Little brother!whole one?

【Once more he will be afraid】

When sleeping at night, Yan Cheng still stubbornly held Yu Shulian's hand.Yu Shulian looked at him tenderly, and gently patted his back with the other hand, as if he was coaxing a child.

In his eyes, Yan Cheng at this moment is just a child ten years younger than him.

Yan Cheng's hands were sweaty, and his brows were always furrowed because of the pain in his waist.In fact, it has been like this for the past few nights. Even after taking painkillers, Yan Cheng has to toss and turn for a long time before falling asleep, tossing and tossing until midnight.

Yan Cheng tried hard for a long time but still couldn't fall asleep, he opened his eyes as if he gave up.As soon as he opened his eyes, he could see Yu Shulian sitting in front of the bed and watching him quietly, this feeling made him feel at ease.

"Can't sleep?"

"Yeah." Yan Cheng wrinkled his nose and sniffed himself in disgust, "It's all sweat, it's uncomfortable."

Yu Shulian knew that he couldn't sleep because of the pain.Yan Cheng would always try to reduce his worries in this way.It's like a young man covered in injuries who doesn't want others to see his distress, so he can only pretend to be dragged to maintain his poor self-esteem.

"When can I take a shower?" Yan Cheng looked into Yu Shulian's eyes, "I think I'm about to go bad."

"Not yet, it will take two days anyway, bear with it." Yu Shu said softly, "How about I get a hot towel and wipe it off for you?"

"it is good."

Yu Shulian moved very quickly. He had gained experience in taking care of Yan Cheng in the past few days. After a while, he brought out a small basin from the bathroom, which contained slightly steaming water.Yu Shulian threw the towel inside a few times, twisted it until it was half wet, and began to wipe Yan Cheng's face and neck.

The two have shown each other naked/naked countless times in the past, and Yu Shulian has nothing to be pretentious about.Except for the vicinity of the needle eye in the crotch, the rest of the place was wiped for him.Yan Cheng didn't have much shame, and felt quite comfortable doing this.After all, there are not many opportunities to be served by Yu Shulian so meticulously. Although his body still hurts, Yu Shulian's movements more or less soothe the pain in his body.

Yan Chengsheng's beauty is the kind of beauty that is flawless from head to toe.To be honest, the scene in front of me is quite fragrant.Under the dim light in the room, the boy's skin was delicate and milky white, which looked delicious.But at this time, Yu Shulian didn't have the slightest thought of being charming, as long as he saw the needle hole in his crotch, he felt his heart was blocked.And looking at it this way, Yan Cheng seemed to be thinner than before.

Seeing Yu Shulian looking at his body without speaking, Yan Cheng thought that Yu Shulian had succeeded in being "sexed" by him, especially when his eyes were still dangling near his crotch, so he grinned a little: "Young master, this body looks so tough. It’s quite pleasing to the eye, right? I really don’t know how those nurses managed to face such a perfect body without blushing and heartbeat..."

Yu Shulian put the towel back into the basin, and the water had cooled down by now.He silently helped him put on his clothes and covered him with the quilt.There were only two arms left, and Yu Shujian carefully wiped them for him.

At this time, Yan Cheng's mouth kept saying, "Oh, I'm at a loss this time. My sexy buttocks were all seen by the group of doctors and nurses."

Seeing that Yu Shulian still didn't respond, he just lowered his head and wiped his hands seriously, Yan Cheng hooked his wrist with his finger and said ambiguously: "Your exclusive Xiao Yancheng has also been seen by others..."

At this moment, Yu Shulian was wiping the back of his hand for him, and the bruises on the back of his hand made his hand holding the towel tremble uncontrollably.He didn't know how thick the needle should be to leave such a heavy mark.He was a little suffocated and used a little effort.

"Hiss! It hurts..." Yan Cheng subconsciously trembled when the back of her hand was pressed, but she didn't withdraw her hand.

Yu Shulian snorted coldly and looked up at him, then glanced at his lower body covered by the quilt: "If you are seen by others, then cut it off."

Yan Cheng couldn't stop shaking, and laughed dryly: "This...isn't it a little too cruel?"

"Stop talking nonsense, go to bed quickly, don't you want to check what time is it?" Yu Shulian said, then picked up the basin and went into the bathroom without turning his head.

He walked into the bathroom in one breath, and suddenly put the basin in his hand into the sink, holding the side of the basin tightly with both hands, breathing disorderly.He was angry, but not angry with Yan Cheng.

Maybe he was angry with himself.

The corners of his eyes were moist, Yu Shulian took a deep breath and slowly calmed down.It took him a long time to come out of the bathroom.At this time, Yan Cheng was already asleep, her breathing was even and long, and one hand was still hanging out.

After being wiped all over her body, she felt much refreshed, and the painkillers started to take effect little by little, so Yan Cheng fell asleep without knowing it.

Yu Shulian pursed his lips and walked forward, gently put his hand under the quilt, and stared at his beautiful sleeping face for a long, long time...

***

The next morning, Yan Cheng was woken up by urinating.I didn't dare to go up all night last night, just holding back like this is not a small amount.Yu Shulian has been tossing around in recent days and has been unable to sleep soundly, so he woke up early.Looking at Yan Cheng's embarrassed face, Yu Shulian also guessed what he wanted to do.

He stepped forward, thought for a while and said, "How about preparing something for you to bite on?"

Last night when he went to the bathroom, it hurt like that. Yu Shulian watched the whole process, and couldn't bear him to suffer again.But people have three urgencies, this is unavoidable, so he can only think of easing his pain in other ways.

Yan Cheng shook her head: "No, just stay with me."

Turning on the water this time in the morning hurt Yan Cheng to death.When he came out of the bathroom, the big boy who was nearly 1.9 meters tall had trembling legs and couldn't walk in a straight line. He had to rely on Yu Shulian to support him so as not to fall.Yan Cheng's mind went blank from the pain, so he didn't notice Yu Shulian's expression at all.

Witnessing such a scene with his own eyes for the second time, Yu Shulian thought he was mentally prepared, but when he saw Yan Cheng trembling in pain but he couldn't do anything, his eyes were still red.

Helping Yan Cheng to lie back on the bed, Yan Cheng stood upright stiffly. The remaining pain made him breathe in more and out less, and it took a long time for his face to return to normal.

"Is it better?" Yu Shulian helped him brush the hair off his forehead.

"Well, it's not as painful as last night, and I can still hold on." After finishing speaking, he smiled again, "It is said that a woman's childbirth is much more painful than this. Now that I think about it, I am lucky to be a man. It is not easy for a woman. ..."

Yu Shulian couldn't help laughing when he saw that he still wanted to speak out for female compatriots.

Not long after getting a whitening injection, Yan Cheng was pushed into the collection room.Before entering the collection room, Yu Shuxian was stopped by Doctor Wang, so Yan Cheng was pushed in by the medical staff.

The moment he let go of his hand, Yan Cheng suddenly turned back to look at him, with a disturbed expression on his face, and his eyes were fixed on Yu Shulian.It was also at that moment that Yu Shulian realized that Yan Cheng had always been afraid.He showed that he didn't care and was not afraid, and it was only because he was always by his side.

He suddenly remembered the morning when he came out of Jing Shuo's ward, Yan Cheng told him "I'm afraid" on the phone.At that time, he thought he was acting like a baby, but now it seems...it doesn't seem to be the case.

Yu Shulian's heart twitched. He looked into Yan Cheng's eyes and said warmly, "I'll have a few words with Dr. Wang. You go in first, and I'll accompany you in a while."

Yan Cheng's expression seemed to have eased a lot, he nodded: "Well, there's no rush."

He said "no rush" on his mouth, but his eyes said: hurry up.Every now and then I had to look back to see if he was still there.

Yu Shulian clenched his fists, but remained silent after all.

After Yan Cheng was pushed in, Yu Shuxian straightened his expression a little and then looked at Dr. Wang: "Speak."

"Because you are accompanying the family members, it is best to let you understand the process before entering the collection room. In order to avoid any situation in the middle that will affect the collection process."

Yu Shulian nodded to express his understanding.

"I've shown you the previous treatment plan, so I'll tell you briefly. First of all, after you go in for a while, you have to do a full disinfection with our medical staff and wear protective clothing. After a while, Mr. Yan's two thighs will be used. The stem cells are filtered through the femoral artery circulation at the root, and a cannula is inserted on the thigh. Normal bone marrow donors are filtered in two days, lasting three to four hours at a time. Because I discussed it with Mr. Yan before, and the results of the physical examination showed that Mr. Yan The physical condition is very good, and it can be regarded as young and strong. So in order to avoid suffering, we plan to smoke for about six hours at a time today. The initial setting is from 03:30 am to 100:[-] pm. This is also Mr. Yan The limit of the body is reached." Dr. Wang said in a calm tone that made Yu Shu tremble with fear, "Mr. Yu, this will be a rather long process, and it will be a kind of respect for the donor and the family. A test of willpower. During this period, the donor’s blood will be circulated every half an hour. Suffering will definitely be uncomfortable. This cannot be avoided. The existence of family members is the backbone of the donor in a sense. So no matter No matter what happens, you must not have excessive mood swings, and no matter what happens, you must not interfere with the work of the medical staff. As long as you enter the door of the collection room, you must trust our doctors [-]%. Don’t worry, we are all professionals. Mr. Yan must not be injured in any way. If you can't guarantee it, I can't let you in. So Mr. Yu, can you do what I said above?"

At this moment, Yu Shulian's face was pale and bloodless, and his fists were clenched tightly.

The man nodded, his voice hoarse: "I can." After a pause, "Yan Cheng is... very scared, I have to go in and stay with him."

"Okay. After a while, prepare the necessary items such as the urinal, and then you'd better bring some bread and other food and water. Because Mr. Yan can only lie down during the whole process, if he wants to meet his physiological needs, he can only use the urinal. If he is hungry at noon, you can feed him the food you brought." After a pause, "By the way, Mr. Yu, you still have a task. In order to prevent blood coagulation, we will add nutrient to the donor's blood when extracting stem cells. A certain amount of anticoagulant drugs, this drug has certain side effects, that is, it will neutralize the calcium ions in the blood and cause convulsions. Therefore, after the extraction of hematopoietic stem cells, Mr. Yan has to drink calcium water every hour on average .You can give him a drink at regular intervals, and you can't stop. Do you remember what I said?"

Yu Shulian forced himself to calm down. He never listened to the teacher's lectures so carefully when he was in school, and almost memorized every word of Dr. Wang in his mind.

His hands trembled a little uncontrollably, his voice was not very steady, but his eyes were firm: "Remember, I will never forget."

【Second more silent tears】

08: 30.

Yu Shuxian was fully armed and followed a group of medical staff into the collection room.

When he entered, he immediately saw Yan Cheng lying there.On the surface, Yan Cheng's expression was very calm, but Yu Shulian was the person who knew him best, so he could see the nervousness that could not be concealed from his eyes at a glance.

Yan Cheng is really an arrogant and arrogant young man, he can't wait to write the words "no fear, no fear" on his face.Climb steep rock walls, dive into mysterious blue oceans, and glide through the sky with a parachute.These movements, which may seem frightening to others, do not show the slightest fear on his face, and there is only excitement and joy in those slightly curved peach eyes.He is like a sapling growing wantonly in the sun.

Such a boy, facing piles of cold instruments and needles at this moment, and medical staff wearing protective clothing with only their eyes exposed, fear that has never appeared in the pupils of his eyes.

Yu Shulian stood in the same place and suddenly couldn't walk, his legs seemed to be filled with lead.

Yan Cheng's restless eyes had been looking around, but suddenly his gaze fell on Yu Shulian, and he froze.In fact, Yu Shuxian was very tightly dressed, no different from the medical staff who were walking back and forth beside him, at least he didn't recognize himself when he came in and saw the reflection on the glass.But Yan Cheng recognized it.

He saw Yan Cheng grinned for a moment, the tension on his body relaxed, and his whole body changed from vigilance to softness.

"Ashu."

Yu Shuxian was very grateful for the "equipment" on his body at this moment, so that Yan Cheng didn't see his embarrassed expression.He took a deep breath, smiled and walked over.

Even though Yan Cheng couldn't see his smile through the thick mask at all.

After Yu Shulian came to Yan Cheng's side, he relaxed completely, and he was even in the mood to pick up food from Yu Shulian's bag, and muttered, "Why didn't you buy my favorite mayonnaise sandwich..."

Yu Shulian smiled and put everything aside: "The mayonnaise sandwiches in the convenience store are all sold out."

"All right……"

"If you want to eat, I'll buy it for you tonight. I'll buy you some if you want to eat." Yu Shulian still couldn't hold back and reached out and rubbed his head gently.

This action obviously pleased Yan Cheng, and he rubbed his face against Yu Shulian's palm: "It's a deal."

"It's a word."

At about [-]:[-], a head nurse came and inserted tubes in each of Yan Cheng's thighs, and began to circulate and filter stem cells.Yu Shulian couldn't bear it, so he turned his eyes away.

The head nurse adjusted the instrument and said in a cold voice, "The filtration speed is pretty good."

And from the beginning to the end, Yan Cheng just frowned and didn't say anything.It's as if he just tied a bottle for him.Yu Shulian could only watch from the sidelines and could not step forward to interfere.He looked at Yan Cheng and pursed his lips a little bit.

This was his nervous subconscious reaction.

The first two or three hours were fine, Yan Cheng could still talk to him occasionally.But later, his face became paler and his speaking frequency decreased.Yu Shulian knew that, as Dr. Wang said, he was starting to feel uncomfortable now, and his physical reaction became more and more obvious.

Yu Shuxian was always by his side to accompany him, seeing him so involuntarily whispered: "Is it starting to feel uncomfortable?"

Yan Cheng glanced at him.What about this look?I'm afraid that the sick and weak ladies in the drama are not as weak and helpless as his eyes.This is different from what he acted when he pretended to be a poor student to lie to him. This is real helplessness.

Yu Shulian only felt that his heart was being pulled.

Yan Cheng slowed down for two seconds, then said in a hoarse voice, "Ashu, I'm a little hungry."

"Okay, okay, let's eat something..."

It's past eleven o'clock now, it's normal for Yan Cheng to be hungry.Yu Shulian hurriedly took out the food, grabbed the bread with his fingers and fed it to him in small pieces.

When in the past did Yan Cheng not gobble up food?The food intake of two Yushu titles can't compare with him, and it's no wonder that he is so big and eats a lot.

But since entering the hospital, Yan Cheng seems to have lost his appetite, and every time he eats, he touches a few mouthfuls and stops moving.And now he ate even less than the cats at home, and he shook his head after eating only a few small pieces.

Yu Shulian fed him some water again.

"I won't drink anymore, I'm afraid I'll pee..." Yan Cheng said weakly.

"Okay, stop drinking." Yu Shulian screwed on the bottle cap.

"Just tell me if you want to go to the toilet, you know?"

Yan Cheng said "um" and closed her eyes.In fact, he now feels like he is peeing a little bit, but when he thinks of the previous two times of letting out water like killing a pig, he still decides not to pee as long as he can't hold it back.

After a while, when it was time, Yu Shulian fed Yan Cheng another calcium water.Yan Cheng smashed his mouth and said, "This calcium water has no taste at all, it would be nice if it was sweet..."

Yu Shu smiled: "It's not sugar water." He touched his face, "Sleep for a while if you're sleepy."

Yan Cheng said "hmm" and closed her eyes.

In fact, he couldn't sleep at all, and now he was so uncomfortable that he didn't want to talk.But afraid that Yu Shulian would be worried, he still insisted on talking to him occasionally.But as he got to the back, Yan Cheng found that he was more and more powerless, let alone talking to Yu Shulian, he didn't even want to breathe.

So fucking uncomfortable.

This kind of discomfort is different from direct pain, it is the kind of long-lasting torment that cannot be shaken off.Yan Cheng had no choice but to hope that she could really close her eyes and rest for a while, so that she might be able to escape temporarily.But God seemed to insist on playing tricks on him, making him so uncomfortable that he couldn't fall asleep at all.

Even though she was very uncomfortable, Yan Cheng didn't show much.He knew that Yu Shulian was watching him by the bed, and he also knew that Yu Shulian was actually more nervous than him, so he could hold back and try not to show it.

During this period, Yu Shulian fed him calcium water twice, because there was not much left, and then he drank the last sip directly.

It continued like this until around two o'clock, when Yan Cheng suddenly felt numbness in both hands, followed by numbness in the scalp.It felt like countless bugs were gnawing at his body.He had just reacted, and then the numbness began to flow around.The forehead, the corners of the eyes, the cheeks... He felt that the whole head was not his own.

Then he began to have difficulty breathing, and his chest was terribly tight.He struggled to take in more fresh air, but there seemed to be something blocking his throat.His chest became more and more stuffy, as if a heavy stone was pressing on his body.

Yu Shuxian was the first to notice his abnormality, stood up abruptly, and gently touched Yan Cheng's face: "Yan Cheng? Yan Cheng?"

Yan Cheng's thinking was very clear, and he could hear Yu Shulian calling him. He opened his mouth in vain, but couldn't make any sound.

Yu Shulian's face was as white as paper.

Everything happened very quickly.In the beginning, Yan Cheng's muscles all over his body twitched to varying degrees, and his arms instantly tensed up, as stiff as iron bars.Then his thumb began to bend severely, and Yu Shulian saw with his own eyes that his facial muscles also began to twitch, as if there were countless beating bugs trying to break out of the ground under his face.

"Yan Cheng! Yan Cheng!" Yu Shulian began to panic, calling his name.

At this moment, Yan Cheng was like a fish that was thrown ashore and was about to die of thirst, gasping for breath with his mouth wide open, unable to utter a sound.The pair of peach blossom eyes that always sparked discharge at him were now rolled up to only the whites of the eyes.Yan Cheng twitched stiffly, as if the scene had been electrified.

The doctor watching from the side naturally noticed Yan Cheng's situation immediately, and calmly took out the syringe to prepare injections for Yan Cheng.

Yu Shulian was completely panicked, but in this extreme panic, he still remembered what Dr. Wang said to him before entering the collection room.He couldn't be the first to panic, he couldn't disrupt the process of others, and he couldn't hurt Yan Cheng.

Yu Shulian's body trembled slightly, his cold hands tried to hold Yan Cheng's trembling and stiff hand, his voice was filled with tears, full of fear: "Yan Cheng, don't scare me... Yan Cheng..."

Yan Cheng's thinking was still clear at this time, and he was twitching while awake.This body didn't seem to be his own, and he couldn't control it at all.He wanted to talk, he wanted to tell Yu Shulian "don't be afraid", he wanted to take a look at him, to see if he was scared by himself, he wanted to hold his hand, he wanted to comfort him...

But he can't do anything.

He can't speak, can't move, even the world is dark, he can't even look at him!

The convulsions of the body gradually deepened, and the air inhaled into the lungs became thinner and thinner.Yan Cheng felt as if she had been thrown into a sealed bag, and someone was sucking out the scarce air in the bag little by little.The feeling of suffocation is getting stronger and stronger!

He was in excruciating pain!

He even thought, maybe the feeling of death is nothing more than that...

Dr. Wang calmly administered sodium, potassium, magnesium and calcium intravenously to Yan Cheng.Yu Shulian has been sitting quietly by the side, holding Yan Cheng's twitching and stiff hand, his face is a little terribly calm.

No one knows what Yu Shuxian is thinking in his heart at this moment, perhaps only he himself knows that when panic and fear accumulate to a peak, people will calm down instead.But these are all illusions, fragile illusions.As long as there is even a little trouble, he will definitely collapse.

Fortunately, fortunately, Yan Cheng stopped twitching a little bit.His body, which was as stiff as iron, gradually softened.

Yu Shulian looked at Yan Cheng quietly, and finally heaved a sigh of relief.

Dr. Wang at the side witnessed the changes in Yu Shulian with his own eyes.When the person on the bed kept twitching and convulsing, Yu Shulian seemed to be plunged into darkness.If the person on the bed is suffering physically, then the soul of this awake man is dying.

Yan Cheng felt that she came alive little by little, her breathing became smoother, and her vision became clearer.He turned his head little by little, at this moment he was extremely eager to see Yu Shulian's face.

Yu Shulian looked at him calmly, without any expression on his face.He smiled and said in a hoarse voice, "You're quite calm."

Yu Shulian rubbed Yan Cheng's soft and cold hands repeatedly, and whispered: "Don't talk, take a good rest."

Yan Cheng was a little disappointed that he didn't see the worried expression on Yu Shulian's face. He even began to wonder if the nervous and frightened male voice he heard just now when he fell into the darkness came from Yu Shulian.Was it all just his hallucination?

But in the next second, Yu Shulian tightened his hand, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't be afraid, I'm always here."

Yan Cheng was startled, and then his nose became sore.

The machine on the side is still running, constantly circulating.It was less than 10 minutes after Yan Cheng recovered, his body began to stiffen and twitch again.Yu Shulian clenched his stiff hand without saying a word, tears had already crawled all over his face before he knew it.

But he didn't realize it.

Dr. Wang has practiced medicine for more than [-] years and has seen too many tears. He thought his heart was already hard and cold.But he never imagined that one day he would be shocked by a man's silent tears.

What he saw in his eyes was not only worry, fear and fear, but also a lot of heaviness that he couldn't understand.

That kind of sadness is so strong that people can't bear to take a second look after just one look.

Dr. Wang quickly turned his eyes away, and laughed at himself in his heart.Obviously he has seen life and death heartbreaking before, but he was shocked by a man's tears.

【Third and second draw】

The second convulsion didn't last too long, at least not as painful as the first one.But this is only relative.

After the collection work was over, Yu Shulian, who had been tense like a bow, slumped his shoulders wearily.

After the machine stopped running, Yan Cheng seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and the vitality in his body returned to his body a little bit.The pale face regained some color.

There is a kind of luck for the rest of the life.

Yan Cheng was pushed back to the original ward, and Yu Shulian subconsciously wanted to stand up and help push the bed.However, when he stood up, he realized that his legs were already weak. If he hadn't held on to the railing of the bed in time, he might have fallen down in embarrassment.

At this moment, Yan Cheng still looked weak, his eyes were half-closed, and he looked listless.But even so, he was taken aback by Yu Shulian's appearance, and quickly turned his head: "Are you all right?"

Yu Shu shook his head, gritted his teeth and said, "It's okay, my legs are a little numb."

After Yan Cheng was pushed back to the ward, Yu Shuxian, his mother and stepfather who had been waiting outside helped move Yan Cheng's body from the push bed to the original bed.Even though Yan Cheng has lost a lot of weight these days, her skeleton is still quite heavy.The old couple were tired enough.

Yu Shulian didn't say anything.They all knew why Yan Cheng became like this, and the whole family could only be grateful to him.After seeing off his parents, Yu Shulian helped the medical staff push the bed out.However, this look made the corners of his eyebrows twitch wildly.

The bed where Yan Cheng had been lying on for more than six hours had a human figure imprinted clearly on it.When he touched it, it was wet.

How much sweat did Yan Cheng sweat?

His heart tightened for a while, and Yu Shulian involuntarily grasped the clothes on his chest, and it took him a while to relieve the piercing pain.

At this time, Yan Cheng was lying in the ward and fell asleep peacefully. Yu Shulian didn't go in, but slowly squatted down against the wall outside the door, trying to relieve the pain in his chest.

I don't know how long it has been like this, a familiar voice suddenly came from above my head: "Mr. Yu?"

Yu Shulian was delayed for two seconds before raising his face. It was Dr. Wang.

At this moment, Yu Shulian's eyes were red and his expression was haggard. To be honest, he was in a terrible state, scarier than a ghost.Dr. Wang couldn't help being stunned for a moment: "Mr. Yu, are you... all right?"

Yu Shu rubbed his face, stood up slowly while leaning on the wall behind him, his voice was hoarse as if it had been ground by sand and stones: "I'm fine. Doctor Wang, are you here...?"

Dr. Wang looked distressed, and probably felt that what he was about to say was a bit cruel.Especially after seeing Yu Shulian's frustrated and painful appearance.

"This time we extracted a total of 261ml of hematopoietic stem cells from Mr. Yan, and the absolute value of the cells did not meet the standard after testing..."

Yu Shu raised his face with a "huh", his face was cold and hard, and every word contained a cold meaning: "What do you mean?"

Dr. Wang sighed softly: "It means that we will conduct a second extraction tomorrow."

At that moment, Yu Shulian thought, his face must be distorted and terrifying.He was silent for a long, long time.

"Okay, I'll let him know."

Dr. Wang nodded, thought for a while and said: "Tomorrow will not be as long as today, pay attention to rest tonight."

Yu Shulian didn't speak, Dr. Wang glanced at him, then turned and left.Yu Shuxian's body was leaning against the wall weakly, and Yan Cheng's whole body was stiff and twitching in front of him.

I haven't cut my hair for several days in a row, and the broken hair on the forehead has grown a little, covering the eyes.Yu Shulian stretched out his hand to smooth his hair back, but when he raised his hand, he realized that it was shaking badly.

He stood alone in the corridor where people came and went, from the setting sun until it was dark.He silently looked at the blue and black sky outside, finally took heavy steps, turned around and walked back to the ward.

Yan Cheng has fallen asleep since she came back, and she is still sleeping at this time, but her sleep has not been very peaceful, and her brows are always frowning.The sound of Yu Shulian opening the door seemed to ring the alarm bell in his consciousness, and he opened his eyes all of a sudden.

In the dimly lit ward, only a tall man could be seen walking in slowly step by step, Yan Cheng said in a hoarse voice, "Brother Shuxian?"

The warm lamp at the bedside illuminated Yu Shuxian's face, and Yan Cheng's tense body relaxed.

"Are you awake?" Yu Shulian stepped forward and sat on the chair in front of the bed.

Yan Cheng let out a "hmm".

In fact, his body was very uncomfortable.Lumbar pain, indwelling needle pain, dizziness, and no part of the whole body seems to be good.He also looks sleepy and doesn't like to talk much.But just looking at Yu Shulian can make him feel at ease.

Yan Cheng never knew that she was already dependent on Yu Shulian to such an extent.

"Are you hungry?" Yu Shu asked warmly.

"A little."

"Xiaofei will deliver the food in a while, hold on for a while, okay?"

"Ah."

"Sleep if you're not feeling well..."

"What's wrong with you?" Yan Cheng's eyes were fixed on Yu Shulian's face, "Your complexion... doesn't look good."

Yu Shu was stunned, and was silent for two seconds: "Doctor Wang said that the number of cells is not enough, and we have to do a second extraction tomorrow."

Yan Cheng was startled.

"If you really can't stand it, we won't donate." Yu Shulian said suddenly, "I can't watch you suffer that again, I really... I can't bear it. I won't donate..."

"Ashu." Yan Cheng's voice was much softer than before because of lack of strength, "It's okay. It's not hard, it's okay to do it again. Don't be too nervous."

Yu Shuxian stared into Yan Cheng's eyes, and said in a low voice, "You don't have to lie to me, I know how painful it is..."

As he spoke, he felt his throat tighten. To hide his embarrassment, he had to lower his head and cover his face with his hands.

Yu Shulian has always been gentle and elegant, friendly, and he is always so glamorous and energetic.Yan Cheng likes to see him confidently straightening his back, he is like a luminous body, attracting him to keep approaching, fascinated.Yan Cheng seldom saw him lose control of his emotions. The only two times were the day they broke up and the day Yan Xiaocheng lost him. The fragility is so thoroughly exposed.

Yu Shulian's always straight back bent down at this moment, he helplessly covered his face with his hands, his whole body exuded a sense of frustration from the inside out.

Yan Cheng was in a daze for a long time.

At that moment, he was thinking that it would be worthwhile for Yu Shu to be like this in his life.Really worth it.

Suppressing the tears in his eyes, Yan Cheng said warmly: "Jing Shuo's chemotherapy has been finished, and he just waits for my side to finish the work so that the operation can be performed. Giving up at this time is murdering him."

Yu Shulian maintained his original posture without moving.

Yan Cheng really wanted to step forward and hug him gently, wanting to comfort him.But his physical condition did not allow him to do so. For the first time, he hated this frail body.

"Ashu, I admit that the process is quite painful. But you believe in me, I can get through it. And as long as I survive tomorrow, nothing will happen in the future. Trust me, okay?"

Yu Shulian remained silent.

Yan Cheng pursed her lips, hesitated for a few seconds as if she had made up her mind: "Ashu, if you really don't want to face it, don't stay with me tomorrow. You take a good rest outside, and I'll be out soon. There's nothing wrong..."

Yu Shulian suddenly lifted his face from the palm of his hand, and looked straight at Yan Cheng's face.

"I won't leave you alone, don't think about it."

Yan Cheng was slightly startled, looking into Yu Shulian's eyes, as if probing: "You won't...leave me alone?"

Yu Shulian nodded: "I won't let you face those alone, I will accompany you in tomorrow."

Yan Cheng was a little disappointed that he didn't get the answer he wanted, but he didn't dare to ask too many questions, for fear that Yu Shu would become suspicious.At this time, he didn't know that Yu Shulian already knew everything.

In the evening, Yu Shulian fed Yan Cheng something to eat and helped him go to the toilet.Yan Cheng's urination still hurts now, but it's much better than before, at least it won't make her trembling from the pain.

Yu Shulian could see that this day's tossing and tossing took away the last bit of strength from Yan Cheng's body. The person who usually looks like a little bird was unusually silent today, as if he didn't even have the strength to speak, and he was listless. .

As usual, I fed him painkillers, sat on the edge of the bed and patted his shoulder and watched him fall asleep before Yu Shulian breathed a sigh of relief.

When they woke up early the next morning, both of them were silent, as if even the air was much heavier.This time Yu Shulian was mentally prepared, but when Yan Cheng twitched again, he would still sweat on his hands and feet and couldn't control his panic.

Letting him watch Yan Cheng convulse and suffer but can't do anything is not only a mental torture to him, but also a kind of devastation.Yu Shulian felt that if such a thing happened even once more, he would definitely be unable to hold on and collapse completely.

This time the collection process was relatively smooth, and Yan Cheng only twitched once from the beginning to the end.At one o'clock in the afternoon, Yan Cheng was pushed out of the collection room.After the two samples were taken, the number of cells was enough, which meant that Yan Cheng's torture was finally over.

After returning home, Yu Shuxian stayed with the sleeping Yan Cheng in the ward.Perhaps it was because of the psychological effect that the battle was finally over, Yan Cheng's sleep this time was extremely sweet.

During the period, Xiao Fei and her parents all wanted to see Yan Cheng and thank him, but Yu Shulian declined them all.In fact, the family members all planned to visit Yan Cheng these days, but they were turned away by Yu Shuxian one by one.

Whether he is selfish or domineering, he doesn't want anyone to bother Yan Cheng now.

Yan Cheng slept for a long time, and when she opened her eyes, it was dark.

Perhaps because of the "near escape", now Yan Cheng cherishes this ordinary life more and more.In the past, he was always unwilling to be ordinary, thinking all day long about doing something big and earth-shattering.He challenges extreme sports and does things that others dare not do, as if only in this way can he prove his extraordinaryness.And it seems that only in this way can his blood really boil.

But now his mood is really