Little brother!whole one?

Until the end, Yan Cheng didn't muster up the courage to bring up those painful past events again.

Yu Shulian has been patiently guiding him and waiting for him to speak.But no.Nothing at all.It was also at this time that he realized more deeply how much this incident had hurt Yan Cheng.How much damage was done to his pride and self-confidence.

A boy who is brave, confident and sunny at all times, as long as he encounters this incident, he is like a different person.

He becomes timid, cowardly, and cowering, his star-like eyes will lose their light, and his straight back will bend down.Yu Shulian seemed to see a familiar shadow in him, it was a weaker, former self.Sensitive, low self-esteem, self-denial.

Perhaps Yan Cheng was even more sad than himself when he was young, because he still had to bear the guilt and self-blame that didn't belong to him.

Maybe all the people around Yan Cheng, including his family members, would not feel that what happened seven years ago would have much impact on him, but Yu Shulian was keenly aware of it.This also strengthened his confidence in pulling him out of the quagmire.

Originally, he also thought that he could slowly enlighten him and let him open up a little bit.But this stubborn disease has tortured him for too long, and this gentle method may not be effective.And even if it works, I am afraid it will only treat the symptoms but not the root cause.What he wanted was for Yan Cheng to affirm himself spontaneously from the heart, so he had to adopt a more drastic method.

Maybe he was too hasty, or maybe he just couldn't stop his heart.He thought, at least let him recover his body first.

Later, he handed Yan Cheng over to Cheng Yuzhou, and asked him to take good care of Yan Cheng, and he took the trouble to say a lot of precautions, which shows that he knows everything about Yan Cheng.Cheng Yuzhou looked at him with profound and complicated eyes.

After handing Yan Cheng over to Cheng Yuzhou, he said goodbye to Yan Cheng. When parting, Yan Cheng suddenly hugged his waist and buried his face in the hollow of his shoulder.They remained hugging for a long time.Yu Shulian could feel his uneasiness, and kept patting his back lightly, trying to calm his emotions.When he parted, he could feel the eyes watching him from behind, he straightened his back, and exhausted all his self-control not to let himself look back.

He cannot turn back, when all the past is revealed, this is a necessary link.Only by removing the carrion can the wound heal again.Pain is an unavoidable process.

For a moment, he felt that his heart was very cruel.But just think of Yan Cheng looking at him cautiously during these days, and his uneasy phone calls urging him to go back after a moment of separation.It seems that the confident and flamboyant boy I first met has disappeared, replaced by this timid and cowardly person.He certainly hoped that Yan Cheng would depend on him like this for the rest of his life, but he couldn't be so selfish.If it goes on for a long time, Yan Cheng will have problems.

And for the next period of time, the whole family's energy will be put on Jing Shuo, and he can't spare any energy to take care of Yan Cheng.Cheng Yuzhou was called to pick him up, hoping that he could take good care of his body, and use this to sort out his heart, and get rid of the sins that oppressed him for seven years that he didn't need to bear.

Later, I heard that the farce they had in the ward that day had also become the gossip that this hospital talked about for more than a week. After all, Yan Cheng made a lot of noise at the beginning.Yu Shuxian forced himself not to think about Yan Cheng, not to think about his tears.

Jing Shuo's bone marrow transplant is also going on, and everything is going well.He helped his family take care of Jing Shuo back and forth, trying to consume his remaining energy with such busyness.That way he wouldn't be able to think about anything else.

The two old men could see that something was wrong, but looking at the eldest son with a serious face every day, no one dared to ask about Yan Cheng.

Jing Shuo's surgery went smoothly and he recovered very well.

It has been more than a week since I came to the ward where Yan Cheng lived again.Because Jing Shuo is going to be discharged from the hospital and go home to recuperate today, before leaving, Yu Shu came to this ward by some strange and unexpected circumstances.

He just stood at the door and didn't go in. At this time, there was a new patient in the ward, which he didn't know.

Standing at the door, he stared blankly at the room, as scenes from the past seemed to appear in front of his eyes.There was him sleeping coquettishly and holding his arm, there was him trembling because of difficulty urinating, and he was tossing and turning all night because of the sore waist...

Yu Shulian found that even though he deliberately didn't think about it, even after so many days of avoiding it, these scenes were still very clear.

He took a deep breath, took one last look, and turned away without a word.

After Jing Shuo was discharged from the hospital, he returned directly to his home in Zhenming District.Yu's mother and stepfather took care of their son personally, which also made it easier for the daughter-in-law and the eldest son.

A lot of money was spent during the medical treatment, even with Jing Shuo's medical insurance, the family still had to pay an astronomical amount in the end.At first Yan Cheng offered to bear the medical expenses, but Jing Shuo refused.Especially after Yu Shuxian found out later, he would not let Yan Cheng take the money.

So all the expenses in the hospital have always been borne by Yu Shulian.For him, this is not a big sum, but for this family, it is an unbearable weight.

Jing Shuo sold the new house in Jiangdu Garden to offset medical expenses.Even though Yu Shulian repeatedly said that there is no need to rush to pay back, Jing Shuo still insisted.

Yu Shuxian probably knew the reason why he sold the house. Repaying his medical expenses was one aspect. The more important reason for him to do so was probably because Yan Cheng sold the house to him at a low price.

Jing Shuo didn't want to have anything to do with Yan Cheng.

Yu Shulian refused to comment, nor did he say a word, because this has nothing to do with him.

On the day Jing Shuo was discharged from the hospital, Yu Shuxian drove the group back.He also set foot in this house again.To be honest, it's still awkward.

With Jing Shuo being taken care of by his family, Yu Shulian didn't want to get involved anymore.Anyway, when all the dust has settled, he should get his life back on track.

Yu Shulian left after eating a meal, and Yu's mother didn't keep her no matter what.After he left, the family fell into silence again, with a heavy heart.

As soon as he arrived downstairs, Yu Shulian received a call from Charles.Charles said that his house was almost finished, and he was very satisfied with the design, and he also proposed a job opportunity to him.Only then did Yu Shulian realize that he hadn't worked for a long time.

Charles said that a friend of his in the United States has just developed a piece of land to build a bay hotel, which is quite large in scale.Introduced by Charles, I learned about Yu Shulian's design works, and I was very interested in his design style, and wanted to invite him to design the rooms of his new hotel.

This may be the biggest order Yu Shulian has received in his career, and it is a test of his professionalism and endurance.Of course, high investment and high risk will naturally have high returns.If this project is completed well, his reputation in the industry will be completely opened up.And Charles knew that the remuneration was quite considerable just by mentioning Yu's book title.

This job is good everywhere, and you can hardly fault it.But just one thing...the hours will be long and you will have to stay abroad all the time.

"It can be as short as a few months, or as long as one or two years." Charles said.

Yu Shulian was indeed very moved, but he was not an impulsive person: "Mr. Charles, give me some time to think about it, please?"

"Yes, but I hope you can make a decision as soon as possible. My friend is in a hurry now."

"Okay, thank you Mr. Charles."

After hanging up the phone, Yu Shulian checked the company online.Then he pulled his lower lip, feeling that he was a little bit hard to get off.The American boss is a capitalist with a very strong background. He attaches great importance to the project of the Gulf Hotel, so many interior designers have been selected to satisfy him, so it has been delayed until now.It is indeed his honor that he can appreciate Yu Shulian's works.It is a win-win for him to take over this project.If he refuses, this project may be ruined if it continues to drag on beyond the time limit. He may offend the other party and plant hidden dangers for his future career development.

Yu Shulian pressed his temples with some headache.

***

Cheng family.

"Ma'am, the young master still doesn't eat anything..." The nanny showed embarrassment, and the food on the plate was brought up and down again.

Yan Lanqing frowned.

At the dinner table, Cheng Kangyuan snorted coldly and slapped his chopsticks on the table: "If you don't eat, let him go! Let him go hungry!"

Yan Lanqing glanced at her husband disapprovingly, and said in a low voice: "Xiaocheng is in the most difficult time now, why are you still talking sarcasticly as a father?"

Cheng Yuzhou and Cheng Huiyi at the dinner table did not speak, and ate quietly.

Yan Cheng has been like this for several days, if Yan Lanqing didn't take the trouble to force Yan Cheng to eat every day, he would have starved to death long ago.

Cheng Kangyuan's face was also ugly, and the air pressure on the dining table was extremely low for a while.

After a long time, Cheng Kangyuan sighed: "Why do you think it's such a coincidence? Yu Shulian is Jing Shuo's elder brother... This..."

After returning from the hospital that day, the family members were shocked when they saw Yan Cheng, who looked sick and lifeless.Cheng Yuzhou took his younger brother back to the room without saying a word, and told the whole story under the worried eyes of his parents.

What happened to Jing Shuo back then has always been a scar in the hearts of the family that they dare not touch. Maybe no one thought that the world would be so small.At that time, Jing Shuo was "fighting alone" from beginning to end, and he didn't know that he had an older brother.And this elder brother is Yu Shulian, who Yan Cheng likes so much now that he is even willing to fight against the family.

What a sin.

After eating, Yan Lanqing left food for his youngest son as usual, ready to bring it up.Cheng Yuzhou stood up: "Mom, I'll do it." Then he stepped forward to take the dinner plate from Yan Lanqing's hand.

Yan Lanqing was stunned for a moment, and sighed: "Okay, you can enlighten him well. It's rare that you have time to come back today... Xiaocheng always listens to you."

Cheng Huiyi glanced at her elder brother: "Brother, you...Speak well, don't scold him."

Seeing the gloomy look on Cheng Yuzhou's face, Cheng Huiyi was very afraid that his brother would go up and beat Yan Cheng up.

Of the three children in the family, Cheng Yuzhou is the strongest and most promising. He has already taken charge of a company as big as Longfa Real Estate at a young age, and it is still running quite well.It can be said that Cheng Yuzhou is the most powerful and busiest person in the Cheng family.It was rare for a family to gather here today, but it was all because of her unbelievable younger brother.But no matter what, Yan Cheng was also their younger brother, and Cheng Huiyi felt sorry for him to some extent.

When she was young, she and Yan Cheng both returned to Cheng and Zhou Guan, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that he is half a father.Cheng Yuzhou is usually very gentle, not as strict as Cheng Kangyuan, but that didn't really offend him.

Looking at Cheng Yuzhou's current expression, Cheng Huiyi could feel her brother's anger.She was a little frightened at the thought of her poor little brother lying upstairs in the room.

Cheng Yuzhou said lightly, "Don't worry, I have my own measure."

The whole family watched Cheng Yuzhou go upstairs with worried faces, and finally disappeared in front of Yan Cheng's room.

Yan Lanqing sighed.

Because of the relationship with Yu Shulian, it's not the first time that Yan Cheng has been self-enclosed at home, but this time the whole family can see that it's different from any other time in the past.Since Yan Cheng had just donated bone marrow and was still recovering, no one dared to speak seriously.Even Cheng Kangyuan, who always acted vigorously and said one thing, did not move.

After pushing open the door, the dim light in the room made Cheng Yuzhou frown unconsciously.He put the dinner plate on the table, stepped forward and opened the curtains.

Suddenly, the bright winter sun shone into the room, and the whole space brightened up.

There was no strange smell in the room, maybe just a faint musty smell if anything.It is estimated that the windows have not been opened for a long time to ventilate.

Although Yan Cheng promised that day, after returning, he changed his appearance and didn't like to talk.Cheng Yuzhou didn't know exactly what they said later, but judging by Yan Cheng's appearance, he probably wasn't very optimistic.

Cheng Yuzhou wasn't surprised. Yu Shulian's identity as Jing Shuo's elder brother could well explain his younger brother's depression.

Cheng Yuzhou glanced at his younger brother who was sitting on the carpet and leaning against the foot of the bed with empty eyes, and said coldly, "Get up, eat."

Yan Cheng didn't respond.

Cheng Yuzhou frowned and kicked him.He was wearing slippers on his feet, and he didn't use much force, so it was impossible for this kick to hurt him.But Yan Cheng was kicked to the side by him in a daze.

"Don't fucking touch porcelain! Get up for me! I don't want to see what you look like!" Cheng Yuzhou violently pulled his brother up from the ground.

Yan Cheng is currently the tallest in the family, so Cheng Yuzhou felt a little pressure to lift him up.But this time, Yan Cheng was thinner than when he was in the hospital, and he really didn't have much flesh on his body. Cheng Yuzhou pushed him into the chair without much effort: "Eat."

Yan Cheng looked at the fragrant food on the table, with no expression on his face: "I'm not hungry, I don't want to eat."

The voice was hoarse like a broken bellows.

"No, I have to eat." Cheng Yuzhou shoved the chopsticks into his hands, "You are a man from the Cheng family, and it is not shameful to make yourself so inhuman because of a broken relationship! You want to starve yourself to death Please go outside! Don’t be an eyesore at home! Parents are so worried about you that they can’t eat well or sleep well. , if you continue to torment the two of them like this, don’t blame me for falling out with you. Give it to me!”

Yan Cheng squeezed the chopsticks in her hand and was silent for a long time: "I'm sorry."

"If you feel sorry, cheer yourself up quickly. You are an adult, stop doing such childish things. You are dying here alone, no one can see except your family! Yu Shubian can't even see him! Don't let yourself Become a joke!"

Yan Cheng's back stiffened for a moment, just because he heard that name suddenly.

He squeezed the chopsticks in his hand and was silent for a long time: "Brother, he..."

"I don't have any news about him, so don't ask me." Cheng Yuzhou frowned.

Yan Cheng's face turned pale, but he didn't speak.After returning home with his brother, he thought a lot these days, and the more he thought about it, the more uneasy he became.When Yu Shuxian knew everything, he was still so gentle to him, which made the guilt in his heart swell even more.He didn't know what Yu Shulian's plan was.It's not that he didn't think about simply taking a selfish gamble and defending himself, maybe he won the bet?But he just couldn't pass the test in his heart and kept hesitating.If it was before, he would definitely go to him and call him.But now...

The last protective shell was broken, and he found that he had lost the courage to find him.He even had the idea of ​​masochistic, and now he might not be qualified anymore.

Cheng Yuzhou became angry when he saw his younger brother's disappointment, and said in a sullen tone, "If you eat well and take care of your health, I will try my best to get him to see you."

Yan Cheng was startled, and raised her head abruptly.

"I didn't lie to you." Cheng Yuzhou was annoyed.

A few gleams of light finally appeared in Yan Cheng's gray eyes.

"Brother, I want to eat cucumber scrambled eggs."