Little brother!whole one?

to overwhelm him, to the brink of suffocation.

The collapse of adults is sometimes only in an instant, and it is also because of a very inconspicuous little thing.

Originally, he thought that the torment and longing of these days would end on this New Year's Eve, and he would welcome the New Year with his loved ones.It's just that he didn't expect so many accidents to happen, making things completely beyond his expectations and changing beyond recognition.

He has always been the most sensible since he was a child, and other people's evaluation of him is also gentle, humble, and understanding.He is thoughtful and easy to empathize with and understand others.He can always put himself in other people's shoes and seems to be used to relying on others.

But no one asked him if he was tired.

After such a big thing happened, he was able to force himself to accept what happened to Yan Cheng and Jing Shuo seven years ago in the shortest possible time.He subconsciously ignored his own feelings, and the first thing he thought of was not himself.He regretted his negligence towards his younger brother, felt sorry for Yan Cheng's experience, and noticed the distortion of his mentality, he wanted to save him like a savior.

But after a lot of work, it was nothing but nothing in the end, and he got nothing.

Frustration, and disappointment, made him weak.

He suddenly didn't want to care so much anymore, he didn't want to think about others only, he also wanted to be willful for a while.He wants to be selfish and think only of himself.As for that bastard, where did he come from?He is tired of being a father!

Damn little white-eyed wolf...

That night, a car stopped on the side of the road for a long time.

In the end, Yu Shulian returned to Ark New City.

Before he arrived at the community, when he turned a corner, he saw a piece of paper pasted on the lamp post by the roadside with his good eyesight.He paused, stopped the car suddenly, opened the door and got out of the car.

It was a cat hunting notice.Standing in the cold wind of a winter night, Yu Shuxian looked at the mottled and dilapidated cat hunting notice on the lamp post, and squatted down a little bit, surrounded by a sense of decadence.

Scenes of the past flashed before his eyes, without exception, all of them were Yan Cheng's face.

Human beings are simply too complicated.You can be disappointed in the last second, and be full of pity and guilt in the next second.It seemed to be in dire straits, attacked by ice, and scorched by fire.

Life and death cannot.

***

Yu Shulian held a grudge, Yan Cheng was so angry with him, even though he was angry that he said such hurtful words, but deep down he was still tolerant to him, but it didn't mean he would suffer in silence.Then it's not his Yushu title.So early the next morning, Yu Shuxian packed all of Yan Cheng's luggage for him, and sent it to him by a courier from the same city.He was relieved when he thought of the expression that might appear on Yan Cheng's face when he received the courier.

Yu Shulian has been busy with domestic work for the past few days, preparing for going abroad.

But this time Yan Cheng really disappeared and never appeared again.This seems to be the firmest time since we met.The two fell into a cold war for no reason, and one was more stubborn than the other, neither willing to take the initiative to bow their heads...

After venting his emotions, Yu Shuxian slowly regained his senses, and felt that what he did was quite naive, especially after seeing the cat hunting notice.Just a brat, why is he more serious?

Yan Cheng has already experienced so many things in his early 20s, and he has endured so much pain on his behalf.He just cares about gain and loss, just cares about him too much.He just can't express his full love.

Yu Shulian felt that he should be more patient.

Yu Shulian finally had nothing to do that day, but felt a little lost.Now he especially hopes to find someone to talk to, so that he won't be so lonely as he is now.

So he simply brought some gifts and drove to Master Ju Ming's residence.I stayed there for most of the day and talked a lot with the master.It was dark when I left there, but I felt much better.

On the way home, he bought some fruit. After getting out of the elevator, he walked with his head down while searching for the key in his pocket.However, when he reached the door, he suddenly stopped in his tracks.

Staring blankly at the person standing silently by the door, Yu Shulian forgot to move for a moment.

Yan Cheng crushed out the cigarette in his hand, and Yu Shulian realized that there were several cigarette butts lying beside his feet.I don't know how long I've been waiting here.

"How did you come?"

Yu Shulian thought that after New Year's Eve, he would never see him again.After all, Yan Cheng's reaction was so intense that day, and the back of her departure was so decisive...

Yan Cheng looked sullen and expressionless.He shook the bag in his hand and said in a hoarse voice, "You put your clothes in my suitcase, and I'll return it to you." He threw it over as he spoke.

Yu Shulian caught it immediately, opened the paper bag suspiciously, and found a pure white cotton T-shirt inside.He looked up at him: "This is not mine."

"It's not mine either. Could it be a ghost?" Yan Cheng spoke stingingly.

Yu Shu choked.

Both of them dress in a simple style, and they really don't like those fancy clothes.In the past, Yu Shulian liked to wear this kind of solid color T-shirt with no pattern, white and black are the most.After being together, Yan Cheng often bought the same solid color T-shirts as him.

The reason why I didn't directly wear his clothes was because he couldn't fit them.

Yu Shulian is not a thin person either. He is more than 1.8 meters tall, and he has been exercising for a long time.But Yan Cheng's skeleton is bigger than him, and his whole body is a circle bigger than him, so the size of his clothes is also one size bigger than him.Yu Shuxian looked at the collar of the T-shirt just now, and it was indeed Yan Cheng's size.

He pursed his lower lip, but he also understood why Yan Cheng did this in his heart, and couldn't help feeling a little sad.I can't tell what it's like, but it's pretty uncomfortable anyway.

Yan Cheng frowned, and her tone was very rude: "I don't care who it is, it's not mine anyway, just throw it away if it's a big deal. From now on, don't put these messy things of unknown origin in my box!"

After finishing speaking, Yan Cheng raised his foot to leave with a cold face. When he brushed Yu Shu's title, he didn't know whether it was intentional or not, and bumped his shoulder, which was full of provocation.

He is completely different from the good-tempered and borderless boy before.

Yu Shulian turned around to look at the boy's stubborn back, and sighed softly: "It's already here, why don't you come in and sit for a while?"

Sure enough, Yan Cheng's footsteps stopped.He turned around, making his waist more lean and strong, looking at him with indifferent and dark eyes for a moment, and sneered: "Don't you want to throw me away? Don't be hypocritical."

Yu Shulian's expression didn't change at all, and he looked at Yan Cheng patiently: "Didn't you also say that we are completely finished? I thought you would never want to see me again."

Yan Cheng's face turned red for a moment, and he stood there stiffly and walked, either not or not.

Yu Shulian slightly bent his lower lip, took out the key and opened the door.

"The corridor is very cold, come in to warm up for a while." After a pause, "I invited you in, you didn't come in on your own initiative, okay?"

Yan Cheng choked, glared at Yu Shulian, then snorted and strode over, and threw down a sentence with no deterrent force: "Don't think I'm afraid of you!"

Yu Shulian shook his head and laughed, and closed the door.

After entering the room, looking at the empty room, Yan Cheng was startled.

Yu Shulian has sorted out all the things at home in the past few days.Everything that can be put away is put away, and what can be given away is also given away.It's empty and deserted, not like a residential house.

He looked at the place where the cat's nest used to be, only Yan Xiaocheng was there.Yan Cheng's brows furrowed almost instantly, and he looked around, but he didn't see the little guy.He turned his face and looked at Yu Shuxian: "Where's An An?"

"At Annan's."

Yan Cheng's face turned dark, and his lips trembled with anger: "What do you mean? You gave An An to Lin Annan?!"

The tone was particularly like a courteous questioning why he gave the child to his ex-wife.

"No." Yu Shulian explained patiently, "It was Annan who wanted it back. And Anan was originally Annan's cat."

Yan Cheng looked at Yu Shulian's calm look, and felt his blood surging.But he really can't do anything to him!

Yu Shulian put the fruit on the coffee table in the living room, took out two apples and a box of strawberries, and looked up at Yan Cheng: "Do you want to eat fruit? I'll wash some for you."

"I just brought it in from outside the house. It's so cold. You don't know that I have a bad stomach and you want to kill me?"

Yu Shulian had a good temper, and ignored his tone of finding fault, put down the fruit in his hand, and just looked at him quietly.

Yan Cheng was annoyed when he saw it.Yu Shulian's calm, half-smiling eyes seemed to be looking at a vexatious child.This annoyed him a lot.

"What are you looking at?! I've never seen a top-notch handsome man!"

Yu Shu gave a chuckle, put away the smile on Yan Cheng's increasingly green face, and said softly, "Have you had dinner yet?"

Yan Cheng was a little unaccustomed to Yu Shulian's sharp turn, but in the next second Yu Shulian had already entered the kitchen.He frowned and touched his flat stomach.He did not eat, he came hungry, but he was so angry that he was almost full.

Yu Shulian skillfully started the fire and started the pot, when Yan Cheng walked to the door of the kitchen.

"I want to eat cucumber scrambled eggs."

The movement of Yu Shulian's hands paused, and said in a low voice, "Okay."

Yu Shulian's cooking speed was still as fast as ever, and after a while, the two of them were already sitting at the dining table and started eating.Yan Cheng also couldn't figure out how he was tricked by Yu Shulian, an old fox, into eating at the restaurant in a blink of an eye when he was obviously looking for a fight.

The meal was very silent, and the only sound that could be heard was the collision of tableware.Yan Cheng chewed the cucumber in his mouth, the soft and crunchy cucumber slices soaked up the delicious soup of the egg, it was so delicious that it made people want to have another bowl of rice.

He glanced at Yu Shuxian who was also eating silently across the street: "Where did you go today?"

"I went to see Master Ju Ming and chat with him."

Yan Cheng snorted coldly, and mocked: "Oh, that old magic stick." He snorted, with a mean tone, "I'm not kidding you, there are really obsessed people like you in this world. Liars lie to you, you This idiot also believes it! It’s really amazing.”

Yu Shulian put down the bowl and chopsticks, but he didn't care about his meanness, and said in a low voice, "How do you know that Master Ju Ming is a liar?"

Yan Cheng raised his eyebrows: "Didn't he say that you can make a lot of money if you abstain from sex for a year? Where is the money?"

"Oh, I forgot to tell you, I bought a lottery ticket and won more than 1000 million. I don't know if it counts."

Yan Cheng paused the chopsticks in his hand, stared at Yu Shulian with wide eyes, and felt that he didn't seem to be talking nonsense.Finally just a snort.

"It's only 1000 million, and it's just you as money. If you like money, I can give you ten 1000 million!"

After saying this, both of them were stunned.

Yu Shujian fiddled with the vegetables in the bowl with his chopsticks, and said neither salty nor bland: "Anyone can make a mouthful."

The author has something to say: Cucumber scrambled eggs, a dish full of love and resentment from Xiao Chengzi... Puff hahaha

PS: Is the word count good today?hey-hey