"Just what?" Yan Cheng asked with a frown.
"It's just that they shouldn't touch my father's pension, which touched my bottom line." Yu Shuxian smiled lightly, "At that time, he was young and energetic, and he ran away from home in a fit of anger, and started to work hard to make a living by himself."
Yan Cheng frowned tightly, didn't say anything, just reached out and gently held Yu Shulian's hand.
Yu Shuxian took a deep breath: "It's almost impossible to yell at Qipa's family like in the TV series. They know it's wrong to do this, and they even feel guilty about me, but they still do it. I'm tired and too lazy to worry about these things, so I rarely go home these years unless necessary. There is no resentment or resentment, forgiveness or forgiveness, I just no longer look forward to family affection. "
After a pause, Yu Shulian continued: "Maybe only my half-brother in this family is a bit like a family."
Yan Cheng's back stiffened, and he silently lowered his eyes.
[Second more accidents]
On this Mid-Autumn Festival night, the two chatted a lot.
They seem to have opened up the chatterbox, talking about their childhood fun as if they were competing with each other.It seems that he wants to get to know that strange, younger counterpart with just a few words.
And Yan Cheng also learned from Yu Shulian's words that Jing Shuo meant a lot to him.Not just as simple as his younger brother, but even the only family member he recognizes and agrees with.
Such a person who has no expectations of family affection, the only relative he recognizes.
This made Yan Cheng even more painful.
A heart seemed to be pulled by a hundred hands, the pain was so painful that even breathing was unbearable.
Although Yu Shuxian didn't personally say how important this younger brother was to him, Yan Cheng could sense from his words that he attached great importance to this younger brother.
Because of his parents' preference, Yu Shuxian hated Jing Shuo by nature, but he had to show him the love and care that an older brother should have because of his brother's relationship.But Jing Shuo really likes his elder brother.
Even after learning that what he sacrificed for studying abroad was his brother's study opportunity and the pension of his brother's biological father whom he had never met, he resolutely gave up the hard-won opportunity to study in an international prestigious school.
He is the only one in this family who does not have any intentions or pursuits, but only accepts Yu Shulian with a sincere heart.
Yu Shuxian said: "He is a good brother."
Thinking of the bastard things she did that severely hurt Yu Shulian's most important family members, Yan Cheng felt unbearable pain.
In fact, it is unrealistic to say how strong that hazy love is, and it is more likely to be unwilling.
An Jun drugged him and Jing Shuo in the bar that day.An Jun later argued that he just wanted to give his brother a chance to make their relationship grow by leaps and bounds.
An Jun lost his virginity when he was 13 years old, and he slept with a senior sister. He looks bright and beautiful, but in fact his bones have long been eroded.The combination of Yan Cheng and Wu Mao's Taoism is not his opponent alone.This kind of vicious and reckless means was inconceivable to Yan Cheng, who was still a child.
He believed that An Jun was trying to bring about a relationship between him and Jing Shuo, but this method was too dirty.
The teenager whose desire is dominated by drugs is crazy. He is like a crazy bull, driven by desire to really have this man who said disgusting to him.
Jing Shuo was also drugged, his body was weak and weak, and he was really restrained by Yan Cheng.But after all, he is an adult man in his 20s, more sober and stronger than Yan Cheng.One second before the matter was about to get out of hand, he picked up a hard object and smashed it hard at Yan Cheng's head.
The world is quiet.
Sometimes the damage is not visible to the naked eye.The psychological harm to Jing Shuo from this incident is immeasurable.The sober Yan Cheng regretted it too much.
So when Jing Shuo was about to sue him and force him to death, he didn't even resist.
The love that has not yet formed is strangled in the cradle like this, the color of decay...is red.
dark red.
The color of dried blood.
Yan Cheng has done many outrageous things, but this is the only one that cannot be forgiven.Maybe God didn't want to see him, a bad guy, live happily ever after, so he arranged for Yu Shulian to come to him.
Make him fall in love with him, make him obsessed with him, and then force him to stay away from him.
Life, fuck it.
Yu Shu was drunk.Yu Shulian, who has always been a good drinker, just drank a few bottles of beer and got drunk.Maybe it's not the alcohol.
Alcohol is not intoxicating, people are self-intoxicating.
It may be that the moonlight was so beautiful tonight, and Yu Shuxian poured out so many unknown words that were suppressed in his heart, he seemed to be able to finally relax, and let the alcohol paralyze his nerves.
Yan Cheng carried him to her master bedroom, and laid him flat on her big bed.
Just now he vaguely probed Yu Shulian, only then did he realize that his family didn't know anything about that incident back then.At that moment, he didn't know whether to be grateful or sad.
Fortunately, he can continue to have him like this. Sadly, all the good things will end one day.
Yan Cheng leaned down and kissed Yu Shulian's forehead lightly: "Ashu, I love you."
At the same time, Yu Shulian slowly opened his eyes.Although his brain began to function slowly, he did not lose consciousness.Yan Cheng's confession surprised him a little.
He just looked at the boy in front of him quietly.
Realizing that Yu Shulian had woken up, Yan Cheng was also a little embarrassed, her face blushed all of a sudden, and she dodged Yu Shulian's gaze.
"Well... I saw you were drunk, so I brought you in. Do you want to sleep now or take a bath?" Yan Cheng said uncomfortably.
"Yan Cheng."
"Ok?"
"I want to fuck you."
"???"
"I'm ashamed to say, your job is definitely not as good as mine. Let me teach you."
"!!!"
"I have always pampered you and accommodated you. Today is a full moon, and you will accommodate me once."
Yan Cheng was silent for a long time, and finally seemed to compromise, she smiled and leaned over to kiss Yu Shulian's lips.I can't help you.
***
It turns out that getting drunk can be a really good thing sometimes.For example, Yu Shulian took advantage of the alcohol and finally got rid of Yan Cheng.
In fact, he was dizzy that night, and his thoughts were sometimes clear and sometimes mixed.But he will never forget the way Yan Cheng looked at him.
He couldn't read the eyes full of love wrongly, and then became more and more sure that the three words he vaguely heard were not hallucinations.
To be honest, he was a little confused when he heard those three words at first.He didn't reject it, just a little surprised.
The weight of these three words is too heavy, and he rarely touches these three words.Sometimes he even thinks "I like you" is much more real than "I love you".
He thought Yan Cheng thought the same way, but he didn't expect him to say "I love you" without hesitation.
I can't say what I feel in my heart.It was as if a drop of rain suddenly fell from a field that had been dry for a long time.Although it disappeared quickly, it passed through the gravel and soil, drilled through small gaps, and finally soaked his heart.He has never been so eager to have Yan Cheng as he was then.
To have, not to be owned.
That was the most he wanted to do to him as a male at that moment.He wanted to do something in response to his confession.
After getting along for so long before, Yu Shulian made this request more than once in bed, but Yan Cheng avoided them all by pretending to be stupid or playing tricks.He loves him and is willing to pamper him.
It was precisely because he knew how painful it was to take this step that he stopped thinking a little, and he was not willing to go through it once.Anyway, they are all together, the form is not important anymore.
Who made him ten years younger than him?Let him go.
But at that moment that night, the desire in his heart suddenly increased exponentially.To his surprise, Yan Cheng agreed.
He sensed that something had changed, but was at a loss for the unknown brought about by this change.
Yan Cheng's face turned pale from the pain but still didn't stop, Yu Shuxian suddenly felt a little distressed.Forget it, the physical pleasure is not worth the psychological reluctance, so it won't be difficult for him in the future.
Even though Yan Cheng's whole body was pink and silently endured, his heart beat faster and his blood became hot...
Looking at Yan Cheng like this, Yu Shulian even had the illusion that Yan Cheng was just like him before, trying his best to accommodate him and pamper him.
It's like compensation, but not exactly like it, it's an indescribable feeling.
But a more obvious change since then is that Yan Cheng is more clingy than before.
But it's not the clingy person who was insecure like before, but the intimacy of someone who loves each other.Yan Cheng seems to spend every day as if it were his last. The way he takes this relationship so seriously makes Yu Shulian wonder if they will be separated tomorrow?
He then laughed.How could there be such a strange idea?
***
The long-awaited vacation is finally coming, and Yan Cheng has a longing expression on his face in the past few days.
Even Yu Shulian was infected by him and began to look forward to the next week.
The night before leaving the country, they were checking their luggage when Yan Cheng suddenly received a call.Immediately afterwards, he showed regret and said to him: "Ashu, I have to go home. Come back later."
Yan Cheng was still smiling, but Yu Shulian still noticed something was wrong.
"Is there something wrong at home?"
Yan Cheng didn't seem to want to hide it from him, and said in a low voice, "Well...my dad seems to know about our affairs, and told me to go back."
Yu Shu was a little surprised.He knew how rigid and strict Cheng Dong was, so it probably wasn't a good thing for him to know.
"I'll go back with you." There's no reason for Yan Cheng to take care of the two of them alone.
Yan Cheng shook his head: "Don't worry, I can handle it. Just wait for your husband obediently at home!" As he spoke, he gnawed Yu Shulian's lips roguely.
Yu Shulian laughed, and patted him: "When death is imminent, don't forget to take advantage of words."
Yan Cheng smiled and held Yu Shulian crookedly for a long time before going out under Yu Shulian's urging.After the door closed, the smile on Yan Cheng's face faded a lot.
It seemed that there would be another violent storm after returning. He took a few deep breaths, with a heroic expression on his face.
Soldiers come to block the water and cover it with soil, no matter how many!
***
How did Mr. Cheng know?
It's all due to Cheng Huiyi's big mouth, she accidentally slipped her tongue in front of her father.When Cheng Kangyuan learned that Yan Cheng got together with the young man named Yu Shulian whom he was very optimistic about, he was so angry that his beard almost flew into the sky.
Later, seeing that everyone in the family except him seemed to have an expression that he had known for a long time, he was even more angry.
So as soon as Yan Cheng entered the house, before he could speak, he called out.
It hit him right in the face.
"Bastard!"
Yan Cheng touched the numb left cheek with her tongue, and glanced at her father: "Why am I such a jerk?"
"Do you still have the face to say it?! Look at what you are doing! You are not ashamed, I am ashamed!"
"I don't think there's anything shameful about this." Yan Cheng looked indifferent, "I really like Yu Shulian, and we're together if I like it. I didn't hurt anyone or break the law. Why can't I do it?"
"You!" The old man was so angry that his eyes almost popped out.
"Xiao Cheng! Say less!" Cheng Yuzhou glared at him.
Yan Cheng pouted but didn't speak any more.
"Okay, since the matter is a foregone conclusion, it's useless to scold or beat. It's not the first day you know Xiaocheng, don't you just think it makes you lose face? Let me tell you, this is all your prejudice! "Yan Lanqing couldn't see it, and glared at her husband.
Then he walked to Yan Cheng's side and looked at his face carefully: "Does it hurt?"
Yan Cheng shook her head: "It's okay."
Cheng Kangyuan seemed unable to believe that his wife was on the same front as the enemy, and kept looking at their mother and son.He adjusted his breathing, and his anger subsided a little.
"I don't know what he is like? How can I not know all the troubles at the age of 16? He can play as he likes abroad, no one cares about him. But look at him! He is not honest when he comes back! Bad ideas I hit Designer Yu on the top of my head! Yan Cheng! Do you want the whole city to know what virtue you have?! There must be a limit to nonsense!"
Yan Cheng looked up at his angry father, and said in a steady voice, "Dad, I'm not messing around. I really like Yu Shulian."
【Third shift holiday begins】
Six years ago, Yan Cheng's little trouble caused the family a lot of trouble, and Cheng Kangyuan also became firm in his determination to guide his son back to the "right path".It's just that after that incident, this kid has made his sexual orientation clear. No matter how external forces drive him, he will go all the way to the dark.
Although now Cheng Kangyuan still wants to try from time to time, but in the end they all end in failure.After a long time, he also gave up.
Anyway, Yan Cheng doesn't have to take over the burden of the family like Cheng Yuzhou, and doesn't care about the image.The family doesn't count on him to carry on the family line or to add luster to him, as long as he lives happily.
Cheng Kangyuan was annoyed that this person was Yu Shulian.
There is a ten-year age difference between the two, and they are almost two generations old.In his opinion, Yu Shulian is a representative of prudence and maturity, and he must be the one that his ignorant son took the initiative to provoke.Moreover, Cheng Kangyuan did have a prejudice against homosexuals, and always felt that their private lives were disorderly, and they did not live their lives sincerely.Coupled with being deceived by family members.
This anger erupted in an instant.
He thought that his youngest son could fight against him, but he didn't expect him to tell him calmly that he really liked her.
"Dad, I originally wanted to find an opportunity to tell you. It just so happened that you called me back today, and I made it clear in front of the whole family. Yu Shulian and I got together because we liked each other. It was me It’s true that I chased him, but I didn’t approach him with any crooked intentions.”
Hearing this, Cheng Yuzhou glanced at him, thinking to be careful not to lick his tongue.
Yan Cheng's face was neither red nor heartbeat.He won't admit it, anyway, he is really sincere now, and there is no need to tell his family about the previous things.
He cleared his throat: "I did a lot of absurd things in those years abroad, and I was ignorant. But this time it's different. I want to have a good time with him and be with him all the time. It's because he's a man It's okay to be a woman, I just like him. I don't ask my family to approve us, but I hope to get the minimum respect. Dad, I know what you are worried about. I am an adult, and I will be responsible for my words and actions."
Cheng Kangyuan looked at him deeply: "Is this your truth?"
Yan Cheng nodded.
"It's not a good road."
"I know."
After a long silence, Cheng Kangyuan sighed: "Forget it, I can't control you anymore."
***
Yu Shulian didn't sleep, and was waiting for Yan Cheng at home.
Fortunately, Yan Cheng didn't make him wait too long.I'll be back around ten o'clock.
Yu Shulian stood up for a moment, and just wanted to ask him how the conversation was going, but saw his bruised left cheek, and frowned involuntarily.
"What happened? Did you get beaten?" Yu Shulian reached out and gently touched his swollen cheek.
"Hiss..." Yan Cheng whispered, "Take it easy, you want to murder your husband?"
At this time, Yu Shuxian couldn't laugh at his jokes, and sighed with some distress.
"Go and sit on the sofa, and I'll help you apply some medicine to reduce swelling."
"Yeah." Yan Cheng was very obedient.
Yu Shulian came over with the medicine box in hand, half squatted in front of Yan Cheng, and carefully helped him treat the wound.Yan Cheng silently looked at the man in front of him for a moment, feeling his heart was filled.
"Your dad beat you?" Yu Shuxian asked.
"Ah."
"Having lost your temper?"
"That's right. But it's settled now."
Yu Shu smiled: "How did you settle it? Relying on your three-inch tongue to fool around?"
"Do you think my dad is such a shrewd person that I can fool him?"
Yu Shulian raised his eyebrows, thinking he was right.
"Then how did you do it?" Cheng Kangyuan has been the boss for so many years, and sometimes he is very stubborn.It's not an easy thing to say to move him.
Yan Cheng shrugged: "I'll just tell the truth, simple and straightforward."
Yu Shulian looked up at him.
"I told him that I really like you and want to be with you for the rest of my life. I'm not fooling around, let alone making up reasons. He is my father, not an enemy, so naturally I won't object anymore. "
Yu Shu paused the hand that was rubbing the medicine, and looked at him quietly.
Yan Cheng grinned, and the left side of her cheek hurt a little, with a nondescript expression: "What? Are you moved? So moved that you want to give him your body?"
"Do you really like me that much?"
Yan Cheng's expression became a little more serious: "Yeah. I didn't expect to like it like this at the beginning. If you were a woman, I would have dragged you to argue for evidence."
Yu Shulian laughed.
"However, you can get a marriage certificate even if you are a man." Yan Cheng's expression suddenly became serious, "Why don't we find time to go abroad, there should be a place where we can get a marriage certificate! Norway? Belgium? Or the Netherlands?"
"Why stick to these forms?" Yu Shulian helped him apply the medicine, closed the medicine box, and looked up at him, "It's good like this."
Yan Cheng looked into his eyes and said nothing.
Then he heard him say: "Yan Cheng, I will take your liking seriously and not let you down."
Yan Cheng was stunned, he thought, this was probably the most touching love story he had ever heard in his life.
At night, neither of them could sleep well.Partly because of the upcoming holidays and partly because of what happened today.
Yan Cheng was still the same as before, hanging on him like a koala, hugging him with both hands and feet.
"When I come back from Thailand, I'll visit the two old people at your home sometime." Yu Shulian thought that hiding like this is not a problem, and it shouldn't be a problem to meet them.
"Well, when my dad can accept it slowly, I will take you back to see your in-laws."
Yu Shu couldn't help but laugh, he turned his face to look at the boy who buried his face in his shoulder, and said in a low voice, "The relationship between you and your father...is it always so tense?"
Although the relationship between Yu Shuxian's family was not harmonious, in his opinion, it was cold and violent at best, and there had never been a fight, so he was a little curious about what the Cheng family was like.
"Well...not really. My dad has a quick temper, and I'm short-tempered, so we have to quarrel from time to time." Yan Cheng tightened his arms, smelling the pleasant smell on Yu Shulian's body "My dad is serious and rigid. When I was young, I remember that he didn't smile very much. In fact, I was quite afraid of him. He was very busy with work, and he often made time to supervise our children's studies. He didn't have much time to accompany us. , not to mention the love from my father, which doesn’t exist in our family. Sometimes he doesn’t go home during the Chinese New Year, and no one makes fireworks. My brother and I did it together. Actually, when I was a child I really like watching fireworks, but my dad never accompanied me once, so it’s a pity to think about it.”
It is rare to hear Yan Cheng talk so much about family matters in one breath, so Yu Shulian couldn't stop listening with his breath.
Yan Cheng sighed softly, turned her face and kissed Yu Shulian's side face, smiled, and her tone began to be serious: "A child like me who lacked the care of his father when he was young can't stop the gentleness of a mature and older man like you." .”
The corner of Yu Shu's mouth twitched, as if disgusted by him.Then raised his eyebrows: "Oh? Dare you get paternal love from me? Then why have you never called me dad?"
Yan Cheng was amused by him.
"If you want this interest, I can satisfy you! You can call me Grandpa!"
"Fuck off!"
Although Yan Cheng talked about her childhood in a relaxed tone, Yu Shulian could also hear some regrets and grievances.
Yu Shulian doesn't even remember what his father looks like.Although the later stepfather was okay with him, but after all, the one he really loves is his own son.On the contrary, he was quite envious of Yan Cheng.
However, he has always been more open about these things, and he has a good life, and he never insists.
While sleeping, Yan Cheng heard Yu Shuan's warm voice: "You can't always stare at what you don't have. In fact, you have a lot of precious things. Don't let yourself live too tired."
Yan Cheng lazily said "Yes", he hugged Yu Shulian and rubbed his face on his shoulder.
It is enough for him to have him.
***
It is late October, which is the most comfortable season in Thailand.
After landing, Yu Shuxian and Yan Cheng followed the hotel pick-up staff to the hotel.Right in the center of Bangkok with a great view.
This Southeast Asian country has a slow pace of life, lush plants, delicious food...
A completely different world from City B.
It was already late at night when they landed, and they were tired and sore from the six-hour flight, so they didn't bother, and started to catch up on sleep when they arrived at the hotel.
They rented a car and started their long-awaited vacation.
In this strange country, they don't have to care about the eyes of others, and they don't have to be afraid of being bumped into by acquaintances.They held hands and laughed freely on the street.
Never been so comfortable.
On the first day, in order to relieve their physical exhaustion, they slept until the sun was up and didn't get up. Yan Cheng bought some food at the nearby 711 convenience store and they went out.There is actually nothing interesting in the urban area, and cities all over the world are similar.But Yu Shuxian took Yan Cheng to eat authentic Hainanese chicken rice.
Although it is called Hainanese chicken rice, it is a local delicacy in Thailand.Yan Cheng is a person who loves everything, so naturally he likes it very much.Yu Shulian took him to eat the little pineapple he was longing for. It was at a fruit stand by the Chao Phraya River.The owner of the store is a middle-aged couple, and among the many fruit stalls, his little pineapple is the sweetest.
Yu Shuxian and Yan Cheng each ate a whole bag, eight in each bag.If they were not afraid of eating too much and their stomachs would not be able to bear it, they would eat another bag.
The scenery of the Chao Phraya River is beautiful, and there are cruise ships on the river bank.They happily rented one.
On other cruise ships, there are ten or twenty people together. Both Yu Shuxian and Yan Cheng felt that they would not be able to enjoy themselves that way, so they would rather pay more for an exclusive boat.
Speaking of playing on the Chao Phraya River, an interesting thing happened.
In this Buddhist country, all living beings are
The year Yan Cheng met Jing Shuo for the first time, she was 16 years old.Just started high school.
Jing Shuo is a top student in B University, a top student in physics, a tutor hired by Cheng Kangyuan with a high salary through his connections.
Yan Cheng's exclusive tutor.
The three children of the Cheng family all received elite education, and they were not pampered and spoiled like the children of the so-called rich families.On the contrary, they live harder than ordinary children.Just because the family they were born in is not an ordinary family, they are destined not to be ordinary.
Cheng Kangyuan doesn't care much about the children's life issues. He is more machismo and thinks that Yan Lanqing should be responsible for these.As a father, what he needs to do is to supervise the children's learning and ability development.
Yan Cheng's grades are not bad, but compared with his brothers and sisters who graduated from prestigious schools, he is indeed not good enough.Especially in science and comprehensive science, the three subjects of physics, chemistry and life hindered his overall score a lot.This made Cheng Kangyuan, who has always been strict with his children, very worried, and finally asked an old friend who was a professor in a university to find him top students in three subjects.And Jing Shuo is in charge of teaching physics.
He is also the youngest and most handsome teacher among them.
When he was young, Yan Cheng had many friends, but Wumao and An Jun had the best relationship with him.They are all buddies who grew up with bare buttocks together.
Knowing that he had entered a new round of tutoring life, they were still laughing at him, which made him very angry.
The three of them can play together, apart from being similar in age, another reason is that they have similar family backgrounds, and their temperaments are more compatible with each other.
Wumao's family is in the food business and has a close cooperation with the Cheng family.And An Jun's family is in politics, and they still have a certain amount of real power.The three children got together, and the parents also agreed very much.After all, in this society, relationships are everything.
Although tutoring life is relatively boring, it is not difficult for Yan Cheng.Because that's how it's been for so many years.On the surface, he obeyed his father's arrangement, but in fact, the oppressed self in his heart always wanted to resist.
He growled silently, wanting to be free.
At that time, his father always had a stern look in front of him, and he didn't care about anything else except his grades.But Yan Lanqing has limited energy, and she still has her eldest son and daughter to worry about, so she sometimes ignores Yan Cheng.This makes Yan Cheng, who is in adolescence, always feel lonely.
Jing Shuo is a good teacher who is very responsible and knows how to do it.Most of his lonely time is spent with Jing Shuo.
Because his worst grade was physics, Jing Shuo spent a lot of effort.
Yan Cheng herself didn't know when her feelings for Jing Shuo changed.Maybe it was his smile on a summer afternoon, or maybe it was his focused expression when explaining the topic, or maybe it was a word of comfort when he was too stressed and tore up the book to vent.In short, Yan Cheng, who only had basketball and studies in his life, began to understand another strange thing.
At that time, he was ignorant of everything, and he didn't think it was so strange to like a man.But this seemed very strange to Wumao and An Jun, and even An Jun took it as a funny thing and always laughed at him.
This made him very uncomfortable.
The blood flowing in the boy's body is impulsive, so after a class, he told Jing Shuo that he liked him.At that time, he was nervous, so he didn't notice the trace of disgust flashing across Jing Shuo's eyebrows at all.
Jing Shuo said gently: "Thank you. But we are only teachers and students, and we can only be teachers and students. Your current task is to study hard."
Very official and ruthless response.
He was a little disappointed, but what he didn't expect was that Jing Shuo packed up his things and left after class. When the door opened, Cheng Kangyuan stood at the door with an uncertain expression.
After that, Jing Shuo never came again.
After that, the biggest quarrel ever broke out in the family. Cheng Kangyuan was so furious that he discounted all the sticks he picked up.Yan Cheng was covered in scars, but she persisted.
He came out of the closet vigorously at home, making a lot of trouble.
He thought it was Jing Shuo who was dismissed by his father, but he didn't know that it was Jing Shuo who proposed to resign on his own initiative.
He was full of depression and had nowhere to tell, so Wu Mao and An Jun became his tree holes.Wu Mao persuaded him to take it easy and let it go, but An Jun laughed mischievously.
"Brother, I will help you with this matter."
Little did he know then that this was the beginning of all the pain.
When he was drunk, he went to B University to find Jing Shuo, and Jing Shuo told him directly.He doesn't like him, he hates him, he finds gays disgusting.
very disgusting.
He was so drunk in the bar that he completely indulged himself, as if he wanted to pay homage to this never-existing relationship through alcohol.Later, he passed away drunk, not knowing that An Jun had called Jing Shuo.
Out of the last bit of teacher's morality, Jing Shuo sent him to the nearest hotel.
If Yan Cheng knew that when he was 22 years old, he would fall in love with a perfect man named Yu Shulian, and what happened next would be a sharp sword to cut off all the good past between them, then he would rather die from drinking himself. in the bar.
***
Yu Shulian was a little surprised by Yan Cheng's question: "How do you know?"
Because of the average family conditions, Jing Shuo has been doing part-time work-study programs when he was in college.He has also been a tutor for a while, but he doesn't know the details.
Yan Cheng smiled lightly: "Just guessing, don't you usually go out to be tutors when you study well in college?"
Yu Shulian raised his eyebrows: "It seems that you have lived abroad all year round and don't know much about college students in China. Not all of them are tutors. For example, I started to participate in the design projects of small companies in college. The money I earn is much more than tutoring. many."
Yan Cheng also laughed when he heard the words, and suddenly said: "A Shu, it would be great if I could get to know you earlier."
Yu Shuxian thinks Yan Cheng is very strange today, in short, he is very different from him before.He smiled and looked at him:
"What the hell happened to you today?"
Yan Cheng shrugged her shoulders: "It's nothing, maybe it's because the moonlight is too beautiful tonight, and I'm going crazy."
Indeed, the moon on a mid-autumn night is round and bright, hanging in the sky like a shining silver plate.The moonlight poured down, as if covering the icy city with a gentle veil.
Yu Shulian muttered "crazy" and then turned his attention back to driving.
On the way, Yan Cheng once again proposed to take Yu Shulian to his house, but Yu Shulian had never been to his house before, so he nodded in agreement.
It was only after he arrived that Yu Shulian realized that his home was really big and luxurious as Yan Cheng said.
After all, he is the son of a capitalist, and his food and clothing are extremely luxurious.Letting him live with him seems to have really wronged him.
The 20-square-meter flat floor is as beautiful as a house in a movie.Yan Cheng said that this house was a birthday present from his father on his 300th birthday, and the renovation cost alone cost nearly [-] million.
Living alone in such a big house is really enjoyable.
Yan Cheng has no habit of collecting wine.Because he rarely comes back to live in this house, there is nothing in the refrigerator.Yan Cheng called the convenience store downstairs, and soon the clerk delivered the goods to the door.
Except for some snacks, everything else is beer.
The moonlight is beautiful tonight, and the house is beautiful, one really wants to enjoy it.In the end, the two sat on the small balcony, eating mooncakes while admiring the moon, and clinking glasses from time to time.
The bubbling wine mixed with the sweet and greasy moon cake melted in the mouth, and there was a strange taste that made people want to stop.
"So you like bean paste stuffing." Yan Cheng looked at the small piece of moon cake that was cut open in his hand, "I thought you didn't like this kind of sweet food."
Yu Shu smiled: "I don't like many sweets, but I prefer those related to red beans."
Yan Cheng raised her eyebrows: "I learned about another hobby of yours."
"What about you? What stuffing do you like to eat?"
"I don't particularly like anything." Yan Cheng said, "My father was very strict with us when we were young, and we wouldn't let us touch such high-calorie foods. When I was young, I was greedy, but when I grew up, no one I don’t want to eat it anymore.”
"I don't see that you are a child from such a family."
Yan Cheng Zhangyang lives freely and freely, and she doesn't look like a child raised under strict education.
Yan Cheng held a can of beer in his hand, gently shook the can and raised his head to take a sip. He leaned back on the backrest and said with a smile: "I have also been abroad in the past few years. No one cares about me. Whatever happens."
Yan Cheng turned his face to the side, looked at Yu Shuxian, and said in a low voice, "Brother Shuxian, tell me about your childhood."
Yu Shulian raised his eyebrows: "What can I say when I was young?"
"Brother Xu Si said that you used to be very good at fighting."
Yu Shulian laughed: "That's also being forced to help. You don't know, Xu Site was cowardly when he was in school, and he was the kind of bear and dishonest. If I didn't cover him, he would be beaten to death."
"What about your house? What's the situation? I always feel weird when I go today."
"It's nothing unusual." Yu Shuxian said in a normal tone, "My father died early, and my mother remarried later, so our family is a reorganized family. The man you saw today is not my father, but a stepfather. The two of them Not long after getting married, another child was born, namely my younger brother Jing Shuo, who is five years younger than me."
"The two elders prefer my younger brother, so in fact, my childhood was not very happy, but that's it. So the relationship between me and my family has never been very close. Our family's conditions are average, and we can't provide for him even if we try our best. The two children went abroad to study. Jing Shuo was smarter than me since he was a child, and he was able to study better than me, so the parents meant to save the money for my younger brother to study abroad. I don’t think it’s strange about this arrangement, and I don’t have anything to complain about. It’s just ..."
When he said this, Yu Shulian lowered his eyes.After so many years, I thought I didn't care about it anymore, but it still feels so uncomfortable to mention it again.
"Just what?" Yan Cheng asked with a frown.
"It's just that they shouldn't touch my father's pension, which touched my bottom line." Yu Shuxian smiled lightly, "At that time, he was young and energetic, and he ran away from home in a fit of anger, and started to work hard to make a living by himself."
Yan Cheng frowned tightly, didn't say anything, just reached out and gently held Yu Shulian's hand.
Yu Shuxian took a deep breath: "It's almost impossible to yell at Qipa's family like in the TV series. They know it's wrong to do this, and they even feel guilty about me, but they still do it. I'm tired and too lazy to worry about these things, so I rarely go home these years unless necessary. There is no resentment or resentment, forgiveness or forgiveness, I just no longer look forward to family affection. "
After a pause, Yu Shulian continued: "Maybe only my half-brother in this family is a bit like a family."
Yan Cheng's back stiffened, and he silently lowered his eyes.
[Second more accidents]
On this Mid-Autumn Festival night, the two chatted a lot.
They seem to have opened up the chatterbox, talking about their childhood fun as if they were competing with each other.It seems that he wants to get to know that strange, younger counterpart with just a few words.
And Yan Cheng also learned from Yu Shulian's words that Jing Shuo meant a lot to him.Not just as simple as his younger brother, but even the only family member he recognizes and agrees with.
Such a person who has no expectations of family affection, the only relative he recognizes.
This made Yan Cheng even more painful.
A heart seemed to be pulled by a hundred hands, the pain was so painful that even breathing was unbearable.
Although Yu Shuxian didn't personally say how important this younger brother was to him, Yan Cheng could sense from his words that he attached great importance to this younger brother.
Because of his parents' preference, Yu Shuxian hated Jing Shuo by nature, but he had to show him the love and care that an older brother should have because of his brother's relationship.But Jing Shuo really likes his elder brother.
Even after learning that what he sacrificed for studying abroad was his brother's study opportunity and the pension of his brother's biological father whom he had never met, he resolutely gave up the hard-won opportunity to study in an international prestigious school.
He is the only one in this family who does not have any intentions or pursuits, but only accepts Yu Shulian with a sincere heart.
Yu Shuxian said: "He is a good brother."
Thinking of the bastard things she did that severely hurt Yu Shulian's most important family members, Yan Cheng felt unbearable pain.
In fact, it is unrealistic to say how strong that hazy love is, and it is more likely to be unwilling.
An Jun drugged him and Jing Shuo in the bar that day.An Jun later argued that he just wanted to give his brother a chance to make their relationship grow by leaps and bounds.
An Jun lost his virginity when he was 13 years old, and he slept with a senior sister. He looks bright and beautiful, but in fact his bones have long been eroded.The combination of Yan Cheng and Wu Mao's Taoism is not his opponent alone.This kind of vicious and reckless means was inconceivable to Yan Cheng, who was still a child.
He believed that An Jun was trying to bring about a relationship between him and Jing Shuo, but this method was too dirty.
The teenager whose desire is dominated by drugs is crazy. He is like a crazy bull, driven by desire to really have this man who said disgusting to him.
Jing Shuo was also drugged, his body was weak and weak, and he was really restrained by Yan Cheng.But after all, he is an adult man in his 20s, more sober and stronger than Yan Cheng.One second before the matter was about to get out of hand, he picked up a hard object and smashed it hard at Yan Cheng's head.
The world is quiet.
Sometimes the damage is not visible to the naked eye.The psychological harm to Jing Shuo from this incident is immeasurable.The sober Yan Cheng regretted it too much.
So when Jing Shuo was about to sue him and force him to death, he didn't even resist.
The love that has not yet formed is strangled in the cradle like this, the color of decay...is red.
dark red.
The color of dried blood.
Yan Cheng has done many outrageous things, but this is the only one that cannot be forgiven.Maybe God didn't want to see him, a bad guy, live happily ever after, so he arranged for Yu Shulian to come to him.
Make him fall in love with him, make him obsessed with him, and then force him to stay away from him.
Life, fuck it.
Yu Shu was drunk.Yu Shulian, who has always been a good drinker, just drank a few bottles of beer and got drunk.Maybe it's not the alcohol.
Alcohol is not intoxicating, people are self-intoxicating.
It may be that the moonlight was so beautiful tonight, and Yu Shuxian poured out so many unknown words that were suppressed in his heart, he seemed to be able to finally relax, and let the alcohol paralyze his nerves.
Yan Cheng carried him to her master bedroom, and laid him flat on her big bed.
Just now he vaguely probed Yu Shulian, only then did he realize that his family didn't know anything about that incident back then.At that moment, he didn't know whether to be grateful or sad.
Fortunately, he can continue to have him like this. Sadly, all the good things will end one day.
Yan Cheng leaned down and kissed Yu Shulian's forehead lightly: "Ashu, I love you."
At the same time, Yu Shulian slowly opened his eyes.Although his brain began to function slowly, he did not lose consciousness.Yan Cheng's confession surprised him a little.
He just looked at the boy in front of him quietly.
Realizing that Yu Shulian had woken up, Yan Cheng was also a little embarrassed, her face blushed all of a sudden, and she dodged Yu Shulian's gaze.
"Well... I saw you were drunk, so I brought you in. Do you want to sleep now or take a bath?" Yan Cheng said uncomfortably.
"Yan Cheng."
"Ok?"
"I want to fuck you."
"???"
"I'm ashamed to say, your job is definitely not as good as mine. Let me teach you."
"!!!"
"I have always pampered you and accommodated you. Today is a full moon, and you will accommodate me once."
Yan Cheng was silent for a long time, and finally seemed to compromise, she smiled and leaned over to kiss Yu Shulian's lips.I can't help you.
***
It turns out that getting drunk can be a really good thing sometimes.For example, Yu Shulian took advantage of the alcohol and finally got rid of Yan Cheng.
In fact, he was dizzy that night, and his thoughts were sometimes clear and sometimes mixed.But he will never forget the way Yan Cheng looked at him.
He couldn't read the eyes full of love wrongly, and then became more and more sure that the three words he vaguely heard were not hallucinations.
To be honest, he was a little confused when he heard those three words at first.He didn't reject it, just a little surprised.
The weight of these three words is too heavy, and he rarely touches these three words.Sometimes he even thinks "I like you" is much more real than "I love you".
He thought Yan Cheng thought the same way, but he didn't expect him to say "I love you" without hesitation.
I can't say what I feel in my heart.It was as if a drop of rain suddenly fell from a field that had been dry for a long time.Although it disappeared quickly, it passed through the gravel and soil, drilled through small gaps, and finally soaked his heart.He has never been so eager to have Yan Cheng as he was then.
To have, not to be owned.
That was the most he wanted to do to him as a male at that moment.He wanted to do something in response to his confession.
After getting along for so long before, Yu Shulian made this request more than once in bed, but Yan Cheng avoided them all by pretending to be stupid or playing tricks.He loves him and is willing to pamper him.
It was precisely because he knew how painful it was to take this step that he stopped thinking a little, and he was not willing to go through it once.Anyway, they are all together, the form is not important anymore.
Who made him ten years younger than him?Let him go.
But at that moment that night, the desire in his heart suddenly increased exponentially.To his surprise, Yan Cheng agreed.
He sensed that something had changed, but was at a loss for the unknown brought about by this change.
Yan Cheng's face turned pale from the pain but still didn't stop, Yu Shuxian suddenly felt a little distressed.Forget it, the physical pleasure is not worth the psychological reluctance, so it won't be difficult for him in the future.
Even though Yan Cheng's whole body was pink and silently endured, his heart beat faster and his blood became hot...
Looking at Yan Cheng like this, Yu Shulian even had the illusion that Yan Cheng was just like him before, trying his best to accommodate him and pamper him.
It's like compensation, but not exactly like it, it's an indescribable feeling.
But a more obvious change since then is that Yan Cheng is more clingy than before.
But it's not the clingy person who was insecure like before, but the intimacy of someone who loves each other.Yan Cheng seems to spend every day as if it were his last. The way he takes this relationship so seriously makes Yu Shulian wonder if they will be separated tomorrow?
He then laughed.How could there be such a strange idea?
***
The long-awaited vacation is finally coming, and Yan Cheng has a longing expression on his face in the past few days.
Even Yu Shulian was infected by him and began to look forward to the next week.
The night before leaving the country, they were checking their luggage when Yan Cheng suddenly received a call.Immediately afterwards, he showed regret and said to him: "Ashu, I have to go home. Come back later."
Yan Cheng was still smiling, but Yu Shulian still noticed something was wrong.
"Is there something wrong at home?"
Yan Cheng didn't seem to want to hide it from him, and said in a low voice, "Well...my dad seems to know about our affairs, and told me to go back."
Yu Shu was a little surprised.He knew how rigid and strict Cheng Dong was, so it probably wasn't a good thing for him to know.
"I'll go back with you." There's no reason for Yan Cheng to take care of the two of them alone.
Yan Cheng shook his head: "Don't worry, I can handle it. Just wait for your husband obediently at home!" As he spoke, he gnawed Yu Shulian's lips roguely.
Yu Shulian laughed, and patted him: "When death is imminent, don't forget to take advantage of words."
Yan Cheng smiled and held Yu Shulian crookedly for a long time before going out under Yu Shulian's urging.After the door closed, the smile on Yan Cheng's face faded a lot.
It seemed that there would be another violent storm after returning. He took a few deep breaths, with a heroic expression on his face.
Soldiers come to block the water and cover it with soil, no matter how many!
***
How did Mr. Cheng know?
It's all due to Cheng Huiyi's big mouth, she accidentally slipped her tongue in front of her father.When Cheng Kangyuan learned that Yan Cheng got together with the young man named Yu Shulian whom he was very optimistic about, he was so angry that his beard almost flew into the sky.
Later, seeing that everyone in the family except him seemed to have an expression that he had known for a long time, he was even more angry.
So as soon as Yan Cheng entered the house, before he could speak, he called out.
It hit him right in the face.
"Bastard!"
Yan Cheng touched the numb left cheek with her tongue, and glanced at her father: "Why am I such a jerk?"
"Do you still have the face to say it?! Look at what you are doing! You are not ashamed, I am ashamed!"
"I don't think there's anything shameful about this." Yan Cheng looked indifferent, "I really like Yu Shulian, and we're together if I like it. I didn't hurt anyone or break the law. Why can't I do it?"
"You!" The old man was so angry that his eyes almost popped out.
"Xiao Cheng! Say less!" Cheng Yuzhou glared at him.
Yan Cheng pouted but didn't speak any more.
"Okay, since the matter is a foregone conclusion, it's useless to scold or beat. It's not the first day you know Xiaocheng, don't you just think it makes you lose face? Let me tell you, this is all your prejudice! "Yan Lanqing couldn't see it, and glared at her husband.
Then he walked to Yan Cheng's side and looked at his face carefully: "Does it hurt?"
Yan Cheng shook her head: "It's okay."
Cheng Kangyuan seemed unable to believe that his wife was on the same front as the enemy, and kept looking at their mother and son.He adjusted his breathing, and his anger subsided a little.
"I don't know what he is like? How can I not know all the troubles at the age of 16? He can play as he likes abroad, no one cares about him. But look at him! He is not honest when he comes back! Bad ideas I hit Designer Yu on the top of my head! Yan Cheng! Do you want the whole city to know what virtue you have?! There must be a limit to nonsense!"
Yan Cheng looked up at his angry father, and said in a steady voice, "Dad, I'm not messing around. I really like Yu Shulian."
【Third shift holiday begins】
Six years ago, Yan Cheng's little trouble caused the family a lot of trouble, and Cheng Kangyuan also became firm in his determination to guide his son back to the "right path".It's just that after that incident, this kid has made his sexual orientation clear. No matter how external forces drive him, he will go all the way to the dark.
Although now Cheng Kangyuan still wants to try from time to time, but in the end they all end in failure.After a long time, he also gave up.
Anyway, Yan Cheng doesn't have to take over the burden of the family like Cheng Yuzhou, and doesn't care about the image.The family doesn't count on him to carry on the family line or to add luster to him, as long as he lives happily.
Cheng Kangyuan was annoyed that this person was Yu Shulian.
There is a ten-year age difference between the two, and they are almost two generations old.In his opinion, Yu Shulian is a representative of prudence and maturity, and he must be the one that his ignorant son took the initiative to provoke.Moreover, Cheng Kangyuan did have a prejudice against homosexuals, and always felt that their private lives were disorderly, and they did not live their lives sincerely.Coupled with being deceived by family members.
This anger erupted in an instant.
He thought that his youngest son could fight against him, but he didn't expect him to tell him calmly that he really liked her.
"Dad, I originally wanted to find an opportunity to tell you. It just so happened that you called me back today, and I made it clear in front of the whole family. Yu Shulian and I got together because we liked each other. It was me It’s true that I chased him, but I didn’t approach him with any crooked intentions.”
Hearing this, Cheng Yuzhou glanced at him, thinking to be careful not to lick his tongue.
Yan Cheng's face was neither red nor heartbeat.He won't admit it, anyway, he is really sincere now, and there is no need to tell his family about the previous things.
He cleared his throat: "I did a lot of absurd things in those years abroad, and I was ignorant. But this time it's different. I want to have a good time with him and be with him all the time. It's because he's a man It's okay to be a woman, I just like him. I don't ask my family to approve us, but I hope to get the minimum respect. Dad, I know what you are worried about. I am an adult, and I will be responsible for my words and actions."
Cheng Kangyuan looked at him deeply: "Is this your truth?"
Yan Cheng nodded.
"It's not a good road."
"I know."
After a long silence, Cheng Kangyuan sighed: "Forget it, I can't control you anymore."
***
Yu Shulian didn't sleep, and was waiting for Yan Cheng at home.
Fortunately, Yan Cheng didn't make him wait too long.I'll be back around ten o'clock.
Yu Shulian stood up for a moment, and just wanted to ask him how the conversation was going, but saw his bruised left cheek, and frowned involuntarily.
"What happened? Did you get beaten?" Yu Shulian reached out and gently touched his swollen cheek.
"Hiss..." Yan Cheng whispered, "Take it easy, you want to murder your husband?"
At this time, Yu Shuxian couldn't laugh at his jokes, and sighed with some distress.
"Go and sit on the sofa, and I'll help you apply some medicine to reduce swelling."
"Yeah." Yan Cheng was very obedient.
Yu Shulian came over with the medicine box in hand, half squatted in front of Yan Cheng, and carefully helped him treat the wound.Yan Cheng silently looked at the man in front of him for a moment, feeling his heart was filled.
"Your dad beat you?" Yu Shuxian asked.
"Ah."
"Having lost your temper?"
"That's right. But it's settled now."
Yu Shu smiled: "How did you settle it? Relying on your three-inch tongue to fool around?"
"Do you think my dad is such a shrewd person that I can fool him?"
Yu Shulian raised his eyebrows, thinking he was right.
"Then how did you do it?" Cheng Kangyuan has been the boss for so many years, and sometimes he is very stubborn.It's not an easy thing to say to move him.
Yan Cheng shrugged: "I'll just tell the truth, simple and straightforward."
Yu Shulian looked up at him.
"I told him that I really like you and want to be with you for the rest of my life. I'm not fooling around, let alone making up reasons. He is my father, not an enemy, so naturally I won't object anymore. "
Yu Shu paused the hand that was rubbing the medicine, and looked at him quietly.
Yan Cheng grinned, and the left side of her cheek hurt a little, with a nondescript expression: "What? Are you moved? So moved that you want to give him your body?"
"Do you really like me that much?"
Yan Cheng's expression became a little more serious: "Yeah. I didn't expect to like it like this at the beginning. If you were a woman, I would have dragged you to argue for evidence."
Yu Shulian laughed.
"However, you can get a marriage certificate even if you are a man." Yan Cheng's expression suddenly became serious, "Why don't we find time to go abroad, there should be a place where we can get a marriage certificate! Norway? Belgium? Or the Netherlands?"
"Why stick to these forms?" Yu Shulian helped him apply the medicine, closed the medicine box, and looked up at him, "It's good like this."
Yan Cheng looked into his eyes and said nothing.
Then he heard him say: "Yan Cheng, I will take your liking seriously and not let you down."
Yan Cheng was stunned, he thought, this was probably the most touching love story he had ever heard in his life.
At night, neither of them could sleep well.Partly because of the upcoming holidays and partly because of what happened today.
Yan Cheng was still the same as before, hanging on him like a koala, hugging him with both hands and feet.
"When I come back from Thailand, I'll visit the two old people at your home sometime." Yu Shulian thought that hiding like this is not a problem, and it shouldn't be a problem to meet them.
"Well, when my dad can accept it slowly, I will take you back to see your in-laws."
Yu Shu couldn't help but laugh, he turned his face to look at the boy who buried his face in his shoulder, and said in a low voice, "The relationship between you and your father...is it always so tense?"
Although the relationship between Yu Shuxian's family was not harmonious, in his opinion, it was cold and violent at best, and there had never been a fight, so he was a little curious about what the Cheng family was like.
"Well...not really. My dad has a quick temper, and I'm short-tempered, so we have to quarrel from time to time." Yan Cheng tightened his arms, smelling the pleasant smell on Yu Shulian's body "My dad is serious and rigid. When I was young, I remember that he didn't smile very much. In fact, I was quite afraid of him. He was very busy with work, and he often made time to supervise our children's studies. He didn't have much time to accompany us. , not to mention the love from my father, which doesn’t exist in our family. Sometimes he doesn’t go home during the Chinese New Year, and no one makes fireworks. My brother and I did it together. Actually, when I was a child I really like watching fireworks, but my dad never accompanied me once, so it’s a pity to think about it.”
It is rare to hear Yan Cheng talk so much about family matters in one breath, so Yu Shulian couldn't stop listening with his breath.
Yan Cheng sighed softly, turned her face and kissed Yu Shulian's side face, smiled, and her tone began to be serious: "A child like me who lacked the care of his father when he was young can't stop the gentleness of a mature and older man like you." .”
The corner of Yu Shu's mouth twitched, as if disgusted by him.Then raised his eyebrows: "Oh? Dare you get paternal love from me? Then why have you never called me dad?"
Yan Cheng was amused by him.
"If you want this interest, I can satisfy you! You can call me Grandpa!"
"Fuck off!"
Although Yan Cheng talked about her childhood in a relaxed tone, Yu Shulian could also hear some regrets and grievances.
Yu Shulian doesn't even remember what his father looks like.Although the later stepfather was okay with him, but after all, the one he really loves is his own son.On the contrary, he was quite envious of Yan Cheng.
However, he has always been more open about these things, and he has a good life, and he never insists.
While sleeping, Yan Cheng heard Yu Shuan's warm voice: "You can't always stare at what you don't have. In fact, you have a lot of precious things. Don't let yourself live too tired."
Yan Cheng lazily said "Yes", he hugged Yu Shulian and rubbed his face on his shoulder.
It is enough for him to have him.
***
It is late October, which is the most comfortable season in Thailand.
After landing, Yu Shuxian and Yan Cheng followed the hotel pick-up staff to the hotel.Right in the center of Bangkok with a great view.
This Southeast Asian country has a slow pace of life, lush plants, delicious food...
A completely different world from City B.
It was already late at night when they landed, and they were tired and sore from the six-hour flight, so they didn't bother, and started to catch up on sleep when they arrived at the hotel.
They rented a car and started their long-awaited vacation.
In this strange country, they don't have to care about the eyes of others, and they don't have to be afraid of being bumped into by acquaintances.They held hands and laughed freely on the street.
Never been so comfortable.
On the first day, in order to relieve their physical exhaustion, they slept until the sun was up and didn't get up. Yan Cheng bought some food at the nearby 711 convenience store and they went out.There is actually nothing interesting in the urban area, and cities all over the world are similar.But Yu Shuxian took Yan Cheng to eat authentic Hainanese chicken rice.
Although it is called Hainanese chicken rice, it is a local delicacy in Thailand.Yan Cheng is a person who loves everything, so naturally he likes it very much.Yu Shulian took him to eat the little pineapple he was longing for. It was at a fruit stand by the Chao Phraya River.The owner of the store is a middle-aged couple, and among the many fruit stalls, his little pineapple is the sweetest.
Yu Shuxian and Yan Cheng each ate a whole bag, eight in each bag.If they were not afraid of eating too much and their stomachs would not be able to bear it, they would eat another bag.
The scenery of the Chao Phraya River is beautiful, and there are cruise ships on the river bank.They happily rented one.
On other cruise ships, there are ten or twenty people together. Both Yu Shuxian and Yan Cheng felt that they would not be able to enjoy themselves that way, so they would rather pay more for an exclusive boat.
Speaking of playing on the Chao Phraya River, an interesting thing happened.
In this Buddhist country, all living beings are
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