North to South

Originally, that kid Fu Beisheng would never let me talk about these things. After all, Nansheng had just recovered not long ago.But I think that some "deep affection" should not be buried by time.

To be honest, I never thought that I would have such a literary day.

My name is Song Ze, and Fu Nansheng and Fu Nansheng are hardcore brothers who have played together since the first year of high school, so I know best what kind of person my brother is. He looks good, has a good personality, and has good grades. "Other people's children".

But in this way, he finally did a "bad thing", and I don't know if it's because he usually abides by his duties very much, so "deviant" is so scary.

At the end of the second semester of the second year of high school, Fu Nansheng secretly told me that his nominal brother Fu Beisheng was chasing him, and in order to prevent the trouble from getting too stiff, he promised to give an answer after the college entrance examination.I didn't know Fu Beisheng at that time. I only knew that when we were in the second semester of the second year of high school, he had just transferred from Beicheng to attend the first year of high school. If I remember correctly, he was in class (6) of the first year of high school.

But all this doesn't stop me from hating him. After all, for someone as good as my brother, I'm afraid only a fairy is worthy of him. That's what I thought at the time.Besides, even if I am not against homosexuality, I would not naively think that in today's society, two men can live an easy life, so I am against it.

After that, I began to observe Fu Beisheng secretly, so as to find out his flaws and go to Nansheng to dismantle him.

However, the reality is very skinny, and I have to admit that that kid Fu Beisheng is also an excellent person.

He can quickly find out the differences in learning in different cities, solve the problems that many transfer students have been troubled for a long time, and has always been the top ten in the grade.Although he has a charming face, he never flirts with girls, and has strong hands-on ability, gentle and polite manners, and good interpersonal relationships.

It's not that I didn't work hard to find fault, it can only be said that the "goal" didn't give a chance at all.

I don't know what kind of luck that stinky kid got. The dormitory was next to our dormitory when we stayed. Every morning when we went to the cafeteria, including returning to the dormitory at night, we could meet him.

I always felt that the matter of dividing the dormitory was behind his back. Sure enough, after a long time, he also admitted that he was the one who went to the dormitory manager Mingshu to ventilate.I scolded him for being shameless, but he actually smiled and said that it is normal to want to get closer to the person he likes. I was so angry that I wanted to beat him up.

Even though I know I can't beat him at all.

In the next year, we high school seniors were sprinting for the college entrance examination, so we had a lot less spare time, so I rarely took the initiative to make things difficult for someone.However, a certain person was very uncooperative, and what he did really hurt the eyes of a single dog.

Taking advantage of the fact that the second year of high school leaves school early, he would buy all kinds of snacks and fruits and put them on Nansheng's desk every night, accompanied by a small note full of concerns.He never came to see us off when there were people in our dormitory, even though the two dormitories were so close to each other, even though he actually wanted to stick to Nansheng all the time.

Speaking of this, I specifically asked him why he did this. He glanced at me mockingly and said, "If you like someone, don't you just give silently."

At that moment, I believed that Fu Beisheng really liked Nansheng very, very much.

I don't know what's going on, but after entering the third year of high school, my brain suddenly became brighter, as if I had opened up the second channel of Ren and Du, and I just changed from the bottom of the grade crane to a student bully who was on an equal footing with Nan Shengping .

In June, after sweating in the examination room, a group of acquaintances of us went out for a meal.

Speaking of that day, I am out of breath.Because that brat Fu Beisheng actually kissed Nansheng in front of everyone and even confessed.What shocked me the most was that Nan Sheng also accepted it frankly.

Are they coming out publicly?

Fortunately, there were only a few people who came that day, and they were all from our own family, so this matter was not exposed.

When I went back to school, I grabbed Nansheng and asked him if he had really made up his mind. After all, this road is not easy to walk.He said a word at that time, and I still remember it to this day.

He said: "Song Ze, you may not understand. The feeling of liking someone is the feeling of a lifetime. Even if you regret it later, it is better than regretting it now."

Fortunately, until the end, they didn't regret it.

Later, Nan Sheng and I got the admission letter from the same university. I chose to study medicine following a dream I thought was impossible to realize.

And later, I also thanked fate for this choice countless times.Because when Fu Nansheng was 25 years old, he fell into a coma inexplicably, and no matter how many doctors he visited, it was of no avail.

At that time, Fu Beisheng had already graduated from university. In order to have a better life with Nansheng, he chose a business that he didn't really like.And when he was admitted to university, the two came out to his family at the same time, and after many twists and turns, he won the acquiescence of his family.

Everyone who knew them felt that they would be happy and happy from now on, but who would have thought that this inexplicable illness would come down from the sky and drive Fu Beisheng crazy for life.

I have never been so grateful that I studied medicine, and my main focus is brain.

But after two years of treatment, Nan Sheng still didn't wake up.

Looking at my good brother who is losing his vitality, I feel extremely painful.But I know that the most painful will not be me, but Fu Beisheng, who is getting more and more depressed.

"Look at you, what kind of person is this now!" I scolded Fu Beisheng more than once.That person who used to be dazzling wherever he went, doesn't have the appearance of a successful person, he hugs the person on the hospital bed like a wandering ghost all day long and doesn't let go.

"Fu Beisheng, you fucking talk!"

Still no response.

I know that this desperate man is almost unable to hold on anymore.I've never seen him cry before, but that time, he cried without restraint in front of me, crying heartbreakingly.

Only by shutting myself in the laboratory and researching day and night can I have a moment of less heartache.

Half a month later, I dragged away the man who was staying in the ward, and I told him that I have a solution.

Then there's the "new" story.

In a special way, Nan Sheng was created a world that was too real, and a life that was no different from reality.Until, the set "Fu Beisheng" came to him from Beicheng, breaking the superficial calm in just a few days.

Nan Sheng, who is now awake, does not remember this world that can be called "dream", and others will not know what happened. Even I only know some basic world settings.

Therefore, only Fu Beisheng, who entered the "dream" with his own risk, can describe the whole process.

I used Nansheng's recovery needs as an excuse to trick Fu Beisheng into telling me everything that happened. I was really curious about what it was like in the "dream".Unexpectedly, the first thing he said was, "Oh, in the dream you look even more funny than now."

Although I feel a little itchy in my fist, I am also sincerely happy that my life is finally back on track now.

Fu Beisheng finally told the whole story. After all, as long as it was about Nansheng's body, he would not hide it.I have always known that in order to maintain this relationship, he has paid far more than Nansheng, so I really admire him, especially after I understand everything about "Dream".

When I first found Fu Beisheng, I told him that it was very dangerous to treat him through this method, and he might not even be able to get out by himself.But if someone doesn't look back, I have nothing to say.

Because Fu Beisheng in the "dream" is not the real Fu Beisheng, it is incomplete and has no real memory, which also leads to the distortion and darkness of "his" personality in the "dream", probably because of this, In the end, the kidnapping will be done.

In fact, my idea at the beginning was very simple, which was to let Fu Beisheng lurk in the "dream" of the original track for three years, and at the last moment to stimulate Nansheng to a certain extent, so that he would have the desire to find the truth and turn sober.

But who knows that Fu Beisheng, who has no real memory, is distorted and outrageous, and the balance is destroyed as soon as he comes. When his parents found out that their son was abnormal, they only asked a doctor to treat him, but the doctor was helpless and could only classify it as "Fu Beisheng" negative Second personality.

Therefore, "Fu Beisheng" who was substituted into the "dream" also thought that he was a "negative personality" that was not needed by others, and became even more indifferent and distorted.However, the consciousness firmly in his heart just prompted "he" to return to Nancheng after three years of tossing around, and to find Nansheng, because "he" took the feeling in his heart as a life-saving medicine, thinking that Nansheng could heal himself.

It's also good luck, this amnesiac "Fu Beisheng" does everything impeccably, but his personality is too distorted, but fortunately he can pretend and didn't expose himself prematurely in front of Nansheng.

It was Fu Beisheng who told me frankly that at the last moment of the kidnapping, he had already recovered his memory, but thinking that the goal was to stimulate Nansheng to a certain extent, he decided to make a mistake and pretend to be even more distorted, so as to stimulate Nansheng.

I can only say that this kid is still a capable acting school.

No matter what kind of harm they have suffered in the past, it is also in the past tense, as long as they are happy now, that is enough.

I think it's time for me to look for it, it's my destiny.

The author has something to say:

finish the flower

I can also do the short stories in Chapter 9. . .