Little brother!whole one?

[One more scissors method]

Yan Cheng hadn't had a good night's sleep for a long time, so she closed her eyes almost as soon as she lay down.It's just that he insisted on holding Yu Shu to sleep before going to bed.

Yu Shulian naturally did not agree.

Yan Cheng just sat on the bed so pitifully, looking at him silently, like an abandoned puppy.Yu Shu's heart softened, and he compromised:

"I'm not sleepy, you can sleep with my arms in your arms."

Yan Cheng pursed her lips and smiled, and quickly moved to the other side of the bed to make room for Yu Shujian.The two had shared the same bed countless times before, but this time was different from the previous ones.

Yu Shu leaned his back against the head of the bed and half sat on the bed.Yan Cheng came over with ease, hugged his arm, and rubbed his face.Yu Shulian thought that he could take this opportunity to push his nose on his face, but to his surprise, the kid fell asleep with his arms around him and a contented expression on his face.

Falling asleep is staggeringly fast.

Yu Shulian lowered his head slightly and looked at the boy who was half lying in his arms and sleeping soundly, and sighed softly.It seemed that he was really exhausted.

Yu Shulian raised his other hand to gently stroke the boy's soft and fluffy hair, with complicated eyes.

His mind was in a mess, and it was the first time that he couldn't make a decision right away.He didn't understand why it was Jing Shuo?And Yan Cheng's behavior is always contradictory.He always felt that there was a mystery that he needed to solve by himself, but seeing Yan Cheng like this made him feel sad again.

He had never been so indecisive.

Thinking of the anger and hurt on Jing Shuo's face when he left that day, he sighed softly.Maybe it's time for him to find a chance to meet Jing Shuo.No matter what will happen in the end, he doesn't like it being unclear.

Yan Cheng slept very deeply this time, and his breathing was very long. Even a not very sleepy person would feel drowsy looking at his sleeping state.What's more, Yu Shulian didn't have a good rest last night, he was always busy, so he didn't sleep well at all.So not long after, he also yawned, and fell asleep at some point.

It was already eleven o'clock in the noon when he woke up, and Yu Shulian had slept for three hours.He opened his eyes in a daze, and it took him a while to wake up.Sleeping during the day is like this, the more you sleep, the more tired you are.

Feeling numbness in his right arm, he subconsciously pulled it back with a "hiss", but was stopped by a resistance.He turned to look to the side.

Yan Cheng was still asleep, her breathing was heavy and she didn't seem to wake up at all.He hugged his arms very tightly, and he didn't know when the whole body had squeezed in, and a calf was still resting on his stomach, no wonder there was a sense of oppression in his sleep.

Yan Cheng was like an insecure child, his body shrunk slightly into a shrimp shape, his face was buried in the hollow of his shoulder, and his ear was reddened by the scorching breath he exhaled.

In the past, when they were still very good, Yan Cheng was always like this. They liked to cling to him very much when they were sleeping, and wished they could hang on him.Yu Shulian maintained the original posture of lying on his back, quietly looking at Yan Cheng's sleeping face with his face sideways.

This kid is really beautiful.His brows are clear, and his eyes are as deep as the stars.Every time he smiles, these peach blossom eyes will bend into two small moons, so bright that people can't help but be addicted to them.Yu Shuxian's favorite thing to kiss during sex/love is his eyes.

At this time, his eyes were closed tightly, and he could only see two rows of dense and long eyelashes, like small brushes.His double eyelids are deeply folded, and the end of his eyes are slightly raised, which is very attractive.The bridge of the nose is straight, the lips are bright red, and the outline of the face is also very handsome.

Yu Shulian stared at his lips.

Yan Cheng's lips are very soft, like a kind of fudge he ate when he was a child, it feels very good to kiss.He also likes him to act like a baby with him, and every time he can't help but want to kiss him.He hadn't experienced that kind of throbbing and joy for a long, long time.

All the experiences that Yan Cheng brought him were unique, and in the accumulation of time, he also put him in his heart.If it wasn't for an unforgivable mistake, he really didn't want to be separated from this boy who fit him so well in every way.

He thought he would be very sad.

Yan Cheng was still fast asleep.Yu Shulian looked at him and bent his lips.

He is really a handsome and clean young man, delicate and not feminine, but also very handsome, which really fits his aesthetics.The Cheng family were all good-looking, but only Yan Cheng caught his eye.Cheng Yuzhou is also a young man, but his overall demeanor is calmer than Yan Cheng's, and his eyebrows and outlines are also colder.Yu Shuxian looked at Yan Cheng, wondering what he was thinking.

He withdrew his hand little by little, then gently put Yan Cheng's leg back, covered him with the quilt, and got up and got out of bed.

The noon sun was very good, and the room was bright.Yu Shulian hugged An An and squatted next to the cat's litter, looking at Yan Xiaocheng's food bowl with straight eyes.

In fact, he also knew in his heart that this little guy probably won't be found.Yu Shuxian took out his mobile phone and looked around the owners' groups.Everyone paid attention to the cat hunting notice he posted in the group before, but so far no one has been able to provide useful information.For such a small thing, no matter where it hides, it will not be noticed at all.

Yu Shulian felt uncomfortable with his heart.

He also posted it in Moments, with unrealistic hopes.

An'an also seemed to sense the depression of the master, and it seemed a little uncomfortable and listless when the little friend disappeared suddenly.

"Ding ding..."

Hearing the voice, Yu Shulian stood up. It turned out that Yan Cheng's mobile phone on the bedside table rang, as if some new information had come in.Yan Cheng was sleeping soundly, her brows were slightly furrowed in her sleep, her face was wrinkled together by the constant noise of message alerts, and she muttered unconsciously.

Yu Shulian walked over, picked up his mobile phone, turned and left and went to the living room and put the mobile phone on the coffee table in the living room, so as not to disturb him from sleeping well due to the continuous message notification tone.

As soon as the phone was placed flat, before his hand could leave, a new message popped up on the main interface of the phone.Yu Shulian didn't spy on it intentionally, but saw it by accident.The message content is simple:

【Mr. Yan, Doctor Wang has a plan. 】

It was a very inexplicable sentence, but Yu Shulian didn't understand what it meant.But it was the person who sent the message that caught his attention.

Yan Cheng didn't seem to have made a note for this person, so the message still showed the person's original WeChat nickname.Yu Shulian was very familiar with this nickname, he remembered that it seemed to be the WeChat name of Jing Shuo's wife, Xiaofei.But for a while, he didn't remember very clearly, so he couldn't be sure.

However, he couldn't help thinking about it, and then his cell phone rang.The sudden ringing of the bell startled him, and sure enough, Yan Cheng on the big bed turned over impatiently.Yu Shulian hastily grasped the ding-dong cell phone in his hand, trotted to the next room to answer the phone.

"Hello? Master Ju Ming." Before answering the call, he checked the caller ID.

Master Ju Ming's voice on the phone was as calm and indifferent as ever: "I saw the cat hunting notice you posted in Moments. Lost the cat?"

Yu Shulian and Master Ju Ming are very close, so they also have contact in private.After all, this is the information age, and no one stipulates that masters cannot use mobile phones.Except for some abilities that ordinary people don't possess, Master Ju Ming's life is no different from ordinary people.

Yu Shulian sighed softly: "Yes, the housekeeper came to clean up yesterday, and accidentally let it get lost..." At this point, Yu Shulian suddenly paused, and his eyes seemed to light up, "Master Ju Ming, I don't know what you have Is there a way to help me find my cat?"

"I'm calling you just to help you." Master Ju Ming's voice was still unhurried, "Have you heard of Scissor Dafa?"

***

Yan Cheng's sleep was unprecedentedly solid, as if all the fatigue in the past few days had been wiped away by this sleep.When I opened my eyes, it was already slightly dark.

Unexpectedly, he slept for a whole day.

After waking up, the room was empty, and he didn't see Yu Shulian's person, so Yan Cheng felt a little flustered at that moment.However, as soon as he got out of bed, he saw the back squatting busy at the entrance, and he couldn't help but feel at ease again.

He smiled and walked over, facing the back and asked: "What are you doing?"

Hearing the sound, Yu Shu turned his head: "Are you awake?"

"Ah."

Yan Cheng took advantage of the opportunity and squatted beside Yu Shulian, looking down at the things he was busy with.There was a bowl on the floor with clear water in it, and an unopened pair of scissors next to it.He frowned.

"What is this for?"

Yu Shu didn't raise his head, and lowered his head to remove the wrapping paper of the scissors: "Master Ju Ming taught me the method, which is said to be able to get Yan Xiaocheng back."

The corner of Yan Cheng's mouth twitched, he was only sleeping, why did this magic stick come out again to fool Yu Shulian?

"Is this method effective? Why don't I go down now and continue searching..."

"Take a dead horse as a living horse doctor." After removing the wrapping paper, Yu Shujian opened the scissors and put them on the bowl, with the opening facing the door.

Yan Cheng just squatted on the side quietly and watched Yu Shulian's "practice", feeling that the scene was extremely weird and creepy.

After the "array" was set up, Yu Shulian withdrew his hand, and suddenly shouted in the direction of the door: "Yan Xiaocheng!"

Yan Cheng, who was on the side, shivered in fright.

Shouting once was not enough, Yu Shulian yelled twice more, making a total of three yells.Yan Cheng just watched, not daring to interrupt him.Fortunately, Yu Shulian only yelled three times. If there were more yells, the neighbors next to him would report the nuisance.

After shouting, Yu Shulian didn't say anything else, just quietly looked in the direction of the door and waited.Yan Cheng didn't know what the process was, so he had to wait with him.

After squatting like this for about ten minutes, Yan Cheng felt that her legs were going to go numb.Seeing that Yu Shulian didn't intend to proceed to the next step, he guessed that it should be done.He carefully looked at the expressionless Yu Shulian, and tentatively asked, "What's next? Do you want to do anything else?"

Yu Shulian pursed his lips and shook his head: "Master Ju Ming said that you can just wait after finishing these tasks. The shortest is a few hours and the longest is two or three days. The lost cat will come back."

Yan Cheng raised his eyebrows, but said nothing.

Living abroad all the year round, Yan Cheng doesn't have much contact with these illusory things in China.But it seems that there are quite a few people in China who believe in these superstitions, so it's hard for him to say anything.Now Yu Shulian must be feeling uncomfortable, if doing this can make him feel better, Yan Cheng will not stop him.

It's just that he really doesn't think that this nagging method will work from the bottom of his heart.

After waiting for a while, there was still no movement, and Yu Shulian's eyes darkened a little bit.He hesitated for a while, then stood up and opened the door.Unsurprisingly, the outside was empty, let alone cats in the entire corridor, not even a breather.Yu Shulian just stood there with a disappointed face.Yan Cheng couldn't bear to see him in despair, but he couldn't say anything to comfort him for a while.

Because he was as anxious and worried as he was.

Yu Shulian came back again without a word, but the door was not closed tightly, leaving a hand-wide gap, presumably to "keep the door open" for Yan Xiaocheng.

【Ergen bone marrow transplantation】

It is still quite cold in November, especially at night.

It's not yet the middle of the month, and the heating at home is also cold, and the warmth in the house is provided by the non-stop air conditioner.So when the door opened like this, Yan Cheng could feel the cold air rushing in instantly, and he shivered unconsciously.

Yu Shuxian had already returned to the house, just sat on the sofa without doing anything.

Yan Cheng thought for a while and walked over.He was standing and sitting with Yu Shulian, so he looked down at Yu Shulian's slightly lonely face, and said softly, "Have you eaten yet? Let me make you something. What do you want to eat?"

Now Yan Cheng's culinary skills can be regarded as practiced, and he can cook simple dishes.He is completely different from the old young master who never touched the sun with his ten fingers.

"I'm not hungry, if you are hungry, you can make something to fill your stomach." Yu Shulian said.

Yan Cheng sighed: "Then I'll make some porridge and put some red beans in it, what you like. Whether you're hungry or not, you have to eat some."

Yu Shulian didn't refute, and nodded with a "hmm".

Yan Cheng turned to go to the kitchen, and saw her mobile phone lying quietly on the coffee table in a flash.The corners of his brows twitched, and his heart panicked. He shortly picked up the phone and said inadvertently, "Why did my phone come here?"

There was nothing wrong with Yu Shulian's expression, it was normal, and he said calmly, "Oh, it kept ringing while you were sleeping, so I brought it here for fear of disturbing you."

Yan Cheng breathed a sigh of relief, put the phone in his pocket with a "hmm" and took it to the kitchen.The sliding door of the kitchen blocked the line of sight, so even if Yu Shulian was looking at Yan Cheng through the frosted glass door, Yan Cheng didn't know.

In the past, Yan Cheng's mobile phone was always put away casually, and he was not afraid of Yu Shulian looking at it at all.Of course, Yu Shulian wasn't so bored looking through his phone, but he was very satisfied with Yan Cheng's calm attitude.But just now, even though Yan Cheng didn't show the slightest sign, his behavior of subconsciously taking away the phone still made Yu Shu suspicious.

Yan Cheng skillfully took the pot, washed the rice, and started the fire... After the porridge was cooked, his hands were finally free, so he took out the phone from his pocket.

There are several messages from Jing Shuo's wife.She said that Dr. Wang had given a preliminary diagnosis and treatment plan, and she didn't dare to make a decision lightly, and wanted Yan Cheng to have time to help.

During these days, I occasionally meet Jing Shuo's wife in the hospital.Jing Shuo didn't specifically tell his wife about their relationship, so she thought they were friends.And from a few brief encounters with her, she could tell that Yan Cheng was quite capable, and she could trust him.Jing Shuo's condition was getting worse day by day, and she couldn't bear to influence him, so she could only rely on Yan Cheng.Jing Shuo didn't let her tell her family, and she didn't dare to talk too much.While taking care of the children, she also has to take care of Jing Shuo. Without Yan Cheng's help, she might really not be able to hold on.

Yan Cheng looked at the message on the phone, clicked on the dialog box and replied with a message: [Okay, I'll go there tomorrow. 】

Soon the smell of porridge and rice wafted out of the room.Yan Cheng was carrying two bowls of porridge, and he didn't call Yu Shulian to come to the restaurant to eat. Instead, he brought it directly to the coffee table, and the two of them took a simple bite.Originally, Yu Shulian was really not very hungry, but smelling the smell of food, his stomach still wriggled uncontrollably.Holding the warm porridge bowl and drinking a sip of hot porridge, the internal organs and limbs are warmed up.

He glanced at Yan Cheng whose face was still youthful and sunny.After all, he has changed a lot, and now he can take care of others.

The two drank the porridge quietly. No one spoke for a while, and the house was very quiet.It was precisely because of this that the subtle meow was captured immediately.

It wasn't An An, because at the same moment when she heard the sound, An An also walked out of the cat's nest, pricking her ears to distinguish carefully.

Yu Shulian's hand holding the bowl stopped, including Yan Cheng.

"Meow~"

Another sound.

Yu Shulian quickly put down the bowl, stood up with a "shua" and walked quickly to the entrance.

Yan Xiaocheng got in through the crack of the door, her body was dirty, but her eyes were still bright.The little group just stood at the door, looked up at Yu Shulian whose eyes were red, and called again softly.

Yu Shulian looked at the little guy's bright and big black eyes, and his nose was sore.He hurried over, grabbed it into his arms, and said angrily, "Where did you go, little bastard? Do you know how much Dad is worried about you!"

At this moment, Yan Cheng was standing not far behind Yu Shuxian, still holding a spoon for drinking porridge in his hand, staring at Yan Xiaocheng in Yu Shulian's arms in a daze.

Is it possible that... this method of scissors is really easy to use?

Yan Cheng has some doubts about life, but these emotions are not enough to overshadow Yan Xiaocheng's joy of regaining her lost life.He also hurried forward, rubbed the little guy's dirty head, his voice choked up and said in a low voice, "Stinky boy..."

Yan Xiaocheng is a good-looking little orange cat, just as beautiful as the Yan Cheng who brought it home back then.The whole body is orange-yellow, only the neck and limbs and claws are snow-white.I don't know where the little guy has gone for so long, the white places have turned gray.

In the past, Yan Cheng dressed him like a rich boy, but now he looks like a down and out poor boy.

Yu Shulian caressed Yan Xiaocheng's back distressedly, checking him up and down for any injuries.Fortunately, it was just dirty and not hurt.

Yan Cheng looked at Yan Xiaocheng, and the corners of his mouth curled up a little.He just said that there was never any hint of bullshit.

He glanced at the bowl and scissors on the ground, and asked, "Should I put these away?"

Yu Shulian seemed to have just remembered something, and said, "Wait for a while."

Then Yan Cheng watched helplessly as Yu Shulian carried Yan Xiaocheng around the water bowl three times, and finally said to the middle bowl in a low voice: "Thank you."

Yan Cheng shook the goosebumps on her arms.

Although after seeing Yan Xiaocheng come back with his own eyes, Yan Cheng did not reject this kind of superstitious means as much as before, but after all, he has believed in atheism for more than 20 years, and he still can't get used to it at first. A little shuddering.

"Okay, you can put it away." Yu Shulian glanced at him.

"Oh."

At night, Yu Shulian wanted to give Yan Xiaocheng a bath, but the little guy didn't listen and kept running out of the basin.Yu Shulian was tossed and splashed with water all over his body, and his trouser legs were wet.He has a headache.

Yan Cheng has always taken care of Yan Xiaocheng more.Or to be more precise, now the two cats in the family are basically in charge of eating and drinking, while Yu Shulian rarely intervenes.

When there was only An An, taking a bath was not so difficult.An An's natural personality is relatively gentle, and she is also very obedient in the bath, so she doesn't need Yu Shulian to worry about it at all.But Yan Xiaocheng is different, she seems to be a little afraid of water, and doesn't really like to take a bath.This can make Yu Shulian very busy.

Yan Cheng watched from the side and couldn't help laughing, squatting down: "I'll do it."

Yu Shulian was waiting for him to say this, and quickly handed Yan Xiaocheng, who was wet like a water monkey, to him: "You should do it, he won't listen to me."

Yan Cheng pinched the back of Yan Xiaocheng's neck, took a towel and placed it on the bottom of the bathtub, reached out to test the temperature of the water, and then gently put Yan Xiaocheng in it.

It's amazing to say that the little guy who was so shy just now, is immediately more honest than An An in Yan Cheng's hands.

"Yan Xiaocheng is afraid of water. Usually when I bathe her, I put a towel on the bottom of the tub so that she can grasp the bottom and not slip, so she won't be afraid."

Yu Shulian raised his eyebrows, seemingly surprised.

An An used to be very good, basically the water was ready, and it soaked comfortably after putting it in. This has never happened before.He couldn't help but look at Yan Cheng a few more times, but he didn't expect this kid to do so much homework.

Yu Shuxian quietly watched Yan Cheng rub Yan Xiaocheng's hair with shower gel, and asked softly, "What have you been doing these days?"

They didn't have a very happy parting that day, and Yan Cheng also said that he was kicked out by him.And this time they met by chance in the hospital, and the few words they said were all very good, and then they ran into Yan Xiaocheng again.The two of them seemed to have not talked for a long time.

Maybe he was too tired, Yu Shulian didn't bother to think about the things that upset him, so he just asked.

There has been no news for several days, where has he gone?What are you doing again?

Yan Cheng paused for a while while bathing the kitten, and said in a warm voice, "There's nothing to do, just stay at home."

"Who are you going to see in the hospital?"

Yan Cheng's face stiffened for a while, and finally she pulled her lower lip, and said unnaturally, "A friend."

Yu Shuxian didn't look at Yan Cheng, his eyes were on Yan Xiaocheng from beginning to end.He didn't speak, and he didn't ask who this friend was.But it was this suffocating silence that made Yan Cheng's back stand up in cold sweat.

The air was silent for a while, and Yu Shuxian suddenly said, "Yan Cheng, do you have something to hide from me?"

The tone of the man's voice was cold, like high-quality cold jade, echoing in the empty bathroom, making one's body tense.Yan Cheng wasn't sure if he knew something, but his mouth was still faster than his brain. Before he could figure out what to say, he said:

"No."

After he finished speaking, he was in a daze, not knowing whether he was right or wrong in what he said, and he didn't dare to look into Yu Shulian's eyes for a moment.

Yu Shulian's reaction has always been flat, without much ups and downs.He was silent for a few seconds, and then said "um" indifferently, making it hard to see what was going on in his mind.

That night, Yan Cheng still stayed at Yu Shuxian's house.

Yu Shuxian never expressed his opinion, and Yan Cheng would not be stupid enough to ask if I could come back in the future.In short, he lived again in such a vague way.Although they still shared the same bed, they never did it once.

Not to mention doing it, I have never even held hands.

Yan Cheng got up early the next morning and prepared a hearty breakfast.Anyway, the cat was found, and Yu Shulian had to continue working.Not long after he went out, Yan Cheng also went out, and went to the hospital.

Dr. Wang said that Jing Shuo's condition is temporarily under control.The best treatment plan is naturally bone marrow transplantation, but this is a matter of luck, and there must be enough medical expenses to support it.Yan Cheng can solve the money matter, whether Jing Shuo accepts it or not, he will help, the most important thing is to find a suitable match.

Conservative treatment is to continue life with chemotherapy, but Dr. Wang also pointed out the disadvantages of it.Although his life could be saved after chemotherapy, the person was basically useless.Nothing can be done.Treating the symptoms but not the root cause is just prolonging the process of death.Whether it is a patient or a family member, it is torture.

"It's best to notify Mr. Jing's family as soon as possible, so that relatives can have a matching test. Now time is life."

These were the last words Dr. Wang said to Yan Cheng.

Before leaving Dr. Wang's consulting room, Yan Cheng's footsteps suddenly stopped.He turned to look at the people in the room: "Doctor Wang, isn't it possible for relatives to have a successful match?"

Dr. Wang was stunned: "Of course, it's just that the success rate of family members is higher."

Yan Cheng pursed her lower lip, and said hoarsely, "Give me a test."

【I want to live in the middle of the night】

Last night, the flashing information on Yan Cheng's mobile phone has been lingering in Yu Shulian's mind.

He is a person who has a delicate mind and is good at observing, and he has precise intuition in some things.He didn't ask Yan Cheng "Are you hiding something from me" to Yan Cheng for no reason.

He had a feeling that Yan Cheng was doing something that he didn't want him to know.

So he went to the studio during the day, finished the work at hand, and when he was free, he sent Jing Shuo's wife, Xiao Fei, a WeChat message:

[How is Xiao Yueyue recently? 】

Everyone in the family knows that Yu Shulian likes this little niece. Basically, every time he posts a video of the little girl in the family group, he will save it and watch it repeatedly when he has nothing to do.As if it was his own child.

In the past, Yu Shulian occasionally asked about Xiao Yueyue's situation, but he always contacted Jing Shuo directly.The last sentence of the dialog between Yu Shuxian and Xiaofei was still the polite New Year's greeting during the Spring Festival last year. After thinking about it carefully, the two hadn't chatted since they added WeChat to each other.

So it's no wonder Xiaofei was surprised, after all, this elder brother who is a bit cold and unapproachable can pick up everything he says to her all year round.

Soon Yu Shulian received a reply from Xiao Fei: [Xiao Yueyue is very good, she can speak a lot of single words. 】

The words are followed by a few short videos that Xiao Fei recently took for her daughter.

Yu Shuxian chatted with his younger siblings for a few words on the topic of Xiao Yueyue, and then got to the main topic: [Xiao Fei, do you know a person named Yan Cheng? 】

This time, unlike the previous second reply, there was no reply for a long time.But the upper part of the screen keeps showing "typing..."

About 2 minutes later, Xiaofei sent a message: [Brother, do you know Mr. Yan? 】

Yu Shu frowned, looking at the words "Mr. Yan" on the screen, his forehead was throbbing.He knew that Yan Cheng had something to hide from him.Yu Shulian took a deep breath and let it out slowly, typed out each word, and finally sent it.

[If you have time, come out and meet. 】

***

Yu Shuxian and Xiao Fei met at a southern restaurant, and invited her to lunch by the way.

Speaking carefully, Yu Shulian really doesn't have much contact with this younger sibling.It was also when she and Jing Shuo got married that year that he attended their wedding.At that time, I didn't remember too much, but I remembered that she was a very delicate and beautiful girl.Yu Shulian likes men, so he subconsciously doesn't pay much attention to women's looks.Taking a closer look now, the little girl from back then has faded into a gentle and mature woman.In a blink of an eye, they have been married for more than three years.

Xiaofei has always respected and feared this elder brother, so sitting opposite him felt a little awkward.Even without the complex relationship at home, she would still be nervous if such a handsome and successful person sat in front of her.

Yu Shulian handed the menu to Xiaofei: "What do you want to eat?"

"I, I can do it, you can choose, I'm not picky."

"also."

After ordering the dishes, Yu Shulian poured Xiaofei a glass of lemonade, and his words and deeds were gentle.

"Where's Xiao Yueyue?" Yu Shuxian asked casually.

"Oh, it's at my mother's house. They help to watch." Xiaofei's voice was dry, and she took Yu Shulian's lemonade, said thank you in a low voice, and took a sip.

"How did you and Yan Cheng know each other?" Yu Shujian didn't beat around the bush, and went straight to the point.

Xiao Fei's hand holding the cup tightened, and then Yu Shulian watched as her eyes turned red.Yu Shulian frowned, that bad feeling became stronger and stronger.

Xiaofei's voice was filled with tears, and she choked up and said, "Brother, Jing Shuo is sick, he has leukemia. He won't let me tell you, but I really can't take it anymore...Brother, what should I do?"

Yu Shulian's body froze, his face changed drastically, and he didn't make a sound for a long time.It felt like someone had slapped him hard, and his head was buzzing.

This meal was probably the most difficult meal Yu Shuxian had ever had in his lifetime.In less than an hour, Xiaofei told him everything that happened in the short half month.Yu Shuxian had the feeling that he was listening to other people's stories. The unreal feeling made him unbelievable that the one who was terminally ill and waiting to die was his younger brother, Jing Shuo.

He looked fine at his house that day...

***

It was around three o'clock in the afternoon when Yu Shu arrived at the hospital, and the early winter sun shone warmly on his body.However, Yu Shuxian was completely cold from head to toe, and could not feel this subtle warmth at all.

He stopped in front of Jing Shuo's ward, and looked at the two people inside through the glass on the door.

Jing Shuo was half leaning on the head of the bed, while Yan Cheng was sitting on the chair in front of the bed.The two of them didn't know what they were talking about, their expressions were ugly anyway.Yu Shulian pursed his lips, stretched out his hand and opened the door, and walked straight in with his long legs.

Hearing the voice, both of them looked at the person coming, and their expressions changed in the next second after seeing the person clearly.Yan Cheng's reaction was even bigger, standing up quickly.

"Brother Shutitle!"

Yu Shulian didn't look at Yan Cheng at all, he walked to the bed, his eyes locked on Jing Shuo's thin face with sunken cheeks, and he felt a throbbing pain in his heart.

"Why did you make yourself look like this?" Yu Shulian's voice was hoarse, "Why didn't you tell me?"

The moment Jing Shuo saw Yu Shulian, he felt that the strength he had held on for many days collapsed in an instant. With red eyes, he said in a muffled voice, "I don't want to cause you trouble..."

"fart!"

The atmosphere in the ward was oppressive and breathless.Just like the gradually sluggish winter day outside the window at this moment, there is no gleam of brilliance and vitality in sight.

Yan Cheng hesitated for a while, then took a step forward and said, "Brother Shuxian, don't be angry. Jing Shuo did this..."

"Shut up." Yu Shuxian gave him a cold look, "This is our brother's business."

Yan Cheng's face turned pale, and his body froze.

Xiao Fei, who had been standing by the door the whole time, also came in, stepped forward and gently pushed her husband's shoulder: "Brother is also for your own good."

Jing Shuo blinked his wet eyes, and said in a bad tone, "Didn't I not let you tell your family?"

Xiaofei was wronged for a while, her eyes were wet.

"What's your tone? Don't tell me, leave all the burdens on Xiao Fei, are you still a man?" Yu Shulian stared at Jing Shuo.

Jing Shuo turned his face away and remained silent.

After a few seconds of silence, Yu Shulian looked at Xiao Fei and said in a low voice, "You guys go out first, I'll have a few words with him."

This "you" naturally includes Yan Cheng, so Yan Cheng had no choice but to go out with Xiao Fei.He glanced at Yu Shulian a few times, but Yu Shulian didn't look at him from the beginning to the end.It seemed that he had been deliberately ignored since he entered the ward.This feeling made him very uncomfortable, and there was not a piece of his body that didn't hurt.

Clenching her fists, Yan Cheng tightened her lips and turned to leave the ward.

Jing Shuo remained stubbornly silent.Yu Shulian stood where he was, staring at his sickly face.

"When did this happen?"

Jing Shuo tightened his grip on the quilt, and closed his eyes: "More than half a month ago."

"The school organized a physical examination for in-service teachers. My examination results showed that the blood routine index was abnormal. Later, I went to the hospital for a detailed examination. Leukocytes increased, and various numbers of blasts and immature cells could be seen in the blood smear classification examination. Cells. Before that, I often felt dizzy and my gums were always bleeding. I always thought it was because my immunity was weakened and I didn’t have a good rest..." Jing Shuo took a deep breath, "It turned out to be cellular anemia, and I never paid attention to it. The platelets are also lower than the normal value, and it can basically be determined that it is acute myeloid leukemia."

After this passage, Jing Shuo gasped slightly, as if he had exhausted all his strength.

"I wanted to hand over the school work to other teachers as soon as possible, and then make up an excuse with my family and devote all my energy to treating the illness. I just didn't expect that I would faint downstairs in your house that day. I didn't want anyone to know of……"

Yu Shujian frowned: "Why do you keep it from the family? Do you think it's for our own good to keep such a big matter from us?! Have you ever thought about it... Have you ever thought about it... If you have any troubles, you let your parents How do I live? How do I live?!" Yu Shulian's tone was full of hatred.

Jing Shuo wiped his wet eyes, and said in a muffled voice, "My parents are getting old, I don't want them to be irritated."

"What about me?" Yu Shulian raised his voice unconsciously, "I'm your brother! Why didn't you tell me?! Do you think you can resist alone? Or are you treating him passively?"

"I want to live more than anyone else." Jing Shuo's voice was filled with tears, "My daughter is still young, and I haven't heard her call me daddy yet. I fucking want to live more than anyone else!"

The always handsome young man broke down in tears at this moment: "But brother, I can't burden you anymore. I have already paid off what I owe you, I can't..."

"Fart!" Yu Shu's hands were trembling, "Jing Shuo, you have read so many books, you can actually say such nonsense! I am your fucking brother! What do you owe? Listen to what you say Is that human talk?!"

Jing Shuo covered his face and cried so hard that he couldn't speak, it seemed that all the fragility of this man exploded at this moment.His fear, his fear, and his worry all burst out at the moment he saw his brother.

With a sore heart in his heart, Yu Shujian walked forward silently, and lightly patted Jing Shuo's back.Jing Shuo sobbed and hugged Yu Shuxian: "Brother..."

Yan Cheng and Xiao Fei sat side by side on the bench outside the ward.Jing Shuo spread his legs wide, put his elbows on his knees, covered his face with his hands, and was as silent as a sculpture.The crying of the man in the ward was shrill and depressing. It seemed that the atmosphere had become gloomy in an instant, making people breathless.

Xiaofei's eyes were red, and she held a tissue in her hand, and kept wiping away the tears that fell down.Seeing Yan Cheng on the side also looking depressed, Xiaofei sniffled: "Mr. Yan."