Wouldn't things have been different if I hadn't met you

He couldn't sleep well at night. He dreamed that Chen Xiaodong was smiling softly, calling Xia's name, running towards him, and he ran over, but Chen Xiaodong was no longer there.

When Liu Xia woke up in the morning, she hadn't come out of the dream, and her mood was always low.He didn't return to the real world until he went out and was scorched by the hot sun.

Come on, he still owes Yan Dong a lot of money.

The time when Liu Xia arrived at the outpatient building was 7:45, because Yan Dong specially reminded him yesterday to avoid working hours and to avoid crowded times.That's why he was early.Before the nurse at the triage desk came, Liu Xia hurried into the treatment area to see if there was any doctor who had already arrived.At first glance, quite a few of them have already arrived.Liu Xia picked one and adjusted his collar before entering the room.

He thought that he would have to spend a lot of hard work, with a lot of smiling faces, and several banquets to get the sales he wanted.

As a result, before he walked into the doctor's consulting room, the other party chased him away impatiently and told him to come back when he got off work at noon.

Liu Xia had no choice but to withdraw obediently.Tried a few more, and the tone was surprisingly consistent.Walking to the waiting area and seeing the familiar furnishings, Liu Xia remembered the last time he came to see a doctor as a patient. It was only a few months, but people and things had completely changed.

Then suddenly nothing happened.It's Liu Xia's first day at work and she has nothing to do, not to mention selling products, and she didn't even ask for a doctor's call.Feeling uneasy but having nothing to do is the most difficult thing to endure.

As the official working time of the outpatient clinic approaches, more and more people pour into the waiting area.Liu Xia looked dizzy at Wu Yangyang's crowd, and decided to go out first.

Yan Dong was really furious about what happened yesterday, they are all men, doesn't he know how much it hurts?That bastard actually managed to do it.I was even more angry with myself, the other party dared to do this kind of thing, if Yan Dong's style was followed before, he would have to stop for the rest of his life if he was not beaten to death, but now he was very angry except when it hurt, and when Liu Xia called later he She forgave him instantly.He also helped him find the reason, such as he had already said no, it was because he was too hasty, his character was like this.

Useless!It's useless!

Yan Dong was angry all night, and he was still angry when he woke up.He was so angry that he was not in the mood to make breakfast, so he washed his face indiscriminately and went out.

Driving with a cloud of anger, parking with a cloud of anger, and then continuing to go up the elevator with a cloud of anger.When he saw Liu Xia at the entrance of the escalator, he wanted to keep holding on to the anger and hold back a bit.Unexpectedly, Liu Xia immediately extinguished the fire with a word of sorry.

"Forget it, I also have something wrong." Yan Dong said.I wanted to put on a sullen face, but I couldn't do it anymore, so I could only ignore Liu Xia and turn around to pretend to look around.

"Are you going to the clinic too?" Liu Xia suddenly remembered something, and started looking through her briefcase.

"That's right..." Seeing Liu Xia rummaging around in a hurry, Yan Dong realized that this guy came to work and not to apologize to him.

"This...you will need it." Liu Xia took out his business card as if offering a treasure.

"Stupid, didn't I tell you to avoid suspicion?" Although Yan Dong blamed him, he still took the business card.Raise your hand to check your watch, if you don't go in, you will be late.

"Yes, I came early." Liu Xia said aggrievedly.

"Stupid! I told you to get off work at noon and in the afternoon." Yan Dong tapped Liu Xia's forehead, "I'm leaving, let's have lunch together at noon." He said and headed towards the consulting room.After taking two steps, I remembered something, and walked back.

"Have you had breakfast? I have eggs, soy milk and buns." Yan Dong handed Liu Xia the breakfast bought on the road, and suddenly regretted not making breakfast in the morning.And decided to do it together for Liu Xia starting from tomorrow.

Liu Xia shook her head and told Yan Dong to eat by herself.Saying that, he waved his hands and walked up the escalator.

He doesn't look angry anymore.And it is also considered to be in contact with the first doctor.

Liu Xia felt happy.

With nowhere to go, Liu Xia kills time at KFC.I didn't return to the outpatient building until eleven o'clock.

There are far fewer patients than in the morning.Liu Xia was bored waiting in the waiting room, so he studied the materials of various experts posted on the wall.Seeing Yan Dong's photos at first glance.

He looks more handsome in formal clothes.It doesn't look like a nightclub prince at all.

Liu Xia clicked her tongue.

I don't know how many boys and girls have been cheated.

After sighing, Liu Xia turned to other photos.If he can remember all the photos and names, it should increase his favorability when we meet later.Think about it and get serious.

At [-]:[-], some doctors stopped seeing patients one after another.Liu Xia is finally about to start working.I saw several doctors in a row, but it was unexpectedly refreshing.

It was past 12:30 when I left the consultation room.Knowing so many strangers all at once, Liu Xia didn't dare to be negligent, and hurriedly took advantage of the impressions in her mind, combined with the expert introductions on the wall to confirm the names and faces of each doctor, and checked the contact information one by one.

It's past one o'clock when everything is busy.It was only then that Liu Xia felt hungry, and then remembered that Yan Dong said that he wanted to have dinner together this morning.

He must have eaten so late.Even so, I called him to confirm.

The phone was connected but was not answered, and footsteps came from the consulting room.

"Why haven't you left yet?" Seeing Yan Dong coming out of the consulting room, Liu Xia put away her phone in surprise and ran over.

"Wait for you." Yan Dong stretched his waist, "How is it going, is it going well?"

Liu Xia nodded with a smile.

I really want to kiss.

Yan Dong suppressed the impulse in his heart, turned around and walked towards the door as if nothing had happened.

Liu Xia followed and happily talked about the doctors I met today.

Yan Dong knew quite a few medical representatives, but he had never expressed his opinion as frankly as Liu Xia.

It's also new, because in the eyes of medical representatives, we are like this.

Yan Dong smiled and listened to Liu Xia's chatter, occasionally nodding in agreement.The way out of the hospital seemed to be much shorter than usual, and I arrived at the restaurant within a few steps.

Entering the restaurant, Liu Xia finally calmed down and began to drink glass after glass of water.

"Today is a re-acquaintance with you." Yan Dong said to Liu Xia while handing back the menu of the ordered dishes to the waiter.

Liu Xia was stunned holding the water glass.

Yan Dong glanced at Liu Xia, who had become stupid again, picked up the disposable chopsticks and played with them in his hand, and said with a smile: "I used to think that you were an introverted person who didn't like to talk, and you were stupid. Today I see you Come on, not quite."

Liu Xia put the water glass on the table, his eyes suddenly became more tender.

"I chose to work in sales because I was said to be introverted."

"It seems that you are not all spoiled by your parents." Yan Dong said while digging something in his pants pocket, and after a while he took out two tickets and handed them to Liu Xia, "It's a reward for your hard work."

Drama tickets.Last time I tasted the sweetness, Liu Xia now likes to watch dramas.He picked up the ticket and agreed without thinking.

Maybe it was because there was a drama to watch in the evening that boosted his motivation. Liu Xia was more motivated in the afternoon, and ran to another hospital under the scorching sun, and contacted many doctors.

Liu Xia finished work earlier, he consciously chose the restaurant, ordered the meal, and then sent the address to Yan Dong.

When Yan Dong arrived at the restaurant, he saw Liu Xia obediently sitting on a chair from a distance, looking out the window innocently, not knowing what he was thinking.He suddenly felt a little reluctant to go.If we were face to face, that guy would definitely not let me look at him like this, nor would he show such an innocent expression.He remembered Zhu Renqian's phone call in the afternoon. "The one who falls in love first is always the loser." "It's not worth giving up the whole forest for a big tree," Zhu Renqian warned him.Based on his friendship with Zhu Renqian for five years, he knew that Zhu Renqian was sincerely doing his best.

Unfortunately, love is unreasonable.It's not that you can't love if you don't love it.He has tried.

Liu Xia will order food for herself, and she also ordered exactly the taste she likes.Yan Dong was both surprised and happy.So when it came to checkout, I didn't fight with Liu Xia, and let him pay because of his pleasure.

The content of the drama this time is in the style of magical realism, and Liu Xia is too easy to get involved, so it is inevitable that he will be suddenly frightened occasionally, and will lean on Yan Dong in a panic. I have already decided in my heart to go to the cinema to watch a ghost movie next time.

After watching the play, Yan Dong proposed to go for a walk by the river and eat supper by the way.Liu Xia was having a good time, so he naturally agreed.

It is midsummer, and there are many people enjoying the coolness by the river at this time.

As soon as he arrived at Jiangbin Avenue, the image of him and Chen Xiaodong taking a walk automatically appeared in Liu Xia's mind. Because they lived by the river, their main leisure activities in the past were to go for a walk in the nearby Linjiang Square.

We were too busy before, we didn't watch dramas together, and we seldom even watched movies.I really didn't expect to break up like this. I thought I wouldn't be able to live without him, but that's what happened.I don't know if he is good or not, maybe it doesn't matter if I contact him, maybe he doesn't care at all.

"What are you thinking, why don't you speak?" Yan Dong walked beside Liu Xia and asked softly.Because of the backlight, I can't see the expression clearly.

The past should be let go.Liu Xia calmed down.

"Still thinking about the drama just now? Still feeling scared?" Yan Dong asked with a smile.

"No." Liu Xia said angrily, unconsciously quickening her pace.It was really embarrassing just now, and I will never watch this kind of drama with Yan Dong again.

"It's okay, I don't laugh at you." Despite saying this, Yan Dong laughed louder, and quickly caught up with Liu Xia: "Here, if you feel scared, I can lend you my hand." He said and grabbed Liu Xia's hand.

Liu Xia was taken aback and wanted to break free, but Yan Dong firmly grasped it, not giving him a chance.

"Strict winter!" Liu Xia was anxious.

Yan Dong laughs, but doesn't let go.The two fought on the sidewalk.Afraid of blocking other walkers, Yan Dong took Liu Xia and leaned against the railing, Liu Xia stared at Yan Dong and ordered him to let go.

After both of them leaned against the railing, Yan Dong let go as promised, and turned towards the direction of the river, putting his body weight on the railing, his expression became a little serious for some reason, although he was still smiling, his brows were Wrinkled.

Liu Xia thought he was really angry, and was about to explain.Yan Dong spoke first.

"Xia." He called.

It's been a long time, Liu Xia seems to have not heard anyone call him Xia for a long time.

"Xia." Yan Dong turned to look at Liu Xia and called out again.

Liu Xia came back to her senses, frowned and asked him to stop shouting.

Yan Dong pursed his lips, as if he had made up his mind and said: "I like you."

Liu Xia was stunned, or maybe she was frightened by Yan Dong's seriousness.Liu Xia scratched her head and said in a low voice, "Yan Dong, I..."

Yan Dong interrupted Liu Xia almost immediately: "I know that in your eyes, I am a very bad person, but for you, I am willing to change anything. Can you give me a chance?"

Liu Xia was moved by Yan Dong's sincerity, and felt really sorry that she was still wary of him.But his heart is still with Chen Xiaodong, so what can he give Yan Dong?

"I want to go back." Liu Xia took a step back, and turned to the direction he came from.

Looking at Liu Xia's leaving back, Yan Dong felt a sudden soreness somewhere in his heart, stronger and stronger.

It's really useless.

But the feet still chased after him in disobedience.

"Let's take you back, the buses are closed." Yan Dong made his tone sound relaxed.

Liu Xia didn't speak, and continued to walk forward.

Yan Dong took Liu Xia's hand and forced him to follow him back to the parking lot.

It's rare to be silent all the way.

At the entrance of Renhe Alley where Liu Xia lived, Yan Dong stopped the car.

Liu Xia didn't seem to want to get out of the car yet, and sat on the passenger seat rubbing the seat belt.

Yan Dong neither urged nor asked why, just sat quietly looking at the darkness outside the window.

"Yan Dong," Liu Xia finally said, "Thank you for liking me, and thank you for helping me so much. But I haven't been able to forget my ex-boyfriend yet, so I'm really sorry..."

"People have to look forward, no one can always live in the past." Yan Dong's voice was cold.

"I know, I've been working hard, but it may take a while." Liu Xiayue said in a softer voice.

Yan Dong looked out the window and sighed.He changed his sitting position to face Liu Xia, and asked with a serious expression, "Do you mean to ask me to wait?"

Liu Xia looked at Yan Dong with a trace of timidity in his eyes, and replied softly: "If you are willing to wait."

Yan Dong sighed again, lowered his head, looked at Liu Xia's hand, and reached out to grab it. "I am willing." She said and lowered her head to leave a kiss on the back of his hand.

Liu Xia instinctively wanted to withdraw her hand, but was firmly held by Yan Dong.

Yan Dong pulled him into his arms with force, and kissed his forehead again.

"Let the body start to forget first." Yan Dong said.After speaking, he immediately lowered his head and kissed Liu Xia's lips.

Liu Xia pushed Yan Dong, but did not move.Even the no-no was completely submerged in Yan Dong's deep kiss.

(brain time)

The car is full of smell.

Liu Xia limp on the passenger seat, her clothes disheveled, her eyes full of confusion and sadness.

Yan Dong glanced at Liu Xia, rolled down the car window, and lit a cigarette. "Come to my place tonight."

"No, I'm going back." Liu Xia sat up while supporting herself, and reached out to open the door.

Yan Dong grabbed him, frowned slightly and said: "No. The inside must be clean, otherwise you will have diarrhea."

"I will clean it myself." Liu Xia opened the car door and pushed Yan Dong again.

"Go to my place." Yan Dong still refused.

"Yan Dong, I want to be alone." Liu Xia begged.

Yan Dong looked at Liu Xia with complicated eyes.Finally let go.

Liu Xia fled as if jumping out of the car, and the back immediately hurt as soon as he pulled it, Liu Xia couldn't help snorting.

Yan Dong hurriedly got out of the car and ran over to ask him if he was okay.

Liu Xia shook her head, didn't even say goodbye, turned around and left without looking back.

Yan Dong did not catch up.Looking at Liu Xia's limping but stubborn back, he felt a burst of fear for no reason.

How did I become like this.

Liu Xia couldn't help crying as he walked, and the pain in his butt reminded him of what happened just now.Like punishment for his betrayal.

When he got home, he immediately climbed into bed and covered himself with the quilt.

The scenes just now circled in my mind like a movie.The appearance of shamefully asking for it, the appearance of being a ****.

Finally couldn't help but burst into tears.

I don't know when I fell asleep.

Forgot to set the alarm clock.Woke up and it was daylight.Liu Xia looked at his watch, it was past nine o'clock.