Compared with Dong Shishan who wanted to sign a contract with her younger brother, Song Qiaoqing's motive for coming here was much purer, just to visit Pu Sheng.
She used to like this clean little prince very much, but at that time, because of her identity and the protective cover around Pu Sheng, Song Qiaoqing didn't dare to show her affection to the boy at all.
Now, taking advantage of the opportunity to participate in the program, I care about Pu Sheng's health, teach and feed her, and care for her in every possible way.
If it wasn't for the age difference between the two, others would even think that Song Qiaoqing was Pu Sheng's biological mother.
"After the show is over, just tell me which movie you want to watch again, and I'll ask my husband to prepare a VIP box for you." Song Qiaoqing promised generously, "You still have to sit in the movie theater while drinking Coke Eating popcorn at the same time has the most atmosphere. You should try it, maybe you will be hooked on that feeling.”
Pu Sheng stared at her, and said softly, "Okay, thank you Teacher Song."
Song Qiaoqing was so cute that he covered her chest, and quickly said, "Don't call me Teacher Song, it's not an official recording, so there's no need to be so polite."
"Yeah." Pu Sheng changed his words in an obedient manner, "Thank you, sister Qiao."
Worth it! ! !
Song Qiaoqing thought excitedly: To be able to hear the little prince call Qiaojie himself, this life is worth it!
Song Qiaoqing was still immersed in joy, unable to extricate herself for a long time.Hao Qianfan suddenly appeared from behind and raised his voice to stop Pu Sheng.
Hao Qianfan: "Xiao Pu, the teacher asked us to go through it again."
Pu Sheng: "Okay, Brother Fan."
Song Qiaoqing: ...
Okay, why did I forget.
After the little prince joined the show, he called everyone brother and sister, sweet and polite.
Why was she so futilely excited just now?At this time, you should show your acting skills as a movie queen and pretend to be calm, as if you have heard it often.
Among the four groups on the final stage, Xing Qingchi's group made the fastest progress.
In just three days, without any prompts or materials, an original script was written, and the respective roles were assigned. Now it has entered the rehearsal stage.
Their group finally adopted Hao Qianfan's opinion, and the final stage took a slant, abandoning the big scenes full of tension or character personality, and planned a fresh and clean idol drama.
The members of this group, including the tutor, are all big boys under the age of 25.It's not too long to leave school, and the students' appearance will not make the audience feel disobedient.
The theme of the whole stage revolves around the boys' sparkling dreams, youth, friendship, growth, and a little hidden love line.
During their rehearsal, everyone found that there was nothing wrong with the first few elements.They are all a group of dream-chasing boys, passionate and sunny. During the performance, they can make people laugh out loud, and they can also make people cry because of their bursting youth.
No one thought that the problem was actually caused by that little emotional line that could be ignored.
In the setting of the plot, Pu Sheng is a freshman who has just entered school.The senior played by Xing Qingchi was in charge of receiving him, and when they met him for the first time, he praised, "Yo, the elementary school boy is very handsome."
Later, the two attracted each other through cooperation again and again, and discovered many things to like about each other, and the distance between the two became closer and closer.
Now there are many film and television dramas about men and women, and the popularity is getting higher and higher, so don't worry about audience acceptance.
However, considering that it is a performance stage for trainees after all, in order to avoid some audiences dissing and other audiences being too excited, the team cut the emotional drama very weakly when writing the script.
From the beginning to the end, the most intimate actions of Xing Qingchi and Pu Sheng are only a shoulder-shoulder and a hand-holding.
However, Wang Zha's younger brother, who has always been a superb actor, overturned his car.
If they hadn't seen it with their own eyes, no one would have believed that Pu Sheng could not complete such a simple role.
"Shengsheng, you can't do this." Ling Bai couldn't stand it anymore, scratched his hair and walked over, "When the plot progresses to this point, you already have a little liking for Supervisor Xing, so you have to show a little emotional response. "
"Hmm..." Pu Sheng held the script and pursed her lower lip silently.
Of course he knew that he should respond.
But in this case, how should one respond?
Hao Qianfan walked over and said, "Xiao Pu, you have to show your love for Teacher Xing. It doesn't need much, a little is enough."
"I know." Pu Sheng pinched the script hard, his knuckles turned white from the force, and he looked anxious.
Very rarely, he even showed urgency.
"But I can't respond." Pu Sheng said aggrievedly.
Even if he only needs a tiny amount of 'love', he can't give it.
Because Pu Sheng couldn't understand 'love' itself, and didn't know what kind of obsessive emotion it was.
From childhood to adulthood, it seems that no one has loved him, let him feel the most touching love in the world.
So he couldn't show love, not even the slightest bit.
"Shengsheng, you..." Ling Bai was in a hurry, and asked without thinking, "Don't you like Teacher Xing?"
As soon as these words came out, the training classroom was quiet for a few seconds.
So far, all the feature films and extras released by the program group have been edited.Therefore, the audience at most thought that Xing Qingchi was only based on the idea of admiring and cherishing talents, so he took extra care of Pu Sheng.
Even though more and more CP fans are clamoring every day that 'suicide is real, whoever commits suicide will die', few people really think that they are in a relationship.
But the trainees around them can see it.
Seeing Xing Qingchi's tenderness towards Pu Sheng and his liking for him, he can vaguely guess what he has in mind.
For a long time, they knew it well, but no one dared to pierce this layer of window paper.
Naturally, no one asked, what did Pu Sheng think?Does he like Xing Qingchi?
This will be asked by Ling Bai without thinking, and the situation of deceiving the ears and stealing the bell all the time will be broken.
Including Xing Qingchi, everyone waited silently for Pu Sheng's answer.
Pu Sheng thought for a long time before shaking his head slightly.
"Uh... that..." Hao Qianfan swallowed awkwardly and nervously, not knowing how this situation would end.
Xing Qingchi didn't speak, and the anticipation in his eyes gradually dimmed.
He wasn't offended by the embarrassment of being publicly rejected, nor was he disappointed.
Xing Qingchi just felt sad, very sad.
After chasing him wishful thinking for so long, the senior still doesn't like him, why?
Just when everyone didn't know how to end it, Pu Sheng finally made a sound and said with difficulty, "I don't know."
Ling Bai was stunned, "Ah? Don't you know if you like it or not?!"
"Yeah." Pu Sheng nodded slowly, and explained, "When I got along with Teacher Xing, I was very relaxed and...happy. For the past seven years, I have been looking forward to his works. But I don't know, this counts as I don't like it."
After a pause for a few seconds, Pu Sheng added, "I feel relaxed and happy when I get along with my brothers."
"Ha, haha... It's normal, some people are really slow in emotion." Hao Qianfan felt Xing Qingchi's death stare, and quickly changed the subject with a dry smile, "Well, let's skip the emotional drama first and practice other things. "
"Yes!" Ling Bai quickly echoed, "Anyway, the emotional scene is just a small branch, even if it is cut off, it won't affect it, Shengsheng, don't feel pressured."
Pu Sheng didn't answer the words, pursed his lips without saying a word, and cooperated with everyone to start practicing silently.
He knew that because he didn't do well enough, it affected the entire team.
For the first time in his life, Pu Sheng felt self-blame.
But he was powerless, unable to change the status quo.
I can't mobilize my emotions, and I can't show the love required by the script. This is not a problem that can be solved by hard work.
There is only one month left before the final performance. How can I fill up the emptiness of my emotions for 19 years and let him learn to love in such a short time?
Surely it can't be done.Pu Sheng came to a conclusion feebly.
The whole group practiced a few more times, and soon it was time for dinner.
When Pu Sheng was eating, he was still in a trance thinking about the emotional scene that was about to be deleted. Even the brothers around him picked out all the cauliflower from his dinner plate and replaced it with tomato stewed beef brisket and peeled spicy crayfish. Discover.
After a meal, Pu Sheng rarely felt a little full.
"Go back to the dormitory, I'll go back to the classroom and practice for a while." Pu Sheng waved to everyone.
"Okay, don't come back too late." Hao Qianfan yawned and waved at him.
Ling Bai made a cheering gesture, "Come on, brother! You are already great! Don't put too much pressure on yourself."
"I didn't put pressure on myself." Pu Sheng explained, "I just feel that I must do my best to complete the stage."
"Ah..." Ling Bai sighed and rolled his eyes, "You are in a situation like this, just put pressure on yourself."
"Xiao Pu, you can't force yourself too much." Hao Qianfan patted him on the shoulder, grinned and said, "Like me, there are many things that I can't do, but I am very happy every day."
"You don't need to be so perfect, it doesn't matter if you have shortcomings, it doesn't matter if you are self-willed and lazy, we can tolerate you." Hao Qianfan said to him solemnly, "Since I said to be your number one brother, I will always stand On your side."
"Brother Fan, although your words are very touching, but I still want to remind..." Ling Bai said in a particularly spoiled atmosphere, "Brother No. [-] is Xianbao, if you take his place, you are a dog."
"..." Hao Qianfan simply gave up his integrity and let out a series of 'woof woof'.
Dogs are dogs.
My younger brother is so cute, we must not take advantage of Xianbao!
It was still difficult for Pu Sheng to understand their laughter, but with the encouragement of his two elder brothers, the heaviness surrounding him became a little easier.
He returned to the training room alone. When he walked through the corridor, the rooms on both sides were pitch black, and the trainees and guests had already left.
Several cooperative guests do not live in the dormitory building, and they are the first to leave every day.As for the other trainees, many of them haven't finished writing their scripts, and it's not time to stay up late for practice yet.Even if the script is finished, everyone still needs to prepare for the final solo. As soon as they are free these days, they will contact the company to determine their respective solo themes and situations.
In the dark night, the huge recording building was quiet, only the sound of Pu Sheng walking through the corridor in the air.
He went straight to the end and stood outside the training room of his group.
Through the glass, I can vaguely see there is still a faint light inside, which seems to be emitted from the screen of the mobile phone.
It's already this time, is there still someone inside?
With this doubt, Pu Sheng knocked on the door tentatively.
Xing Qingchi's voice quickly came from inside, "Come in."
Pu Sheng pushed open the door and greeted him politely, "Mr. Xing."
"I guessed that you would come back to practice, so turn on the light first." Xing Qingchi stood up from his seat, and finally glanced at the chat record with Dai Mao.
Dai Mao: Boss, with your conditions, it is easy to find a boyfriend, right?Why pester Pu Sheng?
Dai Mao: If you let go of his younger brother, can you also let go of yourself?
Xing Qingchi: No way.
Dai Mao:...... Are you a beast like this?Ready to be strong?
Xing Qingchi: No
Xing Qingchi: I just found out that I must have him
Pu Sheng turned on the light, and saw that Xing Qingchi was still wearing the clothes just now, and the hair on the top of his head kept the same arc as when he left.
He presumably remained in the classroom while he ate his own supper.
"Are you waiting for me?" Pu Sheng asked.
"Well, I know you definitely want to practice this play well, come on." Xing Qingchi picked up the script and waved to him, "Come on, I'll accompany you."
Pu Sheng: "Okay, thank you, tutor."
"You're welcome. Besides, I'm not just accompanying you as a mentor." Xing Qingchi sat on the floor with Pu Sheng in a down-to-earth manner, and placed the script between them.
"I'll analyze it for you from the very beginning. If you don't understand something, you can interrupt me at any time." Xing Qingchi is very professional in filming.Even if the script itself only has lines, he can clearly analyze the emotions and actions that each actor should have.
After his explanation and comments, the effect is not inferior to the director's version of the script.
"Here in the first scene, we just met, and I was attracted by your appearance." When Xing Qingchi analyzed, he always had the illusion that he was confessing his own mental journey.
The first time he saw Pu Sheng, the young boy stayed in the huge classroom, practicing his lines seriously by himself.
The moment he saw him, Xing Qingchi was attracted by this person's appearance and temperament.
He wasn't sure how much love was hidden in the astonishment of that glance.
But Xing Qingchi can be sure that he was moved by Pu Sheng at that time.
"Then came the third act. We cooperated for the first time because of the competition. During the cooperation process, we got to know each other and saw each other's strengths." Xing Qingchi said this, thinking of the moment when he really fell in love with Pu Sheng.
It was seeing him sinking to the bottom of the water and then coming up again, with a cold and chilling appearance.
Xing Qingchi still hasn't figured out whether the shock in his heart at that time was because he finally found an actor for that play, or because he finally found a hero in his life who made his heart beat.
"Slowly. I like you more and more." Xing Qingchi paused for a few seconds, then repeated the confession, "I like you."
Pu Sheng just gave an 'hmm' and didn't respond.
Xing Qingchi was silent for a few seconds.
Unlike the plot that gradually turned into double arrows in the script, from the beginning to the end, the little boy had no reaction to his liking.
Xing Qingchi wondered more than once whether he was wishful thinking and self-indulgent, but Pu Sheng just couldn't refuse because of his status as a mentor.
To Pu Sheng, his confession, which was overt and secret before, may be a kind of trouble.
If that's the case—
Xing Qingchi should indeed do what Dai Mao said, let him go and let himself go.
"Teacher Xing, I still don't understand..." Pu Sheng raised his small face blankly, and looked at him with dark gray eyes without blinking, his eyes were full of confusion, "What exactly is liking?"
"Like is a kind of... heart-pounding feeling." Xing Qingchi calmed down. Facing his question, he didn't know how to explain it for a while, so he could only answer according to his own understanding, "Actually, there are many types of liking Kind of like your fans, they all like you."
"Well, I hear it many times every time I perform."
Xing Qingchi: "Their love for you is more of admiration, fanaticism, and they regard you as an idealized goal in life, and they like you because of your excellence. This kind of love is what fans love about idols."
Pu Sheng understood, and said seriously, "So, in order to give back to them, I will work hard on filming and deliver better works."
"That's right." Xing Qing said approvingly, and then continued to analyze, "As for you and Hao Qianfan, it's based on friendship."
Xing Qingchi deliberately put the word 'friendship' very heavily, for fear that Pu Sheng would confuse friendship with love.
Xing Qingchi has been depressed for a long time because of the non-discriminatory treatment before and the intimate contact that Hao Qianfan and the others preempted.
"I understand." Pu Sheng nodded again, "They are all my important friends."
"It can be seen that you have a very good relationship." Xing Qingchi endured the sourness and continued, "Family, friendship, and love, these three are the most common emotions understood by the public."
Pu Sheng let out a thoughtful 'oh'.
Among the three emotions, the one he feels the most is friendship.From the recording of "Freshman Cultivation System" to the present, he has been groping every day, gradually adapting to the way of getting along with good friends.
The second is family affection.
When leaving home, Pu Sheng thought that he could not feel the family affection.Living alone for two years, I never miss my parents.
After all, when I used to stay at home, I rarely saw my parents.
But he received a special gift the other day.
My brother and sister came to see his performance, took photos for him, made hand gestures and PB, and supported him to do what he wanted to do.
As for love...
So what is it?
In the past 19 years of his life, Pu Sheng thought he had never come into contact with such ethereal feelings.
As soon as he came to this conclusion, Xing Qingchi's voice reached his ears.
Xing Qingchi: "And my feeling for you is love."
Pu Sheng's eyes widened slightly in surprise, "Huh?"
"Huh?" Xing Qingchi seldom saw him showing any expression other than 'blank face', and asked in surprise, "What are you surprised about?"
Pu Sheng asked softly, "Is it love for you...to me?"
"Otherwise? I seem to have confessed my love seven or eight times." Xing Qingchi counted for him, "The first time was at the office building. I said that many people like you, including me."
"..." Pu Sheng finally realized that he had misunderstood at that time, and suddenly felt a guilty conscience.
Xing Qingchi noticed and raised his eyebrows, "Senior, do you have something to confess to me?"
"Well." Pu Sheng licked his lower lip and confessed guiltily, "You said that there are many people who like me, including you. So I thought your liking was no different from those people."
"Tsk." After all, Xing Qingchi is a top student who graduated from X University, and he realized it instantly, "Then I will tell you onepick later, do you think that I just want to send you out from the standpoint of chasing stars?"
Pu Sheng replied in a low voice, "Yes."
You actually admitted it?
How dare you admit it? ? ?
Xing Qingchi couldn't help being a little angry.
He recalled the tossing and turning these days, melancholy and sentimental, always sad that his confession did not get a response——
Xing Qingchi really wanted to insult him passionately.
Not scolding Pu Sheng, but scolding himself.
Am I an idiot? !
What the hell am I trying to do? ? ?
In fact, as long as you think about it carefully, it is easy to understand:
It is absolutely impossible for a person with Pu Sheng's personality to delay and not respond after receiving the confession, hanging himself up and down.
Xing Qingchi always felt that it was difficult for him to chase, and after a long time, in the eyes of others, he didn't even start chasing.
Come on, I'm such an idiot!
"It's my fault..." Xing Qingchi put down the script, sighed leisurely, stared at Pu Sheng intently, and said solemnly, "I should make it clear."
Pu Sheng seemed to have a premonition and opened his mouth.
However, it was too late, Xing Qingchi confessed to him in the most serious, direct, and unavoidable way:
"Senior, Pu Sheng, I like you."
"I want to fall in love with you, live together, and even want to spend the rest of my life with you."
"Would you like to date me?"
The huge training classroom fell into silence again.
Xing Qingchi kept staring at Pu Sheng, clearly seeing his eyes go from calm to... painful struggle?
why?
Could it be that his confession would make him feel painful?
"Senior, you don't have to answer me right away..." Xing Qingchi was ready to chase after him for a long time, and he didn't expect Pu Sheng to give an answer immediately, and he didn't want the person he liked to suffer because of his emotions.
But he hadn't finished speaking, and before he had time to comfort the senior, the other party was already struggling to give an answer.
"I'm sorry." Pu Sheng said slowly, word by word, "Please, don't like me anymore."
Xing Qingchi felt his blood cool for a moment, and there were several buzzing sounds in his head.
Very good, don't worry about being hung up.
He was rejected outright.
He should have thought a long time ago that a person with Pu Sheng's personality would definitely give an answer immediately.
Even if it is rejection.
"Senior, can I ask the reason..." Xing Qingchi forced a smile, and asked softly, "Is it because of gender? Or is it because I am not good enough?"
"Neither of them." Pu Sheng shook his head, lowered his eyes, seemed to have made a lot of determination, and then confessed to him, "It's because of me. I may never be able to like you, and I can't give you back the same... Love."
Xing Qingchi: "Emotions can be cultivated, I don't mind..."
"I can't train it with me." Pu Sheng interrupted him, and said calmly, "I have a very serious emotional breakdown."
"Emotional disintegration?" It was the first time Xing Qingchi heard this...a terrible-sounding professional name.
"This is a calm, pure lack of emotion." Pu Sheng explained to him, "I have no emotion, so I can't love you. You...don't like me anymore."
"Emotional disintegration..." Xing Qingchi murmured in a low voice.
As a teenager with Internet addiction, Xing Qingchi was at the forefront of eating melons, so he naturally knew the term "scholar syndrome", and asked Dai Mao to find a lot of relevant materials and cure cases, hoping to help primary school principals.
Turns out he didn't suffer from that disease, but a different condition.
"Wait a minute, let me check first." Xing Qingchi took out his mobile phone, searched for relevant information on emotional disintegration, and after browsing quickly, he breathed a sigh of relief, "Thank God, it can be cured."
Pu Sheng: "Yes. The psychiatrist said that although my condition is relatively serious, there is a possibility of a complete recovery."
"Well, then I'm relieved." Xing Qingchi put away his phone, looked at Pu Sheng, and confessed again, "Senior, I like you and want to be with you."
"But, I..." Pu Sheng looked at him aggrievedly, not understanding what was going on with this man.
He has already told him the secret of 'never tell others', why Xing Qingchi still refuses to give up?
Pu Sheng is aware of his own situation. He is currently in the enlightenment stage of his perception of friendship and family affection, and this stage will last for a long time.
For a long time in the future, maybe even forever, Pu Sheng will not have the ability to perceive love.
Why does Xing Qingchi still confess to such a self?
"I know." Xing Qingchi smiled at the end of his eyes, and stared at him tenderly, "It's okay if you don't respond for a while."
"I can chase you."
"Until you like me."
Pu Sheng blinked and looked at him puzzled, "Why..."
"I like you." Xing Qingchi rubbed his hair nostalgicly, and whispered, "Besides, you need it very much and deserve to be loved unreservedly."
She used to like this clean little prince very much, but at that time, because of her identity and the protective cover around Pu Sheng, Song Qiaoqing didn't dare to show her affection to the boy at all.
Now, taking advantage of the opportunity to participate in the program, I care about Pu Sheng's health, teach and feed her, and care for her in every possible way.
If it wasn't for the age difference between the two, others would even think that Song Qiaoqing was Pu Sheng's biological mother.
"After the show is over, just tell me which movie you want to watch again, and I'll ask my husband to prepare a VIP box for you." Song Qiaoqing promised generously, "You still have to sit in the movie theater while drinking Coke Eating popcorn at the same time has the most atmosphere. You should try it, maybe you will be hooked on that feeling.”
Pu Sheng stared at her, and said softly, "Okay, thank you Teacher Song."
Song Qiaoqing was so cute that he covered her chest, and quickly said, "Don't call me Teacher Song, it's not an official recording, so there's no need to be so polite."
"Yeah." Pu Sheng changed his words in an obedient manner, "Thank you, sister Qiao."
Worth it! ! !
Song Qiaoqing thought excitedly: To be able to hear the little prince call Qiaojie himself, this life is worth it!
Song Qiaoqing was still immersed in joy, unable to extricate herself for a long time.Hao Qianfan suddenly appeared from behind and raised his voice to stop Pu Sheng.
Hao Qianfan: "Xiao Pu, the teacher asked us to go through it again."
Pu Sheng: "Okay, Brother Fan."
Song Qiaoqing: ...
Okay, why did I forget.
After the little prince joined the show, he called everyone brother and sister, sweet and polite.
Why was she so futilely excited just now?At this time, you should show your acting skills as a movie queen and pretend to be calm, as if you have heard it often.
Among the four groups on the final stage, Xing Qingchi's group made the fastest progress.
In just three days, without any prompts or materials, an original script was written, and the respective roles were assigned. Now it has entered the rehearsal stage.
Their group finally adopted Hao Qianfan's opinion, and the final stage took a slant, abandoning the big scenes full of tension or character personality, and planned a fresh and clean idol drama.
The members of this group, including the tutor, are all big boys under the age of 25.It's not too long to leave school, and the students' appearance will not make the audience feel disobedient.
The theme of the whole stage revolves around the boys' sparkling dreams, youth, friendship, growth, and a little hidden love line.
During their rehearsal, everyone found that there was nothing wrong with the first few elements.They are all a group of dream-chasing boys, passionate and sunny. During the performance, they can make people laugh out loud, and they can also make people cry because of their bursting youth.
No one thought that the problem was actually caused by that little emotional line that could be ignored.
In the setting of the plot, Pu Sheng is a freshman who has just entered school.The senior played by Xing Qingchi was in charge of receiving him, and when they met him for the first time, he praised, "Yo, the elementary school boy is very handsome."
Later, the two attracted each other through cooperation again and again, and discovered many things to like about each other, and the distance between the two became closer and closer.
Now there are many film and television dramas about men and women, and the popularity is getting higher and higher, so don't worry about audience acceptance.
However, considering that it is a performance stage for trainees after all, in order to avoid some audiences dissing and other audiences being too excited, the team cut the emotional drama very weakly when writing the script.
From the beginning to the end, the most intimate actions of Xing Qingchi and Pu Sheng are only a shoulder-shoulder and a hand-holding.
However, Wang Zha's younger brother, who has always been a superb actor, overturned his car.
If they hadn't seen it with their own eyes, no one would have believed that Pu Sheng could not complete such a simple role.
"Shengsheng, you can't do this." Ling Bai couldn't stand it anymore, scratched his hair and walked over, "When the plot progresses to this point, you already have a little liking for Supervisor Xing, so you have to show a little emotional response. "
"Hmm..." Pu Sheng held the script and pursed her lower lip silently.
Of course he knew that he should respond.
But in this case, how should one respond?
Hao Qianfan walked over and said, "Xiao Pu, you have to show your love for Teacher Xing. It doesn't need much, a little is enough."
"I know." Pu Sheng pinched the script hard, his knuckles turned white from the force, and he looked anxious.
Very rarely, he even showed urgency.
"But I can't respond." Pu Sheng said aggrievedly.
Even if he only needs a tiny amount of 'love', he can't give it.
Because Pu Sheng couldn't understand 'love' itself, and didn't know what kind of obsessive emotion it was.
From childhood to adulthood, it seems that no one has loved him, let him feel the most touching love in the world.
So he couldn't show love, not even the slightest bit.
"Shengsheng, you..." Ling Bai was in a hurry, and asked without thinking, "Don't you like Teacher Xing?"
As soon as these words came out, the training classroom was quiet for a few seconds.
So far, all the feature films and extras released by the program group have been edited.Therefore, the audience at most thought that Xing Qingchi was only based on the idea of admiring and cherishing talents, so he took extra care of Pu Sheng.
Even though more and more CP fans are clamoring every day that 'suicide is real, whoever commits suicide will die', few people really think that they are in a relationship.
But the trainees around them can see it.
Seeing Xing Qingchi's tenderness towards Pu Sheng and his liking for him, he can vaguely guess what he has in mind.
For a long time, they knew it well, but no one dared to pierce this layer of window paper.
Naturally, no one asked, what did Pu Sheng think?Does he like Xing Qingchi?
This will be asked by Ling Bai without thinking, and the situation of deceiving the ears and stealing the bell all the time will be broken.
Including Xing Qingchi, everyone waited silently for Pu Sheng's answer.
Pu Sheng thought for a long time before shaking his head slightly.
"Uh... that..." Hao Qianfan swallowed awkwardly and nervously, not knowing how this situation would end.
Xing Qingchi didn't speak, and the anticipation in his eyes gradually dimmed.
He wasn't offended by the embarrassment of being publicly rejected, nor was he disappointed.
Xing Qingchi just felt sad, very sad.
After chasing him wishful thinking for so long, the senior still doesn't like him, why?
Just when everyone didn't know how to end it, Pu Sheng finally made a sound and said with difficulty, "I don't know."
Ling Bai was stunned, "Ah? Don't you know if you like it or not?!"
"Yeah." Pu Sheng nodded slowly, and explained, "When I got along with Teacher Xing, I was very relaxed and...happy. For the past seven years, I have been looking forward to his works. But I don't know, this counts as I don't like it."
After a pause for a few seconds, Pu Sheng added, "I feel relaxed and happy when I get along with my brothers."
"Ha, haha... It's normal, some people are really slow in emotion." Hao Qianfan felt Xing Qingchi's death stare, and quickly changed the subject with a dry smile, "Well, let's skip the emotional drama first and practice other things. "
"Yes!" Ling Bai quickly echoed, "Anyway, the emotional scene is just a small branch, even if it is cut off, it won't affect it, Shengsheng, don't feel pressured."
Pu Sheng didn't answer the words, pursed his lips without saying a word, and cooperated with everyone to start practicing silently.
He knew that because he didn't do well enough, it affected the entire team.
For the first time in his life, Pu Sheng felt self-blame.
But he was powerless, unable to change the status quo.
I can't mobilize my emotions, and I can't show the love required by the script. This is not a problem that can be solved by hard work.
There is only one month left before the final performance. How can I fill up the emptiness of my emotions for 19 years and let him learn to love in such a short time?
Surely it can't be done.Pu Sheng came to a conclusion feebly.
The whole group practiced a few more times, and soon it was time for dinner.
When Pu Sheng was eating, he was still in a trance thinking about the emotional scene that was about to be deleted. Even the brothers around him picked out all the cauliflower from his dinner plate and replaced it with tomato stewed beef brisket and peeled spicy crayfish. Discover.
After a meal, Pu Sheng rarely felt a little full.
"Go back to the dormitory, I'll go back to the classroom and practice for a while." Pu Sheng waved to everyone.
"Okay, don't come back too late." Hao Qianfan yawned and waved at him.
Ling Bai made a cheering gesture, "Come on, brother! You are already great! Don't put too much pressure on yourself."
"I didn't put pressure on myself." Pu Sheng explained, "I just feel that I must do my best to complete the stage."
"Ah..." Ling Bai sighed and rolled his eyes, "You are in a situation like this, just put pressure on yourself."
"Xiao Pu, you can't force yourself too much." Hao Qianfan patted him on the shoulder, grinned and said, "Like me, there are many things that I can't do, but I am very happy every day."
"You don't need to be so perfect, it doesn't matter if you have shortcomings, it doesn't matter if you are self-willed and lazy, we can tolerate you." Hao Qianfan said to him solemnly, "Since I said to be your number one brother, I will always stand On your side."
"Brother Fan, although your words are very touching, but I still want to remind..." Ling Bai said in a particularly spoiled atmosphere, "Brother No. [-] is Xianbao, if you take his place, you are a dog."
"..." Hao Qianfan simply gave up his integrity and let out a series of 'woof woof'.
Dogs are dogs.
My younger brother is so cute, we must not take advantage of Xianbao!
It was still difficult for Pu Sheng to understand their laughter, but with the encouragement of his two elder brothers, the heaviness surrounding him became a little easier.
He returned to the training room alone. When he walked through the corridor, the rooms on both sides were pitch black, and the trainees and guests had already left.
Several cooperative guests do not live in the dormitory building, and they are the first to leave every day.As for the other trainees, many of them haven't finished writing their scripts, and it's not time to stay up late for practice yet.Even if the script is finished, everyone still needs to prepare for the final solo. As soon as they are free these days, they will contact the company to determine their respective solo themes and situations.
In the dark night, the huge recording building was quiet, only the sound of Pu Sheng walking through the corridor in the air.
He went straight to the end and stood outside the training room of his group.
Through the glass, I can vaguely see there is still a faint light inside, which seems to be emitted from the screen of the mobile phone.
It's already this time, is there still someone inside?
With this doubt, Pu Sheng knocked on the door tentatively.
Xing Qingchi's voice quickly came from inside, "Come in."
Pu Sheng pushed open the door and greeted him politely, "Mr. Xing."
"I guessed that you would come back to practice, so turn on the light first." Xing Qingchi stood up from his seat, and finally glanced at the chat record with Dai Mao.
Dai Mao: Boss, with your conditions, it is easy to find a boyfriend, right?Why pester Pu Sheng?
Dai Mao: If you let go of his younger brother, can you also let go of yourself?
Xing Qingchi: No way.
Dai Mao:...... Are you a beast like this?Ready to be strong?
Xing Qingchi: No
Xing Qingchi: I just found out that I must have him
Pu Sheng turned on the light, and saw that Xing Qingchi was still wearing the clothes just now, and the hair on the top of his head kept the same arc as when he left.
He presumably remained in the classroom while he ate his own supper.
"Are you waiting for me?" Pu Sheng asked.
"Well, I know you definitely want to practice this play well, come on." Xing Qingchi picked up the script and waved to him, "Come on, I'll accompany you."
Pu Sheng: "Okay, thank you, tutor."
"You're welcome. Besides, I'm not just accompanying you as a mentor." Xing Qingchi sat on the floor with Pu Sheng in a down-to-earth manner, and placed the script between them.
"I'll analyze it for you from the very beginning. If you don't understand something, you can interrupt me at any time." Xing Qingchi is very professional in filming.Even if the script itself only has lines, he can clearly analyze the emotions and actions that each actor should have.
After his explanation and comments, the effect is not inferior to the director's version of the script.
"Here in the first scene, we just met, and I was attracted by your appearance." When Xing Qingchi analyzed, he always had the illusion that he was confessing his own mental journey.
The first time he saw Pu Sheng, the young boy stayed in the huge classroom, practicing his lines seriously by himself.
The moment he saw him, Xing Qingchi was attracted by this person's appearance and temperament.
He wasn't sure how much love was hidden in the astonishment of that glance.
But Xing Qingchi can be sure that he was moved by Pu Sheng at that time.
"Then came the third act. We cooperated for the first time because of the competition. During the cooperation process, we got to know each other and saw each other's strengths." Xing Qingchi said this, thinking of the moment when he really fell in love with Pu Sheng.
It was seeing him sinking to the bottom of the water and then coming up again, with a cold and chilling appearance.
Xing Qingchi still hasn't figured out whether the shock in his heart at that time was because he finally found an actor for that play, or because he finally found a hero in his life who made his heart beat.
"Slowly. I like you more and more." Xing Qingchi paused for a few seconds, then repeated the confession, "I like you."
Pu Sheng just gave an 'hmm' and didn't respond.
Xing Qingchi was silent for a few seconds.
Unlike the plot that gradually turned into double arrows in the script, from the beginning to the end, the little boy had no reaction to his liking.
Xing Qingchi wondered more than once whether he was wishful thinking and self-indulgent, but Pu Sheng just couldn't refuse because of his status as a mentor.
To Pu Sheng, his confession, which was overt and secret before, may be a kind of trouble.
If that's the case—
Xing Qingchi should indeed do what Dai Mao said, let him go and let himself go.
"Teacher Xing, I still don't understand..." Pu Sheng raised his small face blankly, and looked at him with dark gray eyes without blinking, his eyes were full of confusion, "What exactly is liking?"
"Like is a kind of... heart-pounding feeling." Xing Qingchi calmed down. Facing his question, he didn't know how to explain it for a while, so he could only answer according to his own understanding, "Actually, there are many types of liking Kind of like your fans, they all like you."
"Well, I hear it many times every time I perform."
Xing Qingchi: "Their love for you is more of admiration, fanaticism, and they regard you as an idealized goal in life, and they like you because of your excellence. This kind of love is what fans love about idols."
Pu Sheng understood, and said seriously, "So, in order to give back to them, I will work hard on filming and deliver better works."
"That's right." Xing Qing said approvingly, and then continued to analyze, "As for you and Hao Qianfan, it's based on friendship."
Xing Qingchi deliberately put the word 'friendship' very heavily, for fear that Pu Sheng would confuse friendship with love.
Xing Qingchi has been depressed for a long time because of the non-discriminatory treatment before and the intimate contact that Hao Qianfan and the others preempted.
"I understand." Pu Sheng nodded again, "They are all my important friends."
"It can be seen that you have a very good relationship." Xing Qingchi endured the sourness and continued, "Family, friendship, and love, these three are the most common emotions understood by the public."
Pu Sheng let out a thoughtful 'oh'.
Among the three emotions, the one he feels the most is friendship.From the recording of "Freshman Cultivation System" to the present, he has been groping every day, gradually adapting to the way of getting along with good friends.
The second is family affection.
When leaving home, Pu Sheng thought that he could not feel the family affection.Living alone for two years, I never miss my parents.
After all, when I used to stay at home, I rarely saw my parents.
But he received a special gift the other day.
My brother and sister came to see his performance, took photos for him, made hand gestures and PB, and supported him to do what he wanted to do.
As for love...
So what is it?
In the past 19 years of his life, Pu Sheng thought he had never come into contact with such ethereal feelings.
As soon as he came to this conclusion, Xing Qingchi's voice reached his ears.
Xing Qingchi: "And my feeling for you is love."
Pu Sheng's eyes widened slightly in surprise, "Huh?"
"Huh?" Xing Qingchi seldom saw him showing any expression other than 'blank face', and asked in surprise, "What are you surprised about?"
Pu Sheng asked softly, "Is it love for you...to me?"
"Otherwise? I seem to have confessed my love seven or eight times." Xing Qingchi counted for him, "The first time was at the office building. I said that many people like you, including me."
"..." Pu Sheng finally realized that he had misunderstood at that time, and suddenly felt a guilty conscience.
Xing Qingchi noticed and raised his eyebrows, "Senior, do you have something to confess to me?"
"Well." Pu Sheng licked his lower lip and confessed guiltily, "You said that there are many people who like me, including you. So I thought your liking was no different from those people."
"Tsk." After all, Xing Qingchi is a top student who graduated from X University, and he realized it instantly, "Then I will tell you onepick later, do you think that I just want to send you out from the standpoint of chasing stars?"
Pu Sheng replied in a low voice, "Yes."
You actually admitted it?
How dare you admit it? ? ?
Xing Qingchi couldn't help being a little angry.
He recalled the tossing and turning these days, melancholy and sentimental, always sad that his confession did not get a response——
Xing Qingchi really wanted to insult him passionately.
Not scolding Pu Sheng, but scolding himself.
Am I an idiot? !
What the hell am I trying to do? ? ?
In fact, as long as you think about it carefully, it is easy to understand:
It is absolutely impossible for a person with Pu Sheng's personality to delay and not respond after receiving the confession, hanging himself up and down.
Xing Qingchi always felt that it was difficult for him to chase, and after a long time, in the eyes of others, he didn't even start chasing.
Come on, I'm such an idiot!
"It's my fault..." Xing Qingchi put down the script, sighed leisurely, stared at Pu Sheng intently, and said solemnly, "I should make it clear."
Pu Sheng seemed to have a premonition and opened his mouth.
However, it was too late, Xing Qingchi confessed to him in the most serious, direct, and unavoidable way:
"Senior, Pu Sheng, I like you."
"I want to fall in love with you, live together, and even want to spend the rest of my life with you."
"Would you like to date me?"
The huge training classroom fell into silence again.
Xing Qingchi kept staring at Pu Sheng, clearly seeing his eyes go from calm to... painful struggle?
why?
Could it be that his confession would make him feel painful?
"Senior, you don't have to answer me right away..." Xing Qingchi was ready to chase after him for a long time, and he didn't expect Pu Sheng to give an answer immediately, and he didn't want the person he liked to suffer because of his emotions.
But he hadn't finished speaking, and before he had time to comfort the senior, the other party was already struggling to give an answer.
"I'm sorry." Pu Sheng said slowly, word by word, "Please, don't like me anymore."
Xing Qingchi felt his blood cool for a moment, and there were several buzzing sounds in his head.
Very good, don't worry about being hung up.
He was rejected outright.
He should have thought a long time ago that a person with Pu Sheng's personality would definitely give an answer immediately.
Even if it is rejection.
"Senior, can I ask the reason..." Xing Qingchi forced a smile, and asked softly, "Is it because of gender? Or is it because I am not good enough?"
"Neither of them." Pu Sheng shook his head, lowered his eyes, seemed to have made a lot of determination, and then confessed to him, "It's because of me. I may never be able to like you, and I can't give you back the same... Love."
Xing Qingchi: "Emotions can be cultivated, I don't mind..."
"I can't train it with me." Pu Sheng interrupted him, and said calmly, "I have a very serious emotional breakdown."
"Emotional disintegration?" It was the first time Xing Qingchi heard this...a terrible-sounding professional name.
"This is a calm, pure lack of emotion." Pu Sheng explained to him, "I have no emotion, so I can't love you. You...don't like me anymore."
"Emotional disintegration..." Xing Qingchi murmured in a low voice.
As a teenager with Internet addiction, Xing Qingchi was at the forefront of eating melons, so he naturally knew the term "scholar syndrome", and asked Dai Mao to find a lot of relevant materials and cure cases, hoping to help primary school principals.
Turns out he didn't suffer from that disease, but a different condition.
"Wait a minute, let me check first." Xing Qingchi took out his mobile phone, searched for relevant information on emotional disintegration, and after browsing quickly, he breathed a sigh of relief, "Thank God, it can be cured."
Pu Sheng: "Yes. The psychiatrist said that although my condition is relatively serious, there is a possibility of a complete recovery."
"Well, then I'm relieved." Xing Qingchi put away his phone, looked at Pu Sheng, and confessed again, "Senior, I like you and want to be with you."
"But, I..." Pu Sheng looked at him aggrievedly, not understanding what was going on with this man.
He has already told him the secret of 'never tell others', why Xing Qingchi still refuses to give up?
Pu Sheng is aware of his own situation. He is currently in the enlightenment stage of his perception of friendship and family affection, and this stage will last for a long time.
For a long time in the future, maybe even forever, Pu Sheng will not have the ability to perceive love.
Why does Xing Qingchi still confess to such a self?
"I know." Xing Qingchi smiled at the end of his eyes, and stared at him tenderly, "It's okay if you don't respond for a while."
"I can chase you."
"Until you like me."
Pu Sheng blinked and looked at him puzzled, "Why..."
"I like you." Xing Qingchi rubbed his hair nostalgicly, and whispered, "Besides, you need it very much and deserve to be loved unreservedly."
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