Little brother!whole one?

resignation.He knew all about the so-called past from other people, and he wanted to hear from Yan Cheng.Especially the most critical part.Jing Shuo said that he didn't know whether it was a lie or the truth, but Yu Shulian knew his lover well, and he knew that Yan Cheng would definitely not do such a dirty thing.But he still wanted to ask him for confirmation one last time, and wanted to hear him defend himself.Only in this way, Yan Cheng doesn't have to run away from the past like a sinner, and doesn't even have the courage to say a fair word for himself.Therefore, he deliberately blurred his words and concealed the final "truth".

He is also forcing him, forcing him to face up to the fear in his heart, forcing him to completely expel the inner demon that has entangled him for seven years.

How could Yan Cheng think so much at this time, he just thought that Jing Shuo didn't believe what he said later, let alone told Yu Shulian.Even Jing Shuo didn't believe it, so would Yu Shuo believe it?If he said it again, would he feel that he was justifying himself?He panicked at that moment, he felt the world spinning for a while, his feet were weak and he almost fell down.Cheng Yuzhou, who was closest to him, was the first to react and grab him.Yu Shulian was also taken aback by him, subconsciously going forward.However, Cheng Yuzhou moved faster than him, so he had no choice but to take back his right foot that had taken a small step.The right hand that wanted to help him was behind his back, clenched into a fist little by little.

He didn't look into Yan Cheng's eyes, and forced himself to say in the calmest voice: "Jing Shuo is going to have surgery today, and I won't see you off in a while. I... I'm leaving."

After saying that, Yu Shulian turned around and prepared to leave.However, in his heart, he longed for Yan Cheng to be brave, bravely break free from the shackles on his conscience, and tell him loudly that he was not wrong.

He wanted to help him redeem himself, but the key to this matter was Yan Cheng, to see if he could take the initiative to fight against the demons.

"A Shu!" Yan Cheng suddenly pushed Cheng Yuzhou's hand away with strength from nowhere, and chased after him.

He held Yu Shulian's arm tightly, tears flowed out desperately as if a bank had burst, his voice was choked and broken: "Ashu, don't go, don't go...you can't leave me..."

Seeing his brother's humble appearance, Cheng Yuzhou couldn't bear to continue looking at him, he sighed softly, stepped forward to support him, and said in a low voice, "Yan Cheng, that's enough."

At this time, Yan Cheng couldn't listen to his brother's words at all, he only knew that Yu Shulian was leaving, and after giving him hope, he would abandon him again, and... never look back.

He held onto Yu Shulian's arm tightly, without realizing how strong his hand was.He looked at Yu Shulian's stiff side face: "Brother Shulian, look at me, don't ignore me..."

Yu Shulian only felt that it was difficult to breathe, and his chest hurt like it was going to explode.He bit the tip of his tongue hard, trying to use the pain to wake himself up.

Yan Cheng's panic-stricken cries were heard next to his ears, and the pain in his hand also came from him.He clutched at him like he was grabbing the last straw, begging him with the most humble gesture to look at him, just... look at him.

Yu Shuxian took a deep breath, suppressed the tears from the corners of his eyes, and turned his face away.

Yan Cheng's face was full of raging tears, a mess.He was out of breath from crying, and those eyes that were always smiling were full of fear and panic at this moment.No more light, only tears.

Back in the collection room, he was convulsed and on the verge of losing consciousness in such pain that he had never shed a single tear, but now... he cried so badly...

At this moment, Yu Shulian really wanted to hug him to comfort him, but if he did, that humble and cowardly Yan Cheng would retract into his shell again.He didn't want him to stay by his side cautiously with guilt all his life.

Yu Shulian looked deeply into his eyes: "Then you give me a reason, give me a reason to stay." He was guiding him to confess his heart to him.

However, at this time, Yan Cheng was completely in chaos, how could he understand Yu Shulian's good intentions, his always clever mind was blocked by a mess of thoughts.

At this moment, Yan Cheng's inner activities are basically the same as what Yu Shuxian guessed.At the age of 16, for the first time, he had a liking for a man ignorantly.But this young and immature relationship has not yet matured, and because of his liking, it has brought a catastrophe to the other party.When joy and love are equated with pain and humiliation, no matter whether he is the one who leads the crime or not, he will be burdened with guilt all his life.He lives in the shadows, that's why he longs for Yu Shulian who is in the light.But he happened to be Jing Shuo's older brother.He became more and more worried about gains and losses, and became more cautious, thinking that maintaining the status quo would preserve the last trace of beauty.He is deluding himself.For seven years, he was tortured by his own conscience, and even felt that it was a sin to defend himself, and he was evading responsibility.He has exhausted all his courage to reveal the truth to Jing Shuo, and he dare not take a single step forward, especially to Yu Shulian.He was afraid, afraid that he would not believe it, afraid that it would cause more disgust from Yu Shulian.

Seeing Yan Cheng's lips tightly closed, Yu Shulian gritted his teeth, wanting to force him again, but looking at him like this, he was reluctant after all.

Yu Shulian sighed, gently stroking the hand that was holding him: "Be obedient, I will go home with your brother during this time to recuperate. The most important thing now is your body, and everything will wait for you to take care of your body. "He still couldn't bear to force him after all.

Yan Cheng kept shaking her head, looking at him pitifully: "I'm not going anywhere, I just want to stay by your side."

Cheng Yuzhou, who was tired of looking at the two men, felt uncomfortable all over, so he turned around and left, leaving space for the two of them.

Yu Shulian's heart softened into a puddle of water, he stretched out his big hand and rubbed the boy's face, and said seriously: "Jing Shuo will have surgery in the next period, I may not have the extra energy to take care of you."

"I do not……"

"Yan Cheng, listen to me." Yu Shulian interrupted him, "The recovery period can't be sloppy, I can rest assured only if I let your brother take you home."

"You still care about me, don't you?"

Yu Shu smiled, pinched his earlobe: "Of course."

The cold body seemed to have finally warmed up, Yan Cheng nodded: "Okay, I promise you."

The author has something to say: Some people may not understand why Yan Cheng didn't say it directly, but it is easy to understand from the psychological level!Often when a person experiences a major negative impact on himself when he is a teenager, if it is not resolved well at that time, then the harm to himself caused by this leftover problem in the future growth process will basically be irreversible.And out of instinctive self-protection and psychological defense, they will subconsciously escape or even selectively forget.It takes a lot of courage to get him to repeat it.In fact, most people have had similar experiences. On the surface, it looks normal and good, but a certain corner deep in the heart is actually empty.If you want to make it open, you need to carry out appropriate guidance and stimulation.Only by facing the problem squarely can the problem be solved.

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