Little brother!whole one?

"Brother Shulian, why... are you looking at me like that?" Yan Cheng's eyes flickered slightly when Yu Shulian looked at her uncomfortably.

Yu Shulian raised his eyebrows, retracted the hand supporting his chin, and sat up slightly, with a smile on his face.

"Xu Si said that this is your first time doing this. Why? Lack of money?"

Yan Cheng was startled for a moment, then nodded with a dull "hmm".

"Maybe I'm meddling in my own business, but I really like you as a kid, so I want to say a few more words." After a pause, Yu Shulian curled his lips, "This road is destined to be a road of no return. Once it gets on, no one can shake it off."

Yu Shulian has seen many people like Yan Cheng in his life. Many of them entered the industry for money at the beginning, but it was very difficult to get out after earning enough money.Even if some people get out and start a new life, they still cannot get rid of the influence of this past.This circle is not big or small, unless you leave this city, those unbearable pasts will always be revealed one day.

It's not that Yu Shulian is full of love. In the past, he didn't bother to interfere in other people's lives.Everyone has their own destiny, and he and them are just what they need.

But Yan Cheng gave him a very different feeling, and he couldn't tell exactly what was different.

Yan Cheng was a little surprised in his heart, he didn't expect Yu Shulian to say such a thing to him suddenly.For some reason, an indescribable sense of guilt suddenly filled my heart.

The guilt of deceiving Yu Shuxian.

Yan Cheng remembered what he had said to Xu Si before, holding the transparent water glass with both hands, staring at the rippling clear water in the glass, and silently apologized to his parents in his heart.

"My dad owed a loan shark when I was ten years old, and finally ran away with his mistress outside. I couldn't find him for so many years. I have been living with my mother since I was a child. Our life was very peaceful. Although we were poor, we also lived together. Happy. But just last month, my mother was diagnosed with uremia.” Speaking of this, Yan Cheng choked up, “My mother now needs to rely on dialysis to continue her life, and I haven’t graduated yet, so there is no spare at home. source of income..."

Yu Shu could not help frowning, pursed his lips, and looked seriously at the boy with his head slightly lowered and a low voice opposite him.

"Originally, I worked part-time in Xu Sige's bar, but after Xu Sige learned about my family's situation, he introduced me to do this... He said that the money would be quicker this way, and what I need most now is money." Yan Cheng Looking up at Yu Shulian, "Brother Shuxian, I wouldn't go this way if it wasn't a last resort..."

Regarding Yan Cheng's words, Yu Shulian didn't believe 100%, but he also felt that there was not much water in it, so it might be half true or false.After all, a high-achieving student in a college has a bright future. If there is no difficulty, he will not do this.It's just that he's used to seeing the sinister nature of human beings and hearing too many miserable life experiences, so he gradually becomes numb and won't trust others easily.

So he believed half of Yan Cheng's words and kept the other half.And the half of this belief is also based on Xu Si's guarantee and the vague love for the boy in front of him.

Yu Shulian pondered for a moment, then suddenly said, "Do you think I'm rich?"

Yan Cheng was prepared to increase the dose to wipe away two tears or something, but was taken aback by Yu Shu's nonsensical question.

He thought of the car Yu Shulian was driving, and the one-person apartment they were in now in the city center of Ark New City, and nodded.

Yu Shulian smiled: "When I was your age, I only had 37 yuan in my pocket when I was the poorest. I lived in a dark, damp basement where there was no sunlight all the year round, ate sourdough buns that cost one yuan and two, and drank some The drinking water from the park is drinkable. In autumn and winter, the water is so cold that your teeth chatter."

Yan Cheng froze for a moment, then looked deeply into the man's eyes, very surprised.

Yu Shulian still had a slight smile on his face, and his gaze was a little far away, as if he was remembering something.

"At that time, I was probably young. No matter how hard it was, I just refused to admit defeat and persisted. Fortunately...God treated me well and didn't make my persistence a joke."

Yu Shuxian withdrew his gaze and looked at the person opposite: "I'm not instilling inspirational chicken soup for your soul, nor advocating my single-minded desperation. I'm just telling you this to let you know that a person's life is full of opportunities. When you decide to gain or give up something, think again. If it's worth it, if you won't regret it, then just pretend I didn't say it."

Of course, Yan Cheng is not a poor male college student who is forced to sell meat from a poor family. All of this is just fabricated by him, and it is all fake.But at this moment, the seriousness in Yu Shulian's eyes is true.

He was born with everything, and there was no need for him to give up anything.It is precisely because of this that no one has ever said such a thing to him.

Even my father and mother never said it.

He looked into Yu Shuxian's eyes again.

If someone had said such things to him at the beginning, wouldn't he have made a big mistake later on?

He was suddenly a little annoyed, annoyed that he hadn't known him sooner.

Yu Shulian seemed to have opened up the chatterbox today, to a boy whom he had only known for a few hours.

"I like architecture. It has always been my dream to be an interior designer and design the most perfect house in the world. During those difficult times, the only thing that supported me was this." He looked at Yan Cheng , "Is there anything you want to do?"

Yan Cheng was stunned for a moment.

After a long time, he shook his head.

At this moment, when Yan Cheng himself didn't realize it, his mind went blank.

He likes rock climbing, diving, racing, and all extreme sports.He also likes to dance and is happy to share it all on the Internet.On a whim, he also organized a sports car club and set up a short video platform with his friends.He seemed to be enjoying life happily, but Yu Shulian's frivolous question stopped him.

Just because he lacks nothing, he doesn't know what he really wants.Unlike Yu Shulian, he has such a clear goal.

It turned out that he thought he had a chic and beautiful life, but looking back, his 22-year life was so pale.

Yu Shulian smiled: "It's okay, the meaning of being young is to explore. I think, in the process of exploring, you will definitely find the motivation to persevere."

Yan Cheng stared blankly at the man in front of him who seemed to be shining, and then smiled with slightly curved lips.

***

After dinner, Yan Cheng rushed to wash the dishes, Yu Shu smiled and followed him.

Yu Shulian went to An An's site as usual, and picked up the shovel beside the litter box to help An An shovel the excrement.An An meowed and rubbed against his leg beside him.

An An is a very clingy little female cat, no matter how unsatisfactory things she encounters in her daily life, she can be cured by rubbing her head with this little guy.

After shoveling the shit, Yu Shu saw that the little guy was still clinging to him, so he couldn't help laughing, hugged An An, kissed its pink and moist nose, and said with a low smile, "An An, how can your shit, a little lady, smell so smelly? Huh? Shame on you?" shame?"

How could An An understand his words, only when he was playing with herself, meowing and licking his face back.One person, one cat, father and daughter are very close.

Yan Cheng folded her arms and leaned against the outside door of the kitchen, looking at them.

Yu Shu's title is as the name suggests, like a book that invites people to explore.The more you understand, the more you will be fascinated, and eventually you will become addicted.Before this, Yan Cheng couldn't imagine that such a gentle, cold and alienated man would personally shovel the pet's shit, kiss the pet's nose with a doting face, and say childish and cute words.

Yan Cheng suddenly envied An An.Because the moment he saw him kissing it, he realized that he actually wished that it was himself who was treated tenderly by him.

Yu Shulian always treats people with gentleness and gentleness, which Yan Cheng deeply feels, because he was once obsessed with Yu Shulian's gentleness.But in getting along, he can feel that his tenderness is not special to him.He treats everyone like this, and he seems to be an extremely gentle person.This made him even more unhappy.

From time to time, he would have the illusion that Yu Shulian was an elder brother or an elder who could accommodate him and give him all the warmth he wanted.But he doesn't have any thoughts about his elder brother or elders.

Yan Cheng looked at the man squatting on the ground pinching the kitten's paw, his eyes gradually darkened.For such a person, he couldn't move his wrong thoughts, and he couldn't even control his itching heart.

After playing with An An for a while, Yu Shulian got up, it was already late, and he was a little more tired.Glancing at Yan Cheng who was standing aside, he smiled: "If you don't mind, go take a shower." As he spoke, he dug out a set of home clothes that were very similar to what he was wearing from the closet, "Put on my clothes first. pajamas. It's getting late."

Yan Cheng's heart skipped a beat.

There was only one bed in this room, and now there are two people in the room.With a slight movement in his mind, he pursed his lower lip, and reached out to take the pajamas handed over by Yu Shulian.

"Thank you."

Yan Cheng's movements were fast, not as slow as Yu Shulian's, just like all boys his age, he quickly washed himself clean with a few swipes.The only thing that may take a lot of time is the final stage of applying shower gel.

Yan Cheng sniffed the shower gel on the shelf in the shower.

That's right, it's the smell he smelled on Yu Shulian.

He squeezed some more and smeared it on himself. After washing it, he smelled the same smell as himself, and the corners of his mouth curled up involuntarily.

Putting on the couple's pajamas with Yu Shulian, he hummed a few unknown tunes to himself in the mirror whose eyes seemed to be quenched.

Although he failed last time, it doesn't mean that he will die today.The night is long, and he has plenty of opportunities.Anyway, now, he is more and more addicted to Yu Shulian.

When Yan Cheng came out, Yu Shulian was leaning on the bed and reading a book, with a pair of thin-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose. Seeing him coming out, he said, "There is only one bed at home. I will wrong you tonight." I slept together." As he spoke, he lightly patted the place on his side that he specially reserved for him.

The color in Yan Cheng's eyes couldn't help but darken further.Yu Shulian's gentle movement was undoubtedly a silent invitation to him.

That familiar feeling of parched mouth came back again.

He walked forward with a "huh", lifted the quilt and lay down in it, bending his lips soundlessly.

It turned out that there was only one quilt.

He touched the silky quilt on his body, raised his eyebrows, and sat up suddenly.

Noticing his movement, Yu Shulian looked away from the book and looked over: "What's wrong?"

The washed hair was very smooth, messily sticking to Yan Cheng's forehead.At this time, the indoor light is not very bright, and it seems that the boy's dark eyes are getting deeper and deeper.He is obviously still him, but he just doesn't know what has changed.The soft, cringing feeling was gone, replaced by temptation and aggression.

Yan Cheng slanted his lower lip, took away the book in Yu Shuxian's hand, closed it and put it aside, staring at Yu Shulian for a moment: "Is the book prettier than mine?"

The corners of Yu Shu's eyebrows twitched.

Yan Cheng supported Yu Shulian with one arm, leaned closer, and raised the other hand.With well-defined, slender fingers, he gently took off the glasses on the bridge of the man's nose and put them on the book. In the next second, he was in front of his eyes, and precisely and quickly kissed the two lips that he was lucky enough to taste once.

It was not like the superficial and careful probing before, but a fierce and fiery momentum, as if to swallow the person in front of him into his stomach.

The author has something to say: I know I can’t fall asleep even if I think about it. For Ah Shu, the current little orange is far less attractive than the unknown huge wealth~